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I loved A Dark Omen! It was soooooo good, you should be very proud of your work. If you wanted to do a part 2 (which would be awesome but no pressure) I would love to see Maekar’s reaction. You know he isolated himself in his room only allowing either Aerion or Baelor’s maesters in to talk about their conditions. He probably didn’t even hear the murmurs about the witch and crow because he’s consumed by his guilt and grief (He’s convinced that his brother will die. I mean who lives when their skull is caved in?) Then suddenly in comes Valarr saying that Baelor is alive and woke up for a bit. Maekar books it to Baelor’s tent so fast that Valarr didn’t get the chance to tell him about witch!reader so he’s so confused and angry seeing this women playing with bones next to his extremely injured and vulnerable brother. Chaos probably starts quickly. Thank you so much for the wonderful fanfic you write. I especially love anything involving Valarr, it’s amazing. Make sure to drink water and take care of yourself :)
Heyyyyy, thanks so much for the kind words. Now that I've finished the part for my other Valarr fic I'm gonna focus on the second part of A Dark Omen, I would love to incorporate this into the piece. I think it would be a great way to start the part off. But can I just say 'he’s so confused and angry seeing this women playing with bones next to his extremely injured and vulnerable brother.' I imagined the sight in my head, and it made me crack upppp. I'm gonna start on the plan now, and then I'll start writing the part.
Summary: A handful of conversations was all it took to completely undo Prince Valarr Targaryen. Naturally, Aerion had to cause a scene and nearly get his father killed. His father's injury reminded him how fragile life truly is, the memory of your kindness is the only thing that keeps him tethered. By the time he sends his ravens, the potential courtship would only be a formality. Valarr knows that you're the one he wants, all he could do now was hope that you choose him back.
Later, Valarr would be tempted to blame the tourney itself.
It was the spectacle that made him reckless. Yes, that was it. The noise, the heat, the excitement had caused the days at Ashford to blur together. They had caused the loosened grip that he usually kept upon himself.
It was a lie, of course.
It was her.
It wasn't grand in the way songs of love were sung, not like lightning from a clear sky. Well, for Valarr, it was a little like that with how sudden his interest had taken hold.
In reality, it had been smaller than that, but no less important or striking. It was far worse for his composure.
It was the way she learned him by degrees in the days after their first conversation.
The first time they had spoken, you had been mostly careful politeness, worried about overstepping with a prince of all people. Your hands had been tight around your cloak.
Valarr had tried very hard not to loom and failed in ways that, even moons later, made his ears warm when he thought about them.
I saw you yesterday.
Gods. He'd wanted to throw himself from his horse the day before. He'd wanted to throw himself off the nearest cliff that morning. And yet, you had smiled.
In the days to come things shifted. Not all at once, you didn't suddenly become bold, or like the other ladies that fluttered and flattered. He would've disliked that, he thought. He would have distrusted it.
Instead, you remained yourself, but each time he spoke with you, you gave him a little more. Longer eye contact before looking away, a sentence or two after your first, as if deciding that he had earned it.
Sometimes, you would even ask him a question unprompted, out of nowhere. The first time had been so hesitant, he almost thought something was wrong.
Once, a pair of lords spoke too loudly behind them about their sons' prospects, you'd leaned in and said in a voice only he could hear, "Do you ever grow tired of it?"
Tired of what, he'd asked in return.
You let your body do the talking, eyes drifting towards the lords over your shoulder, filling with so much disdain that Valarr had almost erupted in laughter.
You had given him a light smack on the arm for making it obvious when he put a hand over his face and dropped his head, shoulders jumping, to try and hide his amusement.
Valarr had loved it.
He had answered you truthfully afterwards, that he did tire of it, but he had never had it been so simple for him. So easy to let it be known.
This was the beginning of the problem, he thought later. This was where it became more than just noticing a pretty girl at a tourney.
Because the more comfortable you grew, the more he saw that you weren't quiet because you had nothing to say, or because you were 'empty' as some lords had implied.
You were quiet because you were full.
You had told him that you were full of thoughts. Thoughts that moved too quickly and deeply for the shallow sort of conversation expected between noble ladies, you were full of attention that made you see details others would overlook. You would fixate on them, especially your worries, but also your interests that could be so niche at times that it was confusing to everyone how you even managed to attain information on such a thing.
It was dangerous.
Not because you would harm him, he didn't think you could. Not in the usual way, at least.
It was dangerous because you made him want to be honest with you, not the facade he showed to the court. He'd spent years being taught how to bow, how to laugh, how to smile. Princely manners, the whole lot. How to be a prince.
He had not spent years learning what to do with someone who made him want to be a man instead.
This was exactly why, by the fourth day, he began to look at your father in a different light. Not as a lord with banners and a comely daughter of a marriageable age, but as a man who loved you.
This man did not push his daughter into the throng of lords as though you were meat set out for starving dogs. He measured how you talked, how you sat. Not out of the desire to correct you but to ascertain whether you were comfortable.
Lord Ashford had said as much, he'd spoken of fairness, steadiness and sense.
If Valarr was to do this properly, if he wanted to be seen as something other than another man circling you with marriage in his eyes, he could not avoid the step that came next.
He had to speak to your father.
The thought made him feel two-and-ten again, all long limbs and uncertainty beneath a legacy too heavy for his shoulders. It also made him feel proud, he'd found something worth being brave about.
His own father, who had been subjected to his rambles about the lovely lady, would watch on in humour as his son paced back and forth. Speaking of how, the lady had worn her hair that day or how she'd looked wearing a certain colour.
In retrospect, it was somewhat embarrassing just how taken he was with her. And how quickly it had set on him.
He chose his moment to approach the lord with care. He'd need to speak to him privately, if word got out that he was sneaking around the gossip would spread throughout the realm like wildfire and Valarr knew with certain that was the last thing you'd want.
He'd waited until afternoon, when the tents had gone quiet between events and people roamed the camp in smaller groups.
He found the two of you near the larger tents, meant for the nobles, speaking with another Lord. You were with him, of course, you'd recognised Valarr's striking hair from a distance and didn't know where the place your eyes.
His chest warmed at the sight of you.
He approached at an unhurried pace, he nodded to the other lord and exchanged the courtesies that are expect of him. When there was a natural lull in the conversation, he inclined his head towards your father.
"My lord," he said, voice even. "May I have a word? In private, if it would not inconvenience you." He hoped the request was formal enough to be unimpeachable but mild enough to seem like he was asking any other matter of courtesy.
The Lord's attention sharpened in an instant, a careful assessment. He glanced back at his daughter who looked between them, somewhat uncertain.
You nodded to your father before look back at some ladies you had become acquintanced with in your time at the tourney, as if telling him you would not be alone.
Your lord father's voice was polite, but cautious. "Of course, my prince."
Valarr nodded and gestured towards a tent he knew to be empty, so that they could speak without an audience. Despite not looking back to see you, he felt your presence like the pull of gravity.
Once they were out of earshot, the prince didn't waste time with pretense.
"My lord," he started, feeling his own heartbeat too clearly. "You are an honorable man, and I believe you would prefer it if I was plain with you."
The older man's gaze held steady. "Go on, your highness."
Valarr drew a breath, slowly, then spoke carefully. "I have taken an interest in your daughter," he said. "Not only because she is beautiful, though she is, but because she is... herself. And I find that rare."
Your father's expression did not soften. But it didn't harden either.
He continued as respectfully as he could. "I'm aware of what the attention of the crown is capable of and I do not wish to put your daughter in an uncomfortable position, or you. So, I will not press or presume." Then, he added. "If you were to allow it, I would like to court her."
The words hung in the air. The lord didn't answer immediately, he studied the younger as a man who had learned not to be dazzled by titles.
"And if I do not allow it?" He asked, quietly.
Valarr met his gaze without flinching, though it was difficult. "I would not use the crown's influence to force your hand. I would step back."
The man's eyes narrowed slightly. "And if she does not wish for it?"
The Young Prince's throat tightened, he did not like imagining it, he didn't like the thought of her looking at him with that politeness and deciding he was simply too much trouble.
"Then I will step back," he repeated. "You have my word."
Your father's expression changed, just a fraction, something that might've been recognition or perhaps surprise that a prince would say such a thing without adding a dozen conditions.
Valarr felt compelled to add one more truth. "I will jump no hurdles... and I do not ask for an immediate courtship." He said, voice steady. "I will not ask for answers today. If you permit me, I would send the official letters. Proper ones. You may take as much time as you require to consider."
His fingers flexed once at his side. "You owe me nothing because of my blood. Not your bannermen or your daughter's comfort. I am askign for permission to be allowed to try. To get to know your daughter better."
From somewhere beyond the tents came a distant clang of a hammer on metal and the soft murmur of men calling to one another.
The lord looked past Valarr for a moment, towards where he knew his daughter was waiting. When the older man looked back he appeared less guarded.
"You speak well," he said finally. "Better than most."
The prince inclined his head. "I try. It is an important matter."
A faint breath of amusement escaped the lord, miniscule. "That much is clear... I will not give you an answer at this moment."
"But I have seen how my daughter looks at you, and you her." The older man's gaze flicked between the prince's mismatched eyes. "You may send your letters. I will speak with my daughter, as I always do."
Valarr's chest loosened at last, and he realised then just how tightly he'd been holding himself.
"Thank you, my lord."
"Do not thank me yet, my prince."
He stepped back with a formal inclination of his head and then turned back toward where you waited.
He kept his composure for the span of five paces. On the sixth, his gaze found yours.
When you saw Valarr reappear, something in your posture shifted. You straightened as if you'd been caught doing something improper. His chest warmed once more with excitement but he didn't allow his face to show it.
He didn't approach, couldn't really with the camp full of eyes and tongues that loved stories more than the truth. Not when he'd only just been allowed permission to write to you and the ink was not even poured.
He gave you what propriety demanded, a nod of his head before turning away like the matter had ended then and there.
From the corner of his eye, he saw your father speak to you. You nodded once before returning to the ladies and the moment passed.
Valarr's hands were tightly clasped behind his back like a man at prayer, his father found him halfway to his pavilion.
Baelor's gaze was quiet but sharp. It tracked down his son's body language as if he could glean the answer to all his questions there.
"You spoke with her father," Baelor said mildly.
"I did." The son kept his expression composed.
"And lived to tell it."
His mouth twitched. "Barely."
The two of them fell into step easily as they traversed the camp. The heir's eyes warmed with amusement, but also hope for his son. "Letters?"
"Permitted," Valarr smiled up at his father. "Though, not promised. He's taking good care of her."
"Good," Baelor said, and his tone held approval enough that it lifted something from Valarr's chest. His father had been watching you in secret, far more subtly than his son had managed, and he seemed to have taken a liking to you.
Valarr was glad for this, but he'd also been expecting it. His father valued kindness, honesty and honour above all. You held all three in abundance.
"Though, I must ask that you do this properly. Do not do what your cousins would do."
Valarr scoffed at the notion. "Naturally, I don't want the one woman who's caught my interest to run for the hills."
Baelor studied him for a moment longer before clapping a hand on his shoulder. "I'm proud that you are taken such an initiative. The king has been looking to match you with someone."
That night, he slept little. Whether that was due to excitement or nerves, he wasn't sure.
The next morning was another cool one. It was the morrow after yet another night of festivities and despite not being particularly early, many had yet to recover from the drinks of the night before.
The stables sat at the outer edge of the camp as to not disturb the horses with the noise. Horses snorted and stamped, impatient for their breakfast. His own mare was waiting for him rather than the stable boys.
She was used to Valarr being the one to feed her and would take food from no one else.
She heard him before she saw him, releasing a low and familiar huff from her chest when he stepped into her stall. She pushed her dark muzzle forward at once, ears pricking. Black as pitch, she is but sleek and restless all the same.
Traditionally all horses ridden in tourneys or battles were male, based on their strength and aggression.
Silverwing was just as powerful as the rest of them, and twice as capable as a mount.
Valarr ran a gloved hand down the length of her neck, murmuring under his breath. "Yes, yes. I've come."
She nudged him with the stubborn affection of a creature who knew she was loved. She was his first destrier after all.
"If I may, she'll have you wrapped around her hoof soon enough, my prince," one of the stableboys muttered nearby, smiling as he worked.
The corner of his mouth threatened to lift. "She already has."
Though not usually a job done by a prince, Valarr brushed her coat himself, slowly and methodically. Far more careful than needed. The steady motions and quietness of the stable kept his mind from racing too far ahead.
He had permission to write.
He would write.
But letters took time, as do ravens.
Valarr had never been particularly patient when something he wanted came into reach. Blood of the dragon, chaos, restlessness, and all that.
His mare flicked an ear, suddenly alert. He paused mid-stroke in response.
Footsteps, soft and measured, approached the stable entrance. Neither stableboy or squire.
A woman.
Valarr continued to brush down the mare's flank before lifting his head towards the entrance.
You stood there. This time you were alone.
You looked as though you had meant to slip in unnoticed, perhaps to borrow the quiet of the stables before the day began in earnest. You certainly hadn't expected a prince.
You went still once you spotted him looking at you, the picture was strangely reminiscent of a child sneaking into the kitchens for an extra lemon cake.
A smile came unbidden to the prince's lips at the thought. He probably should've left you to your morning but instead your name fell from his lips.
Your head lifted at once and you dropped into a quick, neat curtsy in case anyone was watching. It was probably too short to address the prince but Valarr didn't mind in the slightest.
"Your highness," You looked around the stable for any staff present, when you found none, your next words came out stronger. "Valarr."
Apparently, Valarr was incapable of keeping himself in check where you were concerned, he lifted the brush away from his horse and stepped towards the stall door where you were stood.
"I won't keep you," he said, gentler than he meant to. "But, if you came to see the horses..." He remembered that you liked horses, most animals actually. It made sense that you would seek their company if you were feeling anxious.
You gaze flicked to the mare behind him and your expression changed, interest flickered in your eyes and a smile curled at your lips. Your hands clenched as if you were preparing yourself, or excited with the prospect.
"I did," you admitted softly. "And I would love to be introduced."
Valarr's mouth curled into a similarly wide smile. Before he could think twice he reached a hand out for you to take.
He tensed at his own action but didn't lower his hand. "She's the one I rode for the first day." He told you, just to fill the space looking back at the magnificent beast. "And she's offended you haven't introduced yourself."
Thank the gods, his horse decided to stamp a hoof to the ground and shake her head - it made the act all the more believable. Gods, he loved this horse.
Before he could spiral any further he felt a hand wrap around his own. Your hand, if you needed clarification.
It fell perfectly into the palm of his hand and held on with careful reverence. Valarr had never experienced anything quite as perfect.
He forced his lips into a thin line to hide his excitement as he folded his thumb over your hand, rubbing a line down your knuckles before settling and pulling you towards the horse. And by extension, himself.
"She's offended?" You repeated, a wider smile growing on your face.
Valarr held his free hand to his chest and proclaimed with mock solemnity. "Terribly."
By the seven, you hadn't released his hand. You'd taken his hand and once he'd pulled you in closer you hadn't let go. Despite what propriety would say, despite what anyone would say if the walked in at this very moment.
He could not stress this enough.
You were holding his hand.
Valarr was painfully aware of the warmth of your fingers, of the careful way that you held onto him. It wasn't a clutching grip, possessive, or an anxious one. It was like you'd silently decided that this was safe.
He led you the rest of the way into the stall and paused so that you might have the choice to release him.
You didn't.
His mount leaned forward, nostrils flaring. She sniffed, ears prickling, with her clever eyes fixed on you with a special kind of judgement. Valarr watched her ears flick with interest and then forward as she took you in.
Then she huffed, low and approving and nudged her muzzle against your shoulder with a gentle insistence for affection.
A soft laugh followed from your lips, surprised and bright. Valarr felt the sound in his ribs like a chord was being struck.
"She likes you," he said, unable to keep the pride out of voice.
You lifted your free hand slowly and rested it on the horse's neck, fingers splaying into the sleek of her coat. Silverwing leaned into the touch at once like she'd been waiting for you all morning.
Valarr's grip tightened slightly around your hand, an involuntary reaction he immediately tried to soften. He didn't want to remind you in any way that you were still holding onto a prince of the Realm.
But gods, he was pleased.
Your gaze flicked to the tag near the stall where neat letters were branded into the leather. "You named her Silverwing?"
Valarr blinked at the pure happiness in your tone. Had he done something right? He sure hoped so. "I did."
You turned your head towards him and there was genuine delight in your expression that made his throat tighten. "Silverwing was my favourite dragon."
The words landed like a clean blow. He stared at you for half a beat too long. "Your favourite?" he repeated, rather stupidly, because he had not expected it. Didn't really expect you to know his history so confidently, like it was the most natural thing in the world to have a favourite dragon.
You nodded still stroking the mare's neck, but still looking at him. "Yes."
The prince's mouth softened. "Why?"
You almost looked surprised he had to ask. "She was said to be kind, no?" You answered. "Rather gentle, for a dragon. But loyal like the rest of them. She must've been powerful without being cruel."
Valarr swallowed. He had, in truth, named Silverwing for the same reason. He'd liked the idea that she didn't feel the need to prove her strength with fire and teeth. He'd liked that she was capable of kindness.
"That was..." He began, then stopped. He felt strangely boyish all at once caught in the desire to be true to himself. "...good taste." He finished, voice quieter now.
Your lips curved gratefully. "Thank you."
Silverwing snorted softly as if she agreed and pressed herself harder into your palm. He looked between the two of you. "You know a great deal, then."
You tilted your head earnestly at his statement. "About dragons?"
"About..." Valarr hesitated, the faintest shift of self-consciousness passing through him. "My family."
Your brows lifted. There was no discomfort in your body language, only thought. "The Targaryens, your House, are the royal family." You said simply. "It is expected that the noble born are knowledgeable on your history, to a degree."
But your gaze moved back to the horse and softened in a way that gave you away. "But," you continued. "Dragons are also animals."
Valarr's brows rose, that was one way to describe them. He felt tempted to worry that you shouldn't say such things around Aerion but he's sure that you wouldn't do that anyway.
"They are bigger, and more dangerous." Your mouth twitched like you'd remembered an inside joke before you look the Prince up and down with an amused smile. "More interesting than any other, surely."
Valarr looked down at his feet as heat rose to his cheeks and a smile to his face.
Silverwing shoved forward again, pushing against your shoulder like she meant to crawl into your arms.
"You've met her once," He said, voice dry with fondless. "And she's already decided you're hers."
You glanced at him, a small, sly smile on your face. "Are you offended?"
He made a show of thinking about it, still unbearably aware of your hand in his. "Terribly," he said, echoing his earlier words.
He should have said something sensible then. Charming, even. But he was unable to contain himself.
Instead, he found himself admitting, shyly. "She was my favourite dragon, too."
Your eyes brightened at his words. "Truly?"
"Truly." He confirmed, the confession felt more intimate than it had any right to. "Aerion used to mock me for it."
At Aerion's name, your fingers tightened around his palm. So slight most people wouldn't have noticed. But, Valarr had become accustomed to every little thing about you, so of course he noticed.
He kept his tone light, but something in him hardened at the memory of his cousin. "He said Silverwing wasn't a proper battle dragon. Not like Balerion or Vhagar were. Said it was foolish to favour a dragon that people spoke of as gentle."
Your mouth curled in distaste. "That's cruel."
He huffed a breath out of his nose and smiled without humour. "Aerion believes that cruelty is a compliment, thinks it makes him strong."
He glanced towards the entrance of the stables as if his cousin would appear at any moment. It was foolish enough, Aerion often refused to 'lower' himself to jobs done by others.
He leaned in close, closer than what would be considered proper but Valarr really didn't care. As long as he saw no discomfort in your eyes.
"Since you shared your favourite dragon," he murmured with a mischievous smile spreading across his features. "I'll share something he'd hate for you to know."
Your eyes widened instantly. "A secret?"
Valarr nodded once, very serious. "A secret."
You leaned in without thinking, so that he could speak without the risk of anyone overhearing. Valarr's brain very nearly stopped working but he forced himself to speak.
"When Aerion was a child," he spoke quietly, "he named an animal of his after Balerion the Black Dread."
You made a sound of delighted disbelief. "He did not..."
"Mhm," Valarr hummed as he held eye contact with you, longer than you'd ever held it before but you didn't seem to notice in your pleasure at the tale. "He convinced himself it would grow into some fearsome beast."
"And was it?" You whispered, breathless with laughter already waiting.
Valarr paused to savour your expression, mockingly weighing up the his answer at Aerion's expense. "No."
Your giggle broke free, soft and bright and uncontainable. He smiled helplessly at the sight of it.
"It could very well have been the sweetest creature in existence," he went on. "Gentle. Clingy. Wanted nothing but cuddles."
"What was it?" You demanded playfully, eyes shining.
Valarr sighed as if burdened by tragedy. "A kitten."
You clapped a hand over your mouth, laughter muffled. Not quite able to conjure the image of Aerion with a kitten. You'd expected a dog, a horse or maybe even a reptile from Essos as an attempt to replicate a dragon.
Silverwing snorted, seemingly taking offence to being ignored and attempting to reclaim your attention.
"So, if I'm understanding this correctly," you managed, still chuckling. "He has no leg to stand on."
"None," Valarr agreed, satisfaction curling warm in his chest. "Not a single leg."
Valarr would not tell you that Maekar had the kitten removed from Aerion's care due to his violent nature that began to show in later childhood. He'd always denied it, but Valarr knew that Aerion had thrown Aegon's own kitten down the well in jealousy.
But alas, somethings were better left unsaid and you didn't need to know the gruesome details of an animal's demise. Not when you loved them so purely.
When you laughter faded, you looked at him, eyes holding his longer than before. You didn't flinch away at the realisation, you didn't think that eye contact could be so pleasant.
Perhaps it was because Valarr seemed to truly see you. That he made you feel... safe. Either way, you didn't search for somewhere else to look.
Valarr gaze dropped to your mouth as you spoke, and had to drag his attention back to your eyes with effort.
"You're different," You said earnestly. He had said as much when you first met but you'd seen the truth for yourself.
Valarr blinked. "Different from what?"
Your gaze moved away for a second before returning. "From the way people describe your family, well besides Prince Baelor that is." You said carefully.
Valarr's jaw tightened but he couldn't deny the truth that was his family.
You squeezed his hand once, grounding, you knew it might sting and wanted to soften it.
"But I'm so very glad," You added in a gentle voice. "That you're different from them."
"So am I."
Valarr lived on cloud nine in the days to come.
It was absurd, really - how quickly and thoroughly he had been ruined. He was practically buoyant with happiness, it felt as though the world had tilted in his favour for the first time in years.
He smiled at nothing, then he would smile while watching you across tents and banners like he was looking at pure sunlight.
Then Aerion ruined it, as Aerion always did.
It began, as most problems did, as something almost harmless. Almost. If one ignored the way Aerion moved through the world with the expectation that it would part for him. The puppet show was an entertainment meant for smallfolk and noble alike.
But Aerion had gone. And where Aerion went, trouble unfurled like a banner.
Apparently the puppet show had depicted the death of a dragon, enraging Aerion. Because Aerion was a fool, he decided that the only punishment needed was to break one of the puppeteer's fingers.
This had angered one Ser Duncan who promptly put his cousin in the dirt. He had no banners, courtly training or reason to defy the prince beyond the simple fact that it was wrong not to.
Valarr was not surprised when his cousin demanded blood. He was only nauseated by how pleased Aerion looked as he did it. "A trial of Seven," Aerion had called out, knowing that despite his training it might be difficult for him to defeat the mountain of a man in single combat.
The trial was set to happen the next day.
He couldn't sleep that night. Not truly.
Fog clung to the grass the next day, the horses were restless like they sensed the tension in the air.
Valarr stood separated from the rest, hidden by the fog that had rolled over the field. He did not wish to sit surrounded by onlookers. A cloak of his House was clasped around his neck and back, and his hands flexed at his side.
His father would be fighting.
Baelor Breakspear, Prince of Dragonstone, Heir to the Iron Throne, would step onto the field as if it were just another one of his duties.
For a hedge knight. For honour. For what was right.
It did not surprise Valarr.
"Your armour," Baelor had said quietly before dawn. "I'll need it."
Valarr stared at him, disbelieving. "Father-". He couldn't possibly use his armour, but his father had no other to use.
"It will do," Baelor had replied. "It's close enough."
Close enough meaning too small.
His armour fit him. He was tall, broad, built to carry the weight of it but he was still young. His father was larger still, shoulders wider, chest broader with years of training and command.
Valarr helped his father buckle himself into it with a kind of calm that made him feel sick.
A strap had been tightened too much, a buckle sat at the wrong angle. The fit was imperfect, restricting.
Baelor had worn it anyway as if discomfort meant nothing.
Valarr despised it.
He hated even more that there was nothing to be done. The Kingsguard couldn't strike Baelor. Not with intent, they had sworn an oath.
Maekar would never mean to harm his brother. Daeron, drunk or not, was no murderer. Even Aerion, for all his madness, would not dare kill the heir in front of half the Realm.
These are truths that Valarr told himself, over and over again.
He didn't realise you had settled beside him until your presence found its way into his peripheral vision.
You stood close enough that your sleeve brushed his arm. You were dressed finely, of course you were, you always were, but the morning was cruelly cold. It was clear to see that your hands weren't just clasped because of your anxiety towards the trial.
Valarr's breath caught instantly.
"My Lady," he said softly. You looked at him, there was nerves in your face, yes, but also determination. You were not found of violence, he could see that. You didn't wish to watch men try and kill each other in earnest for pride.
Yet here you stood. With him.
"I didn't want you to stand alone," you said, somewhat timidly. You weren't sure if he would appreciate company right now, after all, he'd separated himself from the onlookers for a reason.
He swallowed slowly, the mist had thickened since your arrival. From this distance, no one could truly make out the details of your dress, nor the subtle sheen of fabric, the careful pin at your throat, or the way your hair had been tucked away from your face.
Valarr unfastened his cloak without thinking.
"My cloak," he said, voice low but unshakeable. "Take it."
You look towards him, somewhat startled by his vigour. "Valar-"
"It's colder than it looks, it's only going to get colder," he insisted, and because he could not stand the idea of you shivering beside him, he stepped closer and draped it around your shoulders himself before you could decline.
The heavy fabric swallowed you in warmth and material. It smelled faintly of incense, soap and, beneath that, of him.
You blinked up at him, cheeks pinking and not only from the cold.
"I... thank you, Valarr." You managed giving him a gentle smile.
Valarr nodded once, unable to trust his voice for a multitude of reasons
(Read: His father potentially being harmed and how good you looked in his colours).
You tugged the cloak closer, your fingers curling at the clasp as if anchoring yourself. Then, you raised your hand.
It was a shy, uncertain motion: the back of your hand brushed against the back of him, pressing lightly, asking a silent question.
He froze and his pulse jumped higher, enough to nearly make him dizzy.
Slowly, afraid he might scare you off if he did the wrong thing, he shifted his hand so that your knuckles rested more firmly against his.
Your shoulders eased a fraction beneath his cloak and the contact remained. The two of you stood shoulder to shoulder.
He could do this, he told himself. He could watch and he could endure.
His father would win. He always accomplished what he set his mind to.
Figures emerged from the mist like wraiths in steel. The members of the Kingsguard gleamed most of all, the Targaryens stood out in the black armour. Seven on seven. Maekar was like a carved thing, all rigid control. Daeron swayed slightly, helm under one arm and face set in a grim line.
Baelor rode into place wearing Valarr's armour. It looked wrong on him, not because it didn't suit him but because it belonged to Valarr. It felt as though their roles had been shifted, as though Baelor had taken not only his steel but a part of his son's fate as well.
Baelor lifted his head, eyes scanning the fog. They found his son instantly. His gaze softened behind the steel, Valarr's hand twitched reflexively.
Beside him, your fingers pressed more firmly against him as an attempt to ground him.
The world became noise as the trial began but little could be seen through the fog. At least from their position that was, it probably would've been better from the proper viewing seats.
Shapes collided and separated like storms and Valarr fought desperately to find his father unharmed in the chaos.
He knew that two knights for Ser Duncan had already fallen but there was no sign of his father from where he could see.
At one point, he could've sworn he heard Maekar shouting for Aerion.
Valarr did not remember walking back from the field.
He remembered fog. The scrape of steel. The way the crowd’s roar warped, as if he’d sunk underwater. He remembered trying to find his father through the shifting shapes, white cloaks, black plate, flashes of movement, trying to make sense of a battle that mist refused to reveal.
He remembered your hand against his. A quiet question.
And then, after, the world breaking into noise.
The path back to the royal tents was a smear of half-formed images: boots in mud, voices shouting, the sound of someone calling for a maester. His own breath too loud in his ears.
Now, in the dim hush of canvas and lanternlight, everything was still. Too still.
Baelor lay on the cot with the armour removed, hair damp with sweat at his temples, face pale beneath the grime that had been wiped away in hurried, careful strokes. A thick cloth had been folded beneath his head. The maester had left a bitter smell of herbs in the air and a bowl of water that had already gone cold.
Valarr sat on a low stool beside the cot, elbows on his knees, hands clasped so tightly his knuckles ached.
He had been told to rest. He had been told to eat. He had been told to stop staring as if his stare might bring him back to consciousness.
Valarr had nodded to all of it. Valarr had done none of it.
The only sound in the tent was the faint crackle of a lantern and the thin, uneven rhythm of Baelor’s breathing.
Sometimes his breath caught for a heartbeat too long, and Valarr’s vision would sharpen painfully, as if his body prepared itself to lunge for his father and shake him awake by force.
Then the next breath would come, ragged but present, and Valarr would force his own lungs to follow suit.
He had watched men die before. Not often, and never without consequence in his chest. But he had watched it.
He had never watched his father hover at the edge of it.
The maester had said Baelor would live. He'd said the blow had been bad, very bad, but not the worst he’d seen, not fatal if the Seven were kind. He'd said words that should have soothed Valarr.
They did not.
After the shouting had risen and then broken into a trembling kind of quiet. After Baelor had taken his last steps away from the place where honour had demanded he stand. Baelor had come off the field on his own feet.
Valarr had believed, foolishly, that meant everything was fine.
He’d caught sight of his father through the mist as men crowded around him. Baelor’s armour, Valarr’s armour, had been streaked with mud and dented in places it should not have been dented, but Baelor had still looked like Baelor. Upright. Controlled. Unbreakable.
He’d even lifted a hand once, a curt gesture meant to disperse the frantic attention.
I am well, the gesture had said. Do not fuss.
Then someone, one of the Kingsguard, Valarr couldn’t remember which, had reached for Baelor’s helm and the steel was lifted
The moment the helmet came free, Baelor’s body had swayed as though something essential had been holding him up until then.
Valarr had watched it in horror: the faint roll of Baelor’s eyes, the slackening of his jaw, the way his knees seemed to forget their job.
Baelor had collapsed like a tower struck at its foundation.
Valarr had not known, in that instant, whether to shout his father’s name or swallow it whole. He remembered moving, then being held, then moving again. Remembered the flash of white cloaks, the barked command for space, the maester being summoned with urgency that turned Valarr’s blood to ice.
He remembered Maekar’s face, too, helmet gone, eyes wide with a kind of sick disbelief that didn’t belong on such a man. Maekar had looked as if he’d stepped into a nightmare and couldn’t wake up.
He remembered Aerion’s voice somewhere beyond it all, furious, indignant, still trying to make it about himself, and he remembered, with a sharpness that surprised him even then, wanting to hit his cousin hard enough to make him swallow his own teeth.
And through it, through all of it, he remembered your hand against his again.
Now, sitting at Baelor’s side, Valarr pressed his thumb into the seam of his own palm until it stung, using the pain to keep his mind from slipping into the same frantic spiral again.
He had almost, gods, it shamed him to admit it even in private, he had almost panicked like a child.
It had started as a tightness behind his ribs. Then his breath had gone shallow. Then the edges of the world had narrowed, and all he could see was his father’s body on the ground and the thought that had tried to claw its way into his skull: He’s gone.
That thought hadn’t become truth only because something else had shoved itself in its place.
You.
The sight of his cloak around your shoulders. The press of your hand against his, like you were anchoring him to the world by sheer will.
Valarr swallowed hard and looked at Baelor’s face, still, pale, breathing.
Alive...not well, but alive.
A soft sound escaped Valarr’s throat, something that might have been a laugh in a different world, but here was closer to grief.
He leaned forward without thinking and carefully took his father’s hand.
Baelor’s fingers were cool, roughened by years of steel and training. Strong, even now.
The tent shifted as someone moved at the entrance. A Kingsguard knight appeared briefly, white cloak damp at the hem, and looked in, expression impassive.
“Any change, my prince?” the knight asked, quiet as to not disturb either of them.
Valarr shook his head once. The knight nodded and withdrew.
When the canvas fell shut again, Valarr was alone with the lantern’s flicker and the slow, stubborn proof that his father still belonged to the living.
He wants to court you, carefully, properly, because that was what was expected. Because your father deserved respect. Because you deserved it.
Sitting here, watching Baelor’s breathing like it was the only rhythm keeping the world from splitting open, Valarr understood something with a simplicity that felt almost cruel: He wanted you.
Not as a mere fleeting fancy. Not as a pleasant thought for tourney days. Or to put you on his arm and parade you around King's Landing.
He wanted you as a constant. Wanted you beside him when the world went cold. He wanted you in the quiet spaces between duty, where a prince could become a man for a moment and not be punished for it.
He wanted to be with you, in any way possible.
The strangest part was how little it frightened him. It didn’t feel like rashness. It was more like an inevitability.
Courtship, letters, formalities, yes. All of it mattered. He would do it correctly and earnestly. He would not rush. He would not corner you with a decision made in his fear.
But for him, the choice had already been made. The courtship was not Valarr learning whether he wanted you.
It was Valarr hoping with quiet desperation that you might, in time, learn to want him too.
Baelor’s breathing hitched again, and Valarr’s heart lurched in response. He tightened his grip on his father’s hand, as if strength could be transferred through skin.
“Wake,” Valarr whispered, so softly it barely made a sound. “Please.”
A long moment passed, then Baelor’s fingers twitched, small, barely there. Baelor did not open his eyes, but the twitch was real.
Valarr let out a slow, shaking breath and bowed his head, pressing his forehead lightly against his father’s knuckles.
In his mind, as clearly as if it were happening again, he felt your hand against his. Warm.
He held on to that memory like a promise for whatever came next.
A moon later, the occurrences at Ashford had spread throughout the Realm.
It gave the court something to gossip about, which distracted them from mithering Valarr, but it worked as a double-edged sword.
Valarr wasn't able to forget what had happened, or what had nearly happened, with everyone talking about his father's injury
He thought of the fog and steel and his father’s stillness. He thought of your hand against his, warm and steady when his lungs had forgotten how to work. He thought of Silverwing pressing her muzzle into your palm as if claiming you as her own.
And he thought of the way Baelor, once he could sit upright again, had smiled faintly and said nothing at all, only looked at Valarr as if he already knew his son’s mind.
Baelor was recovering well, each consulted maester had said.
He could stand on his own, walk around the Red Keep freely and his behaviour had not changed despite the maesters warning of the possibility. He sat through small council meetings like the trial had been nothing more than an inconvenience rather than a blow that dropped him like a puppet with its strings cut.
Valarr noticed small changes.
Baelor's eyes narrowed at certain levels of light, he occasionally brought his fingers to his temple when he thought no one was watching. The headaches came like storms, sudden and vicious, and they could leave him pale for an hour or more before he could force himself back to interact with the world.
"A nuisance," Baelor had called them.
Valarr called it proof of how close they'd all come to losing him. It made him careful in a way he hadn't been before. It also made him certain.
When the time came to send letters, Valarr didn't hesitate. Baelor wrote as he had promised, officially with respect so rigid you could have taken it in both hands and snapped it in two. He let his father's letter go first, sealed with the sigil of the dragon, phrased with politics and royal courtesy.
Then Valarr wrote his own, his true letter. He couldn't bear the idea of you arriving at court thinking it was only strategy.
The raven arrived on a quiet afternoon. You were in your father's solar at the same time by chance, he had been reading when the knock came.
A servant entered carefully once he was beckoned in carrying a small bundle of parchment. "A raven came my lord, from King's Landing."
Your father accepted the letters without hurry and dismissed the servant. You tried to look away, but the seal was unmistakable, the three-headed dragon.
He read in silence, and you watched his face for any sign of emotion, he was infuriatingly composed. Only his eyes moved, steady from line to line, and just once, his brows lifted the slightest fraction.
When he finished, he set the parchment down with care and reached for the second one.
Because there was a second.
It was less formal in how it had been folded, sealed with wax yes, but not bearing the full stamp of the royal office. The hand on the outside was different, still neatly drawn but not quite the same. A different sender than the first letter.
Your father glanced at you at last. There was something gentle in his disposition, something like reassurance. "This one is for you," he said.
You took the letter from his hand as if you were afraid it would burn you. Wax warm from being held.
You stared at it for a moment too long, then broke the seal with gentle hands and unfolded the letter inside.
Mercifully, your father looked away returning his attention to the first letter to re-read it.
My lady,
I hope this letter finds you well, and that the road home from Ashford was kinder than the days at the tourney.
My father will invite you and your lord father to King's Landing. He will frame it as diplomacy, because that is the official reason for our calling.
I write because I would rather you hear from me than from some rumour or from the careful language of the court. I asked for your visit, not out of diplomacy but as an opportunity to see you.
I have not forgotten your kindness at Ashford. I was not able to thank you for standing beside me when you did not need to. You lent me steadiness when I had little of my own, and you did it out of the kindness of your heart.
I have replayed our moments together more times than is reasonable.
If you come, I will do my best to make the Red Keep less like a viper pit and more like a home.
I know what the attention of the royal family can do to one's name and family. I will not treat this lightly.
But I would like the chance to know you better.
Valarr.
Your father's voice cut softly into the quiet once he'd realised you had finished reading. "The first letter," he said, tapping the parchment. "is from Prince Baelor."
Your father's mouth twitched faintly, fond and amused in equal measure. "He requests our presence at King's Landing for matters of mutual benefit and harmony between our houses."
He looked at you from the corner of his eye. "It sounds like simple diplomacy." Your father said dryly. "And like a father doing his son a favour."
Heat rose to your cheeks, you looked down at Valarr's letter. At the neatness and sincerity between the lines.
"Do you wish to go?" he asked gently.
You spoke, honest but quietly. "Yes." Your father's eyes warmed.
"Then we'll set off at the earliest convenience." He said simply.
As you left his solar, you held the letter up to your face as to hide your smile from passers-by while you hurried back to your chambers.
When your father's reply reached King's Landing, it arrived in Baelor's hand first because that's how these things are meant to happen.
Valarr waited like a man condemned.
He tried to be sensible, act as though he was merely curious but it fooled no one in his family. And only just fooled the court if we're being honest.
Baelor watched his son pace and said nothing until Valarr had all but cracked. That day his headache was bad enough that he sat with his eyes closed for long stretches, fingers preseed to his temple like he was holding his skull together by sheer will. Even so, when the message was brought in, Baelor opened his eyes.
He read. He exhaled. Then he held out the parchment without ceremony.
The young prince look the parchment as if it were sent by the gods themselves. Baelor would have laughed at how close he was holding the letter to his face if his head wasn't quite literally exploding.
His eyes devoured the lines.
We humbly accept your invitation...
It would be an honour...
My daughter is willing...
We arrive within the fortnight...
He read it twice just to be sure it was real, then again because he couldn't stop himself. He looked up to his father, breath caught somewhere in relief.
Baelor's mouth curled faintly, tired by inexplicably fond. "Well?" He asked.
Valarr's voice came out rough. "They're coming."
Baelor nodded once, and leaned back with careful stillness. "Good."
Both of the younger man's arms fell down at his side like he couldn't quite believe it. "She's coming."
Baelor nodded his head, his eyes were closed but his brows were lifted. "Yes, it would seem that she is."
He pressed the letter to his chest for half a heartbeat before he remembered himself and lowered it again, embarrassed by how transparent he was.
"Try not to look as though you've won a war." Baelor mused when he peeked an eye open.
"It feels like one."
Baelor's low chuckle turned into a wince as the headache bit again. He lifted two fingers to his temple and his eyes screwed tight.
Valarr's smile faltered at once. "Father-"
"I'm fine," Baelor soothed automatically because he would be damned if he made his son worry any more than he already has.
Valarr's eye narrowed. He'd inherited many a trait from his father, almost all of the good in one way or another. His sense, his restraint, his stubborn refusal to backdown in the face of wrongdoings, but he'd also inherited the ability to recognise a lie.
"You're not," He corrected quietly.
Baelor's mouth twitched. His face drooped with tiredness, he looked halfway to sleep already. "I'm alive."
"That is not the same as fine."
His father exhaled, long and slow. "You're right," he admitted. "It's not."
Valarr's body shifted, restless with helplessness. There was no way to fight a headache, not in the way he could fight a man. He hated that there was no opponent he could strike, no way of making it easier on his father.
That was the worst thing, that it was his father who was suffering.
"But I'm still here." Baelor continued. "This is what matters most, no?"
Valarr swallowed and nodded. It wasn't enough, his mind insisted. It should have been but it wasn't. A light silence settled between them. Baelor's breathing eased a fraction as the headache began to pass. His eyes were filled with the faintest hint of amusement. "You realise the entire court will be watching when they arrive."
He scoffed lightly, turning his head to the side. "Let them."
His father's mouth twitched. "Spoken like a man who thinks he can glare the Realm into behaving."
The younger prince's lips threatened a smile despite himself. "It has worked for others."
Baelor turned his head slightly, looking at him beneath heavy lashes. "When she comes," he said, quieter now. "King's Landing may feel like a trial to her. Make sure to reassure her that it isn't, at least not to you."
"I will." Valarr promised in earnest.
"Good." Baelor nodded once. "You should be on your way, I know you have princely duties to attend to."
Valarr rose slowly, as if he were reluctant to leave his father's side even now. He didn't want to be too far away, the memory of him collapsing still sat in him like cold iron.
Baelor waved him off with a flick of his fingers. "Go, son," he said. "Before I order you to stop brooding. You have preparations to make for our visitors, do you not?"
The Young Prince hesitated, then bent and pressed a brief kiss to his father's brow, something he hasn't done since he was a child. He would deny doing it to his last breath if anyone asked.
He left the solar quietly, letter in hand. The castle's noise returned in full, servants were bustling through the halls. Their murmurs filled the air. He should have felt swallowed by it. Instead it felt like he could breath.
You were coming.
It was within grasp now. A choice and a chance in equal measure.
He walked with the composure of a prince, forthright and untouchable, but his body brimmed with something akin to warmth. Hope. And it had your name on it.
Right, next part's here. The third part will start with her arriving at the Red Keep and her time there building up to him directly asking to court her (finally). I figured that would make this part like 15k long so I'm gonna post this and write that for the third part :). Aerion will probably make an appearance and cause some conflict, our favourite insane instigator.
As always let me know if you have anything particular you want to see. Also let me know if I tag you in a part, but it doesn't work, I'm pretty on top of it cause I just go through my comments each time and add but sometimes I can't select your username.
I absolutely loved your Prince Valarr and shy reader story!! If you were ever considering continuing it with him courting her that would be lovely!
Yesssssss, I've just started writing part two out properly. It's going to cover the days after he first talks to her, basically him wanting to talk to her father about courting her in the future and then maybe further on by a few months. I hope it'll flow properly but I've just started it so I'm not sure how it'll turn out but I feel like it'll be done by next Monday at the latest.
--- A Dark Omen: Valarr Targaryen (witch! female reader, Baelor lives! AU)
Requested?: Nope.
Word Count: ~10.5K
Summary: Dunk watches Prince Baelor fade beyond the maesters' skill until a crow appears to answer their prayers - an old friend. They venture into the woods to find Dunk's long-ago witch friend, who bargains with fate to bring the prince back from the edge. It costs a piece of herself, but she is happy to pay it.
Notes: I did not read this through once I was done, so I have no clue how it flows. Do I know anything about the arcane? No. Do I love witch readers? Absolutely. This will have other parts as well, so if you wanna see a specific witchy ability lemme know.
The pavilion smelled of poultice and blood. Dunk stood with his hands jammed into his armpits as if doing so would help him stay together. He was much too big for the space and far too helpless in it, every shift seemed to make the ground give way.
Prince Baelor lay on a low bed with blankets folded under his shoulders to keep him from rolling, though in truth the Prince had yet to show a single sign of life other than breathing. His head was turned to the side as to not put pressure on the affliction, his hair had been shorn where the blow had struck and the clean linen protecting the area was already turning pink at the centre.
The maester had washed the blood away and tried to staunch it as much as he could by filling the space, but Dunk could still see the shape of it in his mind, an ugly cavity where a skull ought to be smooth.
"Will this help?" a voice asked, too young and trying not to sound it.
Egg stood by the bed, clutching a folded cloth as if it were a sword. His eyes were fixed on his Uncle's face with a stubborn kind of fury, as though staring hard enough might keep the man tethered to this world.
The maester's mouth tightened. "It may ease his pain, if he feels any. That is all."
Prince Valarr was on the other side of the bed. He had not sat, or leaned, he stood straight-backed in his doublet as if he were already in a sept, made of marble like the statues of dead kings. His hands betrayed him, knuckles white with his fingers curled around nothing.
"He feels," Valarr said, voice quiet and uncharacteristically weak for a prince. It wasn't a question, it was a demand that could not be met.
The maester glanced at the bandages and Dunk saw something like fear flicker across the old man's face before it disappeared behind training.
"We have done what can be done. If the gods are... merciful, he may yet return to us."
Dunk swallowed whatever he wanted to say. Can't you do anything else? The maester held Baelor's head steady while he tipped a few drops between the prince's lips, he rubbed his throat to coax a swallow that came sloe and half-wrong. A thin line of liquid dribbled down his chin which was swiped away with a piece of linen.
"You'll save him," Egg said suddenly, and it came out harsh and brave. Desperate all the same. "You have to."
The maester's gaze slid past him, past Dunk, to Valarr. For a heartbeat his face softened, as if he wanted to say something kinder for a son watching his father die. What came out was the truth, plain and simple.
"We will keep him comfortable, we will watch, we will pray. If he is to live, it would not be by my hand alone."
Valarr remained steadfast but he stared down at his father with an expression Dunk couldn't begin to name. Grief, yes. But there was something else threaded through it, something that made the air brittle. Guilt? Perhaps, it was Valarr's armour that guarded Baelor, his armour that failed and allowed the injury to occur. But Valarr had not swung the mace. That was Maekar.
Dunk had seen it happen in a flash of panic and steel, Maekar trying to reach for Aerion. Striking his brother with a blow that was meant to deter.
Egg made a thin, furious noise. "There has to be-"
"There is not," the maester resigned.
Dunk's hands suddently felt enormous and useless, his thoughts scrambled for something, anything, that could make a difference. But he only had a sword at his hip and the certainty that steel was of no use against a broken skull.
Dunk stumbled out into the cold air as if fleeing smoke. The sky was darker now. He sucked in a breath and it tasted of mud and fear. There was nothing to be done. Prince Baelor would die. And he would die for Duncan.
Just when all hope seemed lost, the horizon opened for him.
Perched on a line of Baelor's pavillion as if it belonged there was a crow, black feathers slick against the twilight. It should have been a dark omen, an animal of death appearing at Baelor's bed but this crow was special.
It did not hop away when Dunk stepped closer, it only watched with a bright knowing eye, head cocked.
This one had a pale scar along its beak like a scratch left by an old knife. He had seen that scar before, years ago. When he had been bleeding out and feverish.
The tent rustled, and he heard Egg's voice, small now, asking something - begging perhaps. Dunk could not make out the words. The crow clicked its beak once, sharp as flint.
His hands curled into fists. He saw Ser Arlan's face as it had been when he was alive, heard his voice clearer now too.
The crow's her signature. Don't bring steel into her hollow.
Dunk looked down at his sword, one he hadn't parted from in days. His fingers unclasped the belt, he set the blade down on a crate beside the pavilion like a man laying a child to bed.
Behind him, the tent flap snapped open. Egg burst out, face puffy and blotched. He stopped when he saw Duncan without his sword. "What are you doing?" His voice more a plea than a scold. "Ser Duncan, what are you-"
Dunk pointed at the crow. "You see that?" He needed to check that his mind wasn't conjuring up images to give him hope.
Egg followed his finger. "It's a crow."
"Good, it's hers." Dunk said, surprising himself with how certain he sounded.
"Hers?" And then, because he was Egg, because he was curious even at the edge of grief. "Who are you talking about?"
"A... friend." Dunk said, awkwardly because the word was too small to describe what she had done. "A woman who... who pulled me back once when I ought to have died. A witch, maybe." She was definitely a witch but he couldn't just admit that.
Egg's eyes went huge. "A witch."
The tent shifted again, and the Young Prince stepped out into the open air. He moved like a man who had decided not to fall apart until later. His gaze flicked across their faces. "What is this?" Valarr asked.
Dunk hesitated. He could lie, say nothing. Few took happiness in the mention of witchcraft.
But inside the pavilion, Baelor was dying - because of him.
"There is someone," Dunk started. "Not far, or maybe far. I don't know. I've always been able to find her, when I needed her. Or she's found me. She's in the woods."
Valarr's face tightened at the word woods and the unspoken truth behind it. Witch.
"We have maesters," It sounded like something he'd been taught to say, something that was always worked before. "We have-"
"We have nothing that's helping him," Dunk cut it before remembering his station. "I beg your pardon, my prince."
Egg stepped between them as if he could break the tension with his small body. "If she saved you, maybe she can save him. We have to try."
Valarr looked at Egg as if seeing him for the first time, a boy with too much heart and not enough sense. "I have been told all my life to steer clear of witchcraft," He said. "That it is a lie that wears a woman's face."
Dunk went to open his mouth but Valarr held up a single, shaking finger. "But I have also been told that my father will die." The crow hopped down onto a high crate like it had been waiting too long.
Valarr's eyes flicked to it. "If there is a chance," he said, and the words cost him something. "Then I will take it, take me to your friend."
Egg latched onto Dunk's sleeve at once. "I'm coming with you, Ser Duncan."
"No," Dunk began, but Egg's grip tightened and his stubbornness flared liked a flame.
"You said she is your friend," He said fiercely. "You said she saved you. I'm coming."
Dunk looked at the boy, and felt something soft and aching in his chest. "Fine," Dunk said. "But you stay close. Do as I say and you don't touch a thing. She gets cranky when people do that."
Egg nodded quickly. "Yes, ser."
Dunk turned back to the bird, as he took a step towards the dark line of trees beyond the camp the crow lifted, flapped once, and glided ahead, low over the grass like a shadow pulling them by the hand.
Dunk set his jaw and followed it into the trees, Egg hurried to keep up. Valarr's footsteps fell behind them, measured, as if a prince could walk into a witchwood without letting fear show on his face.
The woods took them the way deep water takes a stone, quietly, without hurry, like it had been waiting. Somewhere above, something skittered along bark, quick as lightning.
The crow had disappeared some time ago, every now and then Duncan could've sworn he saw it swoop through the trees in his peripherals but everytime he turned to look, it was gone.
Egg kept close at Dunk's elbow. The knight could tell he was trying to be brave in the way all boys did, too quietly, as if the silence could protect him. Even Valarr, who Dunk had never talked to outside of a few hours ago, was walking closer.
"You said she saved you," Egg whispered, like speaking too loudly would wake what slept between the trees. "Before. You said you ought... to have died."
"Aye," he said. "I was four and ten."
Egg glanced up at him, eyes wide. "How did you get hurt?"
Dunk's thoughts snagged on the old pain. He remembered the taste of blood in his mouth, the way the world had blurred and faded and the last thought he had. So this is what death feels like.
"We were on the road," he said slowly. "The memories of that time are fuzzy. I can't remember the place's name. Some men thought an old knight and a young squire would be easy pickings. They were wrong about Ser Arlan being easy." His voice tightened as he continued. "But they had more knives than we had luck."
Valarr's footsteps drew closer, maybe he wanted to hear to story. To be reassured that this woman could save his father.
"One of them caught me. I got two blades, something in me ruptured. Internal bleeding, she said. I remember falling, I couldn't breathe proper and blood was coming up from my lungs. Ser Arlan tried to keep me awake and stop the blood but it kept coming."
Egg swallowed audibly. "And he took you to her."
"That he did."
"Did he know her?"
"He did. I asked how, once. He told me that some debts are best paid quietly. I think she owed him."
Valarr spoke for the first time since they'd left camp. "What did she do?" As if the act could be measured and judged.
"She told Ser Arlan to put me down," Dunk said. "Said I needed to feel the ground under me. Made him take off his mail and set it aside. She doesn't like having steel near." Valarr's gaze moved down to where Duncan's sword ought to have been.
"Did it hurt?" Egg's voice was small.
Dunk let out a small laugh. "Yes," he said. "It hurt. But I don't think it was her doing, I think that was just my injuries. Then all of a sudden it didn't. It wasn't like she had given me milk of the poppy. It was like the pain became far off. It gave me time to think and recover my senses."
He could hear Ser Arlan's voice again, low and careful. Do as she says, lad. Don't argue. Don't touch the charms.
"She told me to keep breathing, not to try. She told me to do it, like she was pulling on the reins of a horse. And I did. Something about her made me do it, maybe that was the true witchcraft."
They walked on, the trees grew closer, and branches knit overhead. After a time, Egg asked, "And you've been able to find her ever since?"
Dunk's lips pressed together. "When I needed her," he said, and it sounded like superstition the moment the words left his mouth. He hated that it did, he wished for the world to be a thing you could hit with a hammer until it made sense.
"She doesn't live like other folk," he added. "Sometimes you'll happen across her like she's always been there. Sometimes you'll turn around, and she'll be right there behind you, quiet as a shadow. You don't hear her coming."
Egg looked around at the black trunks and glistening leaves, as if Dunk's words would prompt her to appear. "That's not possible."
Dunk snorted softly. "A lot of things are impossible. And yet."
Valarr's voice came again, controlled and strained. "Why does she help you if the debt's been paid?"
Dunk thought of the first time he'd met her, of Ser Arlan's face lined with worry, of him kneeling on damp earth and speaking to a girl in a low voice that carried respect. He thought of the way she'd looked at Dunk as if she were weighing him up in her mind. Not his size, but something else. Something more valuable.
"I don't know," Dunk admitted. "Maybe she liked Ser Arlan, maybe she saw something in me worth saving." He swallowed before continuing. "I know what people say of witches. That they kill without mercy, but she's not like that. Not at all. I think she just likes helping people, she hides away because she knows what people would do if they knew what she was capable of."
Bringing people back from the brink of death. Valarr and Egg thought to themselves. A powerful skill, what else was she capable of? She must be one powerful witch. If it is true, she would be caged by some high lord. Forced to do their bidding over and over again.
Egg's pace quickened by half a step, eager despite the fear. "What is she like?"
"She's... calm." He said. "Not meek or anxious. She doesn't take insults from anyone, she'll give some remark or just stare at you like she's counting your bones. She feels deeply for people, perhaps more deeply than anyone I've met. But she hides that part. Sometimes, she laughs at things that aren't funny. That always made me feel like she knows something I don't...though, I am fairly certain she can see the future."
Egg shivered, from the cold or excitement, Dunk couldn't tell. "And she has a crow," Egg said, like that made it all more real.
"Aye, that one." Dunk looked to the sky as if the bird would appear. "Keep your coins, brooches, and chains hidden. It will steal anything shiny it can get its mouth around to give to her as a gift, as long as it's not steel. She keeps them as a collection."
"You're certain she can save him," Valarr spoke, now fully alongside them. It wasn't really a question, more of a line he was trying to hold.
Dunk wanted to say yes. To swear on his sword that his father would be safe for both Baelor's sake and Valarr's. "I don't believe her crow would come if there was nothing to be done. Besides, I'm certain the maesters can do nothing. And I'm certain she's done what shouldn't be possible before."
Valarr's breath hissed through his teeth, a sound like steel being drawn. Suddenly, a crow's call was heard ahead of them, it reverberated through the forest. Its wings could be heard beating, once, twice, as it disappeared into a deeper pocket of the dark. Dunk's heart lurched.
Egg grabbed his sleeve. "Ser Duncan-".
"There," Dunk said, though he had no reason to know yet. Something in him remembered this feeling, stumbling through the trees with blood spewing from his mouth and Ser Arlan's voice in his ear.
He pushed on, faster now. Branches snagged at Valarr's cloak as he followed behind closely. The trees thinned as if the forest was making space. The clearing was not empty.
Trinkets hung from the branches, strips of cloth, bones bleached white, little bundles of herbs, and twigs that had been arranged into symbols. They swung with the breeze that ran through the area.
Then the wind stopped as if the life had been sucked out of the clearing, and all fell silent.
As if the forest had exhaled her, she was there. Not a crunch of leaves or a snap of branches. Just there, in the alcove of a tree, watching them as if she'd been waiting for hours.
The crow was settled on her thigh, and Dunk's heart thudded painfully in his chest.
"You three are late." Your voice was as soft as moss, it hadn't changed since Dunk had last seen you.
He found his tongue at last. "Prince Baelor," He managed, the sound came out like a prayer and an apology. "He's-"
"I know," She said as she lifted herself from the ground, swiping any dirt away from her clothes.
Her eyes were on Dunk, but he had this sudden, unsettling feeling that she was looking through him, past him, all the way to the pavilion and the dying man inside.
She moved as though she belonged. Certain of herself and her abilities. Dunk had always felt clumsy compared to her, all boots and breath and loud human warmth.
Egg's gaze flicked over her abode. "You..." he began, then faltered, as if he weren't sure what to say. "You knew we were coming."
The witch's mouth curved. "Of course, I knew."
Valarr stepped forward a half pace. "How?" His voice was polite but bordering on anxious. "No one in camp sent word. No rider-"
"No," You agreed softly. Your gaze slid to him, taking him in the way you'd taken Dunk in years ago. "No rider would have reached me in time."
Egg blurted, "Then how?"
You tipped her head, considering whether the question deserved a serious answer before shrugging and saying, very simply. "The wind told me."
"The wind... doesn't talk." Egg frowned.
"It does, to us witches at least." There was a quiet finality that made the argument seem childish.
Dunk felt Valarr's stare, sharp and disbelieving yet so desperate. The prince's lips pressed into a line, as if he were reciting all the lessons he'd been taught about women in woods. Dunk could see the battle inside him, between what he'd been told and what he wanted.
No, what he needed.
Dunk looked at the trinkets laid out around her. "You've been... preparing." He nodded at the items.
Your eyes softened for a second. "I set out what I would need," you said. "How far is the prince?"
"Not too far," Dunk answered, looking back the way they came.
"He's sinking. I can feel it. And you wouldn't have come to me if he weren't."
Egg's breath caught, "Can you save him?"
The witch looked at the young boy before her. Your gaze was fond, sad and wary as the same. "He is not yours," you said gently. "Yet you are afraid for him all the same."
Egg's cheeks went red. "He's good." He said fiercely. "He- he didn't deserve this."
"No one deserves this." You murmured. "Perhaps, besides your elder brother. His soul has been consumed by the Targaryen madness."
Valarr's voice came out tight. "If you can help him. Then name your price."
"I do not bargain like a merchant over a dying man." You said, though there was no cruelty to be found in your voice. You looked at each of them individually before continuing. "Bring me to him. Now."
Your hands were stained, not with blood but with old green smears. Crushed herbs, perhaps, or something else. There were cuts along your fingers that were half-healed as though you'd been working for hours.
"You really knew?" Dunk said quietly.
You walked past him, carrying your copious amount of supplies. "I told you...the wind."
Egg hurried to keep up. "What did it say?"
"It said a good man was being taken." You replied. "It said that two young princes would follow a knight true at heart. It said grief would come hidden behind duty."
The path back was not the same path in reverse. Dunk was sure of it. The trees had shifted. The ground rose where it had been flat. He would have been lost in minutes, but the crow flew overhead, and the woman followed it without a moment of hesitation.
Valarr watched her hands, he didn't want to look too closely at her eyes no matter how welcoming they seemed. He watched her hands instead because they seemed safer.
Her hands were full.
A bowl was held carefully against her hip, a small bundle of different herbs tied with twine in the other. A pouch at her belt bumped softly with each step, heavy with whatever she'd packed, chalk, charcoal, bones, stones and perhaps even teeth. Strips of cloth were folded and tucked under her elbow, even the crow seemed to add weight, hopping from branch to branch over her.
Valarr's throat worked. He had been told, like many other followers of the Seven, that women like this were snares. That you did not speak too freely to them. That you did not accept gifts, and you did not offer help, because that would be an invitation, and that could become a binding.
But then he glanced ahead, imaging his father's tent, the way the man's chest barely rose. And teachings, for all their weight and worth, did not keep a man alive.
She stepped over a root without looking, like she knew where it would be before it was there. Her balance was too sure for someone carrying so much.
Still.
Valarr could not stand behind her like a boy being led. He had to do something with his hands, if only to stop him from thinking of what fate awaits his beloved father.
He moved closer, careful not to brush her sleeve. His voice came out steadier than he felt it. "- My lady." The words tasted strange in his mouth. He had addressed ladies of court with silks and jewels and perfumed hair. This woman smelled of damp earth, which actually might've been more appealing than the perfume, to be honest.
You did not slow or turn your head. "I'm no lady."
Valarr's ears warmed, but he kept walking alongside you, matching your pace. "Then..." He swallowed and cursed himself for fumbling like a squire. "Then-"
Your eyes flicked to him briefly, quick and assessing. "Then speak... my prince."
"You are... carrying a great deal." He gestured, awkwardly, at the bowl, the bundles, at everything. "Might I carry something?"
For a heartbeat, he thought she might laugh. Instead, she looked ahead and said nothing at all.
He held his hands out slightly, palms open, in the universal posture of 'I mean no harm'. It felt ridiculous.
"I can carry the bowl," he added quickly, before pride could choke him. "Or the cloth. Whatever you wish."
She slowed then, and her gaze slid to his hands. He got that odd feeling that he was being tested. "You're afraid of me." You stated. It was not an accusation, it was an observation.
Valarr's jaw tightened. Lying would be pointless. "Yes."
"And still you offer."
"Yes," he said again, because there was no other answer. His voice dropped without his permission. "Because my father is dying."
You made a quiet sound, almost a sign, almost a snort, and adjusted your grip. "You've been taught to fear us." Then again, though you look more amused now. "And it is not just because your father is dying."
Valarr's brows drew together. He kept his hand out anyway, stubbornly open. "Then why?" He asked, and it came out more honest than princely. "Why would I-"
She didn't look at him when she answered. Her eyes stayed on the path. "Because you're a good person," she said simply.
The words landed wrong, like a cloak thrown over him that doesn't quite fit. Valarr almost stumbled on a root he didn't see. "I-" he began, then stopped. Praise from courtiers was easy, they always wanted something. This didn't sound like that.
The witch glanced back at him then. "Don't argue. It's clear as day." She looked at the space around him, over his shoulder, as if searching.
Valarr looked down. "You don't know me."
"I can see it. Do not tell me what I can and cannot see. It's right there." You gestured around him. "You cannot escape it."
He forced himself to stay calm. "What," he said, carefully, "is there?"
You exhaled through her nose, the smallest hint of impatience. "Your aura," she said, like naming it made it easier to understand. "The shape of you."
Valarr stared at her profile, trying to decide if this was some trick meant to unsettle him. "That's not a thing."
"It's a thing," she replied. "It's just not something people are taught to notice. But some people are more sensitive to them. Have you ever gotten a bad feeling about someone you've just met? It's similar, just deeper."
He frowned. "An aura."
"Yes." She shifted the items in her arms. "Everyone has one. Some people glow like hearth fires. Some people are like smoke, cunning, and not to be trusted. Others are... cold."
Valarr's fingers flexed, hands unsure of what to do with themselves. "And mine?" He asked before he could stop himself.
"Yours is clean... warm... and light." She said slowly, like she was trying to select the truest word. "Not spotless. No one is. But clean like river water over stone. Purifying. It tells me that others are cleansed in your presence. You inspire others to do better. I imagine your father's is much the same." It shouldn't have pleased him the way it did, it did soothe his nerves though. "Your aura leans forward. Towards people. Toward the needs of others. The cruel ones don't do that, they curl inwards. They take."
Valarr swallowed. “And you can tell that just by looking.”
“I can,” she said. “It’s why fear doesn’t impress me. Half the men who fear witches are good men who were taught wrong. The other half are bad men who don’t want others to see them for what they are. Vermin.”
His hands hovered again, still offered. “Then let me carry something,” he said, stubborn. “If you can see what I am, then you can see I mean it.”
"...Very well," she said at last. She leaned forward and held out the bowl, herbs, and other bits and pieces that were hidden in the folds of her clothes.
He took them with both hands, careful, reverent despite himself.
"Don't let it touch the ground," she told him.
"I won't."
"And don't let anyone else touch it. I've only allowed you to."
"No one will," Valarr promised, and meant it with a fierceness that surprised him.
You believed him, and not just because his father's life was on the line.
Egg lifted his head like a hound catching a scent. "We're close." He whispered.
Dunk didn't answer, but he could see torchlight now between the trunks, they shone like little wavering stars that made the dark seem less endless.
The elder prince kept a half step behind the witch, items steady in his hands. Her loyal crow swooped over the camp's edge and landed on a stake, watching the tents like a sentry. A few men nearby saw it and made signs against ill-luck without thinking. They knew that the crown prince's life hung in the balance, and under normal circumstances, a crow would be the last thing you wanted to see.
"Seven save us," someone muttered. The words made your skin prickle, made it burn. When Dunk turned to look at you, knowing the effect such words could have, you looked unimpressed if a little uncomfortable. Gods and curses were small talk you'd grown bored of years ago.
A guard stepped forward with a hand raised. "Halt. Who goes-" He got as far as the princes before stopping, startled. "Prince-"
"Enough, Prince Baelor is dying." Dunk had said, voice rough.
The guard's eyes darted to Valarr as if astonished that the hedge knight was making a demand, but the prince had nothing to say. He didn't think he could speak even if the Gods demanded it of him. Not with his father so close. The guard looked to the woman beside them, silent, and he hesitated, confusion and suspicion making him stupid.
It was Egg's voice that cut through, steady with command. "Out of our way."
Rank did what fear could not. The guard stepped aside at once, and the group of men around him shifted as if the ground was burning. They watched the witch pass with a morbid fascination.
"That's a woods-woman-"
"Gods above, she's got charms-"
Egg tucked closer to Dunk, as if the words were being sent his way. Dunk wanted to scoop him up and hide him in his cloak like a pup.
The witch moved through the camp as if walking through mist. Knights, squires, and servants alive found themselves stepping away as she grew closer.
They reached Baelor's pavilion, and Dunk shoved the flap aside. The maester looked up sharply, eyes red-rimmed with exhaustion. "Ser Duncan, you cannot simply-" He fell upon the woman, and his voice faltered before returning twice as sharp. "What is this? Who is that?"
Egg rushed towards the bed. "He's still breathing," he whispered, relief and terror mixing as he watched his Uncle's chest barely lift.
Valarr stepped in behind them, holding the supplies as if it were Baelor's skull in his hands. The maester's eyes widened at the sight of a prince holding items for a witch like a serving boy.
You stood still for a heartbeat, taking in the area. Then your gaze went to Baelor's face, and something in you shifted, recognition. "He's slipping," you said, the words sliding off your tongue without meaning to.
The maester bristled at her words. "And you, are a-"
"A nuisance," you supplied, calmly as ever. "Yes, have you anything useful to say, or shall I get to work?"
Dunk flinched, expecting outrage, but the maester's mouth opened, shut, and opened again like a fish. He couldn't quite believe the audacity.
Valarr's voice came controlled, but there was steel to be found there as well. "She has come to help."
"To help?" The maester reiterated like the idea was unfathomable. "This is a prince of the blood. This is- this is-"
"-a man," the witch said, and the simplicity cut through his indignation. You stepped closer to the bed and stopped just shy of touching. "A man with his skull caved in."
Her eyes flicked to the maester's chain around his neck. Then to the tools of his kit, the buckles, the metal clasps.
"No steel inside the circle," You said, moving items off the floor so that you might place down a cover that you can draw on.
You drew out a large circumference before gesturing Dunk and Valarr over to the cot that held Baelor. "Prince, give me your items. You two are going to lift him, carefully, into the middle of the circle. Turn him until I say so."
She gestured forward with her head as her hands were now full again, and both men wasted no time before lifting the prince up by the wooden slats on either side. They slowly moved into the circle, as to not disturb the crown prince.
Once in the centre, they moved in opposite directions to change Baelor's orientation. "Stop," The word came suddenly from the witch's lips. "Put him down gently."
Egg stepped around the circle, not quite sure what he was allowed to do. "Why does he need to face this way?"
"His head is to the east. So that the sun might shine its light on his soul first."
It made no sense to anyone else in the room, and Valarr honestly had no idea how she could tell the cardinal directions from inside a tent just off feeling alone, but realised that if she could see auras, then this truly wasn't all that weird, all things considered.
Valarr swallowed as he looked down at his father. "Tell us what you need," he said, because that was something he could do, something that sounded like a command rather than a plea.
The witch held out the bowl to him, "Place this at the foot of the bed," she said. "Carefully."
Valarr knelt, the movement looked wrong on him, and yet he did so without hesitation. He set the bowl down as if it were a sleeping babe.
"Good," she murmured.
The witch's fingers brushed the air over Baelor's bandages, not touching, hovering as if feeling for heat. Though Dunk knew she had lost that ability long ago. Her hand trembled once, subtly.
The maester's eyes narrowed. "Whatever you plan, I will not permit-"
"You will," she said without looking at him. She drew herbs, charcoal and other items they could not name from her satchel. "Because if you don't, he will die."
Silence swallowed the tent. The maester went still at that before falling back helpless.
She moved around the circle silently, drawing insignias into the circle at seemingly random spots. They were too old and too wrong to be letters. A few times, she flicked a few drops of mysterious substance onto the chalk line, and the air seemed to thicken.
"A boundary," she spoke unprompted. "To ward of spirits that might wish to take advantage of Prince Baelor's predicament."
She finished the last mark and sat back on her heels before looking up at all of them. "Now, move nothing unless I tell you. Speak to him only if I ask. And if anyone breaks my line-" her eyes slid to the maester, "-then you will watch as the spirits tear him apart."
Valarr's breath trembled in anticipation. "I won't let anyone touch it," he said. Just as fierce as back in the forest. The witch's gaze softened with approval. Then she nodded once and turned back to Baelor as if the rest of them had become nothing more than furniture.
The witch dipped two fingers into the bowl at the foot of the bed that she'd poured another unknown liquid into (it was grey-tinted but that was about all they could make out. She drew a wet line down Baelor's wrist, then another along the inside of his forearm.
She murmured under her breath, nothing in the common tongue. An ancient language only she seemed to know. Valarr couldn't make any sense of them, but his skin prickled at their sound nonetheless.
She pressed her palm, very lightly, against Baelor's breastbone. "Breathe," she told him. It was a command, but a light one, like she was coaxing him into it. Like she'd commanded Dunk, years ago, with blood in his mouth and death close enough to taste.
Baelor's breath hitched.
Egg's eyes went wide, and he looked to Dunk, who didn't seem all that surprised. Just hopeful. Valarr leaned forward on his feet and stopped himself from approaching his father with visible effort.
She closed her eyes. Her brow knit in concentration. Her hand moved to the side of his father's neck where the pulse lived. The flame of the lantern dipped.
"It's time to return." She whispered, meant only for Baelor. "It doesn't have to be all the way. Just enough." She paused again before continuing, quieter now. "Your son is waiting."
Her fingers of her right hand slid to the bandage at the back of his skull while her left hand picked herbs from her satchel. She slid the greens into the Prince's mouth with little fuss, and he swallowed them down on his own.
The maester wasn't looking at the witch but at his prince's face, desperate and helpless. "Father above," he whispered so that only those closest to him could hear. Dunk and Egg. "Mother, have mercy. Warrior, lend him strength..."
She could not hear the prayer, and it wasn't meant as a weapon, but Dunk watched as the witch's fingers tightened into a fist. A faint hiss escaped her teeth.
It wasn't in pain per se, but rather irritation, like how one might act when a mosquito flies too close and draws blood. The skin above the veins in her hands flushed red as if her blood began to boil.
Egg didn't notice, but Valarr certainly did. "What-?" His breath caught.
The witch looked over her shoulder, searching for the cause of her irritation. She looked past them, trying to keep her attention tethered to Baelor and not the sour sting crawling under her skin. "Pray in your mind... or better yet, go outside," she said, words clipped.
The maester faltered mid-prayer, startled more by her tone than anything else. "I am praying for the prince," he stammered, defensive and ashamed all at once. "Not against you."
Dunk swallowed, he had seen this before when he'd run into the witch sometime ago. Intent mattered. He'd watched her burn worse when men and women alike prayed at her, not for someone. When the faith was a blade, and she was the target.
Despite the fear being for Baelor and not of her, it still scraped because, despite what people liked to hope, their gods were not merciful. And they had no love for her.
The witch flexed her hand once, shaking off the nettle sting. "I'm aware. But your gods don't like me, and they'll take any chance to strike me even if you don't mean to. If you must pray, please specify that they do not harm me. That would be much appreciated."
The maester's lips pressed together at her words. He looked torn between indignation and desperation. "Why?" He demanded, and truthfully, Valarr wished to know as well. "If you do good, with your... abilities. If you truly mean to save him, why would the Seven-?"
"Because I'm not one of theirs, and if you wish for the truth?" She said, looking at them fully now. "Fate has decided that Baelor should die today. They don't like that I've made a habit of disagreeing, or actively fighting back." The red on her skin had faded now, and she seemed more comfortable.
They had nothing to say to that. Fate has decided...
The maester continued to pray quietly, but must have heeded her words because she didn't respond like before.
Her fingers hovered at the back of Baelor's head again. She did not touch, but she held her palm there. Baelor's chest rose.
Then rose again, smoother than the last.
You shifted your stance, bracing yourself, and then you began the real work. Murmuring those old words again, tracing invisible lines over Baelor's throat and brow, forcefully anchoring his breath.
"Now," you murmured, "Stay." The words landed heavily in the same space. Egg swallowed hard, and Valarr's nails dug into his palms.
Baelor's chest rose steadier yet, like he'd settled into sleep instead of death. Your hands slowed, and your lips moved one last time. Then you lifted your fingers up through the air as though you were closing an unseen door.
She sat back on her heels inside the chalk circle, and nothing happened. There was no sudden gasp, or opening of eyes, and certainly no sudden miracles.
Egg let out a thin breath that sounded like it might've been trapped in him for hours. "Is... is it done?" He whispered.
You didn't answer straight away. You were staring down at your hands as if they belonged to someone else. You flexed your hands, once, slow and then placed the palm against the earth, grounding yourself like you'd told Dunk to do long ago.
"It's done, "she said at last, voice flat with fatigue. "Now we wait."
The maester's hand hovered uselessly over his kit. "If the swelling-"
"Will settle," she cut in "If you stop jostling him like a sack of grain. Keep him dim. Keep him quiet. Let him sleep. You'll know within a few hours if the thread holds."
"Hours." Egg repeated, maybe he could bargain with time by saying the word.
You reached into your pouch and drew out a bundle wrapped in cloth. You loosened it and spilled its contents onto the ground. Bones, all kinds of bones, and a set of worn cards with edges softened by use, their faces marked with inked figures.
"I can look," you offered, as if you were speaking of checking the weather. "Bones and cards. But it won't change what's been decided. It will tell us which way the wind is blowing."
Valarr stepped forward as you gestured for him. As Baelor's son, he should be the one present. He stared at the bone as if they might bite. "You can... see the future."
"I can talk to the wind, I can see auras, I can read the cards and the bones to see what is possible. The paths. Visions of the future come more rarely, even if I do know the gist of what is to happen."
She lifted one of the cards, pinched it between two fingers, and for a moment Dunk saw her blink, once, twice, like a woman trying to fight sleep. Her face tightened with confusion.
She held the card closer to the lanternlight.
Egg leaned in, curiosity fighting fear. "What does it say?"
The witch stared at the card as if the ink had shifted without looking. "It says..." she paused before she brought the lantern closer, and realisation settled on her features. "Ah, it says what it has always said."
The men looked between each other, somewhat confused. She looked from the card before lifting the herbs next to her to the light, fingers brushing over the more colourful flowers attached to them. Then, she looked up towards, the tapestry hung on the wall. The intricate weaves. The colours. She hummed, nodding to herself as if taking stock of her surroundings like they were brand new.
"There's no need to worry yet. It's my own affliction that is confusing me, not the prince's."
Dunk's stomach tightened, because he'd recognised that look. He'd seen it once before, when you'd saved him and gingerly reached for the campfire like it was a stray dog that might bite. Back then he'd thought you were only tired, now he thinks he knows better.
"Come closer, Prince," you said, and Valarr obeyed at once, sitting in front of you as you gestured his down.
You turned to your bones first, forsaking the cards. They gathered in your palm, warming with your breath as you whispered into them. You cast them onto the cloth.
They clicked as they fell, the sound too loud in a tent too quiet.
You leaned in and studied the way they'd landed. Valarr watched your face with intent as you hummed, turning back to your cards once more.
You spread them out in a neat arch, you held your hand out over them in demonstration. "You are his closest blood, so it will be more accurate if you do this part." Valarr's spine straightened with your words. "Hold out your hand like so." He hovered his hand over the cards, and you placed yours over his. Your touch was ice cold despite the heat in the tent. "Now, you will move your hand over the cards. The relevant cards will move on their own."
Gingerly, he did as he was told. Palm flat over the cards, he moved it slowly and watched with awe as cards nudged towards you from the neat arch you had laid them.
You lifted your hand away at last and gestured towards the bones. "Three of them are strong. One is weak." Your gaze flicked up to Valarr's eyes. "That's good odds for living."
Then you turned the first card, the second and the third.
A figure inked in black stood upright, arms raised as if holding up a roof. The second card showed water, dark and contained. The third was a wheel. You stared for a long moment, then nodded, a short decisive motion that made Egg's shoulders sag with sudden, shaky relief.
"He wakes."
Valarr's whole body went taught, as if someone yanked a string through his limbs. "When?" He demanded, too quickly, too hungry.
You didn't snap at him for it like Dunk thought you would've. You looked back to Baelor and spoke with the same blunt certainty you'd used when you'd told him to breath. "Not tonight. Tomorrow perhaps. The bones say it will be sooner rather than later." You fiddled with a few of the pieces. "Long before the sun reaches its peak in the sky, soon after the it rises in the east."
"He'll be...him?" Egg asked, they knew what magic could do to one's soul if used incorrectly.
"He'll be him," you confirmed. You drew another card from the arch and observed its contents. "He'll have headaches. Bad ones, some days. And if he is too stressed or angry, his body may seize." Your gaze cut to the maester. "Turn him on his side. Clear his mouth. Don't put a spoon between his teeth like fools. Let it pass. They will not kill him."
The maester blinked, and despite his previous disdain he absorbed the knowledge readily. "Treatable," he said, like he was tasting the concept.
Valarr swallowed. "No graver affliction?" He asked, voice small like a young boy's.
You shook your head. "I have seen blindness after my work, Paralysis. But the cards preempted those issues then. If they do not speak of it now, it will not become a problem."
Dunk's knees threatened to give, relief hitting him like a blow. He braced a hand on the bedpost to stay upright. For a moment, no one spoke but then Valarr looked up at you, and duty returned to his face like armour sliding into place.
"What do you want?" he asked. "For payment. If he wakes up, we will give you anything. Truly."
The maester's head jerked up, and Egg went still. Dunk knew they had nothing to worry about, you had never asked for payment before. Ypu didn't even glance at them. You looked at Baelor, then your face twisted in something like weary amusement.
Men and their payments.
"I want you to keep him alive," you said. "This man will be king and he will be a great one. He will be respected but he will also be loved. He will do many great things."
Valarr blinked. "That's-" he faltered, searching for the proper words. "That's not payment."
"It is to me," you replied, simply.
"But-" He swallowed again. "Gold. Land. Protection. A vow. Anything. Name it."
You leaned back on your hands. "I will stay," you said simply. "To ensure his care...After that, you owe me nothing." You added a shrug on the end as if the deal had already been made.
Valarr's eyes narrowed, not in suspicion of you, but in suspicion of the world. Magic of this kind did not come without cost. Of all the things he'd been taught, that was a certainty like a statue.
"Nothing?" he repeated. "That's not-" Possible, he stopped. His gaze slid over you, the way you held yourself too still, the faint tremor you hid. His eyes dropped to your cards, then the fire which you'd kept glancing at when you thought no one was looking.
"You..." Valarr began, voice rough. Dunk felt it, the moment the thought finally found Valarr and settled behind his eyes. If the debt was paid, and no one else had paid it... then-
"You paid it."
You hummed quietly, and your fingers gathered the bones and the cards around you.
His throat bobbed. "What did it cost?"
You didn't answer immediately. Not because you couldn't, but because saying it out loud always made it real in a way you preferred to avoid. Your fingers paused over the bones and then resumed your careful gathering.
"Enough," you said, voice tired.
Valarr's jaw tightened. "That isn't an answer."
You looked up them, and the lanternlight caught your eyes. Dunk saw it clearly now, how your gaze didn't settle on the bright things in the pavilion the way others might. Earlier, you were taking in the shapes and edges. The card you'd held when you got confused held intricate colours, in the dim lighting even Dunk could see that from his distance. It was one of the few reasons he was able to discern what it depicted.
It was strange that you couldn't, you'd had to bring the lantern to it to figure out which card it was.
"What colour is the tapestry?" His voice came unbidden, you'd looked at earlier in your confusion. You'd analysed it carefully.
You blinked once, slow. "I can see it. I can't see what colour it is."
Dunk swallowed. "You could," he said. "You could see colours earlier."
"A few hours ago, yes." You agreed. Your mouth twitched with what might be humour.
Valarr's hands curled at his sides. "So that's what it cost. You paid with-"
"With a piece," you finished for him. "A sliver of my soul. Pieces can be given to hold the door open for those who have lost their way."
Egg hugged himself. "Why would you do that?"
You looked at them again. "Because fate takes," you said. "It takes the good in the world and leaves the rest as a lesson. I've never been fond of such lessons. Besides, what is the importance of colour? Compared to the magnificence of a future King?"
Valarr stared at you, as if seeing you for the first time. "And when there is nothing left?" He asked.
You shrugged casually. "Then I die," you said. "I will have given myself away one threat at a time."
The prince edged forward, hands fisting and unfisting at his side. "Tell me how to repay you," he said, voice strained. "Tell me what to give so you don't have to keep-"
You shook your head once. "There is nothing to replace what has been lost. It cannot be made right. But perhaps there is one small thing you can do." Valarr looked up at you as you extended the olive branch. "I will stay to tend to Prince Baelor. I would appreciate if you men refrained from calling me a monster and trying to make your gods strike me harder than they already have."
Valarr's jaw tightened. "No one will touch you," he promised with steel. He knew his father would agree, he would be grateful that you saved his life magic or not because you'd done it selflessly and Baelor had always appreciated acts of selflessness.
You nodded, as if considering the way you'd considered his aura. "Good."
"Now," you said briskly, as if you hadn’t just confessed your own slow death, "sit with him. Quietly. If he stirs, don’t crowd him. If he seizes, don’t panic. If the maester starts bleeding him because he doesn’t know what else to do, stop him."
The maester bristled faintly, but you only chuckled at his ire. Valarr's voice cracked despite him. "And you?" He asked. "Are you- are you alright?"
Other than giving away part of your soul, predicament.
You paused, before your expression softened into a grateful smile, something kind and gentle. "I will be."
Morning came slowly.
The pavilion was dim by design, the flap kept mostly shut so the sun could not stab its spears of light inside. Still, it crept in around the seams, pale in the early hour, turning everything into soft shapes. The camp was waking as well, muffled bootsteps, a horse snorting nearby, distant voices trying to speak quietly and failing.
Valarr had not slept. Not properly. He'd sat with his back to a tent pole until the ache in his back became familiar, his thoughts became sludge several times throughout the night before he forced them to sharpen. He counted his father's breaths like a prayer.
Now it was just the three of them in the Pavilion. You and Valarr. The maester had been sent away at dawn, 'to fetch fresh water,' Valarr had said, and the man had gone with a stiff nod. Dunk had been ordered to get something to eat, and Egg had been peeled away only after he fell asleep sitting upright, head lolling against a bedpost like a little doll with its strings cut.
Valarr remained, as did you.
You were turning something over in your fingers, a little charm made of twine and bone. You rolled it as if doing so helped keep you tethered.
"You can listen to the wind, you can see auras. What else can you do?" Valarr asked quietly.
You didn't look up. "Plenty."
"That's not an answer," he muttered, and even exhausted, he couldn't quite keep the princely edge from his voice.
Valarr shifted, wincing as pins and needles bit his legs. “You said you can see auras,” he said. “You can talk to the wind. You can read bones and cards.”
You watched Baelor's chest rise and fall before you answered. "Sometimes," you said, "things people have carried for a long time tend to carry them back."
Valarr frowned, "That's a riddle."
"It's true," you corrected, and your eyes slid over him in that quiet, measuring way. "Give me something of yours. Something you've had for a while."
His brows drew together. "Why?"
"You asked what else I could do?" She parried with a mischievous smile. "And because you'll understand the so-called riddle."
Valarr hesitated, then reached down toward his belt. He moved carefully, and his fingers found a small buckle hidden beneath his doublet, old and worn at the edges. Not steel.
He held it in his palm for a moment before offering it to you.
"It was on my first belt," he said. "When I was little. My mother had it made." His voice softened.
Your fingers closed around the buckle, and the change was small but unmistakable. Your thumb traced the carved vine, guiding you somewhere.
"Sunlight," You finally spoke. "Through light curtains." Your voice was quiet, as though you didn't want to disturb what you were seeing. "A chamber that smells of beeswax and... oranges. Someone is humming." You paused, brow creasing with faint surprise.
"You're laughing. You're-" Your eyes flicked under your lids like tracking a moving thing. "You've got the belt on wrong. Twice around your waist. You speak of being ready to be a knight already. You're about two feet tall."
Valarr's lips parted, and let out a soft breath that was almost a laugh. "I did," he said, voice warm with recognition. He'd forgotten about that. "Gods, I did that."
You nodded, still half in the memory. "She kneels before you," he said, and for a heartbeat, your tone gentled. "Because you're small, proud, and won't ask for help." Your thumb stilled on the buckle. "Her hands are quick, though her nails are bitten. She smells like rosewater." A wide smile came to your face at the feeling of maternal care, it was bright. Like you were experiencing warmth for the first time. Your own mother had never cared for you in such away, especially not after discovering what you were capable of.
You continued, voice low. "She says-" You paused. "You'll be tall one day. But you'll always be my boy."
Valarr's breath left him slowly. He stared at the buckle in your fingers like it had just given him his mother back for a moment. Not just her life. Her voice, her smile. Alive and ordinary.
You blinked again, and your gaze returned fully to the tent, to Valarr's face. You held the buckle a moment longer, then extended it back to him
"Thank you," you said simply.
Valarr took it carefully, reverent without meaning to be. "For what?" he asked.
"For sharing her with me," you replied. "Even if you didn't mean to." Your mouth curved again, small and sincere. "Memories are sacred. People guard them. They lose them. You let me hold one."
Valarr swallowed, the buckle warm in his palm from your touch. "I had lost it. It felt like remembering properly."
"Yes," you murmured. Then, after a beat, you added, almost gently, "Your mother was beautiful."
Valarr's eyes stung. He didn't look away this time.
"She was," he said, voice rough with gratitude. "She really was."
You nodded, and it settled something inside you.
And then Baelor made a small wet sound in his throat. Valarr's head snapped toward the bed. Baelor's fingers twitched beneath the blanket, and you both sharpened to attention.
Every muscle in Valarr's body was braced. Baelor's lips parted and a breath dragged in deeper than either of you had heard from him all night.
Valarr swallowed loudly. "Father?" he whispered.
Baelor twitched stronger this time. The hand nearest the edge of the blanket flexed as if searching for something to hold. His brow pinched in the faintest grimace.
Pain, Valarr realised. But pain arrived with waking. You were already rummaging around your bag for some pain relief for the prince when his lashes fluttered.
He hovered in place, trembling like a man caught at the edge of a cliff. You lifted one hand, palm outward, a quiet signal for patience.
Baelor's eyes opened. They were half-lidded and unfocused, like he was surfacing from deep water, but his gaze was searching across the tent.
His mouth moved, and no sound came at first. He swallowed and tied again.
"W-" he rasped, voice rough. "Where..."
Valarr's chest tightened so hard it hurt. "You're safe," he said quickly, too quickly. "You're safe, Father. It's me. I'm here."
Baelor searched until his eyes snagged on his son's face. Recognition didn't bloom all at once. It struggled through the fog and then, like a door finally finding its latch, it caught.
"Valarr," Baelor breathed.
Valarr's eyes burned again. He nodded hard. "Yes," he whispered. "Yes. I'm here."
The crown prince tried to lift his head and immediately winced. Instinctively, his hand rose towards the back of his skull, searching for the damage.
You moved just enough to intercept. Catching his wrist with the gentlest pressure and guiding the hand back down to the blanket.
"No, my prince," you spoke, close and steady. "Leave it and breathe."
Baelor's gaze moved to the sound of your voice. He stared at you, trying to piece together the wreckage that was your mind. His brow furrowed.
"Who...?" He managed, and the word broke apart around the edges.
"A friend," Valarr said, voice thick. He swallowed and tried again, softer. "She saved you."
Baelor's eyes lingered on you, then his gaze drifted to the crow that was now perched above him. It clicked its beak and cawed loudly.
His lips twitched, a small smile. "A... crow." he rasped like it was the strangest thing in the world.
Valarr almost laughed and cried at one. "Yes. Yes, a crow."
"Sorry. He can get excited." You added looking up at the bird.
The elder prince suddenly looked exhausted. Waking must have taken everything he had. His voice came again, fainter now. "My head..."
"It must hurt. I can remedy that." You said matter-of-factly. "You were struck hard but you're going to be okay."
"Maekar. He must be worried." He whispered.
Of all things Baelor could have reached for in the fog, he reached for his brother. Even now.
"He is," Valarr said quietly. He glanced at you and then back to his father. "He's... he's beside himself."
Baelor's brow furrowed in confusion. "I remember him hitting me. He was trying to get to Aerion."
Valarr nodded once, and despite his anger at his Uncle, he spoke honestly. "He didn't intend-"
"I know," Baelor breathed, and the certainty in it was astounding. "He didn't mean for this."
Forgiveness offered before anyone had even asked for it. Baelor truly was unchanged.
You stepped forward with a small vial. "This will help," you said softly, holding it to Baelor's mouth. "For the pain. It won't steal your mind the way poppy does."
Baelor's eyes flicked to you, still dazed, but he drank when you pushed your hand forward.
Valarr watched the way his father's breathing remained even.
Alive. Alive.
Baelor exhaled, long and slow. "Thank you," and the gratitude in it wasn't courtly, but honest and true.
You inclined your head. "Rest," you replied, like it was the only thanks you would accept.
Baelor’s eyes closed, not in collapse this time, but in surrender to healing. His breathing stayed steady, no wet hitch, no faltering thread, just sleep taking him gently.
Silence settled in the pavilion.
Valarr sat very still, listening to his father’s breaths until he could trust them. Only then did he turn his head toward you.
You were gathering your things again, cards stacked, bones wrapped, the little twine charm rolled between your fingers as if it anchored you. The way you moved was careful, economical, like someone who had learned not to waste anything... not even motion.
Valarr stared at you for a long moment. Then he stood, slowly, as if he was afraid to disturb the air.
"I don’t know how to say it properly," he said, voice low. "I’ve been taught manners and gratitude and a hundred pretty phrases that mean nothing when you've-" He faltered, then forced the words through. "When you gave up part of yourself for him."
You didn’t look up. “Don’t make it into worship, prince.”
“I’m not,” Valarr said quickly. His voice roughened. “I’m-” He swallowed. “I’m thanking you.”
You paused, just a fraction. Your fingers stilled on the cloth bundle. Valarr exhaled shakily. “He spoke Maekar’s name first,” he said, almost to himself. Wonder and heartbreak tangled together. “Even after… even after what happened.”
“That’s who he is,” you murmured.
Valarr nodded. “That’s why it mattered.” He took another breath, steadier now. “Maekar thinks he’s killed him.”
You hummed, quiet. "Then you should go and end that misery before it festers."
Valarr’s jaw tightened. "I will." His gaze flicked to his father’s sleeping form, then back to you. "But-" He hesitated, and his cheeks warmed. "When he’s more awake... when he understands what happened... he’ll want to thank you himself."
You snorted softly, humourless. "Kings and princes always want to thank with gold and promises."
"He’ll want more than that," Valarr said, and there was certainty in it now, born of knowing his father. "He’ll want to keep you close." He looked away briefly, embarrassed by how it sounded. "Not as a... not as a prisoner. As protection. As honour. As-"
You seemed to understand. For a moment you almost look caught out, like someone who's spent a lifetime slipping through the cracks and had forgotten what it felt like to be offered a door.
"That's dangerous," you said.
Valarr met your gaze. "So is letting you vanish back into the woods after what you've done," he replied, voice firm. "Many saw you come enter the camp with us, they know why you've come. Once they discover that Baelor has survived such an injury, they might come hunting.
Valarr's fingers curled around the old buckle in his palm. "I won't force you, and I won't allow anyone else to either," he said. "But... if he asks, will you at least hear him?"
"I’ll stay until I’m sure he’s steady," you said at last. "That was my word."
Valarr’s throat bobbed. "And after?"
You looked back at him, eyes that saw the world in shape and shadow now, but still saw people with unnerving clarity. "After," you said, "we’ll see what the wind says."
Valarr nodded, accepting that as the closest thing to a promise you would give. He stepped carefully around the chalk line, stopping at its edge like a man respecting a border. Then he bowed sincerely.
"Thank you," he said again, and this time the words didn’t shake. "Truly."
Your mouth curved, faint and tired. "Go," you told him. "Before your uncle makes himself sick with guilt."
Valarr turned toward the pavilion flap, hand already reaching for it, then paused and glanced back once.
Baelor slept on. Alive.
And you sat beside him in the dim, a witch in a prince’s tent, having given him a piece of her soul to ensure his survival.
Valarr swallowed, steadying himself with that sight, and slipped out into the waking camp to go find Maekar, and end one brother’s torment with a simple, impossible truth.
He lives.
Boy oh boy, I am churning these out. The creative juices are flowing. My boy Valarr, I love him with all my heart, and obviously I had to write Baelor surviving cause we all know he would've been the best Targaryen king.
Summary: Valarr Targaryen was born of focus. Until he spots a quiet noble lady in the stands and immediately forgets how to be normal. He finds her name, tries (poorly) to stop staring, and spends an entire feast planning how not to overwhelm her. By morning, he's engineered a fool-proof plan to encounter her, fumbles the opening line, makes her laugh anyway, and walks away grinning like he's won the whole tourney.
Notes: Reader is shy but not meek or a pushover. She's just not comfortable around people she doesn't know. She could be read as being on the autism spectrum but I didn't go into detail on this, might do that if someone asked me to in a later part.
Under regular circumstances, you wouldn't have made an appearance at the Tourney. Though you suppose searching for marriage prospects is a special occasion. Many would claim it is the grand centrepiece of a young noble girl's transition into womanhood, but for you, it had always been nothing less than daunting.
It was not for lack of options, your house was well-known, well-funded and well-liked, and this called for many, many suitors. Rather, the predicament seemed to revolve around your disposition.
In the past, many had seen your nature to be one of disinterest, though you yourself preferred the term 'shyness'. You struggled to make eye contact with those you did not know and had to actively remind yourself to try and maintain it. Though you did not stutter when you spoke with new people your nerves meant that answers could fall short of what men expected from a woman from such an esteemed house.
That is, if they were interested in your character at all, you'd found that many men only vied for your hand in order to get their hands on the abundance of your house's wealth and lands.
To put it plainly, you were quiet.
Your family never saw the issue with this, though in truth, they did not see the problem. See, your anxieties only affected you around those you did not know. You could speak just fine for hours when you held a connection to whoever you were talking to, but as soon as a stranger entered the picture, your chatterbox nature simply faded away.
Your father hoped to find a suitable match for you at the tourney, someone who could understand your nature and who was not cruel. He would remind you often that you didn't need to love your match, as long as you felt comfortable living alongside them would be enough.
Your attention had been fixed on the field below, where squires hurried between restless horses and armoured men with the brisk, purposeful movements of those long accustomed to tourney days. The lists were nearly ready. House banners snapped overhead in the wind, and the smell of trampled grass, dust, and horse sweat hung thick in the afternoon air.
It was loud enough, busy enough, that it gave you something to look at besides the nobles packed around you. Which, for a time, was a mercy.
You sat beside your father in the nobility section, hands folded tightly in your lap, and tried to keep your face composed as more lords and ladies took their places. The royal section sat nearby, and every new arrival only seemed to make the space feel smaller. Prince Baelor sat proudly as he watched his eldest son ride onto the field.
Your father spoke to you now and again, gesturing towards a man cloaked in green, low enough that no one else might hear. "That is Lord Rowan's second son. The Hightower boy has a temper, if the stories are true." Another pause, as a knight in polished plate was helped into the saddle below. "And there, the Prince."
You followed his gaze before you could stop yourself. Prince Valarr sat astride a dark horse near the edge of the lists, helm tucked beneath one arm while a squire made some final adjustment to the strap at his vambrace. Even at a distance, there was something unmistakably princely in the way he carried himself, upright, still, self-possessed.
"Do not turn too quickly," your father said, his voice so mild it might have been a remark on the weather.
Your fingers tightened over one another. "What is it?" He did not look at you. His gaze remained fixed on the field. "The prince has been looking this way."
For a moment, you thought he meant some other prince, some other direction, some other girl.
"Prince Valarr?" you asked, voice barely above a whisper.
"Mm." Your father's expression did not change, but you knew him well enough to hear the note of attention. "More than once."
Heat rose to your face so quickly you had to turn your head away. "He is not looking at us, surely," you said, and hated how uncertain you sounded. The royalty box was so close he could easily be looking for his father's gaze. Besides, he was probably too far away to truly be able to pick apart those in the audience.
Most men did not concern themselves with quiet girls tucked among the nobility. If his gaze had swept your row, it was by chance alone, toward your father, perhaps.
"Perhaps not," your father said. There was no comfort to be found there.
Below, a herald's voice rang across the grounds, announcing titles to a swell of cheers. You fixed your eyes on the lists and tried to breathe through the tightness in your chest. It was foolish to be so rattled by a thing you had not even seen for yourself.
You would not look, you told yourself. That promise lasted all but three seconds.
When you lifted your eyes, it was meant to be quick, discreet, no more than a glance toward the field. Besides, even if the prince was looking this way, it was such a distance that he would not see your eyes turned to him; there were so many people around you, he couldn't possibly assume you were looking at him.
Instead, your gaze found him at once. Prince Valarr was no longer speaking to his squire. The strap at his arm had been fastened, his reins gathered, his posture set for the lists, and still he was looking intently up into the stands.
He did not smile. There was nothing mocking in his expression, nothing of the easy arrogance some noblemen and royalty wore like perfume. If anything, he looked startled in the strangest way, as though his attention had fixed where he had not meant it to, and he could not quite pull it free.
"Father-"
"Composure," he murmured, not unkindly.
You nodded, though your pulse had begun to pound so hard you could feel it in your throat. Around you, the stands had grown louder, the crowd sensing the start of the tilt. Somewhere to your left, ladies were already whispering behind their hands, though whether about the prince or some other matter, you could not tell.
When your eyes lifted, Prince Valarr was settling his helm at last, the steel catching hard in the sunlight. His horse stamped once, impatient.
The herald called his name, and the crowd answered with a mighty roar for the Young Prince.
He should have turned fully to the lists then. He should have fixed his attention on the knight across from him, on the lance being brought to hand, on the pass ahead.
Instead, before the horn sounded, he looked up toward the nobility seats one last time.
Valarr had ridden in a dozen processions before crowds no smaller than this one, and he had long since learned how to wear attention as if it weighed nothing. As the heir of the heir, it was expected of him.
At tourneys, especially, eyes tended to follow him wherever he went. Sons of noble houses measuring him up, knights judging his seat in the saddle, and noble ladies whispering to one another, pretending not to stare. He knew how to sit straight beneath it, how to keep his expression composed. That didn't mean he took any true enjoyment in the attention.
His horse shifted beneath him, restless with the noise and motion. Valarr steadied the reins with one gloved hand while his squire fastened the strap at his vambrace.
Around him, the field was steadily descending into some form of organised chaos, squires were running amok, and the smallfolk were shouting for their favourites from the fences. He heard none of it clearly. His attention had fixed itself elsewhere.
At first, he had only looked because the seats sat close to the royal section, and his gaze had drifted towards his father. It was nothing more than a habit, some passing inventory of colours and houses. His attention had snagged on one person in particular. She was not the most extravagantly dressed, but that did not take from her comely appearance. In fact, it very well may have amplified it in his eyes. Valarr was often dissuaded by the acts and appearances of other nobles, much like his father; he was not fond of those who flaunted their wealth through their materialism.
The lady sat with her hands neatly folded in her lap beside an older lord, her father, if he hazarded a guess. She carried herself with such careful stillness that it caught his eye at once in the crowd of excited nobility. While others leaned close to gossip or to access a better view of the lists, she seemed to be trying with all her might to take up as little space as possible.
Yet he could not seem to look away.
Her expression held no courtly ease or excessive invitation. There was nothing practised about her features, something he had learned to spot at court as a young boy. She looked toward the field as if anchoring herself to it; perhaps the movement below gave her some shelter from the crowd around her. She was particularly focused on the horses; perhaps she held a liking for them?
Valarr did not know why that struck him so sharply, only that it did, and it shouldn't have mattered so deeply.
"My prince." He blinked out of his reverie and looked down at his squire. He was finished with his strap and was waiting, lance not yet in hand, clearly uncertain whether to speak again.
Valarr simply gave a short nod, more to dismiss him than to answer. Instinctively, he looked back up before he could stop himself. The lady had not yet seen him, which should have been a relief. Staring was unbecoming for a Prince, after all. Instead, he found himself with an absurd, sudden irritation of wanting to know whether she had noticed him at all.
He shifted in the saddle, waving his squire over who had collected his lance. "Who is she?" He asked, as if his squire would know whom he was speaking of naturally.
The boy glanced up to the stands, then back to him, lost in his confusion. "My prince?"
Valarr was yet to take his eyes off her. "In the nobility seats. Beside the lord in blue and silver." His voice remained even despite the impatience that had begun to edge it. "Find out her name, her house. Whatever you can."
The squire stared a half breath too long, surprise plain on his face, before he looked back to the stands, this time successfully locating the woman Valarr had described. "...At once, my prince." Valarr barely heard him take his leave.
He really should have been watching his opponent. Instead, he watched the lady in the stands lower her head as though someone beside her had spoken. Her father, most likely. He had not looked towards the Prince, but his posture had changed. It seemed he had noticed the Prince's gaze.
Valarr ran a hand down his horse's neck as she stamped her hooves impatiently. Then, the woman lifted her eyes. The distance should have blurred her and obscured her face. There was too much movement, too many people between them and yet none of it mattered. Her gaze connected with his directly, and both went still.
There were nerves in her face and surprise enough that he could see it from where he stood. He supposed that is a reasonable reaction given their predicament. She looked away first. Not playing coy or performatively. A simple desire not to maintain eye contact any longer.
Valarr reached for his helm, glancing up one last time after sliding the steel onto his head. He had no business thinking such things at a time like this. he had to focus.
And maybe show off a little, for no particular reason.
He did manage to regain his focus, in the end. Enough to avoid making a fool of himself.
By sunset, the field was all churned mud and broken lances, and Valarr had endured the cheers and the congratulations. His squire, at least, had proved useful.
He had a name now.
He repeated it once under his breath as he changed for the feast, testing the sound of it in private, and found that the sound pleased him more than it ought.
The tent at Ashford was bright with candlelight by the time he entered, loud with talk and music and the clatter of cups. Lords who had shouted themselves hoarse at the lists now laughed over wine, and ladies glittered beneath gold and silk in the heat of the room.
Valarr scarcely saw any of them. He found her near the middle tables, seated beside her father once more. If he had thought her striking from the field, dust and distance between them, then the gods were crueller than he had first suspected. Up close, there was nothing to hide behind.
Even now, amidst all the noise and candlelight, she carried that same careful composure he had noticed in the stands. Her hands rested neatly near her cup. She spoke when spoken to, but sparingly. Her gaze dipped more often than it lifted. Not submissively, but rather politely.
Once, her father leaned nearer and murmured something that made the corner of her mouth turn, not quite a smile, but near enough to one that Valarr felt the shift of it like a hand closing around his attention.
He did not mean to stare. Again. But he supposed the intent meant very little now.
He waited through the first course. Through half of the second. Through two tedious conversations with men who seemed to think recounting their sons' tilts in detail might somehow improve them. At last, when Lord Ashford rose from his place to speak with one of the stewards, Valarr took the opening and crossed the tent.
"My lord Ashford."
Ashford turned at once, surprised, then pleased. "Your Highness. I trust we serve as well as the lists did."
"You do," Valarr said politely. "You have hosted the day admirably. A worthy celebration for your daughter's nameday."
Ashford inclined his head, accepting the courtesy with visible pride. "You honor us."
Valarr let his gaze drift, carefully, as if only taking stock of the space. He did not linger overlong on her table before looking back to Ashford.
"I recognised one of the houses seated near the centre," he said, tone easy. "I know the banner, but not the lord himself as well as I ought. The one in blue and silver. You invited him, I assume?"
Ashford followed the glance and gave a small sound of understanding.
"Ah. Yes." His expression warmed at once. "A good man. We've been friends for years. Steady, fair, not given to boasting, rare enough among our sort." He named the lord, though Valarr already knew it. "One of the first invitations I sent."
Valarr nodded, as though filing away a simple courtesy.
"He seems well regarded."
"He is." Ashford's mouth twitched, amusement rising. "And if you're asking after him, you're not the first tonight."
Valarr lifted a brow. "No?"
Ashford lowered his voice a shade, the look in his eyes turning faintly wry. "His daughter has had no shortage of attention. That tends to happen when a girl is pretty, well-born, and comes with a father sensible enough not to sell her to the first smiling fool."
Valarr kept his expression neutral, though something in Ashford's phrasing settled sharply in his chest.
"Sensible enough?"
Ashford snorted. "He's here to seek a match, same as half those attending, but he's not hunting titles for sport. He wants her settled kindly. He'd sooner take a decent man with less land than a cruel one with twice the banners." That, inexplicably, pleased Valarr.
She was listening to the lady at her other side, posture attentive, though she had not yet answered. Her father said something then, low and brief, and she turned to him at once, more at ease in that single movement than she had seemed with anyone else at the table.
Ashford followed Valarr's gaze, then huffed softly through his nose.
"Some mistake her quietness for disinterest," he said. "They're wrong." Valarr looked back at him. "She's shy," Ashford went on, plainly now. "Reserved in company she doesn't know. There are men in this room who've already decided she must be proud because she doesn't chatter and simper for them." His expression soured for a heartbeat. "Most of them have spoken to her for all of three minutes."
He could picture it too easily: some grinning heir pressing too close, mistaking her silence for invitation, or else taking offense at it when she did not perform as expected.
Ashford gave a half-shrug. "Truth is, she needs time. She must first warm to people, that's all. Once she's comfortable, she's quite the speaker. More eloquent than most. But she won't force herself into easy conversation just because a man comes to her with marriage in his eyes."
Ashford's words settled into place with an ease that irritated Valarr with how quickly they made sense. A young lordling had made his way over to speak with her and was leaning too far in her direction, inflated by his own importance. She answered politely and made brief eye contact here and there, her fingers tightened around the stem of her cup. Nothing in her posture invited him to continue, and yet he did so anyway.
Valarr felt his jaw set, not with jealousy (well, maybe a little, but only because he hadn't had the chance to talk with her yet) but impatience on her behalf. It was a familiar thing, the male entitlement. His father had pointed it out to him numerous times as a child, as advice for the future. Things not to do. As a man, he would likely never fully understand, but hopefully, he wouldn't make others feel less than because of uncontrollable factors.
"They are like flies to honey." Lord Ashford followed his gaze to the Lady.
Valarr kept his voice level, though there was a hint of sadness to be found there. "And she endures it."
"That she does," Ashford answered. "Because she's well-mannered, and because others are watching. But it wears on a person, Your Highness. And despite what the other Lords may think of her quiet disposition, she is not one to simply roll over for others. I imagine it is tiring to live in that juxtaposition, between what she wishes to do and what she must do for the sake of appearance."
Valarr could see it clearly, the tightness of her shoulders paired with the way she glanced at her father as if measuring what was expected of her. He looked back at Ashford. "If time is what she needs, this tent must be the last place to approach her."
Nice one, Valarr, very inconspicuous.
The lord huffed out a laugh. "You've the right of it."
The prince hesitated, he meant to keep it as a simple courtesy. He should keep his interest quiet so that Aerion doesn't hear of it, that's the last thing he needs right now. The words rose in him all the same.
"How should one approach her," Valarr inquired, "if they wished to do it properly?" Ashford's brows lifted with amusement and then softened into something more considered. He knew better than to tease a prince, and perhaps he understood that Valarr was asking this in earnest, which was more than could be said for the rest of the buffoons at the feast.
"Gently," He finally advised. "Preferably without much of an audience. She'll speak openly when she feels safe to, but for that, she must have a feel for your character, so be honest. If you come on too boldly too early, she'll retreat."
Valarr nodded along, organising the information in his mind. "And her father? Would he take offence if a prince were to speak to his daughter?"
"Offence? No. He will take caution. He is protective, and attention from a prince can turn a girl's life upside down even without meaning to." Valarr could not argue with that. "But as long as you are respectful, he'll give you room."
Okay, he could do this. He's done harder things... maybe.
Valarr's gaze drifted toward the royal table this time. Daeron was away in his cups again. His father and uncle were the only ones who sat at the table. Aerion had chosen to eat alone, not wanting to sit with the mongrels, as he'd put it.
His father sat at ease but his eyes swept the hall... and caught his son looking. Baelor's brows rose slightly, then, with the smallest turn of his mouth, more a knowing curve than a smile, he inclined his head toward Valarr, a silent question.
The young prince felt heat rise beneath his collar and was faintly annoyed at how easily his father could see through him. He excused himself from Lord Ashford with a quick thanks and a courteous nod before crossing to the Royal table. He was careful to move as though he'd always intended it, but in truth his mind was stuck thinking of only one thing.
Mercifully, his father waiting until he was within the shelter of the table before he spoke. "You rode well, even with your mind wandering."
"My mind did not wander, father." Valarr would later swear on the Seven that he did not roll his eyes like a child that did not get their way.
Baelor hummed, completely unconviced, and took a slow drink of wine. "If you say so." Valarr stayed quiet, refusing the tease. He would not be dragged into boyish fluster with half the Realm in earshot. "Lord Ashford looked pleased with you. Did you praise his daughter's nameday, or interrogate him about his guests?"
Valarr met his father's eyes. There was only quiet amusement to be found in them; he had always been observant, especially when it came to his boys. One of his more infuriating qualities, Valarr decided in that moment.
"I spoke with him," Valarr said evenly.
"And?" Baelor asked, gesturing his right hand outwards.
The young prince's jaw tightened before he spoke, quieter now. "He says she is shy and doesn't take well to the usual sort of attention."
"A fair and sensible trait to have." Baelor nodded his head.
His fingers curled once against the edge of the table. "Men keep pressing themselves upon her as if pestering is a virtue."
His father regarded him for a long moment. "That displeases you."
"It is unseemly." Valarr stated firmly.
The elder prince's eyes warmed. "Yes, it is. Though, you seem to be considering your options to rectify it." There was no accusation in Baelor's tone, only a kind of gentle, knowing prodding that would've been unbearable had it come from anyone else. "You look as though you're weighing a campaign."
He let out a slow breath through his nose. "I am weighing how to speak to her without making her wish herself back in the stands."
"If she is as Ashford says, then do not make a spectacle of it. That is not your nature anyway. She won't be won by grand gestures." Valarr's throat tightened. He had heard his father speak of it before, in quieter moments: not only duty but the rare, stubborn hope of finding one who makes their world feel less like a board of carved pieces.
The one, Baelor had called it once, with a softness that had made Valarr look away, for he knew the man was thinking of his late wife.
"You have always spoken as if such a thing is real, a match made from interest." Valarr said, and could not keep the faint edge from his tone.
Baelor's smile was small. "It is. Rarely. And not always kindly. But yes, it can be found. Once you do find it, you must take it with both hands and don't let go for anything."
Valarr did not know this girl who had caught his eye, not truly. But it seems that something in him had stubbornly decided that this was not acceptable, that he at least needed to try even if nothing would come from it.
"Then I will speak to her properly, as a man with honour should." Baelor inclined his head, a wordless permission.
His mind was already moving, assembling pieces. A crowded tent simply would not do.
He would probably have to catch her outside, with a chaperone near enough to satisfy propriety but far enough to allow breath. She seemed like the type of woman who would enjoy stargazing or a simple wander to catch some air. He smoothed his sleeve once as if the motion could settle the restless energy in him.
The light of the morning came cool and pale, the kind of chill that made breath visible. The camp was quieter than it had been the night previously, at such an early time the drunken lords from the previous night are still sleeping off their cups.
Valarr dressed without fuss, no heavy riding armour yet, only soft apparel fit for a prince of the realm. His two-toned hair was faintly damp when he stepped from his lodgings, and the air woke him more sharply.
A single guard shadowed him at a respectful distance as he walked as if he had nowhere in particular to be, greeting a knight here and there. He paused by the practice yard long enough to seem purposeful.
In truth, he was hunting for a coincidence. He'd heard it from a squire the night before as idle chatter that she likes to take early morning walks to help her breathe. It wasn't meant to be significant but the prince had taken it as instruction.
He walked the paths on the edges of the camp where the paths were widest but kept his pace unhurried. It took an hour before his plan came to fruition. She was coming along the path between the outer tents, a cloak pulled close to hold off the chill. A maid walked a respectful few steps behind with her hands tucked into her sleeves.
She looked less braced than she had at the feast. More alive or more herself if it were even possible for Valarr who had never spoken to the Lady before to discern that.
Calling for her across the path would be a boyish thing to do, so he simply altered his course, casual, so that their paths would meet naturally.
Perfectly innocent, he told himself.
She noticed him when he was a few metres away. Her pace faltered slightly, from shock most likely, but she did not stop entirely. She dipped into a curtsy, quick, neat and perfect. "My Prince." Her maid followed in kind.
Valarr inclined his head in return, with what he hoped was a kind smile, offering her the respect her station deserved and perhaps a little extra. "My Lady."
A beat of silence followed, only filled by the soft rustle of leaves on the wind. Valarr had rehearsed this, once or twice, in the privacy of his own thoughts. All he had to do was give a small greeting, make conversation about the weather, maybe ask about how her family was doing. Something that let her reply without pressure of being judged, especially by a prince.
Instead what left his mouth was something like this.
"I saw you yesterday." He froze as soon as the words lingered in the air. Her brows lifted as though she did not expect him to be so forward, in truth neither did he.
She did not look put off though she looked as though she might ask a nervous question. Valarr cleared his throat at once, moving as swiftly as he would have to correct poor posture in a spar. "In the stands," he added much too quickly. "I mean, I noticed you in the stands."
That did not sound any better.
He felt his ears warm beneath his hair and cursed himself silently. Then, to his immense relief, the corner of her mouth turned as if she was trying not to smile. The prince had no way of knowing but she had realised after he continued that he meant nothing by his odd words, though his haste to rectify himself amused her.
"As opposed to... where else?" She asked, softly enough that it felt like a secret. Valarr blinked, then a small smile escaped him too. "Yes," he admitted, the two of them had never met prior to this of course and she had noticed his avid attention on her. "That is fair."
Her eyes flicked up and she held his gaze for a second longer before looking to his left, though he knew there was nothing there to look at. That was another thing that struck him, she did not seem to hold eye contact. Even with her father, though she did hold it longer then.
"It's quite alright. I wished to speak to you as well," Her words were careful but sincere. Valarr perked up at their content. "To congratulate you." She continued. "You rode very well."
The praise landed strangely, not like cheers from a large crowd did or flattery offered at court. This was honest.
"Thank you, my Lady. Frankly, I had thought my focus might have faltered."
Her eyes landed back on his and there may have been the urge to retreat there but she did not fall silent. She then looked towards the stables, and her voice warmed a fraction as she spoke. "Your horse is beautiful. Well bred, I imagine."
So she does like horses, Valarr's expression softened without his permission. "She is," he agreed. "She knows it as well, which is her greatest flaw."
His words earned him a small sound, half laugh, half breath, as if she had not expected a prince to speak of a horse of all things with affection.
"You like horses." Valarr said, mostly a statement but with the option to answer as a question, to offer her an easier path.
She nodded once. "Yes. Though, I've been told I have an affinity for most animals. I would have to agree."
Valarr took the opening carefully, mindful of Ashford's counsel. "Do you ride?"
Her fingers tightened briefly at the edge of her cloak. "Sometimes," She admitted, and then with more certainty. "Not as often as I'd like."
Valarr didn't pounce on it the wat other men might've, he did not turn it into a challenge, or an offer, or a boast about what he could do to provide or fix it. He simply nodded. "I understand that, the life of a noble man, or woman, isn't always kind to private habits. Too many opinions on what others should or should not do as well." He didn't need to point out that riding wasn't always considered a 'ladylike' activity, she'd likely been told that numerous times over in her life.
When Valarr looked back at her, he met her assessing gaze. Somewhat surprised he had labelled it so plainly. Other men she'd met had pretended they did not see the pressure at all, or worse, they acted as though the pressure was a compliment.
Valarr was a prince, pressure was probably his oldest companion she thought to himself. He was the heir of the heir. He was expected to be the perfect prince by many, and he withstood this even though he was a man. Princes didn't have to play by the rules the same way princesses do, and yet Valarr seemed to play by them anyway.
Her shoulders eased a fraction and her hands loosened their grip on her cloak. The maid behind her remained a respectful distance but the Lady no longer looked as though she were bracing for a blow from the conversation alone.
"When you do ride, what do you prefer? A fast horse, or a steady one?" Valarr asked with a gentle tone.
Her eyes shifted towards the stables as if she were envisaging the horse held inside, comparing their traits. "Steady." She ultimately decided. "Fast can be thrilling, yes, but that requires trust. Steady is honest, and safer."
Valarr gazed at her side profile. "You sound as though you've already thought about it."
"I think about most things," she admitted, and there was a hint of self-consciousness in the way she spoke, as if it were a flaw she'd been teased for. The she added, quickly. "Too much, sometimes."
He shook his head once. "It isn't too much, as long as it does not tire you."
She continued her slow pace, and wordlessly Valarr followed alongside, she took a glance at him as though weighing whether he was being truthful.
After another few steps, she spoke again, voice almost casual, perhaps too casual, as if she were trying to make her voice so small it would not sting if it landed poorly. "I was... a little nervous," she told him.
"Because of me?"
Her mouth tightened faintly, and looked down at the path ahead of them. "Not of you." she said. "Not truly." There was a pause before she continued. "Rumours travel far," She went on, lighter now. "Even to those who try not to listen."
Valarr's expression went still in a way that was practiced and automatic, she glanced up at him, catching the shift, and hurried to add on before he could take offence.
"About your cousin," she did not need to specify who, Aerion. "And... Prince Daeron, as well. He was-" she hesitated, choosing her words. "-unpredictable last night."
Meaning he was acting like a drunken fool. No surprise there. Valarr's jaw tightened, not at what she was saying of course, but the truth of it. He had spent years learning how to make other people's (usually his cousins) disasters appear smaller than they were. There was no point in pretending to her now.
"You needn't dress it so kindly," he said, looking down at his shoes. "He was drunk."
She showed some surprise at his plainness. It seemed to reassure her rather than unsettle her. "And Aerion..." she added, so quietly as though simply saying the name too loudly would summon trouble. "I had only heard things but my father prefers we keep our distance from... those that might think themselves above consequence."
"A sensible preference," Valarr said grimly, recounting his interactions with his cousin. "That is wise." She looked into his eyes for longer this time. She'd expected anger or at least irritation for her words and found none. "Aerion enjoys being talked about. Rumours are a kind of worship to him, even when it is unflattering. It's best not to feed it if possible."
Her lips pressed together. "And you?"
"Me?" Valarr felt his brows raise.
She tilted her head slightly, the gesture hesitant and small but brave nonetheless. "You are of the same blood." she said carefully. "People like to pretend that blood is destiny."
Something in his chest twisted, not pain exactly but an old irritation at being compared to someone else's sins. He didn't let it show as the irritation was not truly aimed at her. She was right to be hesitant. Targaryens had a record for each generation being worse than the last, it couldn't be denied that being of the dragon's blood seemed to doom them all.
Despite all the words he wished to say he kept it simple. "It isn't. I am more like my father than my cousins."
She nodded in response. That made sense afterall, Baelor was his father. Baelor had raised him. Baelor was good.
"Truthfully, I had worried you might share their sentiments. Though, I think I was wrong." Valarr focused on the latter of her speech.
"And now?" He asked, softly.
Her cheeks warmed faintly, and she looked away so that he could not witness the redness. "Now, I can see..." She searched for the appropriate word, then decided to say the first thing that came to mind. "You are nicer."
The prince blinked, before a small startled laugh left his lips. "Nicer." It might not've been what he was expecting but he'd take it.
She looked back at him, mistaking his tone and thinking that he'd taken offence or that she had misstepped. "I only- I mean it as a compliment, My Prince. You seem... more princely."
"More princely," Valarr repeated, there was amusement in his tone but also something far softer. "Than my cousins." Who are princes, he didn't need to add.
She winced. "I should not have said that."
Valarr shook his head slowly. "No, it's alright. I prefer honestly, truly."
The tension in her shoulders eased, and she exhaled a breath she may not have realised she was holding.
"I'm glad I've been able to speak to you. I was worried I might've made you uncomfortable." She gave a small, helpless shrug that Valarr could only describe as endearing.
"You did." She stated, before raising her hand and holding her thumb and index finger a small distance apart. "About this much." She added, now smiling wider with a teasing lilt. Her smile was more open, and just for a moment it changed her whole face. Then her expression calmed. "I am glad you spoke to me as well. It's been easier than I expected."
Valarr's chest loosened at her admission. He was careful not to stride ahead in his eagerness. "I am glad." He said, and meant it.
They walked a few more steps in quiet. Valarr let the silence exist without rushing to fill it, and she did not retreat into it the way she might have earlier. That alone felt like a kind of progress.
He glanced back, subtly.
Her maid remained at a respectful distance, as a maid ought, gaze lowered and dutiful. She seemed far more relaxed now, as if a weight had been lifted from her shoulders. His guard, too, had slowed, lingering near a tent line as though he had found something of interest in the grass. Far enough away that words would blur.
He cleared his throat, suddenly aware that what he was about to ask was, by all reasonable measures, ridiculous.
"My lady," he began, then paused.
Her brows lifted slightly. "Yes?"
Valarr looked ahead at the path as though it might offer him courage. "When we are... in company," he said carefully, "it is proper that you call me my prince or Your Highness. I understand that."
She nodded once, calm, attentive.
"But-" Valarr hesitated, the smallest fracture in his composure. He recovered quickly. "But when we are not in company, when it is quiet, as it is now… would you be willing to call me by my name?"
Her steps slowed a fraction. Valarr immediately regretted the phrasing. It sounded too intimate. Too forward. Too much like a claim. Fuck, he thought to himself.
He added quickly, voice gentler, attempting to make it smaller so it would not frighten her. "Only if you wish to. Only when we are alone-" he corrected himself at once, remembering the maid behind her, the guard in the distance, propriety like a net between them. "-when we are private. When it would not put you at risk of tongues wagging."
She stopped walking entirely for a heartbeat, then took another step, slower now, as if she needed the movement to think. Valarr kept his eyes on the path, trying to give her the room to answer without feeling pinned beneath his gaze.
When she finally spoke, it was soft, almost careful. "Valarr," she said, as if trying the sound.
His name, in her voice, did something unreasonable to him. He turned his head before he meant to, and caught her looking at him, nervous, curious, gauging his reaction.
"It suits you," she added, quieter. "Better than 'my prince.' I think."
Valarr let out a breath that was almost a laugh, but not quite. "Good," he managed. "Because 'my prince' makes me feel as though I am being scolded by my father."
Her eyes widened, then she let out a small sound clearly not expecting him to say anything so... ordinary.
"It is not meant as a scolding," she said, amused now.
"I know," Valarr replied, the corner of his mouth lifting. "But it is difficult to be at ease when everyone is reminding you what you are."
The amusement in her expression softened into something thoughtful. She looked down at her hands, tucked into her cloak, then back up again with a little more courage than before.
"And what are you," she asked, quietly, "when no one is reminding you?"
Valarr felt the question land like the first touch of a hand, light, but meaningful.
For a moment he considered giving her something witty. Something princely. Instead, he answered simply.
"A man who likes a black horse too much," he said, and then, because he could not resist, "and who makes foolish plans to walk the same path as a lady who prefers the morning."
Her cheeks warmed again. She ducked her head, but the smile returned, unmistakable now.
"I thought it was a coincidence," she said, teasing.
"It was," Valarr replied smoothly. "A perfectly innocent one."
She laughed softly, and the sound was quiet enough not to carry, but it warmed him more than the morning sun ever could.
They continued walking, the path narrowing again between tents. A sleepy squire shuffled by in the opposite direction, rubbing at his eyes; Valarr offered him a brief nod, and the boy hurried past as if chased by dragons.
When they were alone again, Valarr spoke.
"And what should I call you?" he asked. "May I use your name as well?"
Her breath caught, just slightly, and her gaze flicked toward her maid behind her, then back to him.
"Yes," she said honestly. "Though only when we are in private."
Valarr's answer came quickly. "Of course." It felt like a small trust being placed into his hands, light as a feather and just as easy to harm if he grasped too tightly.
They walked a little farther with the camp slowly waking around them. Valarr kept his pace, careful not to crowd her, and careful not to look too pleased with himself.
He miserably failed at the latter.
He could feel it in the way his mouth kept threatening to curve into a smile, in the way his thoughts kept skipping ahead. She had said yes.
It was ridiculous, a tiny victory but it was also the most hope he'd felt in longer than he cared to admit.
They were nearing the point where she would inevitably have to turn back and Valarr would need to properly prepare for the day ahead. He didn't want to steal more of her morning or press to hard so he stopped briefly at the end of their walk.
Her name came from his mouth before he could hold it back. She turned to face him, expression a little shy but warm as well. "Yes, Valarr?" She asked, and the fact that she'd used his name without being prompted made his chest tighten. He hoped it didn't show.
"I should let you go. Your father must be looking for you."
"Yes. I should return."
"I am glad," Valarr said, choosing the words with care. "that you did not find me as dreadful as you feared."
Her lips parted, then her smile returned, small and genuine. "You're not dreadful at all." She said. "Perhaps, a little odd."
Valarr huffed a quiet laugh. "Odd?"
"Only a little." She smiled wider once more. "Besides, being odd is good. It makes you unique. Unforgettable."
Unforgettable. Valarr's heart skipped a few beats. That was good... right? That was promising.
"I will treasure it," He promised solemnly, to cover his true feelings, the amusement in her eyes brightened for a heartbeat. "If you walk again tomorrow morning," his tone lighter, "I will not pretend I am above another coincidence."
She nodded once. "Then perhaps... I will take the same path."
He bowed his head. "I will be grateful for my good fortune."
"Have a good day, Valarr." She finished softly.
"Have a good day," he replied and then because her maid was drawing closer. "My Lady."
She gave him one last look, then turned and continued on, cloak brushing dew from the grass.
Valarr stood where he was until she disappeared from sight. He turned to leave and touched two fingers to his mouth, as if to keep the smile from escaping too openly, he walked as if he had not just been unmade by a single conversation.
He had no way of knowing that she'd gone straight back to her private lodgings, avoiding her father completely, and that the instant she was alone she flung herself face-first into her pillow to muffle a delighted squeal while kicking her legs like a girl half her age.
Utterly and hopelessly charmed.
This might be a multiple part series.
Oscar Morgan, you have bewitched me body and soul. I've literally been working on this since seeing him for the first time. He slayed his miniscule amount of screentime and lines.
Requested: Yes, a long, long time ago by a friend who has been hounding me for months to get this done. For the record, turns out I might lowkey be bipolar and can only write when I have a hypomanic episode or am hyperfixated. The general premise of this was written with a message I received in mind.
Warnings: Sleazy lords?, Lowkey Aerion is the warning but he's toned down in this and a little OOC to make him a bit more likeable as a romance option.
Just so you guys know for some reason I write better with bullet points? (No clue how I managed to figure that one out) but I don't use them all the time unless I'm writing like a drabble or something so not all my pieces will have them, I imagine most will be written without them
The hall was far louder than the gardens had been.
Serene music swelled and fell in waves to match the flow of dancers, cups clinked, laughter rose sharp and false, and footsteps sounded from every direction.
You kept your shoulders back, chin lifted, as if noise were something you could look in the eye and make blink first. It was a convincing facade, those who knew you since you were little knew you were adverse to so much sound in one sitting. Still, for the sake of propriety, you must stand tall.
A servant had hurridley guided you to your seat, another pressed a half-full gobley into your hand. You'd set it aside untouched, fingers lingering for a moment against the cold metallic rim to mark where it was in your mind's eye.
You subtley felt for the cutlery and plate, measuring the distance between them. Then, you reached for the distance between your chair and the table just to measure how close you'd been sat and whether you would be able to stand comfortably if the need arrived.
Everything was fine. You'd done this a hundred times before and would probably do so a hundred times more. There was always something about these feasts that unsettled you.
Everything was going fine, that was until after the meal was served and men and women alike returned to dance in the opening of the room. You stood from your seat as you wished to catch some air before continuing on with the charade.
"My Lady."
The voice was oily with politeness. On the older stide, but smoother than most young knights. Full of practiced warmth of a man who'd spent his life smiling while thinking of other things.
You angled your face towards the voice, not able to pick out which of the many attendees had decided to approach you. "My Lord."
He chuckled, likely pleased that you had answered to begin with. "I must admit, I have watched you dor some time this evening."
A foolish thing to admit. A foolish thing to say to one who could not see him watching.
Regardless, you kept your expression mild. God forbid you insulted one of the King's guests. "Have you?"
"Yes, yes. And I thought..." He paused in a way that men did when they expected a woman to fill the space for them. When you did not oblige, he continued, voice dripping as if they shared a secret. "I thought it cruel, how you are left alone. Court can be a den of wolves. A lady such as yourself ought to have an arm to take.
How much you detested the way he spoke of you, as if you were in dire need of help due to your affliction. Yes, many saw it that way indeed but you had memorised these halls. You did not need anyone.
"I'm quite alright. And quite frankly I'm not alone, my Lord." You said, because it was true. There were always elese on you, kind ones occassionally such as Aegon (or Egg), Baelon, and Valarr, bored ones mostly, and hungry ones often. Even Aerion's much to the court's surprise, though only when he deigned you worthy.
The lord made an overly sympathetic sound, your skin crawled at the attempted deceit. "Forgive me, my Lady. I only meant that... well." His voice came closer. "The hall is crowded. A stumble could be disastrous for you."
Your fingers tightened around the fabric of your dress. "I manage perfectly well, though I thank you for your thoughtfulness." How desperately you wanted to escape this conversation, yet all hope seemed lost. He simply wasn't receiving the message. Or perhaps, he refused to, or just didn't care to begin with.
"I'm sure you do. But allow me, for the sake of safety."
He reached for you. You didn't see it, of course, but you felt the shift in the air, the intent. His hand settled at your wrist as though he thought it belonged there.
Not guidance. Ownership. You held very still.
Was it worth creating a scene if only to slap his hand away and then spit in his face?
You considered the opportunity very carefully, trying to discern where his face was in relation to yours.
Still, you remained polite for one last time. "That isn't necessary." It took effort not to recoil, he was close enough now that you caught the spice on his breath. Wine.
"Let go of me." You stated plainly, despite your nerves.
Instead, his fingers tightened minutely. "You've no need to be frightened. I'm a loyal man. I serve the Crown."
The Crown had many loyal men. The Crown had just as many men who used that loyalty as a cloak.
"My princess must be wondering why I have not visited her yet," You said stepping further away from the table. "If you would excuse-".
"Princess Daella will not mind." He interrupted. "Besides, you'd be safer with me than wandering about by yourself. I know these halls. I can take you wherever you need to go."
Somewhere quieter, he chose not to voice.
Somewhere no one would hear you.
Before you could answer, quick, heavy, sharp footsteps cut through the hum of the hall. The familiarity was startling.
You briefly wondered if you should warn this lord for what was surely to come.
Finally, the man's hand faltered on your wrist, loosening out of instinctive caution. Men noticed princes the way dogs noticed food.
Aerion's voice slid into the space to your right, deceptively silken as always and dangerously low. "Lord... I beg your pardon, what was your name again?"
There was a smack of lips a second later that you can only assume is the aforementioned lord trying to answer the Prince's question.
"Nevermind, I'm sure it isn't one of importance. Though I'd like to ask, what exactly is it you are doing."
The lord straightened, realising that Prince Aerion was not here for pleasantries and was quite possibly on the verge of having him hanged. "My Prince," he said, a little too fast. And what a mistake that once, showing vulnerability to Aerion Targaryen of all people. "I was merely assisting this lady. She seemed... disorientated."
Aerion did not answer immediately. Silence from him was never empty. It was a blade poised to strike. You knew better than to interrupt even on his best days.
"Remove your hand."
The lord gave a nervous laugh. "I mean no harm."
"I didn't ask what you meant."
You felt the lord's fingers slip away from your wrist, leaving a faint warmth that made your skin crawl.
Aerion moved closer, close enough that the heat of him replaced the lord's. Close enough the smell that he was wearing leather today. His anger had a scent to it, you'd decided once. It was here now.
The lord tried again, voice wobbling into ingratiation. “Your Grace, you misunderstand. I have only admiration for the lady’s… resilience. Surely you-”
Aerion cut him off with a small sound, almost a laugh. “Admiration.” He let the word linger as if tasting it. “Is that what you call it?”
“Of course,” the lord insisted. “I would never-”
Aerion’s voice went colder. “You would. You were.”
The hall around you seemed to hush. The people nearest had learned, long ago, that certain tones from Aerion meant danger. Sound shifted. The laughter a few tables away died awkwardly, replaced by forced conversation spoken too loudly.
The lord swallowed. You could hear it.
Aerion said, lightly, “Do you know what I do to wolves that forget whose flock they’re stalking?”
“My prince-”
“My Prince,” you said, and it came out more warning than plea.
You turned your face toward where his voice came from, offering him that one thing you could offer: acknowledgement.
His breathing changed. The storm did not pass, but it stalled for a second, as if it had struck a wall and decided, briefly, to circle.
He didn’t look away from the lord. You knew he didn’t. You could hear how fixed his attention was: the stillness of him, the way every word was measured.
At last Aerion spoke again, his tone turning light in the way that always meant to trick one into a false sense of security. “Go back to your table, my lord. Finish your wine. Smile for the court.” A beat. “I’ll call on you later.”
The lord made a strangled noise that might have been agreement. Then hurried footsteps retreated into the crowd, too quick to be dignified.
For a moment, Aerion remained beside you without speaking.
You could feel the fury in him, banked but not spent.
“My prince,” you repeated quietly.
His reply came low, meant for you alone. “You should have called for someone.”
“I was handling it.”
“You were being polite,” he said, with a trace of contempt that was not for you. Or maybe it was, maybe he was embarrassed he had to step in for this perceived slight. “There’s a difference.”
You turned your face toward him. “Not every slight can be answered with steel.”
Aerion’s breath brushed your temple as he leaned nearer, just enough to unsettle. “No?” he murmured. “I am a dragon. Men like him should be grateful I answer with steel and not flame.”
Then he stepped back.
“Go to Daella,” he said. “And do not leave her side again tonight.”
It was an order. It sounded, infuriatingly, like it might be concern.
You drew yourself up. “As you wish, my prince.”
His footsteps began to move away, then stopped.
Without turning back, he added, almost conversationally, “If anyone else grows bold, send for me.”
A pause.
“I do so enjoy reminding men of their place."
You learned of it the following week, as most things in the Red Keep were learned. Through gossip, too hushed to be decent and too eager to be kind.
Princess Daella had sent you ahead to her rooms while she lingered behind with one of the ladies, and the corridor outside her chambers was cool and quiet comapred to the chaos of the last feast.
You were halfway to the door when voices reached you from a nearby alcove.
Two servents, young. One nervous, scared to be caught? The other was delighted by the scandal.
"-not just a cut, I'm telling you, he broke it."
"Hush," The other whispered not so quietly. "Someone will hear you."
"Everyone already knows. Half the guard was there."
Your steps slowed.
The first girl lowered her voice. "They say the prince struck him once and the arm bent the wrong way. Elbow or shoulder, I couldn't tell. Hanging there like-".
There was a sharp inhale from the other girl, a disgusted grimace perhaps. "Stop."
"Which prince?" You asked. Though you already knew.
Maekar, Baelon, and Valarr would never make such a spectacle, Matarys was too quiet and shy to do such as thing. Daeron was not interested in anything other than drinking and fucking, Egg was too young. The other princes were not present.
That left only one
A beat passed.
Then a flustered voice: "My Lady- we did not mean-"
"It's quite alright, I know the Red Keep can be dreadfully boring. Which prince?" You repeated, quieter and reassuring.
The nervous one answered this time, stumbling over the words. "Prince Aerion, my lady. In the training yard, a few days after the feast."
"And the man?"
Neither maid spoke. Ah, so they'd heard about the Lord's advances on you. You were under the impression that the incident had already blown over with the lords and ladies of the court but perhaps the news was still circling in the servant quarters.
For a moment, you said nothing. Aerion had said, I'll call on you later.
You had known, then, what he meant.
"How badly is he hurt?" You asked.
The bolder servant answered before she could stop herself. "Badly enough the maester was sent for urgently. They say his arm is broken clean through. And his wrist besides." She swalled audibly. "Some are saying he may never hold a sword proper again."
You ought to have been horrified, perhaps. The court certainly would be, publicly at least. Privately they would dine on it for days, passing the story along. Aerion Brightflame, smiling in the yard while a grown man screamed.
The oddest thing about it was how unbothered you were. Was it a cruel thing for him to do, yes. Many lords had gotten away with more on more important women.
Yet, Aerion had done this for you or for the perceived slight against him which boiled down to someone trying to whisk you away against your will.
You had known that Aerion had an interest in you since the two of you were young. It was hard to ignore.
He let you get away with saying things he would punish his brothers for. Didn't threaten you on a daily basis (which, sadly, is a marked improvement) and went out of his way to track you down.
You also knew that Aerion likely saw you more as a possession than a person.
That should anger you more than it does.
The maids had scurried off to do their duties when the door opened down the hall. That unmistakeable tread. Movement so confident, as if the world ought to clear before him.
It usually did.
He stopped a few paces from you, smelling faintly of cold air. He'd been in the training yard, no doubt.
"You're pale." He stated.
"I'm blind, Aerion," You said. "Not deaf."
A pause. Then, "Ah."
The closest thing to an admission.
"You fought him?"
"I did."
You turned to him fully, "They say you broke his arm."
You could hear the smile in his voice, the smugness. "Among other things."
Your breath caught despite all your efforts not to let him hear it.
Aerion stepped closer. Not touching, never at first. Close enough that the corridor felt smaller.
"He'll keep the arm," Aerion said, almost lazily. "The maester set the bones. Whether it'll be of any use is another matter."
You swallowed. "You speak of it as if discussing the weather."
"He put his hands on you."
That. You weren't expecting. Deep down you'd known that was the reason he'd lashed out but Aerion was normally so above it all. You thought he'd rather die than admit he cared, for anyone.
You steadied yourself. "And so you crippled him?"
"If he is crippled, he did it himself." Aerion taunted melodically. "He was given a chance to remember his place."
"At the feast?"
"No, after." There was no apology in him. No shame. Only faint irritation, as if the matter ought to be plain.
You could have let it end in the hall."
"And let every man in the Keep think a mumbled excuse is sufficient payment for presumption?" His voice sharpened, then smoothed with audible effort. "No."
"Aerion-," You stopped, unsure whether you meant to scold him or thank him. Your upbringing preferred the prior, yet your heart...
His next words came lower, meant only for you. "Do not look so stricken. I did not kill him."
The 'Though I was well within my rights.' went unsaid.
"That is meant to reassure me?"
A dangerous chuckle sounded. "It should."
"This is why people fear you," You said. Their fear is not unwarranted, though truthfully, you hadn't been scared of Aerion in a long time. Perhaps not since you were children.
"Yes." The answer came so simply that it stole your next breath. Aerion shifted, whispering. "And now they'll fear touching you, too."
"I am not a banner to be nailed above your door."
He seemed to think before answering this time. "No, you're the door."
You frowned. "What does that even mean..."
A breath of dry amusement left him. "It means fools keep trying the handle." He took a step back, and then another.
"There is more talk this morning than there was last night." He continued.
"About the duel?" Your fingers tightened at your side.
"About you, about me. About what men think my interest means." His voice hardened. "I won't have them guessing."
You turned your head away from him. This had come up before, when those around the two of you would witness how close you stood to one another and how differently Aerion treated you. "Aerion..."
You did not think it was possible. You were not from one of the great houses.
Not to mention, you were not a Targaryen and if there was one thing you knew about Aerion it was that he loved his heritage. As a child, he wanted nothing more than to be wed to another Targaryen to keep the dragon's blood.
He did not let you finish. "I'm speaking to the King. Soon. To settle the matter properly."
Your heart kicked once, hard, because you knew exactly what he meant. And against all good and proper sense, warmth bloomed low in your chest at the certainty in his voice. At the thought of him choosing you so absolutely.
Someone please send me a request for Valarr, I am now officially obsessed with that man and his one line. Lemme know about any spelling mistakes, I swear I read through this and find a new one every time.
Blind courage was simply amazing! Is this a one shot or are you possibly planning more?
I am planning on writing more, so it'll probably be a little series. I'm also open to requests on that, just cause I don't know Aerion's personality very well beyond the basics. I'm currently halfway through an Aemond one-shot, but I'll start it and then post it after I get the Aemond one up :)
Requested?: Technically, yes, just not on Tumblr. My friend saw the trailer and we collectively fell in love with Finn Bennett, why do all the best faces go to the insane targs (looking at you Ewan Mitchell)? Anyway, the blindness prompt was a randomised idea. I sometimes use a randomiser wheel of prompts to get my writing started.
Let it be known that Aerion 'Brightflame' Targaryen is not a kind man. Not even his closest relatives are spared from his cruel acts.
Any vulnerability is exploited in his wicked games.
Unfortunately, you find yourself with a grave vulnerability.
Having been born blind, the world is a constant exercise in caution.
Aerion, in particular, was a constant threat. One that you learned to navigate.
In some ways, you were lucky.
As a child, Aerion knew he couldn't hurt you too badly, you were his sister Daella's favourite Lady-In-Waiting. Selected herself at a young age. You'd grown up around the Targaryen princes and princesses.
Perhaps Aerion was somewhat human and didn't wish to harm someone he'd known for years. Mayhaps, he didn't wish to deal with the fallout of harming you (considering how he treated his brother, Egg, the latter was more likely).
He never said much in the early years, his cruelty was thoughtless, the kind that came easily to him. A shove, a cutting remark, a sharp laugh when you would trip or mistake one voice for another.
Age had sharpened him. He'd become a man with purpose which arguably made him all the more dangerous.
For a time, his barbs had grown more deliberate and caluclating.
The court often whispered of the way he targeted you, they never cared enough to notice how you learned to match him.
You answered softly when he raged, held your composure when he attempted to provoke you.
Perhaps, for anyone else this would've led to even greater viciousness from the prince. Though no one would even admit it to his face, barring his siblings on an off chance.
Over time, it appeared to unnerve him, how little his actions could provoke you.
There were rumours, of course.
That Aerion's interest in tormenting you had shifted into something else entirely.
You pretended not to hear them but even you couldn't ignore the strange quiet that fell over him sometimes when he entered a room, or the way his voice softened a fraction when he spoke some insulting nickname he'd made for you years ago.
The gardens of the Red Keep were never truly quiet.
Servants passed through with baskets of herbs and courtiers murmered between themselves.
You sat a stone bench with your embroidery project in your lap, somewhat struggling to figure out where to place the needle as you'd lost your place.
You were using one colour to create the base, usually another lady would be with you, guiding you and telling you what colours you should use to make the image 'make sense'.
You wanted to try do it on your own for once, you were good at differentiating objects with touch alone. You had to be.
Aerion's footsteps were unmistakable: quick, heavy, and with notable irritation.
"Still pretending at gentility?" He drawled when he reached you, standing just out of reach. The silken tone failed to hide the edge beneath it.
You smiled faintly, careful not appear as though you were mocking him. The last thing you needed was an enraged Aerion. "Some of us must, my prince. The rest of you make the court look savage."
His laughter was sharp and sudden, but no more than it was when he arrived.
"Careful there. I might prove your point."
"I don't think you will." You said simply.
The pause that followed told you he'd probably tilted his head, surprised at your certainty.
"You think I wouldn't?"
"I think you would, if you were particularly wroth that day," you said, folding your embroidery under your hands as to not look as though you were ignoring him. "I also think the King loathes scandal. And that you'd rather not be sent to Summerhall again for losing your temper."
Another silence.
Then the sound of him exhaling through his nose, half amusement, half annoyance. "You speak to freely to your Prince, my lady."
"I have since we were children, but I can change that if it truly annoys you." You replied.
You think he might've moved closer as the faint smell of him filled the air. He was certainly watching you, perhaps deciding on your punishment.
The moment stretched before a voice from behind broke it, a young knight spoke greeting the Prince appropriately before turning to you to deliver a message for the princess.
He greeted you politely, perhaps too politely. His hand grasped yours so that he could place the scroll directly into your hand.
You felt Aerion's mood change before he spoke.
"Do mind where you put your hands, Ser." Despite his calm words, you could feel the danger behind them and the glare that was no doubt being directed towards the knight. You heard the knight's breath catch.
"I - of course, my prince, I meant no discourtesy-"
"Then don't act as if she's yours to touch," Aerion said.
You reached out, fingers brushing the sleeve of his tunic. You wouldn't dare touch him without permission, that would be a step too far even for you.
"Aerion."
The single word appeared to be enough, the tension didn't bleed out of him like you'd read in some other book but he backed away from the knight and you realised the Prince had actually taken a few steps closer as if to place himself between the two of you.
The knight stammered an apology and left quickly.
Once gone, Aerion's voice dropped, low and mocking yet again though there was something else there. "You collect admirers like cats collect fleas."
You wouldn't claim the the incident wasn't your fault, it wouldn't change a thing. "Kindness can do that to people."
"Kindness," he repeated, as if it were a foreign word. "You shouldn't trust it."
"I don't," you said. "Not entirely."
He made another voice in his throat. "You've learned something at least."
You heard the scrape of his boots against the gravel as he began to pace, the faint rustle of his cloak following.
“Tell me, little dove,” he said after a long silence, “do you ever wonder how easily the world might swallow you whole if I stopped watching?”
You tilted your head. “You’re saying you watch over me, my prince?”
He gave a low, humorless laugh. “Don’t mistake interest for mercy.”
“I wouldn’t dare.”
Something in your tone made him stop pacing. The air thickened again; you could feel the heat of him only a step away.
“You’re bold when you can’t even see what stands before you.”
“I see enough,” you murmured. “You forget that I’ve known you longer than most. I know what you sound like when you’re about to burn everything down.”
That earned a genuine, startled breath - half amusement, half disbelief. “And what do I sound like now?”
You let the faintest smile curve your mouth once more. “Contained. For now.”
Aerion was silent. Then, softer than before, “You should go inside. The sun’s too harsh for delicate things.”
You rose, smoothing your skirts. “As you wish, my prince.”
He made no move to help you find your bearings, only watched as you figured out which way the hall was.
His voice reached you when you were several steps away—low, almost thoughtful. “Remember what I said. The court will eat you alive if I ever tire of keeping its jaws shut.”
You paused but didn’t turn back. “Then I suppose I must hope you never tire, Aerion.”
For a heartbeat, nothing. Then a soft, dangerous chuckle followed you down the path.
It's been literally years since I've written anything like this, and why is that it's anyways the crazy characters that make me wanna write?
I have no clue if Aerion here is in character, I've never read the novellas but I know he's basically the Joffery Baratheon of the Targaryens so trying to get the balance between him being genuinely cruel but also someone I can make a fanfic about is so difficult.
I imagine I'll write anything with Aerion in as him being out of character since I would need him to be somewhat likeable as a romance option.
If you wanna request anything I'm into HOTD, GOT, I'll do A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms as well 'cause I can already tell I'm gonna like it. I'll do a post about anything I'll write for and so on soon. So if you wanna help me out with a request just send one in.