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🤍intro post🤍

(because someone reported a post from my previous, 9yo account and everything got deleted)

23F🤍PL/ENG🤍visual artist🤍metalhead

tw mentions of sh

was previously Laurlienna

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Vent art🤍 tw⚠️sh

One of many things art school gave me is the inability to decide on a single style :')

Oh and the psych unit stay? Yea, I got worse there.

(It's the type you go to 5days /week, 5h/day, so underfunded, that through last 7 weeks I only talked to a doctor like 4 times, only when I asked or reported sh worsening)

And I'll probably get a referral to another place

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Vent art🤍tw⚠️sh

Nothing super gore y :')

Had my first time w SH when I was around 10 or 9, now I'm cutting way too much

Don't do this, it's an addiction

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Three weeks at the hospital (psych unit), still no therapy ._.

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Okay so I had to get worse and worse for a week, to the point I started checking the unit for a spot to hang myself (in a not-actually-planning-to-do-so kind of way) and tell someone about it, to get therapy. Yippee

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Three weeks at the hospital (psych unit), still no therapy ._.