like as far as headcanons go I can't get over how perfectly the "stratt digging her nails into the palm of her hands" tic works on a symbolic level. of course she stains her hands with blood. of course it's her own.
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like as far as headcanons go I can't get over how perfectly the "stratt digging her nails into the palm of her hands" tic works on a symbolic level. of course she stains her hands with blood. of course it's her own.
unraveling at the seams thinking about how graces reaction to remembering that he was drugged and forced onto the mission was to come to the conclusion that he was a coward. like on some level sure he was angry at stratt but he was far angrier with himself. he built up this story in his head that somewhere somehow along the way he developed the courage and bravery to choose to sacrifice himself for earths sake. he clung to this story when he didnt have anything else. and it wasnt real. not only was he a vicious coward but he threatened to sabotage a mission to save the entire world because his desire to live was so overpowering. there was nothing that couldve convinced him otherwise. not his kids, not the rest of humanity, nothing. and he tears himself APARTTTTT for this. if you want rocky to get this secret out of grace youre gonna need twelve hours, some elbow grease, and industrial grade lube thats how deep the shame lies. i think grace is incredibly angry about how it all went down and i also think that if you told him he didnt deserve it he'd probably bite your head off
I wish y'all put as much energy as y'all do expecting Black people to be the bigger person, into telling antiblack bigots to be better people.
I think it's a... Sign, I suppose, of the comfort of antiblackness, that it's easier to continue to beg Black people for patience, to expect it, feel entitled to it even, than it is to go to your peers and tell them to knock it off. Personally. There's a quote, I wish I could remember it, about the finite-ness of Black Patience. Mm.
From his poem “warning”
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The reality of nonbinary people having a higher tolerance for misgendering on account of just seeing no hope of reprieve and that lack of hope being based in the reality that it is extremely unlikely for oftentimes even other trans people to gender us correctly is so true.
I exist in mostly progressive spaces. Mostly queer and trans spaces outside of work. The likelihood that someone uses my pronouns that I make aggressively clear and plain to see at any given time? I've had maybe 4 to 6 people including close friends and family members use my pronouns in my lifetime, where I have used these pronouns for over a decade.
The fact that they are neopronouns does not make me any less misgendered than if someone was not using he or she. For a span of a couple years, I gave up and added a set of binary pronouns for people to use so I would at least have control over how I was misgendered. That patently should not be the choice I should have to make. Instead I get they them most of the time which is just as misgendering/degendering as it would be if I were a binary trans person. If people don't know my pronouns? Fair enough. When I have explicitly told them to their faces what they are when they asked me and they proceeded to internalise that as "those aren't he or she, just use they"? No different than constantly calling a trans woman or man they constantly.
The idea that people should just expect to me misgendered if their pronouns are "weird" or new to someone really reads to me like someone going to a clocky binary trans woman and saying "but it's so difficult to call someone who looks like a man she and her". like the idea of respecting people's gender even if they might not look like what you expect a man/woman to look like is genuinely new to many people and will take some effort. It is treated as an expected effort to respect trans people that everyone adjusts small aspects of their cooncepption of the world around them (eg women can be x, men can look like you, etc etc). it is largely agreed upon to be a reasonable ask. The idea that that effort is just too much for people to undertake is just blatant transphobia. it shouldn't be tolerated for nonbinary people any more than binary trans people
Yeah, I have to build up a barrier of protection, and try to let it bounce off me forever I guess. I don't get to just sink into the comfort of having my gender validated socially or by society or whatever. I just gotta "deal" with it.
“I gave up and added a set of binary pronouns for people to use so I would at least have control over how I was misgendered.”
This part really resonated with us.
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I am so fucking tired of people sidelining black characters, taking away their interesting dynamics with white characters (only to subscribe to those same dynamics but supplanting them with their white counterparts instead). I'm tired of people not caring about them unless is to ship them with some bland white boy. To call their canon realtionships with white characters "weird", "baseless", or plain out ignoring them. Acting like black people are incapable of love, of innocence, of joy and whimsy. Acting like they aren't smart, and capable, and worthy (of their possition, love, recognition, power, whatever).
me: *sends friend a message at 3 am*
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me: woah woah there what are you doing up go the fuck to sleep this isn’t healthy
"He's an escaped schizophrenic/ a diagnosed psychopath/has multiple personalities/etc!!"
Yeah, and I'm turning off my TV ¯\(ツ)/¯
read too much about southern italian & italian american history alongside anti-racist theory and now im cursed with awareness
like its kind of frustrating to me how people will talk about italians history of being racialized in america as if it was like. this quirky oddity we stumbled into. how strange! how unnatural! that WASP americans wouldn't consider europeans white! its used as proof that whiteness is a construct, and it is proof of that, but when the takeaway is more "old timey racism was so absurd people were racist towards europeans, instead of only the obviously nonwhite people!" you end up decontextualizing everything in a way i. do not like.
like racist criminology was fathered by a northern italian who specifically applied his theories to southern italians. if you read the shit people wrote during the unification of italy, it was straight up racist imperialism, with the explicit goal of "civilizing" the "primitive" southerners:
As the northern bourgeoisie crafted a national identity from its history of medieval city-states, the Renaissance, and the “glory” of the Roman Empire, it sought to discipline the insurrectionary and “barbarous” South. Many of the government officials who traveled throughout the South following national unification commented on southern Italians’ supposed racial inferiority. The senator Eugenio Faina, for example, noted that Sicily was unlike other regions in that it was “inhabited by rough people with primitive instincts.” As a result, the Italian state confronted southern resistance movements with martial law, violence, and by stigmatizing peasants “as criminal members of a racially inferior people who preferred the superstitions of religion to civiltà italiana.” As one government official wrote in 1861, “What barbarism! Some Italy! This is Africa: the Bedouin are the flower of civil virtue compared to these peasants.” Civilization, northern officials believed, would have to be imposed on southern peasants at gunpoint— “otherwise the tumour represented by the Southerners’ behavior would grow and infect the rest of the nation.” Government officials found support for these views from the new school of positivist anthropologists, including Cesare Lombroso (1841–1936), Guglielmo Ferrero (1871–1942), Alfredo Niceforo (1876–1960), Giuseppe Sergi (1841–1936), and Enrico Ferri (1856–1929). Together these men founded the field of criminology, providing “scientific proof” to support the ruling elite’s beliefs in biological evolution and racial determinism. In particular, they advanced an argument that supported what many northern political leaders suspected: the darker “Mediterranean” southerners were not only racially distinct from the lighter “Aryan” northerners; they possessed “inferior African blood” and demonstrated “a moral and social structure reminiscent of primitive and even quasibarbarian times, a civilization quite inferior.” Southern Italy’s history of Greek, Roman, Norman, African, and Arab invasions, and its location as a crossroads between Africa, Europe, and the East, they argued, had given shape to “a region that is a priori condemned to perpetual inferiority.” [...]
By the late nineteenth century, Lombroso and his colleagues in Italy produced hundreds of studies to support this ideology, arguing that the pathology of the “savage woman” was located in her anatomy. Their publications often included elaborate drawings that compared the “sexual anomalies” in the “primitive genitalia” of Italian prostitutes to African women. In popular culture, these connections were often extended to all southern Italian peasant women. Travel writers routinely argued, for example, that southern Italian women “seem to favour that ideal of the Hottentot Venus which you may study in the Jardin des Plantes; they are decidedly centripetal.” The Italian ruling classes also drew these kinds of connections between Africans and southern Italians to justify two simultaneous military invasions—one in southern Italy and the other in Africa. In 1890, the same year that the North launched a brutal campaign to suppress antinationalist sentiment among peasants, Italy prepared to conquer Eritrea and join Europe in the colonization of Africa. One contemporary observer noted, “They [southern Italian rebels] kill and rape like beasts thirsty for blood and booty and not men created in the image of God.” Similarly, a government official conducting an inquiry into the southern resistance movement noted that, “in short, this is a country which ought to be destroyed or at least depopulated and its inhabitants sent to Africa to get themselves civilized!”
The elite considered the anarchist movement, in Italy and abroad, to be the most dangerous form of political rebellion. This fear developed not only in response to the willingness of some anarchists to utilize assassination and bombing as political tools but also because adherents sought to overthrow the state and capitalism and thus attracted “a sizeable and militant following among the Italian working classes until the late 1920s.” The anarchist movement took hold in Naples and Sicily in the 1860s as a result of government repression and spread quickly because of its compatibility with peasant resistance traditions. Once the island was placed under martial law after the uprisings in the 1890s, those anarchists who did not languish in prison went underground and into exile. Most went to the Americas to nurture a transnational movement in Buenos Aires, São Paulo, New York City, and Paterson, New Jersey, among other locales. To the criminologists, like most of the Italian elite, anarchism was merely a form of brigandage. Thus, they considered the popularity of anarchism as indicative of the inherent criminality and primitive nature of the southern peasantry. In this way, they helped “to formulate the definition of the political subject by elaborating ever more closely the criteria for political exclusion.” Enrico Ferri, for example, declared that it was possible “to delineate good idealist revolutionaries and sick rebels”—one struggled for the nation, the other against it. Lombroso linked the Sicilian peasant rebellions of the 1890s with race, explaining that the epicenter of the movement was in the towns surrounding Palermo, because it was here that “the rapacious Berber and Semite tribes had their earliest and longest-lasting settlements and where anatomical types, customs, politics, and morality retain a clear Arab imprint.” He pointed out that “the Arabs are a race of greedy conquerors who are hospitable but cruel, intelligent but superstitious, and always restlessly in movement. Their blood must play a role in fomenting spontaneous and implacable insurrections and perpetuating brigandage.” Consistent with his overall ideas about female criminals, Lombroso viewed southern Italian women rebels as the most abhorrent, noting “everyone agrees that the few violent women far exceed men in their ferocity and cruelty.” In this way, the Italian criminologists used political radicals as a “foil for defining the boundaries of nationhood and the shared characteristics of ‘normal’ citizens.” Moreover, they offered “a scientific way to understand the failures of unification and a blueprint for disciplining groups that resisted integration into the new national culture.”
(from Living the Revolution: Italian Womens Resistance and Radicalism in New York City, 1880-1945 by Jennifer Guglielmo)
and Italy shipped its homegrown racism right over to the US and Canada. & i think something similar can be said for how people act the same way with racism against the Irish in the US, as if its not directly connected to the colonization of Ireland and the oppression of the Irish people in their homelands.
and this is just scratching the surface of this topic, but it feels like the result of internalizing the specifically USAmerican white supremacist worldview, that the natural state for European people is imperial colonial whiteness before any ethnic identity, to the extent that the idea of Europeans being conquered / colonized / racialized feels unnatural - separate from whether or not you think blatantly racist ideas are good, you still think its natural for Europeans to be the conquerors even if its bad. you still think there is a fundamental whiteness that really exists, its just that its been poorly defined by avowed racists.
that sense that people you are taught to see as white were once blatantly racialized & that being unnatural may be used to introduce people to the construction of whiteness, but if that feeling isn't ever used to radicalize people further on resisting white supremacy, then what good is it actually doing? how can we discuss the racialization of italians in the US without discussing the imperial violence and racist ideology constructed in italy against southern italians, and in europe more broadly? how can we discuss the assimilation into whiteness of italian-americans without the broader context of escape from poverty and oppression, the anti-social(ist) violence of the First Red Scare and how it targeted anti-racist leftist Italian organizers including many women? how the bloody pursuit of whiteness and imperial dominance is an intergenerational cycle of violence, one southern italians on both sides of the atlantic have participated in?
#It also extends into Italy today#There's a lot of mainland Italians who talk shit about the way Italian-Americans pronounce common words#But the reason the Italian-American pronunciation is different is because the majority of immigrants were from the Calabria region#And they spoke the Calabrese#Which is somewhere between a dialect and a separate language#Unification prioritized northern languages and ignored southern dialects#So a lot of the ways we clip off terminal vowels is part of the Calabrese dialect#And that dialect persists in some of the small villages and towns in Calabria's rural regions
speak on it! although this is by no means the result of Calabrian immigrants uniquely. speaking a local language with its own pronounciations is obviously not unique to Calabria & italian american italian is influenced by by Calabrese, Napulitano, Siciliano, etc. the cutting off of the end of words is common throughout these languages!
& these languages still exist!!!!! & yeah whenever i see someone commenting on a video of like. someone's nonna who literally is speaking the italian she grew up hearing and was taught by her family, insisting that "it isn't real italian!!! no one actually speaks like this!!!!!!" as if its a performance she's putting on to trick people. instead of being obviously the result of 1. physical and linguistic isolation caused by immigration & the passage of time 2. the fact that a Lot of southern italians came over before most people even spoke standard italian, or even identified as "Italian" over regional identities 3. that any of us still speak any italian after years of being pushed, sometimes violently, to assimilate into the unhyphenated white american mass at the beck and call of the empire's whims, should be celebrated and not mocked.
despite everything, it’s still you (derogatory)
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here’s to all the weird little girls growing up into even weirder men
And to all the weird little boys who grew up into weird women.
and the weird little whatevers that grew up into weirder whatevers
if someone says its pronouns are it/its, remember that means its pronouns are it/its!! respect your local it/its user today and get its pronouns right!!
and remember!!!!
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I escaped the trap perfectly fine but I gnawed off my own leg because people would never believe I was being hunted otherwise . They will see the stump and realise I was right, and they'll take it so seriously, and they'll know how sharp my teeth are and how strong my jaw is and how desperate and scared I've been this whole time