self care is the burning heat when rage washes over you. self care is when you feel the bones crack under your powerful fists. self care is the fear in your enemies eyes
ย ย ย ย ย ย Instead of asking what in the Hell he was doing like any inquiring mind would, Ava Graham, the fearless survivor who was not known to back down in any situation, who was known to be stubborn and rarely did as others requested, Ava Graham took a few steps back. She watched the madness unfold before her, and quite honestly couldnโt help but think to herself what kind of twisted shit had to be going through this kidโs mind for him to come up with this.
Before she knew it, uncontrollable sparks emitted from the corpse, and her opposite was scurrying back which only caused her to make her way backwards a little more โ- creating a distance between both the firework of a corpse and the maniac who caused this. โJesus Christ!โ She uttered, arm instinctively coming up to protect her vision. Last thing she needed was to go blind in a world gone to shit. Consider her done for if she had to rely on her other senses. As much as she wanted to ask what he was trying to prove with all of this, the survivor simply stood back and watched. It was all she could really do until she made sense of itโฆ or until the one before her elaborated.
Finding cover behind a tree, Jakob watched the corpse shake violently to the surge with narrowed eyes ; knelt down against the trunk, balancing on bark, he cocked his jaw and furrowed his brows. Heโd wanted to test this little... e x p e r i m e n t on the living, truthfully --- a raider, in particular, but as they werenโt exactly EASY to get your hands on, a reanimated would have to do. Unfortunately, watching the pre-dropped walker melt from the inside out was no where NEAR as satisfying as watching one of the ASSHOLES whoโd destroyed his camp wouldโve been ; and It wasnโt HEALTHY that all Jake could think about since the attack was revenge, but little things like this were therapeutic.
Gradually, the ROTTED body died back down to its dormant state. No twitch or jolt, explosion or fire --- and though itโd gone as planned ( for the most part ), the lanky survivor looked disappointed. A visible clench of his jaw as muscles indented, Jakob stood and started over to the now motionless corpse. Kneeling down, dark intensive browns searched the body over before sighing, disconnecting the wires from its sternum, and glancing back to the woman... almost s h e e p i s h l y. โ What are you even doing out here? โ He asked, SARCASTIC undertones as eyes dropped immediately to the twigs and moss beneath his feet ;ย he moved over to the car battery before the question had completelyย left his lips. โ Saw some action in the middle of the forest and thought there was a party? โ
THREE NAMES + A NUMBER !! โ- #2 marry, cuddle, sleep with.
โโ MAN, Itโs so much easier when you donโt actually like the people โ- how long are we talking with the duration of cuddles? about six seconds maximum? and itโs the innocent type of sleep with, right? Iโd marry Vee, because technically. ย .weโre already married anyway. Iโd have to fight Callum for Gwenโs hand in marriage, and marrying Jakob? no. Iโd give Jake a cuddle just to watch him get all awkward, and try and get him to admit how much he lovesย me, because he obviously does. And lastlyย Iโd sleep with Gwen, we basically sleep under the same roof anyway?ย and Imagine that sleepover?ย Not only is there going to be Gwen โ whom is actually pretty cool, but also a dog? A person I actually like, and an animal I actually like. I canโt turn THAT up. โโ
Jakob Grehn never seemed to โ fit in โ with his peers after the death of his cousin --- a LONER ; preferred being antisocial, sitting off in the corner reading Stephen King novels than talking to people or ( God forbid ) making FRIENDS. Though concerned with his hermit-like behavior as itโd been YEARS since the loss of their family member, his mother figured he was just depressed and needed more t i m e than the others ; but after stumbling across a box in his room full of animal bones, creepy photos, and satanic symbols she realized it was much worse than sheโd originally thought...
โฃ โ // โ MY LIFEโS TOO SHORT TO HAVE A PLAN.
ย ย ย ย โช short bio cont.
It was the HOPE a change of scenery would pull her son out of this disturbing phase that had Jakobโs mother searching for an out-of-town boarding school and coming across Warrenย ; unfortunately, the moment Jake was shipped off, unlike what his mother had HOPED, he shut down and dove d e e p e r into his religion --- a new school, new town, and new faces had him wanting to HIDE. He dressed in black wherever he went, left pentagrams on everything he owned, and made no EFFORT to get to know anyone... this attracted bullies.ย Itโs no secret Jakob wishes he could just go HOME ; made obvious even to those he hasnโt spoken withย by the โ I donโt really want to be here โ look permanently fixed on his face... but heโs figured just because heโs stuck there for the next four years doesnโt mean he has to be HAPPY about it.
โฃ โ // โ HERE, LET ME HELP YOU UNDERSTAND.
ย ย ย ย ย โช general.
name: jakob grehn
age: fifteen
year: freshman
favorite class: a tie between computer science & chemistry Tbh
least favorite class: history
activities/clubs: n/a
costume: a devil-horned hoodie ; solid black version of this dOpe ass one !!
was it their decision to go to warren? nOPE
how did they end up at warren? his parentsโฆ .. .mom technically. .โฆ . .signed him up after finding out about the school from her sister/jakeโs aunt ( aka satan herself )
faceclaim: devon bostick
โฃ โ // โ FIRST TAKE THIS DRINK AND THIS PILL.
ย ย ย ย ย โช plots.
grace shoemaker: high key enemy ; --- grace is one of the BULLIES that motivated jake to put a curse on the dance & all the students attending ; he isnโt too fOND of her, in short,,, , , GLARES whenever they cross paths ( โcause really thatโs all heโs physically capable of doing ), ,, ,, & has cast COUNTLESS hexes on her. . .... .. .such as โ to make her puke blood โ & โ be covered in warts โ. . . .though none have proven to be s u c c e s s f u l thus far.
briar sinclair: tbe!!
rosario sosa: tbe!!
cassidy poe: low key enemy ; --- since the BEGINNING cassie & jake did nOT get aLong. . . ... ... . .like two pissed off cAts about to JUMP each other thereโs just been nothing but t e n s i o n between them ; it wasnโt until he called her a โ crazy bitch โ under his breath & got clocked in the face for it that he tRULY despised her. . .. .hasnโt told a soul he was hit by a faculty member yet either, ,,but he sure as HELL doesnโt plan on letting her get away w/ it.
cornelia greenwood: crush ; --- maybe it was the way she liked to keep to herself, too, ,, ,,,,,or maybe it was the fact that she was the o n l y one who didnโt seem to be LAUGHING @ him after he had to read his personal poem in front of the entire cLass, ,,, eiTHER WAY, ,, nelly caught jakeโs eye fast ; creepy side-glances & stalker vibes for wEeks before the dance. . . . ... .if he didnโt HATE social events & eve ryOne you can bet he probably wouldโve asked Nelly.
aiden wright: low key father figure ; --- unlike his lAst headmaster, ,aiden actually seems to give a shit about his students & jake picked that up from the get-go. .. .... ... . .though it ISNโT obvious, ,, for it, ,,,, ,homeboy respects aiden & has found himself to be looking up to him on mORE than one occasion ; just you watch these two will probably be broinโ it up,,, ,,, drinkinโ coffee in the Main Office by the end of the event.
callum saxon: favorite teacher ; --- tbe!!
โฃ โ // โ RELAX YOUR MIND AND BE STILL.
ย ย ย ย ย โช wanted plots.
bullies!! can Never have Enough ; stereotypically jakeโs an Outcast & Outcasts donโt ride FREE.. โฆโฆ . .pLUS heโs a Creepy Sarcastic Dickโข so come @ me gents letโs wrap
any Honestly hmU!!
โฃ โ // โ LETโS FIND OUT WHO I AM.
ย ย ย ย ย โช headcanons.
I. digs computer hacking, poetry, & gore
II. thinks school dances are just a conspiracy
III. typical Goth Kidโข ( but what elSE IS NE W )
IV. a Satanistโฆ .. .โฆbut a softcore Satanist, ,, would CLAIM heโs hardcore but would nOt go as far as, oh say, human sacrifice yet
V. a low key fan of electronica & dubstep/remixed songs
VI.thereโs probably more but my brain is pudding at the Mo
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