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I am a Christian. Please don't say anything against my religion in notes, tags, etc. I don't want to debate you. If you have a question, feel free to ask, but I am not going to entertain you if you're just being hateful.
I write and draw to deal with stress, so don't expect great(or even decent) things from me.
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anti-fanfic/anti-selfship/anti-xreader/self proclaimed 'IRL yandere' DNI
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Perhaps I am a slow writer. Perhaps I do suffer from writer's block sometimes. Perhaps I try to write too many stories at once. Or perhaps I don't write at all right now. Perhaps... what was my point again?
I know you arent doing requests rn cuz of the horrortober(which have all been totally great so far^^) but im a lil worried i’ll forget if i dont do this now sorry💀
anyway going off the idea of yan turtles with the wolf in sheep’s clothing reader what about them with a sheep in wolf’s clothing someone that puts up a tough facade but is actually pretty sweet deep down
ROTTMNT Yan Headcanons(Sheep in Wolf's Clothing)
A/N, not important: Guys I'm so sorry I was busy. I know I keep saying this, but this time I've actually started a schedule to write more. Any criticism is welcome, constructive or not. This is supposed to be a gender neutral reader, so if I screwed up somewhere, please tell me.
-Ollie
CW: Kidnapping, controlling behavior, infantilization of reader(Raph mostly), murder, dark themes consistent of a yandere work
Words: 855
Summary: It's hard to keep up a mask when your entire world changes.
Michelangelo:
Mikey was infatuated with you from the beginning.
Hearing about you from April and how you were some big, toughie who could take on anything excited him, especially when he finally saw you for himself. Mikey created this perfect image in his head of what you were as a person, so seeing your confidence in action put him over the edge. He loved your confidence, your ego, how you carried yourself around others.
Mikey had stars in his eyes when he finally brought you home. His room was covered in different depictions of you, highlighting his vision of you to a disturbing degree. He didn’t see how much it scared you. Mikey doesn’t notice the fear in your eyes or the tremble in your voice as you try to keep up the facade he was constantly praising.
Mikey doesn’t notice until you finally crumble.
His initial reaction is to be hurt. He doesn’t like that you hid yourself from him, that you kept pushing yourself to be what you’re not. Don’t you know how stressful that is?
Mikey’s delusions intensify as he slowly convinces himself that you’ve changed for him, that your sweeter side came out because of how much you love him.
It doesn’t change much for him in the long run. Strong or sweet, you’re still by his side.
Donatello:
Donatello found you intriguing upon first meeting you. He had looked into your background and hadn’t found anything that special. No formal training, never been in a fight, and always backed down when things actually started to get heated. Donnie liked you. A lot.
But he thought you were no more than a coward who needed his help. Help he was so gracious to offer. Since your showboating would obviously end up causing problems for you in the long run.
But that’s okay. Donnie could fix your attitude problems right up!
As he spends time with you, he notices it’s a lot easier to ‘train’ you than he thought. You’re quieter, easier to talk to. A complete 180o from the tough-guy persona he had originally thought he’d have to deal with.
Donnie gloats over your switchup, pleased that he had gotten you to soften up so soon. His ego spikes as he comes to the conclusion that you must have willingly changed for him. That you were acting like this because you wanted to be sweet for him. After all, what would you need to act strong for when Donnie was here to take care of your every waking need?
Raphael:
Raph is delighted upon meeting you. You’re like him! You get him on every level and aren’t afraid to back down. Sure, you’re still human so he has to heavy lifting to keep you safe. But he loves your fighting spirit. It’s so much fun to watch you try and pretend you don’t need Raph for everything.
When he finally brings you home, your change in attitude worries him. You’ve never been soft like this before. Never looked like you were lost. Raph grows more clingy with every sweeter side you show. He can’t help but keep you close.
It takes Raph a while to figure out you were putting on an act. He’s upset as he realizes that he’d never really get to experience your fun strongman persona the same way again. Anytime you’d harden again, Raph would see through it. You’re truly just something that needs his help.
You’d get babied to the fullest extent. He wouldn’t trust any confidence you’d show him, settled into the belief that you’re nothing more than a softie pretending to be something else. Raph doesn’t mind, of course. He loves taking care of you.
He’ll make sure to keep a close eye on you so you can’t go tricking him like that again.
Leonardo:
Leo loves your fire. He’d spend hours listening to you talk as confidence oozes from your very being. It amuses him that you think he can’t notice it’s all an act.
Leo realizes from the very beginning you’re not being truthful with what you put out. He sees the hesitation when others test you, your panic when Leo jokes about it. He loves it all.
He can’t help but try and scare you to see you flinch, knowing you were hiding something under the tough exterior you fabricated around yourself.
It doesn’t take long for him to finally crack through. Sure, killing your friends was a dirty trick, but in his defense it worked! All you had to do was stand up to him and he’d have stopped. Honest. It’s not his fault your fists can’t match your mouth.
Taking you home afterwards is all the more satisfying. He can see how easily you give in now. It’s like you’re not even trying as you bend at his every whim.
Leo misses the fire though. While having you sullen and soft is nice, part of him craves when you’d snap back. Then again, he’d hate for you to start to get any bold ideas. He’d hate to have to find another of your friends to keep you in line.
Agh I don't have a reaction image that conveys my emotion. Instead, just imagine me waving aggressively at you. Maybe followed by running towards you at an incredible speed.
I missed you, I'm glad to see you're doing well :D
Its several days later but did I mention My Adventures with Superman in my weird recommendations ramble? Its a good show with solid characterization (The Lex Luthor and Slade designs are a bit insane but generally I like the artstyle) I think I forgot to mention it originally-🍰
OOO! I've heard of this one, I'll definitely check it out.
Uhh disclaimer I talk a lot, you don’t have to read all this
Yay fellow Tim fan, Spider-man and Cecil are totally peak to ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´- Excellent taste
As for recommendations, I don’t watch a ton of tv but I think The Batman (2022) was pretty good even if I’m a bit iffy on the riddler characterization (you cant really expect comic character to be all that consistent), Batman: The Animated Series, has good Batman characterization, I’ve heard Batman: The Brave and the Bold is pretty true to the comics and has non Batman DC guys but I haven’t seen it myself, the 70s Batman show is similar to the 80s TMNT and honestly, I really enjoy it, doesn’t take itself seriously but worth a watch.
As for comics, they’re harder to get into but I do recomend reading them, they can be pricey but if you have an ad blocker I’d just pirate them if you don’t mind reading stuff digitally I would recommend doing it on computer though, it’s not great on phone.
Anyway, Batman and Robin Year One is good from what I’ve read, currently ongoing, I believe, justice(98) is my favorite superhero team of all time and they don’t have any(good) animated appearances, the current Absolute comics are so good, I haven’t super kept up but they’re a bit like the ROTTMNT of DC, alternate universes where stuff changes, Batman is working class, Wonder Woman was raised in hell, and Krypton blew up when Superman was a teenager, so but overall changes but they all keep their cores, Superman Birthright is a standard good superman comic, and as for Marvel, you should real The Unbelievable Gwenpool, I am in no way biased when i say this.
I tend to read a lot of miniseries/solos, so I don’t have a ton of general comic runs but you can always look up “(character) reading list” theres people on reddit and stuff that have good ones.-🍰
Nah, you're fine. I talk a lot too. I actually like long asks, they just take a while for me to get to because I have to answer them on my computer.
Thank you sm for your recommendations, I think I'll def check out Batman: The Animated series(and the rest, but this one interests me, I've been meaning to watch it for a while). As for comics, I want to get into them, but the sheer amount and different lines and such intimidate me lol. I'll work up to it eventually. I've heard really good thinks about the Absolute comics, so I'll probably start there.
for Marvel, I'm actually going back and watching the Ultimate Spiderman series. I haven't seen it before, but I like Spider-Man and I've seen a lot of little clips, so it's caught my interest. Lets see if I finish it though.
Thank you sm! Sorry it took so long for me to get to, I've been super busy and closed all my tabs in tumblr to make myself focus on life. I really appreciate the recommendations and hopefully I can even start writing for DC one day. Maybe.
Glad to hear you’ve been doing good!! I’ve been really superhero pilled lately actually, whos your favorite invincible character? Any specific parts of dc and if its batman whos your favorite robin (mine’s Tim, I’m partial to nerds with bo staffs it seems) and same question to marvel but I honestly don’t know much about that outside of a couple specific characters. Also comics or just like cartoons? I’m asking a lot sorry I’ll try not to flood your inbox eek I just mega love superheros (ᵕ ´ᗜ`) -🍰
my favorite in Invincible is Cecil, DC Tim Drake or Roy Harper, Marvel Spiderman or Iron Man.
For Marvel and Invincible I mostly like their cartoons/movies, though I haven't seen a whole lot of the newer MCU stuff. Like, anything after endgame. Or any of the shows. But I like the Iron Man movies, and the first 2 spidermans. I have a bunch of old Marvel comics, but I need to go through them again.
For DC, I have seen nothing but about 2 episodes of the Batman(2005) and then the platform I was watching it on took it and just about every other DC cartoon Off. So, any recommendations? Idk.
Feel free to flood my inbox lol, I miss this. I was kinda worried that when I came back, no one would remember me since I was gone for so long.
Yo my timing goes absolutely wacky checking up on your account the day after you uploaded something. How’ve you been ?? Glad to see you’re back to writing ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) any other big interests since you’ve last been active? -🍰
I've been good! Life has changed a lot since I took a break from my writing. I've lost almost 11 pounds so far(on track to lose 30 by January) and I got promoted at work.
I'm still planning on mostly writing for TMNT and Transformers(and whatever other requests I get), but I've been really into Invincible, Marvel, and DC lately lol.
Thank you for sending in an ask, I've missed you all so much.
Hi I’ve been following your blog for awhile now , and I’m in love with your writing , love how you the wrote the characters
Would it be alright to request a Rottmnt yandere fic where Leo falls for his human friend, only for Leo to get jealous when reader starts hanging out with there other human friends
He got jealous enough to try and mutant the reader into a bunny/rabbit please
Reader found out Leo did this to them and runs off , a chase scene happens and reader gets captured by him please 💗
Bunny Blue(Yandere ROTTMNT Leonardo x Reader)
A/N, not important: I know you asked for a fic, but I knew with how bad I struggled with writing this the only way it was coming out was through headcanons. Sorry it's so short and poorly constructed. Any criticism is welcome, constructive or not. This is supposed to be a gender neutral reader, so if I screwed up somewhere, please tell me.
-Ollie
CW: Kidnapping, yandere themes, dark themes, forced mutation(technically)
Words: 454
Summary: Headcanons on how Leo mutates reader for his own benefit.
When you had first met Leo, he was hooked. He wanted to know everything about you. He took the time to know your hobbies and interests and wrote down everything he thought might be helpful. His world revolves around you.
He’s able to quickly cement himself as your best friend while he slowly curates a plan to keep you by his side forever. He’s always checking in on you, portaling to your side whenever you take a moment too long to respond to his needy texts. He keeps tabs on you without your knowledge, growing angrier and angrier as your friend group starts to grow and you hang outs with Leo become less frequent.
He’d hated the fact you shot down plans with him to be with other friends instead. He thought it wasn’t fair, that you were being selfish by going after people that weren’t him. He didn’t understand how you couldn’t see they weren’t good for you. That they would drop you as soon as it suited them.
Despite his growing warnings and attempts to pull you back to his side, you continued to blow him off for the new friends you were making. Leo felt stuck, determined to prove your friends weren’t good enough for you.
It wasn’t too hard to eventually hunt down an oozesquito and push it your way, watching carefully from atop some buildings to make sure nothing went too wrong. His heart swelled as the oozesquito drew near you, fighting his instincts to pull you away. You needed this, to see how quickly they would run the moment you changed.
They all ran as your transformation happened, their screams filling the streets while you were left alone and in pain. Leo knew it would happen, but seeing them abandon you still caused his anger to boil over.
He makes a mental note to hunt them down later, jumping down to help you first. The fur growing from your new skin was soft, solidifying his decision this being the right choice. It was like the mutation made you for him, your silky fur contrasting his rough scales.
He brings you down to the lair, ignoring his brother’s questions and your panicked state. He didn’t mean to let it slip that he let it happen, but your tears managed to get it out of him during his attempts to soothe you.
All it took was him leaving you alone for a second before you bolted, your new form increasing your speed tenfold. It didn’t matter in the end, though. He’s been training for years, and his portals gave him the edge.
He brings you back home, finally able to keep you where you belong. You’d learn to understand soon.
Tag list: (Too many usernames have changed, and I haven't written in a long time for me to keep my old tag list. If you would like to be on the tag list, just ask)
How do the turtles react to the reader's long-held lie (e.g. she was a foot clan soldier.....take your pick) will they forgive her...or will they hold a grudge and break up with her
(if this violates your guidelines...leave it)
Liar Liar(TMNT 2012 x Reader)
A/N, not important: I'm back😎. Sorry for the huge leave and for the clunky writing. I'm trying to find my footing once more after not touching a keyboard for about 7 months. Any criticism is welcome, constructive or not. This is supposed to be a gender neutral reader, so if I screwed up somewhere, please tell me.
-Ollie
CW: Betrayal, lack of trust
Words: 998
Summary: How the 2012 turtles react to the reader being an ex-foot soldier
Leonardo
Leo’s initial reaction is strong. He’s betrayed and unbelieving, especially after knowing you for so long. You’ve seen everything they’ve been through, fought with them when battles got tough, and even helped patch everyone up multiple times. He feels a bit dumb after looking back over the time you’ve spent with them. You always seemed to know the Foot Clan’s moves and how they acted. When training, you were able to show them counters to the Foot’s moves. Sure, you always seemed to have an excuse, but now it was all making sense.
He ignores you for a while. He spends his time working though the news by meditating and training. He wants to forgive you, but feels it’ll be swept over if he rushes in too soon again. He’s hurt by the betrayal and the lack of trust you’ve shown by not telling him.
He’ll eventually come around again, almost out of the blue. He’ll acknowledge it by having you train with him more and having you tell them everything you know about the Foot, but won’t hold it over you. He understands why you didn’t say anything, even if he wishes you did.
However, while he seems to forgive you, he’ll continue looking into your past. He double checks everything you say. He can’t tell when you’re lying or not anymore, not after deceiving him and his family for so long. You’ve lost his trust and will have to work twice as hard to gain it back.
Raphael
He’s furious. So furious his brothers have to initially hold him back from doing something rash. He can’t help but feel deceived. He doesn’t trust anything you’ve ever said, completely convinced you’re still working with the Foot Clan.
He’s incredibly short and rude with you for a long time, shutting himself up in his room anytime you’re over at the lair. He’ll insult you to your face whenever he does end up in the same room as you. He doesn’t want to give you any inkling of hope that he’s okay with your years of lying. If you train with them and end up going against him, he’ll just use it as an excuse to beat you up a bit. He’s a lot more erratic on missions as well, his anger flaring up even faster than before.
His brothers eventually drag him over so you can actually talk to him. While the conversation is more yelling on his part, he eventually starts to simmer down. Still, he’s not the same as he was with you by any means. He refuses to let you back in that easily. That doesn’t mean he won’t let you work for it, though. He’ll let you start to pick back up the pieces of your relationship and start anew, making sure there’s no secrets this time.
It’ll take him a long time for him to let it go and start trusting you again, but in the end, he doesn’t want to lose you.
Donatello
Pretty similar to Raph in the beginning. He lashes out, openly questions and mocks your entire relationship in the heat of the moment. He’ll accuse you of still working with them, of being a spy and a traitor. Then, he’ll lock himself in his lab and try to focus on anything that isn’t you.
He doesn’t want to face the new reality of you not being what you said you were. He can’t help but replay your entire relationship in his head, dissecting every memory to try and figure out where you were genuine—or if you ever were.
He deliberately ignores you for a long time unless it’s something that was critical to talk to you about. When he does talk to you, it’s a lot more petty. Everything out of his mouth is sarcastic or borderline an insult.
His feeling of betrayal festers with him for a long while, up until he’s finally able to actually talk to you(i.e., interrogate you). He’ll finally let you speak and give him the reassurances he’s been needing this entire time. He’ll especially be ecstatic when he realizes how much information about the Foot Clan they can really get from you now.
Like with the rest of them, he’s not able to just let your lies wash away immediately. He’ll be a lot more suspicious of the things you do and what you’re planning. He doesn’t want anything like this to happen again.
Michelangelo
Mikey’s a bit more care-free with it. He doesn’t believe you at first and treats it like a joke. Not because he’s stupid, or because he’s not listening, but because he doesn’t want to believe it. You’re his best friend, the first person he’s ever felt this safe around. You coming out with this secret just breaks his perfect image of you.
He immediately tells everyone. He wants to make sure everyone else is aware, regardless of whether you claim you’ve already told them or not. That, and he can’t keep anything to himself to save his life.
Unlike the others, he still trusts you. Sure, not as much as before, he’s your ride or die until the end. He’ll fight his brothers on letting you stay and be your advocate while you work on fixing the trust with the rest of his family. He doesn’t care how long you hid it, or whether you quit the clan yesterday or 5 years ago. You’re still his best friend and partner.
He’ll end up being a bit clingier with you as a result though. While he still trusts you, there are still problems that arise within the relationship as a result. You’ve lied to him. Mikey doesn’t like it when people lie to him. He’ll be a lot more aware of what you’re doing, and try to keep track of the things you say and any excuses you give. He doesn’t want to catch you in another lie, of course. He just wants to be safe.
