echoes - bruno bucciarati/leone abbacchio
Abbacchio rarely felt peace. His mind constantly raced with anxiety and depression, compulsive ideas followed by actions he would later regret. Serenity was foreign to him. He knew nothing of it. It had never truly existed to him. The closest he ever got, he assumed, was when he was drinking. When the world itself sounded slurred and his mind gave way just enough so he could stop feeling sorry for himself, that door of acceptance would open just a crack, and he could squint and see a life where he forgave himself and moved on, a life where he didnât live in the past.Â
He opened his eyes hesitantly. He did not want to wake up. It was a nuisance. Sunlight shone through the window, bringing light to the mattress on the floor, brightening the gray sheets that Abbacchio lay tangled in. Last nightâs mascara made his eyes feel caked and dry, and the sudden realization that he would have to wash it off (another chore) just made him dread getting up even more. He groaned as he sat up. He was sore. He walked a lot last night. More than he wanted to. Escorting those idiots all over the city, waiting for them to get tired and drunk and beg for Bucciaratiâs comfortable guest room beds. He was given an instruction not to drink, and it was Bucciaratiâs instruction, so he withheld until he was home by himself.
By himself. He replayed last nights events in his mind sluggishly. Unlocked the door, took off shoes, jacket on the floor, unzip pants, stumble to the kitchen, wine in the fridge, donât bother with a glass, drink too much, throw up, drink a little more, think of him.
Thinking of him. Thatâs what he was doing. He was thinking of Bucciarati. Trying not to feel guilty that he could never live up to Brunoâs standards, he would never be enough for him. Even though he did exactly what he said last night, it wasnât enough. It could never be. Not after all the shit Bruno has had to save Leone from, not after seeing him at his absolute worst, witnessing his rock-bottom first hand, nothing could ever lift Abbacchio up enough so that Bruno would view him as equal.Â
Thatâs why he drank. Thats why he cried. He shivered.
The window was open, the drapery blowing in the breeze.Â
âShit,â he muttered, summoning Moody to bring him a glass of water. âWhat the fuck is wrong with me?â He wiped his eyes, hating the feeling of the day-old make up even more as his mind became more lucid. Moody Blues sauntered over with water in its had, Abbacchio took a sip and nearly choked, the taste and feel of morning mouth plus water was revolting to him, especially because he assumed he forgot to brush his teeth last night. He swallowed it anyway. He was not unused to bad tastes in his mouth. He groaned again, throwing his head in his hands after setting the water down beside the mattress.Â
He heard a rustling, and felt the bed move. He looked to his left.
Who the fuck was in his bed?
He turned his head slowly, eyes falling upon a slightly tanned, muscular back.Â
And black hair.Â
He froze, caught off guard by the rise and fall of breathing. Strange, he didnât remember bringing anyone home⊠but then again if he went out again after drinking, he wasnât sure he would have remembered. The hair looked suspiciously like his superiorâs, and he contemplated how embarrassing and pitiful it would be if he brought home someone who looked like Bruno. He rubbed his forehead, genuinely contemplating who the hell was in his bed, but the rise and fall was relaxing to him. Maybe it was the notion that someone could sleep so soundly next to him. Was his presence that comforting? He actually smiled at the thought, but only for a millisecond, his mind not letting that idea pass to his heart.
His thoughts were cut short as his house guest turned onto their back with a groan, open eyes staring at the ceiling. Wow, those were some blue eyes, Abbacchio could even tell from the side. The stranger sat up and sighed.
Abbacchio was staring. He refused to believe what his eyes were seeing. It didnât make any sense. But his head turned, and Bucciarati met his gaze.
âYouâre awake.â Bruno stated, morning still in his voice. Still looking him in the eyes, Abbacchio couldnât help but notice the rise and fall of his chest out of the corner of his eye, tattoos moving with every breath. His hair was messy, not put together like he always was.Â
âYouâre in my bed.â Abbacchio stated.
Bruno looked around him, at the sheets covering his lower half, at the pillow behind him, and then back up at Abbacchio.
âYes, it does look that way.â It was in that moment they noticed each otherâs nakedness. Abbacchio suddenly felt conscious of his pale chest, toned to be sure, but not as chiseled as Bucciaratiâs. Bucciarati was so calm, kindly looking at him, his expression was so⊠serene.Â
Abbacchio stammered, âUh, um, oh god, this must be some kind of violation of,â he finally broke the eye contact, pinching his nose and waving his hands in front of him, now incredibly aware of the caked makeup on his face. âOf, of, like, superiority rules or something.â He threw the sheets off of him and stood up, more waiting for a response from Bruno than anything.
âIâm sure it is, to be honest.â Bruno chuckled, watching Abbacchio rise from bed, waiting for the taller man to realize he was, in fact, completely naked. âOnly if we tell anyone, that is.âÂ
The realization lived up to Bucciaratiâs expectations. Abbacchio looked down at himself, realized that he could, in fact, see all of himself. His hands lifted to his shoulders and he looked around the room for something to cover himself. He hastily yanked the sheet from the bed, wrapping it around himself, and it wasnât until he looked up again did he notice that Bucciarati, too, was completely naked.
âOh my god,â Abbacchio turned around swiftly, mind racing.
âIs this a sign you want round three?â Bruno laughed as he stood and pulled on his underwear.
Abbacchio whipped around, sheets over his shoulders like a shawl. âThree?âÂ
 âYes, three. I was surprised you wanted round two, what with all the crying beforehand.â
âSo we, we,â Abbacchio shook his head in disbelief, âThree times?â He sounded exasperated. Bruno was highly amused.Â
âSo you donât remember any of it?â Abbacchio shook his head, he backed up to the wall next to the window and slid down it, seated with his head hanging low.Â
What bothered him wasnât that they were probably both wasted and sloppy, but that he didnât know what happened. He had been dreaming of this moment since he met Bucciarati, and now that it happened (twice, apparently) he had no memory of it.Â
Bruno ran a hand through his hair and sauntered over to Leone, sitting down close beside him. Abbacchio stiffened at this presence, chewing the inside of his cheek. Bucciarati rested his elbows on his knees, and lay his head on his upper arms facing Abbacchio. He stared at him and realized he looked scared, almost ashamed. He stared at Abbacchio, who was completely unmoving, and began to speak.
âSo you regret it?â
Abbacchio stammered, opening his mouth but no words were coming out. Finally, âNo, notâŠnot necessarily, but,â he dropped his head a bit, âI thought you would.â
Bruno understood suddenly. He threw his arms around Leoneâs shoulders, craning his head to look him in the eyes. It was then that Abbacchio noticed the faint stain of purple smeared on Brunoâs lips. And his cheek. And down his neck.Â
âWhy would I do that?â Brunoâs lips turned up into a smile as he pressed a kiss to Abbacchioâs cheek. Abbacchioâs eyes widened and he relaxed, legs stretching out in front of him and head leaning back to the wall. He turned to look at Bucciarati, who was still around his shoulders. âThough next time I think it would be better if we were both completely sober, I donât regret it.â
Their gazes were locked onto each other, Bruno smiling serenely, Abbacchioâs lips parted, still processing this morningâs events. His mind then switched: he genuinely could not remember the last time he had sex, and once again was forced into embarrassment. He broke Brunoâs gaze and groaned, letting his head fall to the side.
âWhatâs wrong, amore?â That nickname, oh god, Abbacchio was sure he was going to curl up and die right there.
âIt was bad wasnât it?â
âWhat? No, no! Not bad at all! I mean, you didnât have to do much anyways,â Bruno chuckled but then realized maybe this wasnât the right setting to make jokes in, âIt was great, you were great.âÂ
âYou donât have to lie,â his head was still turned away as he felt Bruno basically climb on top of him to meet his eyes again, but Abbacchio wouldnât look him in the eyes.
âIâm not lying.â He sounded stern. Brunoâs hand ran down Abbacchioâs shoulder, his arm, and then intertwined his fingerâs with the other manâs more slender ones. âI didnât think it would be possible, but you looked almost even better than you sounded.â Abbacchioâs face got hot and presumably red.
âWhatâŠwhat did I say?â He asked quietly, finally resting his forehead against Brunoâs and closing his eyes, though it wasnât for long, as Bruno moved to kiss along his jaw.
âYou didnât say much, but I could tell you hadnât done that in a while.â Abbacchioâs other hand subconsciously entangled itself in Brunoâs hair. âOh, but you did say my name quite a lot. I think I like it when you call me capo in bed.â
Abbacchio did not respond. He didnât know how to. He had only ever imagined moaning his capoâs name in bed; no part of him expected to have that dream become a reality, much less hear about it afterwards. He was completely flushed, and the more he thought about, the more embarrassed he got. And the worst (best?) part was that Bruno liked it, and the more he thought about thatâŠ
âOh? Maybe you do want a round three?â Bruno now felt a little joke would lighten the mood, as he began to feel something prodding his abdomen.Â
Once again grabbing the sheet around himself, Abbacchio hurried into his bathroom and slammed the door behind him. Curious, but not shocked about the reaction to his teasing, Bruno stood and knocked on the door.
âAre you alright?â
Meanwhile, Abbacchio was hunched over the counter, breathing heavily and cursing his erection. âWhat did I do?â He was asking himself, but Bruno heard, and decided to indulge him.
âWell, I blame myself for the most part. I was the one who barged in on you, and to be honest, I wasnât completely sober either. I know you only get sad-drunk when youâve had a lot to drink, but I let myself in because I wanted to make sure you were ok.â Brunoâs voice began to soften.
Abbacchioâs head perked up and he slowly walked up to the door, listening to his loverâs recollection of last nightâs events. Bruno continued.
âYou were crying. I had never seen you cry like that before. There were only tears, and they just kept coming. When I came in, they only fell harder. I thought in that moment I was the last person you wanted to see.â
Abbacchio shook his head and silently mouthed a âno.â Bruno continued.
âI tried to comfort you, I got tissues and took the bottles from you, and I just sat with you, and the way you looked at meââ He stopped for a moment, leaving Abbacchio in anticipation. âI mean, no one had ever looked at me like that before,â his voice got quieter, âand you kissed me, like you were desperate, and I loved it, and I kissed you back.â
Abbacchio turned back around, still slightly unable to believe what he heard. Bruno wanted to kiss him, and even though he wasnât sober, he didnât regret it the morning after. He grabbed wipes and turned the faucet on, removing the final remnants of makeup from his tear-stained face. It wasnât until he looked in the mirror that he noticed the streaks the black liner and mascara had left, and sure enough, purple lipstick stained on his lips. Nevertheless, he wiped it clean, and was left staring at a bare face. He sighed and opened the door a crack, once again forgetting he was completely unclothed, but at this point did not seem to care.
Bruno looked up expectantly at him, surprised to see a bare-faced Leone in front of him. Suddenly hit with a stroke of confidence, Abbacchio hesitantly brought his hand to Brunoâs cheek, hand so large his fingers tangled into some of his hair, thumb scarcely moving across his cheekbone. Bruno smiled, turning his head slightly to kiss the inside of Leoneâs palm. That was it, Leone couldnât take it anymore, and he had to be sober when he lost control this time. His head dove to meet Brunoâs lips, recreating last nightâs scene to the best of his ability. Though caught off guard slightly, Bruno smiled and kissed him right back, tilting his head to deepen it, and Abbacchio let out a small, deep moan in compliance.
Grabbing him by the shoulders, Bruno led him back to the bed, pushing him softly to give him the idea to lay back down. Smiling at how serious Abbacchio looked, and soaking in his appearance, Bruno ghosted his hands over his arms and chest as he straddled Abbacchio, leaning in close to his face but neglecting to kiss him again.
His hand moved lower. And lower. And he watched Abbacchioâs face as he finally wrapped his had around the manâs second erection of the morning. âOh my god,â Bruno mused as he watched Leoneâs head jerk back, studying the way he tried to withhold a moan from escaping his lips, âyou are gorgeous.â He finished, shaking his head as he began stroking slowly, gripping a little tighter just to watch Abbacchioâs muscles contract as he gripped the sheets and forced himself not to buck into Brunoâs hand.Â
Finally Abbacchio let out a shaky breath, and was able to look into Bucciaratiâs eyes, if only for a moment, before throwing his head back again and accidentally letting a loud moan escape his lips as Bruno picked up his speed a bit.
âYou donâtâŠfuckâŠyou donât have to do this,â Abbacchio said between breaths. Simply put, it wasnât that Bruno was giving him the handjob of a lifetime, it was just that it was Bruno giving it to him.
âNo I donât,â Bruno crawled backward a bit, bringing his hand up and around the side of Abbacchioâs throat so that he was pushing his chin up with his chin up with his thumb and gripping the rest of it with the rest of his fingers, practically melting when he heard and felt Leoneâs breath hitch at the action. âI want to, Abbacchio.â Dumbstruck by the tone in which his superior had uttered his name, Abbacchio was sure he was about to pass out. Before the man under him could realize it, Brunoâs head was above Abbacchioâs length, and now seeing it in daylight, it was bigger than he had remembered.
Now feeling a presence above and in-between his thighs, Abbacchio grabbed Bucciaratiâs hand by the wrist, and sat up on his elbows, practically fainting at the sight before him: his capo between his legs, his cock in his hand, about to blow him. He was sure he had died and gone to heaven.Â
âFuck,â Abbacchio breathed, cursing to himself as he watched and felt Bucciarati drag his tongue from the base to the tip before taking him into his mouth. His eyebrows knitted together, biting his lip hard as he tried not to cum from the sight. âOh my god, oh my god, fuck, oh my god,â gripping the sheets beside him and occasionally throwing his head back while trying not to ram up into Brunoâs throat, Abbacchio couldnât help but curse at every motion he saw, every movement he felt.
Eyes cast upward at the sight of Abbacchio slowly coming undone, Bruno took him out of his mouth with a suctioned pop, but not before getting as much of his length down his throat as he could in one motion.
Abbacchio was breathing heavily, shakily, eyes clouded with lust but his mind held him back from saying what he wanted. Bruno swallowed and kept his hand moving.Â
âThis is ok, right?â Brunoâs breathing began to match his partnerâs, he was getting worked up, especially knowing he had this affect on Abbacchio.Â
Feverishly, Abbacchio nodded, he swallowed and choked out a yes.Â
âGood,â Bruno smirked and took him back into his mouth, his head moving slowly up and down, picking up the pace and trying to get lower and lower each time as he watched Abbacchioâs face contort into uncontrollable pleasure, a loud moan escaping his lips.Â
Abbacchio didnât know what to do with his hands. He loved that Bruno was in control, but god did he want to grab a fistful of his hair and push him down, just to feel what it would be like to be completely in his mouth.Â
Bruno noticed Abbacchioâs hand moving from gripping the sheets tightly, then hesitantly towards his head, and then back to the sheets again. He came up for air once more, continuing his long hard strokes in place of his mouth, licking his lips before he spoke.
âItâs ok to take control, Leone.âÂ
That was it. He completely lost his senses. Bruno saw the change in his expression, turning from one of blissful submission to hesitant dominance. Bruno loved knowing that he was only in control because he gave him permission, and figured he would explore this dynamic further if their relationship continued.
His eyebrows, previously tilted upwards in ecstasy, knitted together with lust, grabbing the top of Brunoâs head, knotting his fingers into his hair as Bruno once again took him into his mouth. The added sensation of Bruno moaning at Abbacchioâs forceful pushes just brought the latter closer to orgasm, letting out a rough groan as he watched Bruno take him in completely, and practically shouting a satisfied âfuckâ as he watched Brunoâs eyes widen at the realization he was going to be held there for longer than he expected. Brunoâs eyes began to water and his hands gripped onto either of Abbacchioâs thighs, muffling an âmmphâ right before Abbacchio released his grip enough to let him come up again.
Trying his best to keep composure, even though he was admittedly a bit shocked at Abbacchioâs dominance, Bruno took a breath before continuing again.
He was driving Abbacchio crazy, and he loved it. Abbacchio loved it too. The feeling of Brunoâs mouth around him, the feeling of him being almost too much for his capo to take, he didnât need alcohol anymore: he was fine getting drunk on this feeling for the rest of his life. Once again, he forced Brunoâs throat to take all of him, though this time the younger man was more prepared, and actually quite proud of how well he took his lover. Abbacchio groaned at how pleased Bruno looked, a moan of pleasure taking over.
âYouâreâŠshitâŠyouâre gonna make me cum, Bucciarati,â Abbacchio shut his eyes tight letting Bruno continue bobbing his head up and down, though he picked up speed at the mention of Abbacchio coming close to finishing. His only response to the statement was a squeeze of his loverâs thighs, looking up lustful with eyes half-lidded, and letting a muffle âmmhmmâ escape his throat.
âFuck, Iâmââ he was cut off my his own orgasm, a climactic moan set free from his his lips. Before he realized it, he had once again forced himself down Brunoâs throat, bucking his hips up a couple times only served and inadvertently burying himself deeper than he had previously.Â
He wasnât even aware of the fact that Bruno swallowed the product of his orgasm until after he caught his breath and met his eyes.Â
âSorry I didnât mean toââ
âDonât worry about it,â Bruno crawled back up to his side, collapsing next to Abbacchio. âItâs the least I could do after you took mine.â
âI did?â The post-nut clarity was hitting Abbacchio, and suddenly but slowly, last nightâs memories came flooding back to him.Â
âYou did.â Bruno threw an arm across Abbacchioâs midsection as he fell onto his back again.
âI remember some of it now,â Abbacchio started.
âOh?â Bruno lifted his head with intrigue.
The flush returned to Abbacchioâs cheeks. âYeah it was,â he rubbed his face with his hand, letting out a small sigh of relief as he recalled Bucciaratiâs persistent praise. âIt was good. Really good. You were really good.â He finished. Though not one to indulge in stand use unrelated to business, Abbacchio felt compelled to replay last nightâs activities once Bruno had left, wanting to regain any of what he might have missed.
Bruno took his face in his hand, stroking his cheek lovingly with his thumb.Â
âIâm glad you thought so, Caro.âÂ












