Ocean

Hi friends!!! welcome! ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧ digital diary! ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ 21 she/her • men & minors DNI

[oceansvenusworld]

i should talk to a friend but I can't get out of bed

[oceansvenusworld]

I think there's only one thing I'm truly sure of regarding my life. I think when it ends, I'll be the one to end it. I'm everything that's wrong with me and it feels so intrinsic I do not think I can ever fix it. I just feel like I'm constantly clawing at a wall that never budges, it shifts, it deforms, it changes shape all the time but it always goes back to its true shape. How do I change something that forms me?

[svmvnthasworld]

yes I do tell my deepest darkest serects on here for five likes., what about it

[oceansvenusworld]

my favourite song since they performed it:) it's so me!

[litbun-deactivated20200611]

time spent with animals is never wasted

[theinterpretingbookworm]

I feel, as if I am decaying.

20.07.26

[girl-rotting-xoxo]

[oceansvenusworld]

I think I would hate me

[theinterpretingbookworm]

No one can protect you from yourself.

23.07.07

[oceansvenusworld]

I don't think I have ever wanted life all by my own. Is it a burden to love me if I would choose death so easily? every fuck up comes with blaring alarms in my head, I think I'm better off gone. even the simplest things come to me so hard, I am not fit to be human I think. I am really not fit to live any kind of life.

[oceansvenusworld]

I have the two people I love most in the world right now just a reach away and I still have to fight the feeling of being empty. when does it end

[theinterpretingbookworm]

No matter what I do, no matter how I dress, no matter what I say; I can't help but always feel slightly sickened by this person that I am.

[theinterpretingbookworm]

I feel paralysed.

There is so much I need to do, so much going through my brain, that I shut down.

I’m laying on the floor, and staring into nothing.

[theinterpretingbookworm]

social media is quite wonderful, actually.

i get to talk to such intelligent, thoughtful and knowledgeable individuals that offer a unique perspective on matters, perhaps, previously unheard of to me.

conversing with such wondrous, whimsical souls, that possess so much depth and insight, which makes me feel a smidge more ‘understood’.

this is basically just a ‘love letter’ to all the mutuals out there that interact with me.

thank you.

[oceansvenusworld]

Olivia's new album is genuinely such a masterpiece and her song with Robert is fucking perfect I tell no lies

[oceansvenusworld]

its like a silly little separate world in here I love it sm

[oceansvenusworld]

I miss being on here ugh

[theinterpretingbookworm]

when uhh you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, like publish the post, then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers

songs I’m currently listening to the most:

Drop Dead Gorgeous by Princess Nokia,

Chromakopia by Tyler the Creator

Girl loves me by Soap and Skin

May you never forget me by Temachii

White Ferrari by Frank Ocean

tagging: @oceansvenusworld @norzyczki @deathhull @moonageromantic @dancealonexx @petrichor-mist @4ntlersoldier @nauurmei @nahtrustimfine @runasulienadanika @ethanslife1o1

Some of you have been here from the start.

And for that; I truly appreciate all of you.

This blog, this community has truly been a place where I could offload all the resentment, anger, hurt and all the unexplainable things, to which some of you could relate, which made me feel less alone.

Less like a stranger.

I don’t feel dismissed, I don’t feel misunderstood, made smaller.

I feel warm when you interact with my posts; with me.

I am so happy that I have the opportunity to talk to such cool and amazing people on this odd little corner of the internet.

All of us, in some ways went through our very own hell, and yet; we’re still here.

Thank you.

[oceansvenusworld]

Drop dead - Olivia Rodrigo

Just Like Heaven - The Cure

In My Room - Julia Wolf

You'll always find your way back home - Miley Cyrus

Guilty as Sin - Taylor Swift

The most random ones ever idk hehe