What I don't understand is how you drifted away so much? I know that you really wanted to find love but I just think you're stupid. What I don't understand is how you can marry a guy that you knew for less than 4 months? We literally had just graduated high school... You lost me as a friend so you decide to go get married, like how does that even make sense. After this year, I honestly don't know who my friends are anymore because I've lost so many. It's hard as you grow older and mature as a person and see how many people you've lost along the way. You're not always going to best friends with someone from high school forever and you're not going to understand what goes on in their heads. I honestly would like to know, but it is too late already and I need to move on with my life. I wish we were still friends though...well more like sisters...
