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Name’s Nick, and whatever nickname you can come up, and I deal in flash fiction, short stories, poetry, writing prompts, and discussion prompts!
You’ll enjoy my blog if you like sci-fi, fantasy, sci-fantasy themes, a good chunk of romance (M/F mostly, but I’ve done others), action/adventure, horror, and some satire and realistic fiction
Current WIPs:
Starlight Journey: Sci fantasy epic with empowered people fighting invaders from another dimension, self discovery, and connection with unlikely people.
The Band: 5 amateur rockers get trapped in a strange new world and must escape while being transformed as monsters. Hilarity ensues.
I post lots of stories with their own universes, particularly Haven and Reina (a sci-fantasy pair going on adventures) and the Band (a comical rock band full of dysfunctional but talented folks)
You can look through anything of my own through #my writing or (more reliably) #njm
I’m not very talkative, but I’m always open for friendly and professional talks, and I’m down for asks, messages, and tag games if we have enough rapport
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Today I have a very particular tale, as it’s one from relative newcomers who’ve scarcely had time to have their own pre-Refuge culture drift, even as they develop a new one. Yes indeed, compiling this took me to some of the more inhospitable parts of the Great Dust Gyre, but other than the utterly abhorrent climate it was easier to gather than most. The most difficult part was getting past some unusual idiosyncrasies of the Troxi, as they don’t quite have proper historians and only developed archaeology in any meaningful form well past their arrival in the caverns. Indeed, I had to speak with record-keepers and even long lineages of scavengers to get the fragments needed to gather into a single story, though thankfully the pieces fit relatively well with one another. Curiously enough, however, even with the Republics’ shorter history they were utterly unable to tell me what the actual origin of the story could’ve been – everyone just registered it as something passed from further up the chain, even as they completely lost sight of where said chain came from. It’s an irritating and concerning common thread, especially now that I know even Nixia wasn’t spared.Death comes for everyone, we all understand that much. Everything that was alive must one day die, everything that once moved and spun must one day still, and so on, and so forth. It’s just how things work, here and everywhere, or so we understand.
But assuming this is true, it only stands to reason that if there’s no life without death, then the reverse is true: There is no death without life. Whether it’s death as a simple background concept, as an unthinking force, or maybe as something with an actual face, so to speak[1], it can only exist when there’s something out there that can still die. And what happens when the last living thing dies? Then that’s it, that’s the end of Death, one way or another. In the end, the last thing it will ever process is itself. It only stands to reason, if the base of “no life without death” still holds.
I say “if” because, all in all, it might not truly hold.
Out there, in a corner of existence so distant from the rest that it needed a Death of its own[2], the cycles of life and death were winding down. Or so one assumes, as that corner is now gone, dead enough to be indistinguishable from all that never lived. That’s what awaits every last world, after all. This one lasted for a long time, longer than most, and it was a bigger corner than most as well. Bigger than this one for sure. But it ended nonetheless.
Death came for all of it in the end. Accounting for every last land, every last place, every person and creature there was. Taking count as they passed away, and as the fragments of life they fed passed on as well, and the fragments from that, too, until everything had been processed. And just as I said, in the end, all that was left to process once the very world was dead and gone, was itself. And so, Death came to an end, just like everything else…
Except for one insignificant, unremarkable little being it completely overlooked.
What was it before this happened? No one knows. It had to be so unremarkable as to barely even have a mind of its own, to be missed, but no one don’t know how long-lived it was. But it wasn’t powerful, that much is certain, otherwise it wouldn’t have been overlooked. It would’ve left marks, well before the land itself passed on. No, this one was completely forgotten, neglected, and thus left to live. Not die, not even rot, just live. After all, everything that could make either of those happen was gone. Perhaps one couldn’t even call it life – after all, following the math, there is no life without death, and yet there it hung, stirring and breathing in spite of it all. One half of an equation where everything past the equals sign had been openly sliced off[3].
There it laid, forgotten by death, neglected by everything that had come and gone. Adrift upon the dust and fragments of all that had once been. It had no choice but to bask in the void, staring at the insignificant pieces of existence that the end needn’t account for. They gathered around it, through all those little forces that only become significant when there is nothing else to push against them[4]. Even with a semblance of a mind, all it could do for a long time was to act as the nucleus of reality’s debris. Thoughtlessly accreting something resembling the tiniest chunk of what was there before the end…
But then, after some time, it wasn’t quite as thoughtless.
What triggered it? No one knows. Maybe it was scarcely meant to have any thought at all, and the passage of more time than it could fathom forced it into sentience. Maybe it had simply been asleep all along, in one way or another, and since all sleeps must eventually end, it woke up. Maybe it had a sessile, unthinking attitude from the beginning that let it pass unnoticed by all, even Death itself, and when the end had settled in it had no choice, and every chance[5], to drop it. But the shift became clear once the amalgam that had accumulated around it started taking a crude, but unmistakably intentional shape. After all, straight lines don’t come natural in the void.
And indeed, a line is how it started. One speck of dust, one fleck of debris, each in front of the other as they came. And as more gathered towards it over time, they were added to the line. As the line tried to curl inwards on itself as such things do when there’s nothing to straighten them out, it was flattened out by its efforts, and stretched a little more. It quickly learned how to keep it stable, too, needing less and less work to keep it in place, making it longer and longer. Stretching further and further into the void. Thin as it could be, so it could reach as far as possible…
Soon enough, the line became a bridge. A passage through the emptiness through which it could reach the next little leftover, another fragment to collect, and to lengthen the bridge. And when it ran out, it would simply take the backmost piece, and move it to the forefront in whatever direction it chose. After all, when seen against nothingness, anything can be spotted eventually, even the tiniest mote of dust. It was a slow process, it would take ages upon ages for it to reach the next little piece to add, a tiny bridge crawling across the void one plank[6] at a time. But it had time enough. Waiting long enough could bring the pieces in already – this creeping construction was much faster than that.
In time, every last piece of what had once been its world and existence had been gathered and made a part of its construction. Everything that it had once been connected to, everything that remained, had been gathered in a single line, a bridge that now led nowhere… A bridge that was now long enough that even the near-insignificant pulls of other masses across the void, no matter how distance, would make it curl and warp. It was subtle, invisible to the eyes of most, but its architect had spent long enough with it to notice where these pulls would bent it, and thus, where such masses would be. And so, setting one piece in front of the other, pulling from the back to bring them forwards, it began again, the bridge crawling through the emptiness once more.
Upholding such a thin line took time and effort, of course, slowing all progress down, but time and effort it had aplenty, and the longer it stretched, the easier it was to reach for further material – and the bigger it was, the more material was drawn in. And so, one day, the crawling stopped. It was not necessary anymore. It was simply easier to build it further, even if it meant building sideways from the bridge until it became a network, a spider’s web of crossings in all directions. Creeping further into the void, further towards any and all materials.
Until a few of those materials weren’t quite so dead anymore.
It came upon one world, then another, and another. Worlds that were still whole, still alive. Too large and too whole to add to its construction. It could not get close, for what if the Death that yet stirred there claimed it? The thing was smart enough to know this now, after so many eons of artifice. But it could watch. It could linger, observing how it was to exist, to truly live, something it had long forgotten. And between constructions, as time passed and these worlds decayed? It could collect the motes of lifeless, deathless dust that flaked off them as entropy took them, until there was nothing left to do but add the fragments to its crossroads. One, after another, after another, the worlds died too, as they all do, leaving nothing but more material for the bridge.
And so it roams, to this day. Perhaps it is watching us, too, right here and now. And perhaps, if Death forgets you too… You may get to meet it.
[1]The versions I found were often divided on how a potential representation of death would look, including the ones that acknowledged the possibility of multiple such figures. However, the two most common choices were either skeletal figures, or beings with a mask of some kind or another, which is why I chose to put it this way.
[2]The more story-minded scavengers here went into longer tangents that sprung from the previous principles, assuming that since true emptiness was bereft of life, it was bereft of death too, and thus would act as a barrier for a hypothetical roaming incarnation. While I can somewhat see the logic, any such emptiness would immediately cease to be one if a living being started crossing it, and the idea of living beings acting as bridges for their respective avatars of death was a point of contention that I needed to avoid if I wanted to get the actual story.
[3]You may have noticed by now a heavy use of mathematical concepts as literary allegories. This was something I kept for the sake of accuracy, and is in fact common in Troxi culture and storytelling. Equations and all that compose them are common in their literature, and have always been; even in the oldest texts I could find, the oldest piece of pre-Refuge writing I could get my hands onto, there were multiple references to such, with the balance of an equation being a fundamental metaphor. This almost leads me to think that the Troxi developed standarized mathematics either before they developed the written word, or at least simultaneously. The latter appears more likely, as unwritten mathematics can only get so far, but the Troxi themselves had no answer to this particularity when directly asked about it.
[4]Several of the original texts referred to this as either “a gravity of sorts” or directly as gravity. I did not include it as such thanks to other texts contradicting this with the idea that even gravity itself had been erased, leaving only weaker, insignificant forces as easy to miss as the protagonist of this tale. And while I know, technically, gravity can play such a part, and will indeed pull even the tiniest of bodies together at great distances when working “properly”, I preferred not to include this, as it’s one of the ambient laws and energies that does not necessarily work properly in the underground. It can be reached into and manipulated just like any other.
[5]Adding both possibilities here was my own choosing, as no version actively pondered both. Either it was an unthinking, immobile thing by nature and it chose to do otherwise, or it was a wilier entity that simply passed itself as a thoughtless, unremarkable object so well that the end mistook it for something that could be disregarded.
[6]Remarkably, all versions of the story used wording and comparisons that implied a more timber-made bridge than anything cast or carved. I say remarkably because the Nixian Republics are perhaps one of the nations that least rely on any kind of wood, fungal or otherwise. And from what I’ve managed to gather on their pre-Refuge existence, this has been so for some time, even back then stone and metal played a bigger part, being joined by glass once they made it to the Gyre. Both the scholars I spoke to and I remain uncertain of why this is, but it seems to be a common particularity of tales that I believe concern the Lord(s) Below.
-Excerpt from “Who is the Lord Below? A Treatise on the Radiant and Cthonic”, authored by ‘the Ever-Restless Nirrhamidh’ (confirmed pseudonym; author not yet identified and under active investigation. Any information regarding his identity is to be forwarded immediately.)
Summary: Selene has a conversation with Snotgrut after a successul ruse involving Elowyn getting 'kidnapped' by some Filthy Rotten Cultists™ that she knew nothing about. She has just finished chewing Elowyn out.
Warnings: some swearing and mild physical abuse. Also abelism
Notes: A dramatisation of one of the Destiny's New Servants campaign sessions. I have had to heavily modify the actual conversation because Snotgrut is too damn verbose. See the second half of this transcript for the actual conversation
Selene glowered at the small, green-skinned man that walked into the pocket dimension Dwena had created for these… conversations. Snotgrut, for his part, was smartly dressed and keeping a strictly professional air about him. At least until he noticed the broken and scorched furniture that littered the interior of the space. He pouted a little,
"Aw, you could have left me some."
Selene's mouth twisted into an unhappy grimace. She gestured for Chrackle to fly over to the goblin. Chrackle, feeling the full brunt of his mistress' displeasure, did so. He snapped at the fingers that attempted to pet the top of his head. The goblin was truly an idiot if he thought he was getting off that easy. Snotgrut merely shrugged and returned his attention to Selene, his expression falling back into one of neutral acceptance.
Selene glowered at Snotgrut,
"What, in all the Gods' names —?" she started, only to be interrupted by Snotgrut,
"Which ones?" he asked innocently. Selene's glare intensified as her temper flared at the blatant disrespect,
"All of them!" she snapped. She paused for only a fraction of a moment, intending to carry on with her tirade. Snotgrut, however, seemed to have other plans as he begin listing off the names of the many, many Gods he knew about. Despite the pain, or perhaps because of it, Selene immediately cast Silence, cutting off the end of the third God's common name. Her eyebrow twitched as she heard the goblin in her ear, having cast Whisper to get around the bubble of Silence around him, giving her a thumbs up. Snarling, Selene Dispelled Snotgrut's Whisper, replacing it with her own,
"If you don't mind," she spat, "I didn't ask you to name Them!"
The ball of white hot metal in her stomach cooled as Snotgrut's ears dropped and he stopped talking. He nodded in contrition, nervously clasping his hands together before recalling himself and standing to attention. Selene inhaled sharply before waving her hand to Dispell the Silence, ignoring the sharp pain running up her arm at the motion,
"I will repeat again —without the backchat this time — What in all the Gods' names were you thinking pulling that damn stunt!"
A flash of confusion crossed Snotgrut's face,
"Umm… which one?"
The fire flared up in Selene's chest again,
"You know damn well which one." she ground out. Understanding partially dawned,
"Ridding the world of a bad demon?" Snotgrut queried. Selene attempted to reign her temper in,
"By Teleporting directly to him without letting the rest of your companions know what the fuck you were planning?!" Well that was a critical mission failure.
Snotgrut rubbed at his ear,
"I'm sorry? But telling anyone else would have given the plan away." he pointed out. He cocked his head in curiousity, "What would you have done?"
Selene's rant died in her throat at the question. She inhaled sharply,
"Not Teleported my team directly to him without the rest of them having a plan for a start." she sniped. The goblin, in her mind, was treading on increasingly thin ice, but she needed to hear his reasoning.
"Again, telling them anything would have given the plan away. You know what Felix is like."
Selene huffed out a sigh,
"Yes, I know."
Snotgrut shook his head,
"I know we're not entirely expendable, but I've been sworn to protect this city and the lands around it, much as Elowyn has, and as much as you have. We couldn't allow the Balor we ended up dealing with being able to counter anything we did, that would put too many lives at unecessary risk."
The half-raging inferno guttered and died. Godsdamnit, why did the stupid, little goblin have to be right? She narrowed her eyes as Snotgrut smiled,
"I will say, Elowyn did do a wonderful job of distracting him. He's now having a nice chat with Gruumsh thanks to her efforts."
Aaaand the fire was back. Selene glared down unhappily at Snotgrut,
"Ah, yes, about that. How many of those devices do you have?" she asked tersely. Snotgrut pulled a small, metallic ball out of his pocket,
"A few. You can have this one, if you'd like, they're very useful."
Selene's glare deepened,
"And the rest." She somehow kept the satisfied smirk from her face as Snotgrut's expression fell slightly, but he quickly rallied and shrugged,
"I don't have them right now, but if you'd wanted them sooner, all you had to do was ask." His expression brightened, "If it's alright with you, I had some similar devices comissioned, but keyed to here. It should help keep everyone much safer!"
How in the Hells was this goblin able to manage to disarm her anger this damn quickly? Selene grudgingly nodded,
"Yes, yes it would." she agreed. A frown pinched her face as the goblin didn't even notice Chrackle biting his ear hard enough to draw blood, obviously still feeling the echoes of what irritation remained. Snotgrut smiled broadly,
"Excellent." he cocked his head again, "How have you been, anyway? You're looking a lot better than the last time I saw you. I don't know if the problems you were having have been taken care of?"
Ah, there was the bristle. Selene nodded shortly as Chrackle fluttered back onto her shoulder,
"They have been. You're dismissed." She arched an eyebrow as Snotgrut produced a bottle from his pack and placed it on the table,
"Alright, good. I hope this is to your liking. Elowyn mentioned you weren't a fan of wine, so I thought this would be more appropriate." he said cheerily. Selene opened her mouth to say something, but the goblin had already exited the pocket dimension. She shook her head, picked the bottle up and followed suit. There would be time to discuss his attitude later.
I’m taking any extra money I can make, so I’m opening 10 commission slots a month for original works.
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At the suggestion of a commissioner who I refunded because I was uncomfortable with their story (they were super understanding and I’m thankful for that), here’s a list of things I am uncomfortable writing:
⋆˙⟡ The economy of small towns is not quaint. It is precarious and everyone knows exactly how precarious. When the plant closed, or the mill shut down, or the highway got rerouted fifteen miles east, the whole town felt it in a specific and lasting way. There are towns that have been dying for forty years and the people in them know it and don't talk about it directly but it's in everything. The storefronts with plywood where glass used to be, the school that consolidated with the next town over, the young people who leave and the question of whether they're coming back that nobody asks out loud because everybody already knows the answer. Writing a small town without writing its economic reality is writing a set, not a place.
⋆˙⟡ There is a specific kind of person who runs everything and they are not elected. Every small town has someone. Sometimes a family, sometimes just an individual, who is not officially in charge of anything but whose opinion determines outcomes. The woman who's been on every committee for thirty years. The family that's owned the land since before living memory. They don't have to make demands. Everyone already knows where the edges are. A newcomer or outsider won't see this power structure at first because it isn't written down anywhere. It lives in who gets called first, who's consulted before decisions are made, whose silence means disapproval. Writing this type of character correctly means never letting them explain themselves. They don't need to.
⋆˙⟡ Leaving is a complicated moral act and coming back is even more complicated. The person who got out, who went to college, who moved to the city, who built a life somewhere else, occupies a strange position. There's pride in them, genuine pride, and also a kind of low resentment that nobody names. They think they're better than this. Maybe they do, maybe they don't, but the suspicion is there. And when they come back, for a funeral, because things fell apart, because they got sick, the town doesn't quite absorb them back in the way they expect. They're not who they were. But they're also not from away. They're in a third category that doesn't have a comfortable name and everyone, including them, is a little awkward about it.
⋆˙⟡ People maintain relationships for decades past the point where they would have ended anywhere else. Because the pool is small and leaving is a whole thing, people stay in friendships, in dynamics, in proximity to people they would have simply stopped seeing in a city. The woman who is still friends with her ex-husband's sister because their kids go to the same school and their mothers are in the same Bible study and it would be more work to be enemies than to just keep showing up. These relationships have layers and scar tissue. They are not warm exactly, but they are not cold either. They are maintained. Writers often write relationships as chosen. In small towns, a lot of relationships are simply continued.
⋆˙⟡ Local history is oral and it is everywhere and it is not neutral. The story of what happened to the Henderson property, why the Murphys and the Dales don't speak, what exactly went on the summer of the flood; this history lives in people, not in records. And it gets told selectively, with emphasis and with meaning. The version your family tells is not the version their family tells. History in a small town is a living argument. A character who grew up there absorbed a version of local history that shaped their understanding of who deserves what and why, and that version has gaps and biases they cannot fully see. A newcomer doesn't have access to this history at all and will keep misreading things because of it.
⋆˙⟡ The relationship between small towns and their nearest city is specific and loaded. It's not simply rural versus urban. It's a relationship of dependency and resentment. People drive to the city for the hospital, for the court, for the things the town can't support anymore. And they come back with the feeling that the city doesn't know they exist, doesn't factor them in, makes decisions that affect them without consulting them. This is not paranoia. It's largely accurate. A small town character's relationship to the nearest city (whether they go often or rarely, what they feel when they're there, what they feel when they come back) says a lot about who theey are and where they stand in their own community.
Universe: Fighting Fantasy World of Titan
CW: Standard fantasy violence, non-graphic injury
Additional Notes: Re: this request from @aquadestinyswriting. I realised I can just, y'know, write the most interesting bit and not worry too hard about the gumph around it 😅️
Screams and cries echo through the hewn corridors of House Myviir's palace. As the sounds of fighting get closer, the drow around Merri get more nervous. They drift backwards, away into the shadowy corners where the orange light from the brazier does not reach, and from thence to who-knows-where.
The whirling dervish at the center of the fighting explodes into the room, the man she's fighting dropping before her. Merri gets a single moment to blink in confusion before she's being grabbed from behind.
"Not another step, girl, or I'll slice the Inquisitor from belly to breast," growls the drow holding her. Merri feels the dig of sharpened metal against her kidneys.
"Ah... I don't believe he's lying, hen," Merri says to the woodling whose hair and skin make her just as hard to pick out as the drow around them.
"I'm sure he doesn't think so," Elowyn grounds out. "He can certainly try."
Merri huffs. "Excuse me?"
"Not another step, girl!" the drow commands. Merri lets out an involuntary squeak as the blade is dug in a little more.
Elo hefts her makeshift club. "Meredith."
"Aye?"
"Do you recall that airship we went on that fell outta the sky?"
"Aye?"
"And you recall when that plane-walker had me dead to rights?"
Merri's brow crumples, confused what this has to do with anything. "Aye?"
"And do you recall what it was that Auri did to get me away from him?"
"Aye?"
"Right, well. This ain't that. Duck!"
Merri gets barely enough time to move, the club catching wisps of hair left floating in free-fall. It's not until she hits the ground – at an awkward angle too – that she feels a sting trailing up from her waist up to her armpit. Ooh, ouch. That's going to be a problem later...
Hands grasp at her; she fights by instinct.
"Mer, stop. It's me. Stand, yes?" Elo says in her thickly-accented dwarvish.
Merri allows herself to be hauled to standing. Elo doesn't let go, instead tugs her in the direction of another corridor. Merri bites her lip at the sting on her side.
As they run, Merri wonders – not for the first time – why Elo's dwarvish accent is so strange. Elo speaks common with a standard Torejar accent. Many other Torejar who learnt from Fangthanian tutors speak with that accent. Hell, even Snotgrut doesn't sound too distant with his Anvil accent. Elo, on the flip side, despite being taught by Merri – herself having a Fangthanian accent – sounds more like someone from Kar Kherril...
"Meredith," Elo says sharply. "We must move."
It's only then Merri realises she's stopped and is day-dreaming.
"Of course."
Elo frowns. "That talking to stone trick, can you do it here?"
"Sorry, hen. We're too far from Fangthane-the-Elemental."
A tut. "We're doing all sorts of things the old fashioned way today, one more won't harm."
Which is an odd thing to say, but Elo doesn't give Merri any time to question it, as she's already moving them along.
They round a corner and are confronted. Elo goes in for the attack without even looking back to see if Merri wants in. Clearly there's some cruft she needs to work off.
In the light of the phosphorescent globes lining the corridor, Merri leans against a wall and watches the fight; how the shimmering green glints off Elo's bodice, a strange metal-like affair that has Merri twitching her head in confusion; how it traces her curves, highlights her powerful movements. Merri finds herself sighing – with Yoruk in the mix, what the three of them could do...
Her thoughts slam into a mental wall.
Ah... That'll be the blood-loss then...
"Elowyn."
Elo delivers the final blow and turns back.
"I've got a wee problem."
Elo hurries over. "What's wrong?"
"I think that fella managed t'stick me after all."
Behind Merri, Elo sucks in an unhappy gasp. "Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"Y'were a little busy..."
A thoughtful pause. "Yeah, that's fair. Can you heal yourself?"
Merri tries to concentrate, but her connection to the divine – while still there – is metaphorically covered in grease. "Nay, I can't cast straight."
"Right. No worries. We just need someplace to hole up for a bit."
Merri blinks, and it seems that Elo has teleported. There's a fresh scratch on her arm and blood on her face. Elo catches hold of Merri's hand.
"I found a room. Come on."
Merri's led to a small room which seems to be a living space. A bed peeks out from behind a leather room divider. A table with one chair and a flat-topped cabinet huddle close to the hearth, a banked fire glowing within.
Elo helps Merri to the chair.
It's a good job the room isn't much bigger or filled with more furniture, Merri thinks. It makes it somewhat easier on Elo. Even so, there's plenty of knocking and cursing as Elo moves around to stoke the fire, set water to warming, counting coins to pay for what they use, and ripping the cut sleeve of her shirt.
This last causes Merri some confusion, but despite the fire the room seems cool and anyway she's tired, so she makes no comment.
It's not until Elo's hards are on her back, dabbing at the cut and visibly preparing some kind of poulticed bandage that Merri shakes off her drowsiness.
"Elo... What're y'doing? Just cast something."
"Ah." Elo's hands still for a moment. "I'm having a temporary issue with magic today."
Merri takes a moment to parse this. "What? When did this happen?"
Elo clears her throat. "This morning."
"Why am I only finding out now!"
"As you said, we've been a little busy."
I genuinely wonder if people realize how many projects get abandoned because the readership "wasn't there", when in reality, the readership just stayed silent. It's a big thing in trad pub that book series get discontinued because readers pirate the books or wait until the series is finished to buy a copy, leading the publisher to think that nobody actually wants the book enough to continue the series, but it happens with indie creators too.
I've discontinued a lot of free, online series because it's not worth putting 3-5 hours a week into posting a project for no readers. Sometimes I finish the series for me but just never post it again, other times I don't finish it at all because it feels more worthwhile to put my time into other things. Sometimes I hear from readers who are sad or upset that I didn't finish something they were liking, but the *reason* it never got finished is because I didn't know anyone liked it. If you like something, tell the creator, tell your friends, make some noise about it. If you would be sad if a story never finished, make that interest known because one of my biggest considerations before discontinuing a series is "will people miss this? Will I be letting people down" and 9/10 times, I come to the conclusion of "no, it doesn't even seem like anyone's reading this" only to learn after I've moved on that apparently someone was.
I've said this before in a different way, and this post said it so well. With real examples.
If you like something, tell people.
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Hello everyone, my name's Alina (Twenties, female), and if I'm not studying I'm likely on here (or writing, lol). I've had this account for a while now, I use it for posting my stuff as well as the lovely writings of others.
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Notes: There will be more to this story, I just got inspired to write this part of it
While it had taken far longer than either of them would have liked, Selene and Edwin had finally managed to locate the prison their old friend's erstwhile apprentice had been taken to. What didn't take nearly as long was distracting the guards on duty and making their way down to the dungeon level without getting spotted.
Selene peered into the largest cages in the prison, finding no trace of any humanoid creature within,
"Godsdamnit," she hissed, "did they move him already?" She heard Edwin hum uncertainly from the other side of the room,
"I don't believe so, the shift change isn't for another two or three hours yet." he said, "Maybe —?" he was cut off by a soft cackle from Chrackle, who was perched on a shelf above a series of smaller cages,
"Over here." he called, trying to keep his croak as quiet as he possibly could, "Little weasel in bottom right cage."
Selene frowned as she looked over in her familiar's direction. While she knew he could speak and understand Sylvan, Fai had never learned it so why would his apprentice know it even they were polymorphed?
"You sure?" she asked. Chrackle clacked his beak in exasperation,
"Sure." came the terse reply, "Said he forced into animal form and locked in anti-magic cage so no change back." The magpie cocked his head, "Said it natural ability, not Polymorp."
Edwin frowned momentarily before snapping his fingers,
"He's a Hengeyokai!" he exclaimed, "Poor fellow was probably forced into his animal form at some point and got stuck in it when he was put into the cage. Probably so he'd be easier to handle."
"Easier to handle? Have you tried catching a weasel when it's trying to escape? I think I still have some scars from the time I tried to get a hold of Mika when he went rummaging in my pack for food at one point." Selene grumbled. Edwin shrugged,
"It's easier than dealing with a humanoid that can cast a bunch of spells." he pointed out, "Especially if you're wearing sufficiently armoured gloves." He glanced to the doorway leading back out of the dungeon, "In any case, it looks like we're going to have to hire some help to get that cage unlocked." he sighed, "Anti-magic means neither of us can open it here."
Selene snorted and crossed her arms,
"No chance, the only rogue I've ever trusted, and will ever trust, was Alexis. I'm not bribing some random stranger to help us only to get double-crossed and stabbed in the back, thanks." She looked over to Chrackle and grinned, "Besides, who said we needed to hire help anyway?"
Edwin frowned in consternation as Selene rummaged in her pockets, only to produce two extremely shiny silver coins. She held them up into a beam of light that was filtering through a crack in the wall behind her,
"Chrackle, you want to get your beak on a couple of coins from Royal Lendle?" Chrackle's head spun to look at the coins, his head cocking,
"Listening." he croaked. Selene's grin widened as she pulled out her spellbook,
"How about you take a look at that lock and find the key for us? I'll even throw in access to all all my utility spells for the day." she added, waving the book. Chrackle narrowed his eyes,
"Deal only if access to whole book."
"One use of Fireball in case of an emergency."
"Two uses, or Chain Lightning."
"Chain Lightning drops the coins."
There was a moment of silence before Chrackle finally clacked his beak, "Coins, all utility and two fireball then."
The little weasel, who had come to the front of his cage, gave Selene a long look. The wizard shrugged,
"You end up with a magpie as a familiar, then we can talk about you judging me." She returned her attention to Chrackle, "Well, get cracking, or you're not getting anything." Chrackle gave her an annoyed cackle, but quickly fluttered down and clung onto the front of the cage, peering at the lock. Edwin walked slowly over to Selene,
"You sure Chrackle can help with this?" he asked incredulously. Selene nodded,
"Absolutely, he figured out how to tell roughly what kind of key fit a lock when we were younger. It got him completely banned from visiting Wolftown after he snatched the keys to several jewellry stores in town at one point. Alexis then spent some time helping him refine his… uhh… talent, when she found out it was something he could do."
Edwin stayed quiet, ruminating over this new revelation as he watched Chrackle finish inspecting the lock. The magpie cackled and immediately dashed out the door, casting Invisibility on himself. Just two minutes later, there was a shout, a yelp and a cry of 'Ghosts!' a moment before a ring of keys flew into the room and hovered in front of Selene. Selene sighed and took a hold of the ring,
"The whole lot, really?"
"Hard get right one off. Sleep spell no work." Chrackle's voice croaked from her shoulder. There was another pause before one of the keys lifted up and away from the others. Selene huffed out a sigh, then looked over to Edwin as she took a hold of the key to the cage,
"Edwin, be a dear and either make us a new exit or block the guards from getting in so I can make one instead. Looks like we're doing this the hard way after all." she quipped. The weasel squeaked frantically,
"Jin say he use mini-teleport spell once free." Chrackle's voice translated "Big enough to get all outside." Selene beamed at the weasel,
"Excellent. Still, might be a good idea to block off that doorway, Edwin."
Edwin grumbled as he pulled out his Holy Symbol,
"You are having entirely too much fun, given everything is going wrong right now." he muttered. He heaved a sigh, muttered out a prayer and cast Wall of Thorns over the doorway, "There, that should buy us a minute or two."
"Not that we'll need it." Selene replied as the cage door swung open, "Thank you Chrackle, excellent work as always. I'll give you your reward once we're somewhere the guards can't confiscate it." There was a croak of acknowledgement from the ether as the weasel jumped out of the cage, scurried a few feet away, then glowed as it stood upright and grew to about 4 feet tall. The humanoid weasel sighed as it stretched out its back and arms,
"That's better. Animal form is fine for sneaking around and exploration, a pain in the buttocks for doing much of anything else." His ears twtiched as the sound o heavily armoured boots echoed down the hall, "Anyway, introductions and explanations can wait. Let's get out of here before the guards get a big enough fire going to burn through those thorns." He gestured for Edwin and Selene to stand beside him and looked around curiously, "Our little feathered friend with us? Good. Hold on!"
Selene quickly held her breath while Edwin grimaced as space folded around the little group as the Dimension Door spell completed. The keyring jangled as the cage door swung in the sudden breeze created by the small, temporary vacuum as the guards burned through the thorns barring their path.
A tall, ashen coloured dwarf with black lacquered armour stepped into the dungeon. His nose wrinkled at the stink of arcane magic in the air. He turned to glower at the nervous gnome hovering in the doorway behind him,
"You tell me there are ghosts haunting this place. I sense nothing more than simple parlour tricks designed to get you to leave your post." he growled. The gnome squeaked and shuffled back a few steps,
"I — I'm sorry my Lord Inquisitor. B— but there was no indication o— of…" he gulped, trailing off at the stern stare levelled at him. The Duregar snorted, glanced at the cage that had been opened, then turned his attention to his kin gathered behind the gnome guardsman,
"Inform Lord Vaul that there appears to be a breach in the arcane defenses of the town. No doubt the escape of this particular prisoner will be of great interest to him." One of the other Duregar saluted and promptly marched outside. The Inquisitor turned his gaze back to the guardsman, who shrank even further into himself, "As for you," he stated flatly, "As you have been so utterly derelict in your duty, I rather think some time in the mines will be enough to remind you of what it means to work."
"My— My Lord. No, please — I —I beg you, not there."
"I'm afraid execution is reserved only for those who cannot work. You will not escape the punishment you deserve through death. Take him."
The gome screamed as two more Duregar grabbed his arms and dragged him out of the stairway. The Inquisitor kneeled and ran a finger over the area where the Dimension Door had been cast,
"You can attempt to scurry all you want, little rodent, but Drakemar and Laduguer will have their due eventually."
My name is Megan, I'm 27 years old and for starters, I’m a premature baby. I was born prematurely at 26 weeks gestation. I have special needs, bilateral hearing loss, learning disabilities and anxiety.
I also struggle with social anxiety, which can be overwhelming sometimes. And because of that, I've had moments where I felt lonely. I still do. But I’m trying my best to manage, all things considered, and I hope there might be a step in the right direction someday.
Please bear with me while I navigate things at this time and if anyone would like to reach out to chat or ask questions, you’re welcome to do so.
If anyone would like to talk OCs, please do. And I look forward to meeting you all! :)
About Me:
🌼 Megan Ridyard.
🚺 Female, she/her.
🏴 English.
🧩 Autistic.
🎓🎭 University Student & Actress.
📝🎮 Writer & PlayStation Gamer.
🎂 April 21st, 1999.
💖 Multi-ship | OC×Canon, OC×OC.
OC Masterlist: Part I
OC Masterlist: Part II
🌌 Fandoms:
The fandoms that I write for have branched out into different genres recently, and they are as follows:
Dying Light.
The Last of Us.
13 Reasons Why.
Silent Hill.
Until Dawn.
The Dark Pictures Anthology.
Madagascar.
Kung Fu Panda.
Shrek.
Grand Theft Auto V.
Saints Row 2.
Marvel Cinematic Universe.
Avatar.
Vikings.
The Tudors.
The Chronicles of Narnia.
Night at the Museum.
Death Stranding.
🥊 WWE - Favourite Wrestlers:
If anyone here are WWE fans, please feel free to reach out because I'd love to meet some of the community! :)
Here's a list of my favourite wrestlers, as well:
Cody Rhodes.
Ronda Rousey.
Rhea Ripley.
Sami Zayn.
Jey Uso.
Jimmy Uso.
Tiffany Stratton.
CM Punk.
AJ Lee.
Iyo Sky.
🌐 Accounts:
I'm available to chat through Facebook, Twitter and Instagram. If anyone would like to talk there, please let me know via private messaging.
1. Heaven Upside Down - An Unofficial Music Video (Marilyn Manson) - Nora (2018).
2. The Last of Us Part II - Wayfaring Stranger (Unofficial Music Video) - Ellie (2018).
3. There's Something In The Shadows (Short Film) - Megan (2019).
4. The Cured - A Dying Light Film - Libby Mason (2019).
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I believe that fiction is not reality and I support the right of creators to explore dark and light themes in their work. Should I have any dark themes in my writing, I will always mention them in a trigger warning.
I do not use labels such as "proshipper," because I find them reductive and often used to silence nuanced conversation. I value artistic freedom, responsible storytelling and respectful discourse.
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I do sometimes explore RPF as an alternative future for some of my OCs, but I would like to clarify that it is not real.
💌 OTP / OCxCanon & OCxOC Information:
I support multiple pairings in writing, so I'm happy to explore and appreciate various dynamics without being attached to just one.
I don't participate in ship wars or look down on other shippers, because I believe there is room for all interpretations and connections.