offmelody

this is my form of escape 🎐⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

[offmelody]

hello

i am an enraged high schooler using the internet as a form of escape from the hells of reality

i play the piano and violin

i like really enjoy fiona apple, black country new road, hers, geese, elliott smith, nick drake, jeff buckley, and other good music.

i have a love hate relationship with art, specifically painting

my favorite books include the secret history, the virgin suicides, bunny, beautiful boy, and more although i barely find time to read

i loved watching midnight in paris, perks, eternal sunshine, pleasantville, and other stupid things like young sheldon, beavis and butthead, and the inbetweeners

my biggest inspirations are mary oliver, beatrix potter, and sheldon cooper

i love talking to people so don’t be afraid to reach out

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its like the people who you once spoke to about everything are fading away and the other people who helped you through the situations you had with the other dont wish to support you anymore

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i touch myself

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why do you expect so much from me if you do not even support my successes?

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my math ia is due next friday and i haven’t even started!!!

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my stupid hoop earrings keep bouncing against my airpods and make an annoying sound make it stop please

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i feel empty after losing the one i devoted months of my life to

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dont waste your pearls on me

im only a pig

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soooo who wants to buy my $100 brandy cart for me...

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i just want to be happily married to the love of my life except it feels like that will never happen to someone like me

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#ijustfailedmymathtestlolwowamazinghowwillilivenow

#itwasalsothelasttestoftheyearbeforethefinal

#thisisthefirsttestimfailingafteragreatstreakofgradesonmytests

#freakyouibaamathihopeyousufferinhell

[international-baccalaureate]

i got into ib last month, gimme some advice :p

Get addicted to cocaine.

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please dont perceive me

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one more month until hell is over

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how do ib aa students survive im currently dying.

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as ive grown up in the past two years i have learned that older men are all just creeps who wish to manipulate you for their own benefit. you get nothing out of it but tears.

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it all comes crashing down to one moment. all those days of holding my tears in are lost. ive lost it all. its all over now.