theimaginaryparadise

the world is yours

[oat-girl]

꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂ welcome to my blog ꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂

‎ꫂ᭪݁ ‎halloo .ᐟ

im ‘of all time’ girl but you can call me oat. recently im been having this pour of feelings on how i need to achieve a form of greatness, be the greatest of all time, the most beautiful of all time, the most intelligent of all time, the creative of our time, the most artistic, and with this i would ascend my pathetic human form and escape this metaphorical cage i am in. this blog is an escape of all of that where i can try to find like minded individuals who share the same thoughts as me whether theyre about books, movies, music, comics, art, philosiphy, religion, science, or on how rainbow sorbet is the best baskin robins flavour (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)

my metrics: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

ꫂ᭪݁ teen girll

‎ꫂ᭪݁ i lob my cat (hes on the pfp)

‎ꫂ᭪݁ asian

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feel free to dm me and talk to me any time i LOVEE making new friends and having long conversations, im extremely open minded to many different opinions as long as there is a barrier of respect, i love people and community soso much. you are welcome to my blog and my space!

DNI: porn/nudity accounts, sexist, maga, white nationalists, homophobic, islamaphobic (not talking about critique), “mens right activists”, andrew tate ppl, trump supporters, transphobic, racist, hateful, etc.

[babydoll-4444]

Feels so strange..

[oat-girl]

i just “oh okay” my way through everything istg smh

[oat-girl]

hi

[deftism]

made an evil fucked up version of hello kitty. her name is GOODBYE kitty. yeah... just a little glimpse into my dark twisted mind. only a glimpse into its nefarious hyperrealistic caverns and you would simply lose your mind.

[oat-girl]

im crine

[oat-girl]

i want to be so disgustingly beautiful that its sickening to others to the point where i wont ever have to question whether i should be in a photo or not do something because i dont look good, i will be so objectively gorgeous and my beauty will glow not only to others but within me that it becomes something obvious.

ofc im going to take the photo and eat that meal and have fun with my friends and not miss any opportunity, why wouldnt i? thats how beautiful i want to be, i want to become and ascend into a glowing swan princess fairy cute angel bunny

[oat-girl]

cool cat shit

[oat-girl]

holden caulfield thinks you’re a phony.

[oat-girl]

i would do anything to live in a walkable city that has a lot of culture and trees with me and my multi gendered friendgroup where we do grafitti and walk around in alleyways and bookstores and yards and thrift shops and have way too much swag and freespirit for our age in a grunge indie cool niche mtv downtown daria 2000s punk metro hip hop way and we all listen to actually good music and carry a camera everywhere and only have those flip phones and its somehow always afternoon or night and share the same humour with that perfect mix of dry sarcasm, wit, political awareness and absurdism and being embarrassed isnt a thing and we just do shit and have fun with it yknow

[oat-girl]

[oat-girl]

im so avoidant, i want to engage with people, climb into the fireplace of community but whenever i do, not long later the heat of it all catches up to me, the smoke filling my lungs and it becomes all too suffucating until i wish to just climb back into my bed with my little thoughts and things

[oat-girl]

who i turn into when im having a conversation with someone but i feel an ever so smallest amount of skin on my lips

[oat-girl]

its okay to embarass yourself in the pursuit of human connection btw

[oat-girl]

i have beef with my old personalities and choices

[oat-girl]

[oat-girl]

as my final act of love i would become something we both wont be able to recognize