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Got my little baby today. Can’t wait to watch her grow!

Thoughts will never stop.

So much going on in my head I can barley make sense of it all. Mental Abuse. Physical Abuse. Abandonment Issues. Trust Issues. Four things that have haunted me since I can remember. People see the weakness and strike, take advantage of what broken pieces are left only to break them some more. I don't have much fight left in me. I try to hide what I can but the emotions are taking their toll. I am far beyond just "damaged goods". My SOUL is almost gone. Some of the things I use to enjoy I don't anymore, what's left that I do enjoy though hurts me even more and will soon be my downfall. I am doing this to myself, I am aware.. but I can't stop. Everything negative in my head has been programmed in and I can't erase it. I'm tainted to the fullest extent and everyone around me will be too unless I hide. I'm trying.. always trying. I love, but not as I should. I feel that what would be the best way to show the people around me that I love them would be to get rid of the negativity that is me. Suicide is seen as cowardice but I view it as a sign of love. How horrible is that? Programmed.. programmed that the people I love could never love someone like me. I'm a burden they are too nice to get rid of. Show my love by giving them what they want. No more burden. No more worrying, no more pain. Peace for everyone. The damage is already being done... I just want to stop it before it’s too late.

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“You were in my dream last-night" "Really?!" "Yeah, you died."

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I can agree with this.

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"Stealth is optional for this mission"

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Anxiety: Stay in bed Me: I already am Anxiety: Don’t go out tonight Me: I didn’t want to Anxiety: You’re going to die soon Me: Not soon enough

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The story starts laying in the dark with someone new I’m feeling tired from all the time I spent on you But I know I’m strong from all the trouble I’ve been through The story starts where the story falls apart with you Don’t lie, bright eyes Is it me that you see when you fall asleep? Cause I know it’s you I dream about every night Giving me a feeling like Love in the summer Way I’ve never felt with another Don’t lie, bright eyes Is it me that you see? Tell me I’m not dreaming alone The story starts lying in the dark broken and bruised I count the scars left in my heart from losing you And I was wrong but let’s be honest you were too I miss the part where I was falling hard for you So don’t lie, bright eyes Is it me that you see when you fall asleep? Cause I know it’s you I dream about every night Giving me this feeling like Love in the summer Way I’ve never felt with another Don’t lie, bright eyes Is it me that you see? Tell me I’m not dreaming alone I can’t take back the things I said And I won’t say that I regret Any day that I was yours Don’t lie, bright eyes I know it’s me that you see when you fall asleep And you know it’s you I dream about every night Giving me this feeling like Love in the summer Way I’ve never felt with any other Don’t lie, bright eyes It’ll always be you and me, so why are we dreaming alone? Woah oh, woah oh, woah oh It’ll always be you and me, so why are we dreaming alone?