He´s here...

"Christine you must have been dreaming... Stories like this can't come true! Christine you're talking in riddles and it's not like you..." [Indie&Private Meg Giry from POTO]

[ofdxncingcuriosity]

Hello my dears! Meg is one of my oldest blogs, and it pains me a little that she’s not as active, and that I don’t get as much time to be on here anymore, so I’ve made the decision to bring her over onto my multi @amillixnvoices​ If you want to interact, please follow me over there! <3

[thedancerwithtattoos]

[heavyrain-dc]

If you can’t do anything about it then let it go. Don’t be a prisoner to things you can’t change.

Tony Gaskins (via heavyrain-dc)

[rainydayrpmemes]

first time meetings & icebreakers

starter sentences for breaking the ice and first time meetings! feel free to change pronouns/tenses/etc. as needed!

❝ you must be new! i didn’t catch your name! ❞

❝ hey there! i’m [name]. looks like we’re working together! ❞

❝ i’m supposed to meet [name] here. any chance that’s you? ❞

❝ i don’t think we’ve met. let’s fix that, shall we? i’m [name]! ❞

❝ i’m sorry to bother you! i’m new here, and… lost. can you help me? ❞

❝ you look lost, do you need help? ❞

❝ um, can you break this bill? i need coins for the vending machine. ❞

❝ hey i’ve got extra time on the dryer; you’re welcome to it. ❞

❝ excuse me, could you hand me that– ❞

❝ i’m sorry; do you mind if i sit here? ❞

❝ it’s your first time too, huh? ❞

❝ i know a new face when i see one. ❞

❝ you stick out like a sore thumb here. ❞

❝ usually this isn’t a place to meet new people, but here we are! ❞

❝ hey you! being a wallflower won’t gain you friends, come say hi! ❞

❝ kind of a loner too, huh? maybe we can stick together? ❞

❝ let’s stick together, yeah? i’m [name], how about you? ❞

❝ oh no! let me help you with that! ❞

❝ help! please?! ❞

❝ uh! a little help here?! ❞

❝ thanks! for a moment there i thought i was a goner! ❞

❝ well that’s one way to make an introduction! ❞

❝ oh no! i’m sorry! this is a horrible first impression! ❞

❝ i think we got off on the wrong foot. can we start over? ❞

❝ wait can we start over, i prefer to leave a good impression. ❞

[waifvibe]

~little miss dior~

[thoughtkick]

Someday, someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives. Wait for it.

Unknown (via thoughtkick)

[deviika]

Franz Kafka // Sylvia Plath

[pinkfairiesteaparty]

[bnmxfld]

I’ll be here just waiting and hoping for every long dream of you to come true.

F. Scott Fitzgerald (via bnmxfld)

[mple-selhnhh]

Do I want to die from the inside out or the outside in?

-Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls

[phantomasquerade]

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[ofdxncingcuriosity]

best friend·:

“I would’ve killed for less serious back when we were at the Garnier,” As much as she loved her job, it was stressful. They weren’t allowed many breaks, had little pay and were constantly exploited. Unless you had a patron, you would most likely struggle. And any injury could easily put you out of the job. If there had been more stability, maybe her life would’ve been a little better as a ballet rat. All of their lives could’ve been.

“But I’m glad it’s much more fun here! And I’m so happy that you’re finally the lead, I always thought you deserved to be a headliner. And I certainly will! You must come to see my performance then as well, I’d be honored if you came.”

“Oh, believe me, me too!” Meg agrees with a slight smile. She remembers her mother forcing her to train harder than anyone else, and Christine too, once her talent had been recognized. It all seems so far away now, like it had been a LIFETIME ago.

She intertwines their fingers and swings them between the two of them as they walk, and for a moment Meg can almost pretend like they’re those young girls again, with no trouble plaguing them. “Oh, I’d be honored to attend! I have missed your voice so much!” She laughs, “And you in general, of course.”

[metamorphesque]

― Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

[text ID: Silence, I discover, is something you can actually hear.]

[enchanted-keys]

Fumi Kaneko as the Black Swan (Les Etoiles Gala - Rome 2022)

[leneemusing]

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

[ofdxncingcuriosity]

best friend·:

“I’d like to hear about your job here, is it anything like Paris?” Christine didn’t assume so, but maybe it was in some way. Even if New York was like Paris in the sense where there was always a commotion and tourists all around you looking for something to entertain themselves.

Hopefully Meg was happy here though, after the Opera House incident and all the trauma that came with it, as well as the job losses. Many of the ballet girls struggled to get work and had to turn to other means to make a living, Meg was lucky to get away with her mother to New York to find a new job.

         “Oh, well. It’s...quite different actually.” Meg replies with a chuckle, though she’s not quite willing to disclose what’s so similar to Paris. “It’s much more...well, how shall I say? It’s bigger and more colorful, and maybe a little less serious, but it’s great fun! I get to be the star of the show!” She’d never quite made it that far at the opera house, and maybe she would have, but it had been time for them to LEAVE, even Meg knew as much. "You have to come see a show!"

[quotemadness]

I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To name the pain without inviting it back into me.

Lora Mathis (via quotemadness)