the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.
Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.
Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.
Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.
I'll say it again:
Rumination is a compulsion.
Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.
I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.
And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.
Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.
Like this was genuinely life changing for me.
Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:
Sun tea can be used in healing and during rituals and spells. You can brew it, and then bless it sunlight or just let the sun brew it (leave it out for at least an hour in direct sunlight, it takes much longer for the tea to infuse)
☀️Healing sun tea:
1 part orange peel
2 parts echinacea
½ part cloves
1 cinnamon stick
¼ part ginger root
☀️Prospertity sun tea:
2 parts ginseng/ black tea
1 part orange peel
1 cinnamon stick
1 part cardamom
☀️Relaxation sun tea:
2 tablespoons of Chamomile
2 tablespoons of dried rose petals
1 tablespoon lemon peel
☀️Floral sun tea:
(For happiness and protection)
1 part chamomile flower
1 part chrysanthemum flower
1 part marigold petal
1 part rose petal
☀️Love sun tea:
1 part orange peel
1 part rose petals
1 part hibiscus flower
1 part basil
1 part dried or fresh strawberry
🌝Charge with:
Tigers eye- strong talismans, believed a person possessing one could see everything, wealth, divination
Sunstone- protection and healing, energy boost, positive energy
Citrine- named after the French word for lemon, citron, can be used to dispel negative thoughts and energy, cleaning, purification, positivity and protection
Garnet- associated with Brigid, good for healing and creativity, energy amplifier.
All recipes are mine, some inspired by recipes in this book
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interesting asteroids to look up in your natal chart
➝ use the number to find it in an extended chart selection
3 Juno — your marriage and commitment
46 Hestia — your home life
433 Eros — how you fall in love
399 Persephone — how you retreat
1108 Demeter — your relation with food
2 Pallas — your wisdom
3361 Orpheus — your obsession and grief
78 Diana — your independence
4450 Pan — your relationship with nature
3671 Dionysus — how you indulge
7328 Casanova — your flirting style
3989 Odin — your personal power
76 Freya — your gift of sorcery
1388 Aphrodite — your brand of beauty
1862 Apollo — the talents that make you beam
80 Sappho — your poetic side
42 Isis — your caring side
1923 Osiris — how you regenerate
2598 Merlin — your magical skill
9499 Excalibur — how to find your breakthrough
1198 Atlantis — a forgotten wisdom
6123 Aristotle — how you break your delusions
5450 Sokrates — your conversational skill
5451 Plato — your world view
11911 Angel — your heavenly task
tip: the houses you find them in represent the areas in life where their influence is felt the most. conjunctions with chart angles and planets (esp sun & moon) give prominence to an asteroid as well.
how we process and express emotions, what memories we hold onto, our sensitive side, our connection to our mother, our inner world, what brings us comfort, how we care for others, what we do subconsciously.
✦ mercury persona chart
how we communicate, our logic and reasoning, our every thought, how we process information, our learning style, how we handle routine, our social life, our intellectual side, how we perceive the world around us.
✦ venus persona chart
how we attract others, what we look for in relationships, our connection to women, our artistic vision, our love language, how we see our beauty, our desirability, how we dress and present ourselves aesthetically.
✦ mars persona chart
what makes us angry, how we handle conflict, our stamina and energy level, our s*x appeal, what turns us on s*xually, our connection to men, our willpower, what motivates us, what we're passionate about.
✦ jupiter persona chart
our personal beliefs, what we teach others, how we use our knowledge, our religious beliefs, our educational journey, our optimism, where our good luck comes from, how we achieve growth and abundance.
✦ saturn persona chart
our role in society, what lessons we learn in this lifetime, how we handle responsibilities and authority, our life after 25, our self-limiting beliefs, our self-discipline, how we mature in this lifetime, how we gain respect.
✦ uranus persona chart
our original qualities, our individuality, how we use technology, our online persona, what is constantly changing in our life, how we approach that change, our humanity, our scientific side, what we do unconsciously.
✦ neptune persona chart
what inspires us, our imagination, our creative side, how we deal with our mental health, what we dream and fantasize about, our spiritual journey, our intuition, our detachment from reality, what deludes us.
✦ pluto persona chart
our phases through life, how we process trauma, what revives us, how we manage our wealth, what we obsess over, our secrets, our s*xuality, how we destroy and rebuild, our inner power, our physical death.
A Silly Overview of Astrology's Planets (and the moon and two dwarv- short kings)
I'm learning about astrology and doodling helps me learn. I put together a silly little doodle intro to help me keep track of planet themes. If my comprehension changes, I might make changes later. I at least have plans to eventually reformat the pics for easier reading
sun & dsc
the ego feels incomplete without a witness. visibility comes through the eyes of a partner making the self worth a constant negotiation. there is a tendency to attract people who take up all the air in the room forcing you to either fight for your light or fade into their shadow. power arrives when the inner sun stays on regardless of who is watching.
moon & dsc
emotional safety feels like a shared task. the heart picks up on the unspoken needs of the partner before the self even takes a breath. this often results in a cycle of mothering others or searching for a caretaker to fill an ancient void. security comes from realizing that your moods belong to you alone and that nobody else can carry your peace for you.
mercury & dsc
talking serves as the only way to feel connected. the mind works in pairs often needing a sounding board to understand its own logic. this can lead to verbal sparring or a habit of over analyzing every text and silence. clarity arrives when you realize that a connection requires more than just an exchange of data and that some truths exist beyond words.
venus & dsc
harmony functions as a high stakes obsession. the need for balance can become so loud that you sacrifice your own edges just to keep the peace. you might attract people who treat you as a prize or a screen for their own desires. beauty and love become real only when you stop performing and start showing the messy parts that cannot be edited.
mars & dsc
friction acts as the primary spark for attraction. you possess a habit of drawing in people who are bold loud or even aggressive because they carry the fire you keep suppressed. relationships often feel like a tug of war where passion and conflict are hard to separate. grit arrives when you claim your own anger and stop looking for someone else to start the fight.
jupiter & dsc
the partner serves as an exit sign from a small life. you look for people who represent a wider horizon a different culture or a grand philosophy. the struggle involves over idealizing the other and expecting them to save you from boredom. luck arrives when you realize that the adventure lives in your own spirit and that a partner is a companion not a destination.
saturn & dsc
commitment carries the weight of a legal contract. you might fear being trapped or controlled which leads to marrying late or picking partners who feel more like a responsibility than a joy. there is a deep seated need for a mountain to lean on. peace arrives when you realize that structure provides freedom and that a real bond requires two whole people.
uranus & dsc
stability feels like a form of slow suffocation. you attract the wildcards the rebels and the geniuses because they promise a life that will never be predictable. relationships often start with a lightning bolt and end just as fast when the space runs out. identity stays safe when you accept that your path involves unconventional bonds and total freedom.
neptune & dsc
the boundaries between souls are made of smoke. you look for a soulmate and often find a project or a ghost. there is a tendency to see the god in people who are actually very broken leading to a cycle of rescue and disappointment. spirit arrives when you stop trying to heal everyone else and realize that unconditional love starts with your own boundaries.
pluto & dsc
intimacy functions as a total soul alteration. you have zero interest in the surface and instead attract people who force you to face your deepest fears and secrets. power struggles and obsession can make the connection feel like a matter of life or death. survival depends on the realization that your true strength comes from within and that no merger can ever destroy you.
north node & dsc
fated meetings push the soul toward territory it has never walked before. every significant person you meet acts as a catalyst for a version of yourself that has yet to arrive. the friction lives in the pull toward partnership when the self feels safer alone. success depends on the nerve to let someone else walk beside you into the unknown.
south node & dsc
you carry a heavy habit of losing yourself in the needs of others. being a partner feels so natural that you often forget how to be an individual. you might stay in connections that have reached their expiration date out of a sense of ancient loyalty. growth happens when you realize that your history is a foundation not a cage and that you are allowed to move on.
chiron & dsc
vulnerability acts as the glue in your closest bonds. you walk into relationships with a quiet ache of feeling inherently unlovable or flawed. but this very mark explains why people feel so safe telling you their secrets. peace arrives when you stop trying to fix the people you love and realize that your presence is the only medicine required.
𓇻 soft aspects (trine, sextile)
sun & dsc
confidence acts as a natural wind in the sails of your connections. your identity and your partnerships move in the same direction making collaboration feel like a homecoming. people instinctively trust your warmth and you find it easy to lead or follow depending on what the situation requires for harmony.
moon & dsc
intuition serves as the most reliable guide through the emotional landscape of others. your needs and your bonds stay in a total flow. you always seem to know exactly when to reach out or when to give space because you listen to the gut. greatest joy comes from the simple peace of being understood without having to explain.
mercury & dsc
information and clever ideas flow easily between you and everyone else. the ability to talk out of any misunderstanding makes life feel lighter. you find luck in the casual conversations and the neighborhood chatter. the mind connects with others effortlessly and you make the process of negotiation look like an art form.
venus & dsc
things just seem to work out in your relationships without a struggle. beauty and harmony show up as constant signs that you are on the right path. people want to be around your energy because it feels like a sunny day. strength comes through your grace and your ability to make everyone across from you feel like they truly matter.
mars & dsc
energy and drive move in total sync with your partners. taking shared action feels rewarding rather than exhausting. you know exactly when to push and when to move causing every joint effort to result in a tangible piece of progress. the world respects the speed and the courage of the way you work in a pair.
jupiter & dsc
luck functions as the default setting in your social life. an unshakeable belief that people are good usually makes it true. your spirit expands through your connections and joy is found in the realization that the world is a massive playground when you have the right person holding your hand.
saturn & dsc
working hard on a bond feels like a solid investment rather than a burden. a natural talent for loyalty and building things that actually last defines your reputation in pairs. time stays on your side and as the years pass the respect between you and others only gets stronger. victory is found in the long game.
uranus & dsc
fresh ideas and sudden insights light up your relationships. comfort with change makes the future of a partnership feel like an exciting adventure rather than a threat. being original comes easily to you and that weirdness acts as the very thing that keeps your connections from ever getting boring or stagnant.
neptune & dsc
dreams and silence provide the answers that logic cannot find in a partner. a soft magic helps your bonds move forward and your intuition stays tuned to the frequency of the other person. surrender feels like a relief and the soul floats easily toward its shared purpose without needing a map.
pluto & dsc
strength and resilience grow quietly in the background of your closest connections. a natural ability to transform together prevents a total collapse when things get heavy. quiet power acts as a shield and the truth remains always within reach. you are the person who finds the jewels in the deep end of intimacy.
north node & dsc
the right people show up exactly when the soul needs to push forward. your partnerships naturally support the mission of your life. you see others for who they are becoming and the first impression always aligns with the destiny. existing as a pair feels like a fated success that you are finally ready for.
chiron & dsc
vulnerability serves as the most attractive feature of your presence in a partnership. a natural talent for making people feel seen and healed exists just by being in their lives. peace comes from showing your partner that their scars are not something to hide but a reason to be proud of their survival.
1. Do not neglect or ignore your North Node and especially not your North Node Persona Chart. The North Node PC is like a map for your life and can show where your talent/struggle/blessings lies. I also notice that when I act more like my North Node sign life improves.
2. If you are at a party or other place and a person with Pluto or Nessus conjunctions tell you they want to leave then you leave too. They can sense danger. You can read in the newspaper what happens after lol.
3. Check Talent(33154) & Industria(389) to see what you are meant to work with. (Ofc you should check 6th & 10th house first but if you still feel confused after looking at them then go check the asteroids)
4. Check asteroid Fortuna(19) & Bless(92891) to see where you have blessings waiting for you. You can also check the persona charts of these asteroids for more insight.
5. I feel extra social and attractive when Venus is transiting my 1st or 10th house so use these transits to apply for jobs or make new contacts. As someone with social anxiety I feel more social and relaxed during these transits.
6. If you are self aware enough to know that you are not a good judge of character and you recently met someone you feel suspiscious about then go find a Cancer or Scorpio Moon and ask them what they think. They are impossible to fool lol you can just show them a picture of someone and they will know.
7. If you have Venus 8th house it would do you good to invest in your looks and no I do NOT mean surgery. I mean taking care of health, finding out which colors fit you, hair and skin treatments. You are extra likely to benefit from your appearance in your daily life bc of this placement. Wealthy men are extra fond of you if you have this placement, but they need to notice you.
8. Check your Solar Return Chart for the next year and see where Chiron & Saturn so that you can prepare for it. The houses they are in can show places of struggle or loss so for example if you have it in the 2nd house make sure to have money saved up.
9. Check Mars & Chiron is in you and your partners composite chart to see where conflict & misunderstandings can easily happen and try to be extra careful when talking about the subjects connected to that area. This will help the relationship a lot. Also check your partners natal Chiron placement and be extra soft with them when it comes to that area.
10. Use White Moon Selene(h56) to find out way you can reintegrate into society again if you feel outcasted. Mean BML can also be used but in a more dark and manipulative way since it is said to represent how Lilith comes back ready to reintegrate into society again & White Moon Selene shows where you are protected and have insight. Make them cooperate.
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