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Being a gamer nowadays is depressing, it's literally pick your poison between nostalgia bait/remakes, microtransaction gacha hell, or knock off/ai powered commodities.

And people wonder why I don't play much newer games lol (outside of most modern games being overturned graphicswise they're unplayable for me)

#yes this is a jab about palworld #and ff7 and it's multiple spinoffs and gachas #and repackaged older games being ported to switch #what i would do for a game that interests me again #also thank fucc i didnt pursue going in the industry

I hate how everything has to be a "romantic relationship" when it comes to characters interacting despite saying that 'oh these two are just friends'. Shipping culture really REALLY gave some people brainrot huh

The asexual experience of flipping between "Noooo bare chests are too lewd" to "Hehe, pole go in hole"

Sometimes the urge to just pack up and disappear hits. But, I'm not sure if it's to see if anyone will miss me or if it's to see if that'll be the final 'push' I need

"Nothing matters" could either be a phrase that sets you free, or the knife that plunges you deep into despair

My hidden talent is pretending to be talkative/witty/funny enough to 'pass' as a normal human so they wont notice I'm actually mentally ill

I feel so invisible now, I wanna go back to that dream where everything is alright. Preferably permanently

WIP

WIPs go here cuz I aint turning off adblock for IG

The nonbinary/bigender/genderfluid experience of making an OC, then making another OC the opposite gender of said OC that looks almost the same and saying they are 'twins' 🤣

#totally me #this is how i express gender ok #the proof was in the pudding all along #i know at least one other NB person who did this #they pretended to have a 'twin' sister but it was just 1 person and they were AFAB

loumandliker

a weird amount of Fandom People but internet leftists in general seem to be completely unable to separate discomfort from harm

loumandliker

there’s like zero consideration for what the scale or context is or if the discomfort is based on anything objectively harmful it’s just one person saying “i’m uncomfortable” with whatever motivations they might have and suddenly it’s causing grave harm to an entire group of marginalized people and anyone who doesn’t agree is a bad malicious person

loumandliker

this is how we get people banning depictions of pre op/non op trans people from trans zines bc one person is Uncomfortable with it and then it gets phrased as like. we are banning anything but the most perfect of cis passing trans people as a way of Combating harmful trans fetishizing and we are eternally grateful to this one guy who was uncomfortable with anything else. this is a real example btw

derinthescarletpescatarian

People should be uncomfortable occasionally. It’s good for you.

michaelmilkers

one time another trans guy accused me of trans fetishization because i drew a trans man who, quote, “looks like a girl”, and it was making him dysphoric, when the character in question was a self-insert based on the way i look irl

dalniente

"this makes me uncomfortable" and "this is bad" are two ENTIRELY SEPARATE STATEMENTS and it is honestly STUNNING how many people conflate the two.

I just... dont know what to feel anymore. When you try to do something nice for someone and their reply is pretty much "Whatever", it kinda hurts you know 😅

Part of you understands they must be stressed at the moment, part of you screams "Hey even if they are stressed they're being rude, you should speak up!", yet another part goes "Quit being such a baby, you're thin skinned", then the other, more pathologizing side goes "It's the autism+RSD, it'll tune itself later"

I have no idea anymore, feelings hard

existennialmemes

Ok it's very funny to laugh at Tuxedo Mask for showing up and doing nothing, but his job was never to actually fight the monsters.

His job was just to show up and believe in Sailor Moon so overwhelmingly resolutely that she remembers she's a fucking demigod long enough for HER to fight the monsters.

Because she's the only one strong enough to do it in the first place, and in this regard Tuxedo Mask is the first example of being "Kenough" in this essay I will

When it comes to other people's convenience and happiness I have to adjust but when it's MY convenience and happiness suddenly I 'm the one who still has to do something about it?! And when I set a boundary suddenly I'm the selfish one? Far out mate, far out.

But sure, it's the autistic one's problem yes. If only they behaved like a normal person and accepted being taken advantage of

#im there for people in their time of need and suddenly they just disappear when I'm the one who needs help #tired #i wanna sleep #for a century perhaps

I wonder if you can file a restraining order against relatives who are swindlers, cuz I never want to see this ho and her equally ho daughter again

Not only is she abusive to my grandmother, her daughter is also abusive to my nephew. It disgusts me to even call them my relatives

I think it's important more than ever to normalize and acknowledge that liking 'mature' themed things in media does not make you problematic; you can like a good piece of media with problematic subjects such as racism/sexism, sexual themes and violence/true crime stuff and still be a good person.

Erasing the existence of such things that make you uncomfortable isn't protecting anyone; it is censorship. And doing such things for the sake of 'protecting people's innocence' stunts people's ability to think critically, to make people see the world in black and white, to infantilize and subsequently control how one thinks and reacts

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