Sweet.

TM | CA

[taawnymarie]

Hi,

I’m here. Still don’t know what the meaning of life is. I’m taking everything day by day, eating good food, doing my job well, spending time with friends.

See ya later.

[taawnymarie]

Hi Everyone, I have some thoughts.

So I still know I don’t want to be a physical therapist. I’m just not into it. I also don’t think I want to be a prosthetist/orthotist. 

I have a feeling I want to go in to alternative medicine via sound bath practice and breath work. I’m scared. I don’t know if it is because I am so affected by music, but it feels right to take that route. Shall we forreal this time?

[taawnymarie]

I’m upset because I have NEVER been a position where I am or should be comfortable enough to help pay for things for the family, but I’ve had to a couple times now. It was still requested and expected of me even if they knew I couldn’t and shouldn’t. So I went from one hole to another and if I pushed back even a little bit, I was guilted. I pray for the well-being of my future children because if I end up anything like my parents financially, I will be royally screwing them up. Sorry in advance.

[taawnymarie]

Momentum and everything around me is telling me to get a move on. My brain keeps saying “nah”. And of course when my brain says nah, my body is reacts negatively and everything just hurts.

Gotta keep pushing.

“Action Cures Fear” - Passion Planner sticker on my hydroflask

[taawnymarie]

Have you ever taken a break from life and moving forward....

And then started back up again, but somehow in the time you were absent minded things started to pile up in the background without anyone knowing. Now you’re sitting here trying to move forward, but there’s SO MUCH that you’re getting distracted by each thing popping up in your mind. Yes.

School Work Career Path Living Situation Car Health Financial Health Health

*deep breath* Okay, go.

[taawnymarie]

December 1, 2017 | “Without new experiences, something inside of us sleeps. The sleeper must awaken.”

[web1995]

[drachenengel]

[taawnymarie]

One of the few good things to come out of having asthma my whole life is knowing how to control my breath and breathe deep (especially when people make plans directly involving me without consulting me, then make it complicated, and then bail for reasons that make me concerned about other choices they’ve already made and committed to)

 :D

Let me take you to where my mind goes -

Okay I actually can’t without going into detail about the entire situation. Just know that I’m embarrassed and I might have to be asked questions about things I won’t want to answer.

I legit typed up two whole paragraphs after that and deleted them.

Deep breathing.

/rantover 

[ravensandrocks-deactivated20200]

For more writing by Michael Faudet click here

[apt-goals]

[taawnymarie]

I just tweeted something loving about IP Spring '13 and I thought about how we used to remember it as the greatest semester ever. Now so many friendships are all messed up because of relationships and everyone has their opinion of how every one else should live. That's what happens when we loved too much hahahahaha I still love us, it's okay.

[cherryliqour-deactivated2017062]

[taawnymarie]

“The master has failed more times than the beginner has even tried.”

[soverypretty]

[stardust-seedling]

The more that you act on your intuition fearlessly, the more your intuition will serve you. Intuition is the ear of the soul.

–Neale Donald Walsch

[taawnymarie]

“We tend to judge otheres by their behavior, and ourselves by our intentions”

Yes.