444

there’s things i wanna say to you but i’ll just write them on here instead

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[tiredbtw]

x

[sunbon]

Yes it is and so it’s yours

[cigaratbp-deactivated20240825]

It already is.

[aidashakur]

Still a hopeless romantic after all this time. Very insane of me.

[33bree3]

very irresponsible of me 

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[buttercupao]

1 person please God please

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[thecybercelestial]

[achillesinhighheels]

[bluevelvia]

Holly Black, The Prisoner's Throne

[bonivers]

beautiful day to think about what you had and can no longer have

[blanketforcas]

you must remember that you're gonna continue to find things (art, nature, people, etc) that amaze you and ground you and you're gonna be glad to be alive to experience it

[ethelcainlovebot]

- Shirley Jackson, We Have Always Lived in the Castle

[oceanskiees]

I am time's victim

It escapes me similar to how water does when I reach for it

It quickly glides through my fingers as I desperately try to hold onto my memories of you

Attempting to preserve the memory of us

Attempting to keep you alive somewhere inside my mind

I am time’s victim, you see

Because I sense it slipping away from me, slowly and merciless

I can’t recall the warmth behind your dark yet comforting eyes

Or the tenderness of your lips when they grazed my skin

I can’t relive how it felt to lay in your hold

And oh how I detest that I can’t remember the sweet melody that was once your voice

Because time has deceived me

I therefore lie in bed fearful of what my future may hold

I'm terrified that your existence won’t live in my mind anymore

And yet again, I’ll find myself the victim of time and its heinous crime

When someone asks me what my biggest fear is, I’ll sigh and say forgetting you

[bakwaaas]

[vexheart]

[stuckinapril]

i’d say the best thing i have learned this year is to just let people be who they naturally are. no psychoanalyzing them, no overthinking my actions, no asking what i could possibly do to keep their presence in my life. i just bring my best self to the table and always move from a place of love and respect. how that person responds is ultimately up to them. if that causes them to exit my life, i just let it happen. i will never be in the business of changing people. people are only ever ready to change when they’ve made the conscious decision to. all i can do is check myself and be kind always.

[our--impossible--love]