Ollie 🧡

they/them 23y.o. | Ollie | Oleander draw some stuff. info: oleanderrrz.carrd.co #jjba & #atla & #hollowknight / multifandom

[dupasko]

Keep going forwards, Avery.

[tenshink0]

my first post kinda nervous ✌️

[oleanderrrz]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

11.07

I still haven’t killed myself!!!!! I turned 23 !!!

[oleanderrrz]

Geode

I was diagnosed with osteoarthritis, and there are subchondral cysts found inside my bones, which also could be called “geodes”. I thought this is such a neat name, for a thing that brings a pain in my every day life for so many years. So little art here for ya.

[oleanderrrz]

I wanna thank people who reblog this art because it is very personal and important for me.

<3

[oleanderrrz]

uh. vent ahead.

I think I need to give up on posting art publicly. I’m already not posting most of my personal doodles and I think I should stop try to get attention on any other art either. What’s the reason of sitting for a several hours straight on a stupid piece of drawing no one gonna care about anyway?

Every time I fell into same trap. I draw, I feel proud and happy, so joyful I want to share this with the world, but nobody cares. In the end I’m just hurt, seeing something important for my heart just gets zero attention. This is so dumb.

I can’t create without feedback. I want to show things and be seen. I want to be recognisable. I feel like, maybe I’m talented or skilful enough to deserve attention, but every time I face harsh reality. No matter how long I post art and try to be active on socials (it’s been already 11 years since I started btw), no matter how I try to get better in art, to progress and make my drawings look better, it is not enough and never will be enough. So, probably I’m not talented. I don’t have skill. I’m just nothingburger and my art is lame.

And nothing gonna change. After 11 years, nothing going to change.

[enderp96734]

pride month means more slimeknight

[oleanderrrz]

bruh

[oleanderrrz]

DISABILITY PRIDE DIADOP

[oleanderrrz]

Geode

I was diagnosed with osteoarthritis, and there are subchondral cysts found inside my bones, which also could be called “geodes”. I thought this is such a neat name, for a thing that brings a pain in my every day life for so many years. So little art here for ya.

[tanblaque]

[lt1839]

hate this guy

[12elegies]

I like him

[alphajn]

Doodle dump that I made over the past weeks

[oleanderrrz]

new pfp

dragon selfsona ig

[oleanderrrz]

remember my headcanons so I lied Derek is nonbinaring out now

[oleanderrrz]

june

[miffyshooter]

i find the idea of jet not suspecting iroh and still having beef with him very funny