marie🤍

„after all this time?“„always.“

[okayxmarie]

the moment we met, we instantly clicked.

we became best friends.

we talked through the nights.

we would meet up almost every day and behave like stupid teenagers.

it was fun.

at some point we realized, we were more than just friends

i was thinking „what could go wrong?“ because everything just seemed so perfect.

our friendship turning into a loving relationship was the best thing that ever happened to me.

everything i ever wanted.

at least i thought so.

when did it all go wrong?

at what point did we start to fight almost every day?

and why?

did we end it too soon?

i love you still

i miss you, i think about you every day and dream about you every night

but i pushed you away

why can’t you just give us another chance?

- m.o.

[okayxmarie]

i saw you with them

i saw you laughing

i saw you talking

i saw you hugging

i saw you kissing

why can’t it be me by your side?

- m.o.

[okayxmarie]

where have you gone?

do you miss me?

i miss you.

i can still hear your voice

i can still feel your touch

i can still taste your lips

but where have you gone?

- m.o.

[okayxmarie]

your smile like the stars

your touch like fireworks

your love like the sun

sparkling in the sea

i just wish it was me

you think about at night

- m.o.

[okayxmarie]

???

i don’t know what’s going on

never felt this way before

never thought this way before

trying to understand things

makes it even more confusing

what is going on?

what is this?

what is that?

what are we?

- m.o.

[okayxmarie]

you make me feel things

i’ve never felt before

- m.o.

[okayxmarie]

you said you loved me

but do you even know

what love is?

— m.o.

[okayxmarie]

you abused me

not in a physical way

but verbally

you choked me

hit me

killed me

with your words

with you screaming at me

with your rage

and that hurts even more

than physical pain

ever could

— m.o.

[okayxmarie]

you show me my flaws and my strengths

you show me happiness and sadness

you show me love and hate

you confuse me

everytime you

say my name

touch me

hug me

you confuse me

and you don’t

even know

— m.o.

[okayxmarie]

it’s 4:30 a.m.

and i’m becoming weak

at the thought of being

in your arms again

— bridgett devoue, soft thorns

[understands]

[okayxmarie]

you

everyday i read all those cute things on social media

i always wish you would say these things to me

do these things to me

but in the end i realize

you don’t even notice me

[okayxmarie]

haunted

i’m haunted.

not by ghosts

but by the thought 

of you

[okayxmarie]

a broken heart

was built from hope

was built from love

but in the end

it was built

from pure pain

all brought by

just one

person

[okayxmarie]

Surprise, bitch. I bet you thought you'd seen the last of me.

Madison Montgomery, American Horror Story: Coven

[okayxmarie]

our souls fell in love our egos broke us up

bridgett devoue

[okayxmarie]

dumbledore watched her fly away, and as her silvery faded he turned back to snape, and his eyes were full of tears.

„after all this time?“

„always“, said snape.

-harry potter and the deathly hallows