high&dry

ɴᴜᴅɢᴇ ʀɪᴛᴛᴇʀ my 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽'𝓼 insecure and my ᴍɪɴᴅ is a bitch and i can't { cast } a ˢᵖᵉˡˡ even though i'm a 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥 i wanna r i p ❝ mountains ❞ and i wanna eat the ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅꜱ but the SUN is too hot and the 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭'𝓼 full of ( c l o w n s ) i wanna ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜᴇ 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 and only hear the 𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔡 but i'm a little caught up in my 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓈𝓎 𝓁𝒶𝓃𝒹

[dash-x]

[boxintheocean]

kathryn newton • emmy’s 2019

[ohnudge]

stfrcnis‌:

               mug was brought up to his lips once more as she snatched the small piece of hardware from his hands.  at least she wasn’t going to be like some of the girls who would have yelled at him , a lot of them tended to do that.  “ like everyone ? “ he couldn’t help a small chuckle escape from his lips. “ that’s fucking sick.  respect. “

now that the initial panic was over, nudge could feel lethargy creeping in. the rush of adrenaline from the anxiety of losing this important piece of equipment had effectively knocked her on her ass. “yeah, everyone,” she said, and shrugged. “i mean, my grandma started calling me that when i was a baby, and it just stuck. it’s more weird to call me by my real name.” she paused, then snorted at his comment, throwing up a peace sign in an awkward response. “well, if you could have a nickname people called you, what’d you want it to be?”

[ohnudge]

judesfm‌:

            “  yeah  ,   i’m  not  the lost and found  .  ”    eyes flicker to the other  ,   head tilts curiously  .     “  what’s on it ?  i’ll help you look if it’s  that  important  .  ”    because jude park never does anything unless it benefits her  ,   too  .     “  trust me  ,   i’m no daughter of the headmaster  ,   but i know a fair amount of nooks and crannies of this place  .  ”  

“didn’t think you were,” nudge replied, the edge to her voice only there to try and conceal the panic. “a code that can fuck things up,” she said, looking the other dead in the eyes. she wanted to shout, but instead, she nodded, her shoulders slumping. “well, that would be fan-frickin’-tastic,” nudge looked around the empty hallway. “i doubt someone took it but it’s got, like, all of my work on it.”

[ohnudge]

ofclaires‌:

– “OH, HIGHLY UNLIKELY,” SHE LAUGHS, getting up to follow nudge. “gimme a couple of those turtle shells and i’m blowing you SKY HIGH, baby.” 

“okay, but i spend all day staring at screens, it’s only natural that i have an inclination, and dare i say, the talent to whoop your ass,” she joked, as they stopped at her door. she knocked, a warning in case her roommate was there, and then unlocked the door. her room was a mess. which made sense, because so was nudge. she stepped through the thresh hold, kicking aside a dirty shirt. “welcome to my humble abode, as you can see, i still desperately need to do laundry.” she paused and went over to her bed, unmade but devoid of all of her crap. she patted the seat behind her, and then reached under her bed, pulling out a half drank bottle of schnapps. “let’s party, baby.”

[henriscavills]

[naive-personality]

[starssapphic]

Portrait de la jeune fille en feu (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma

[ohnudge]

ofclaires‌:

– “OOH, I LIKE THE SOUND OF FOOD,” SHE SAYS. “but i also like the sound of schnapps,” claire says with a furtive glance at her homework. she does need to blow off steam. “let’s drink and play something? THEN get food.” 

“you’re talking my kind of language,” she said, and hopped off the bed, already to go down the hall to her room. “mario kart? i’ll kick your ass, bud.”

[ohnudge]

kassamigos‌:

       “ Yes, and so will you. “   Even if Kass had even a seed of doubt about finding it, she’d NEVER tell Nudge.  But she felt fairly confident that their spy skills should help them enough, anyway.   “ That sounds awesome.  Is that for class, or just a side project ? “   The goal was to get her mind off any negative thoughts, even if just for a moment.

“i mean, dunno, shit going wrong is like... my signature,” nudge replied, half jokingly. it came out a little more sad than anything, though. she glanced up at her friend as they walked towards the library. “it’s just a side project. got bored, but maybe we can use it for something.”

[gargoyles42]

[pivotpivotpivot-archive]

#mood

[blond-shell]

That’s amazing.

[ohnudge]

kassamigos‌:

       “ Please, this happens to everyone.  I lose at least something of mine once a week. “   It was true — Kass may act like a mother hen, but she would lose her own head if it wasn’t attached to herself.  It wasn’t until they were out and door and heading down the hall did she ask,   “ So, what have you been working on ? “

“yeah, but do you find it eventually?” she asked, slightly worried for herself. “i was working on a trojan horse that would have allowed a gateway entry point into whoever’s system it downloaded on, while simultaneously covering itself up. and i was just about done, too. so if i have to start it over, i’m gonna scream.”

[ohnudge]

ofclaires‌:

– “SMART,” CLAIRE LAUGHS, A GRIN ON HER FACE. her studies have all been pushed aside – so regardless of how begrudging she seems, nudge does have her full attention. “gonna give you a solid no on the sneaking out bit, i actually like not being expelled,” claire says. not that she’d have anywhere to go if she was. “so, trouble inside the grounds, please.”

“fair enough,” was her quick reply. she always offered it, but would she have ever actually snuck out? strong maybe. she wasn’t trying to put her ass on the line like that, but she entertained it every so often. “wanna go and get something to eat? or we can go to the common room and play a game, or i have a bottle of schnapps in my room if you wanna go real wild.”

[ohnudge]

arielismz‌:

“it doesn’t excuse it. she’s just different, i guess,” she said. “people do suck. it’s inevitable.”

“i get it, there’s no right or wrong way to handle things,” nudge replied, shrugging. “i don’t think inevitable if you go in expecting their shittiness from the start. it just is. people suck.”

[duahlipas]

Kathryn Newton for W Magazine (x)