What if Loid started to get close to damian. What if he showed Damian the most basic kindness and care and it's more care than Damian has ever got from his actual father. What if Damian joins the forger's on a family outing and Loid's attention just feels SO good. What if at the end of the day he can't help but wish that Loid was his dad.
What if Loid is showering Damian with attention because it might help the mission but he can't help but notice how Damian reacts to it like he is starving and Loid just offered him a feast? What if Loid tries to not think about his own father and all the nights he spent wishing his dad would show him love? What if over time his affection towards damian becomes more genuine?
Yesss i need damian to spend a day with the forgers and realize just how broken his family is
I mean he already knows that, but imagine just how painful it would be to feel true love and care from this random family and know it's somethin you won't ever get from your own
There is this scene i keep picturing of damian enjoying a meal with the forgers and him just. crying. out of nowhere. not even realizing he's crying until someone points it out. Like just smiling upon seeing this disgustingly sweet family and teardrops just falling down his face.
Yor calls Melinda of all people, because she is terrified to come home. Not for any obvious and troubling reason like cheating or god forbid abuse, no, or even because she drank too much and is mortified to face her husband that late in the night. Her young friend has a situation, which she refuses to discuss over the phone.
To the Berlint apartment where Melinda directs her to come, she does come, covered in blood and torn evening dress, right arm limply hanging by her side.
Melinda gasps, horrified.
"Did your—"
Yor seems to recognise the first idea that enters her mind and hurries to repute it, overly emotional. Which is understandable in the circumstances.
"No! No, Loid would never! I— Oh but no, of course not!!."
No, of course not.
Yor Forger-Briar, instead, is a killer for hire. Or that is as much as Melinda gathers between the bouts of panicked rambling and pained whimpering.
"I presume your family.. isn't aware?"
Yor gives her such a pitiful look, Melinda doesn't have the heart to continue that line of questioning. Though she is terribly curious. What else and how much is a facade?
While Nola organises for medical supplies, Yor refuses to go to a hospital and the night grows darker, Melinda ponders. An assassin, and she didn't even try to eliminate her once. Would Nola be strong enough to stop her? Well, judging by the state of Yor, maybe she wasn't exceptionally good at her night job.
"So you can't go home at all? Don't your people have a safe house or anything for situations like this?"
Apparently not.
"Alright then, call your husband. Tell him your rich and eccentric friend is having a crisis and is kidnapping you for a few days. Nola, inform Lila of changes to my schedule. I will be out of town for the next two, no, three days."
"Melinda! I can't—"
"But Miss Melinda, your—"
Melinda squinted her eyes dangerously.
"Make no mistake, I am rich and eccentric. And I am kidnapping you."
In a blink of an eye her expression went back to the unguarded enthusiasm she usually had around her younger friend.
"Now Yor, dear, have you ever been on a road trip?"
Loid tries to get close to Yor so he can knock her out with the tranquilizer… only to realize it doesn’t work on her at all. Meanwhile Yor completely misunderstands the situation and thinks he’s trying to kiss her. In a moment of pure excitement, she kisses him — and Loid ends up fainting from shock instead 😭 Yor then carries him home while panicking the entire time. Honestly, this feels way too possible lol
we've all explored the concept of anya getting kidnapped by the scientists/project apple/born industries and how loid and yor would find out and then find each other out and it'd be a great big angsty time, etc etc. However consider the scenario where anya gets kidnapped by regular degular bad guys. no human experimentation or ulterior motive (besides like. ransom). in fact the kidnappers come up to her trying to bribe her with candy or something, and she reads their minds and figures out they intend to drive off with her, but she's like Wow papa never lets me have this much candy. And these guys are losers anyways. I want that candy. So she goes with them and sits back enjoying her treats, knowing her parents will track her down . and when loid and yor DO arrive with murdering intent, the kidnappers are like whoa dude chill out it isn't even that serious? Take your kid. Shes weird. Nothing results of this whole kidnapping fiasco besides deep confusion from loid and yor and Anya having a sugar high.
Behind Test Subject 007: The Science of Anya’s Telepathy
Okay guys… I’m gonna come clean. I’ve had some scientific hypotheses brewing for a while now (not least to use in my fanfic, lol), but since we might be getting close to getting an Anya arc in the SxF manga, I figured that now was as good a time as any to actually try to arrange those theories in something resembling coherent and share them with you all.
Disclaimer: I am not trying to position myself as an expert. I have studied Psychology and Cognitive Neuroscience at university level, so just for fun I ended up doing a ton of research on this, and I’ve got a lot to cover, so… wish me luck 😅 References will be embedded in the text!
Heads up that this is on the long side and complex as hell and my head physically hurts, so I’ll tackle it in sections:
Part 1: Psychology
My actual subject, but I’ll only skim over a couple of theories…
Part 2: Cognitive Neuroscience (Structural basis)
In which I will look at the individual brain areas which could be relevant to telepathy
Part 3: Cognitive Neuroscience (Functional basis)
In which I talk about how those brain areas communicate to each other
Part 4: Physics
I’ll admit, not my strongest subject, but I’ll mention a couple of theories which could be relevant
If you're ready for your brain to melt, feel free to keep reading...
Part 1: Psychology
There are 2 main theories in Psychology which could offer some explanation for Anya’s psychic abilities.
Theory 1: Theory of Mind
In short, this describes a person’s capacity to understand other people. It is similar to sympathy or empathy, but actually it is the ability to understand that another person is different to ourselves, that they have their own desires, motivations, and thoughts, and that this is reflected in their behaviour. Even more importantly, it’s about being able to decode other’s mental states, whilst still being able to differentiate it from our own.
Any parent will know that it is a real effort to teach children about trying to understand other people’s perspectives: this is because children typically have an undeveloped Theory of Mind, and it is something that continues to develop even into adulthood. In adults, having a developed Theory of Mind helps us to understand other people’s perspectives, predict other people’s behaviour, and use both empathy and deception.
Anya has a really strong Theory of Mind, which is actually so impressive for her young age. She understands the complex web of all the secrets: that Twilight is a spy, Yor is an assassin, Yuri is in the Secret Service, and Bond is precognisant. She also understands who knows what about each other, and how she can use all of this information to her advantage - those are some crazy cognitive skills!!
In terms of how this is related to telepathy, you could argue that someone with a strong Theory of Mind (like Anya) may be more likely to:
Understand that people have hidden feelings that they don’t show
Demonstrate empathy for emotions
Collate information about their likes and dislikes and past behaviour to predict future behaviour.
If she is highly sensitive to these things, then it could look like telepathy (even if it isn’t).
Theory 2: Hyperesthesia.
Many people will have heard of synesthesia, which is a synthesis of the senses to the extent that the sensory information overlaps, but hyperesthesia is about being highly sensitive to external stimuli of the senses such as sight, sound, taste, smell, and touch.
I can imagine an overlap with Anya’s hyperesthesia and her Theory of Mind to pick up on the nuances of other people’s behaviour, to the extent that reading behaviour could inform the sensation of “reading minds”.
In a science-fictional world like SxF we could imagine that hyperesthesia could stretch into the sense of extra-sensory perception, by being sensitive to the electromagnetic signals in other people’s brains (or even geomagnetic - more on that in Part 4). From this, it is possible that Anya could “read” people’s minds through deciphering the electromagnetic waveforms that people’s brains might project (more on deciphering brainwaves in Part 3…).
Part 2: Cognitive Neuroscience - Structural Basis
I think we can all agree that Anya’s telepathic powers would largely be supported by the specific structures of her brain, especially given that Endo has already dropped hints of neuroscience in the manga, and we know that he’s very much interested in accurately depicting psychology and neuropsychology in his story.
The best way to encourage certain brain areas to develop is by doing exercises and tasks which would use that part of the brain repeatedly: for example, consistent gymnastics practice would enhance the cerebellum, the centre of balance and motor coordination. But, I can picture the experimenters in SxF trying something a lot less… humane.
Like, experimental neurosurgery.
For example, theoretically, they could artificially enhance certain brain areas by using a neural growth factor serum (this doesn’t exist in real life, but let’s indulge the science fiction elements for a second), and, theoretically, if the experimenters used glycoproteins as the serum’s main content (like laminins and netrins), they could control the pace and direction of neurons growing in a brain, choosing to focus on cellular growth in certain areas. Then, they would be able to view the activity of the targeted areas using functional magnetic resonance imaging (fMRI), and measure it with electroencephalography (EEG, see Part 3 for more on this).
If Anya ever had experimental neurosurgeries during her childhood, they would have likely focused on the following areas:
Corpus Callosum:
The corpus callosum is the thick structure of white matter that connects the two hemispheres of the brain, allowing each hemisphere to send signals to the other. With an enlarged corpus callosum, Anya would be able to process neural signals at a much faster rate, and at an increased volume, helping her to process the additional load required for telepathy.
Wernicke’s Area:
Named after German neurologist Carl Wernicke, this part of the superior temporal gyrus (usually of the left hemisphere) is a major part of being able to understand language.
With an enhanced Wernicke’s area, Anya would be more sensitive to decoding the neural signals associated with linguistic thoughts, effectively enabling telepathic communication through language.
(As an aside, this would also give Anya an advantage in understanding other languages… which could explain her natural talent with Classical Language!)
Superior Temporal Sulcus:
This is another area that is important for processing human speech, and is critical for processing social cues, such as understanding others’ intentions (including Theory of Mind!). With experimentation in the STS, Anya would be better able to decode the subtle cues in others’ brains relating to thoughts and emotions.
Inferior parietal lobule:
As well as assisting in the interpretation of language and sensory information, the IPL is also involved in tasks like perspective-taking and understanding others' mental states. By increasing connectivity in this area, Anya can "tune into" the thought processes of others.
It’s also well-known for its’ role in visuospatial processing, which can help Anya see visual thoughts as well.
Anterior Cingulate Cortex:
This system is composed of a number of different parts of the brain, all working together to be able to process things like attention, decision making, inhibition and emotions. Most interestingly, it is associated with detecting conflicts and errors.
Increased sensitivity to the ACC would likely help Anya to detect cognitive dissonance and conflicting thoughts in others (the perfect formula to eventually understand tsundere tendencies…).
Amygdala:
The amygdala is often known as the centre of fear, but actually it is hugely important in threat detection, emotional processing and emotional memory. If Anya’s amygdala was enhanced, this would aid her ability to detect threats quickly, as well as her empathy skills and help her to intuit others’ emotions and thoughts.
(A negative side effect of an enlarged amygdala would be that Anya may be more vulnerable to the effects of toxic stress, possibly making her less resistant to the effects of psychological trauma.)
Mirror neurons:
Mirror neurons specialise in helping us to carry out and understand other people’s actions and behaviours, playing a key role in empathy and Theory of Mind. These hold internal representations of thoughts or actions, and could potentially be the key for Anya to be able to translate another person’s thoughts or intentions, assuming that she has a particularly active mirror neuron system.
Precuneus:
The precuneus is really difficult to research and is super complex, so I’ll do my best to keep this simple: Located in the medial parietal cortex, this part of the brain is essential for visuospatial imagining and processing, as well as episodic memory, self-reflection, and some aspects of consciousness.
I suppose the main thing is that it has a big role in mental imagery, including being able to model other people’s views, therefore helping Anya to process the mental images in other people’s thoughts.
Broca’s area:
This is very much non-canon, but I imagine that if Anya ever developed the ability to project her thoughts, the Broca’s area would be key for this.
While Wernicke’s area helps with speech understanding, Broca’s area is key for speech production. In my fanfic (SSS), Anya’s Broca’s area probably functioned normally for most of her life, but in the recent experiments imposed on her, the ability to project her thoughts was ‘unlocked’ through the increased activation of the Broca’s area.
Part 3: Cognitive Neuroscience - Functional basis
The thing is, it’s not enough to just know which parts of the brain work for what - there is also the question of how they connect and work together to be able to fulfil their functions.
Think of it as the wiring which connects the parts of a computer: a motherboard, mouse, keyboard, and graphics card (as examples) are built to fulfil their specific functions, but the real magic is in how they connect and send signals between each other so that everything works smoothly.
That’s where neural oscillations come in - otherwise known as brainwaves. These are generated by the action potentials of nerve cells, and their different speeds can be measured using electroencephalography, or EEG machines, which can measure the patterns of activity across a brain.
Let’s bear in mind that I’m really skimming the surface of this subject, so I won’t go into all the types of brainwaves in too much detail, but I will focus on the ones that I think could be more relevant to Anya’s telepathy:
Gamma waves
This is the pattern of neural oscillations which are correlated with large-scale brain network activity, and are largely predominant in learning, working memory, and processing new information. In other words: gamma waves help Anya to connect all the different parts of her brain which are relevant to her telepathy, so that all the areas can communicate to each other.
(Just as an aside: I found this hilarious study that looked at the effects of different types of nuts on brainwaves, which saw gamma wave responses being improved through pistachios, while peanuts aided in generating more delta waves. I wonder if the lab scientists of SxF caught on…)
Theta waves
Theta waves are especially prominent in childhood (during sleep). I imagine that the lab may have recruited children partially for this reason (the other reason would be that brains have more plasticity at a younger age, and so can be altered easier than an adult’s brain). In adults, theta waves are also prominent in hypnotic or meditative states, mind wandering, and the early stages of sleep.
I think it is really interesting that theta waves occur during deep relaxation, as well as the early stages of sleep, making it the only brainwave that can activate both during sleep and during wakefulness. (From what I can tell, anyway.) This could make theta waves an important component of Anya’s telepathy - for example, if her telepathy was important to her survival, then it is critical for her to be able to detect thoughts during sleep, and her amygdala could alert her if the thoughts were at all threatening.
During wakefulness, I can imagine that Anya’s theta waves serve as the precursor for the activation of psi waves…
Psi waves
Just to confirm, Psi waves are definitely fictional, but my rationale is that historically, ‘Psi’ (ψ) has been used to denote the unknown factor which is linked with parapsychology and psychic phenomena.
My theory is that psi waves would be the frequency required for telepathy, which would allow Anya to detect and interpret other people’s thoughts through their pattern of neural activation. In other words: she can probably read brainwaves.
Modern science is already trying out methods to interpret people’s brainwaves (which is honestly both supremely cool and extremely terrifying), so it’s not too far out of the realm of possibility that Anya would be able to do the same thing just by unconsciously using her psi waves. The psi-waves would essentially mimic a brain-computer interface in being able to process and interpret neural activity (aka thoughts).
If you require a bit more concrete evidence to believe me, I’ve made a list below.
Right now, we can analyse brainwaves using EEG to:
Decode whether someone answers “yes” or “no” to conversational questions
Control the movement of simple robots, including wheelchairs, which can be locked/unlocked using EEG (and EMG) as a biometric security system
Detect and interpret what emotion someone is feeling, as well as learn how strong that emotion is (at an accuracy rate of 80-94%)
Deconstruct the cognitive processes underlying social interaction in people who struggle to verbally express themselves
And this study analysed brain activation using fMRI to interpret and reconstruct visual images
Neuroscience is really crazy, guys.
Part 4: Physics
So… this is the part I am the least confident about. Please be patient with me and forgive me for any mistakes 🙏. Also, this is the perfect time to remind you guys that I am really engaging with science fiction here. Emphasis on the fiction 😂.
Basically, there are 2 main theories from Physics that I think could explain Anya’s telepathy, as well as her weakness(es):
Theory 1: Geomagnetic Field Sensitivity:
All brain waves are generated by electrical activity in the brain, and they also generate electrical activity of their own, which creates an electromagnetic field around the brain.
Anya’s abilities could be tied to the geomagnetic field of the earth, especially during the New Moon: when the moon is positioned between the earth and the sun, this could affect the field’s strength. The subtle alteration in the geomagnetic field could disrupt the electromagnetic field generated by Anya’s brain, thus disrupting the neural processing.
In other words: the New Moon could interfere with Anya’s own electromagnetic field around her brain, via sensitivity to changes in the geomagnetic field, which could be why she can’t read minds during the New Moon.
Theory 2: Resonance:
Resonance can be observed in physics, acoustics, musical, electrical, and mechanical systems - but now scientists are even looking at resonance in consciousness, and resonance in brain waves on a quantum level.
Without going into too much detail (I am not qualified), I think Anya would generate a resonance frequency of her own that helps her to facilitate telepathic communication: through resonance, Anya could synchronise her Psi waves with the brain waves of another person, and it is this synchronicity that helps her to interpret the other person’s brainwaves.
If Anya ever encountered another telepath (as she does in SSS), I imagine that they wouldn’t be able to read each other’s minds because their resonance frequencies would cancel each other out.
In SSS, I also introduced the idea of a sub-auditory sound wave which would stop Anya from being able to use her telepathy. The idea behind this was to introduce another weakness for Anya: when this sound wave is emitted or detected, it interferes with the brain's natural telepathic frequency. This is because the sound wave oscillates at a frequency that masks the neural signals required for telepathy, and means that Anya can’t interpret those signals as easily.
Thanks for reading!
I told you this was long. Sorry 😅
The above is really just a collective mishmash of stuff I’ve been slowly putting together for about the last 6 months, and I fully accept there will be parts that are more plausible than others. 😂 But it was fun, and more than anything I am really excited to see what we get to find out in Anya’s backstory arc (when it gets here…), and if I see any mentions of brains or neuroscience in SxF I will literally die of joy
I’ve seen people comment that Pomni’s torture scenario was kind of weak compared to the others, and that it could be because she hasn’t been in the circus as long, thus Caine can’t personalize her punishment as well.
And even if he’s technically using their traumas to hurt them, I don’t think that was his main intention. I think he was “replying” to their criticisms.
Pomni: We think your ideas suck!
Including Gummigoo, Pomni?
Zooble: Pathetic! You’re like a child! What kind of all-powerful being has such fragile ego?
How can someone, whose body perfectly encapsulates their mind and is fully customizable, not feel satisfied yet? How many options do you need? How vain can you be, Zooble?
First of all, I know that Zooble most likely suffers from dysphoria, and Caine focusing the torture scenario on that was a massive dick move on his part, especially when Zooble had shared their insecurities about their body in a previous episode.
However, in that same episode, Caine shared with Zooble his own insecurities.
Caine: Making adventures is my art! It’s all I exist to do! All I am… good at. (…) … w-what you’re saying could imply that I’m bad at the only thing I’m good at, and that…
I’m just saying that he probably took Zooble’s criticism as a low blow of its own and he made it personal.
Ragatha: You never let us feel like we’re at home.
Which home? Yours, Ragatha?
Gangle: You discourage us from thinking outside the box and doing things our way!
Kinger mentions Scratch having a brain tumor and then the next line is about Scratch wanting to build something but Kinger not remembering what.
In this same episode we get car imagery associated with Jax and Gangle again, Gangles being the ending of her personalized torture scene.
I wonder if this is a nod to the idea that maybe Scratch’s intention with AI was to build something like the circus for people’s minds to go if they’re terminally ill/dying. Car accidents are a pretty common cause of death all things considered, so it wouldn’t be a reach to say Jax and Gangle each got hurt in one (Jax was driving, Gangle was walking and got hit (possible suicide attempts on either end as well))
Ragatha seems like she was with other people when she put the headset on, and given her family’s wealth it’s possible that they paid for her to participate in this expensive treatment.
And then everyone’s minds are either currently in the circus with their bodies being cared for at hospitals (and abstraction is them possibly dying irl), or the characters we see are copies of their minds (and they’re bodies are already dead.)
Sigh... Anya hating studying because she was forced to during the experiments or whatever and now having to study at the academy because she's afraid her new parents will abadon her. Sigh...
The next milestone i hope we see for Damianya is having them laugh together. It could be something childish like they burped really loud and they thought it was hilarious, or Damian accidentally made a pun that Anya picked up on.
tadc ep 7 confirmed for me something I had long suspected: That it would be ridiculously easy for a human to befriend Caine and understand him better if they actually made a genuine attempt to do so.
And to expand on that, I do think that if a person made an earnest attempt to genuinely befriend Caine and be willing to be patient enough to listen to him, Caine *would* be willing to shut up for a bit and listen in turn if kindly but straightforwardly asked to do so.
Caine's a people pleaser and desperate for validation and connection. He may be self-centered, stubborn and oblivious. But there is a lot he is willing to do for his humans and their approval and I think he'd be willing to even try Listening to Others if somebody gave him some direction of Why and How.
Caine has already made his own attempts, in his own way, to reach out to the humans. He just has no idea how to Listen in the way the humans want him to. And as an AI? I think he would best learn if someone modeled that for him by Listening to him first.
Spy x Family AU where during Anya's first meeting with Loid she "blackmails" him into adopting her.
Operation Strix is not a thing in this AU, instead, Twilight gets tasked with a lot of different missions because they are very short staffed and he is good at everything, so... One day he gets an easy, straightforward mission: making sure everything in the Ostanian orphanages is above board. When he visits Anya's orphanage she reads his mind, finds out Loid is a spy, and makes sure to catch him red-handed. In Anya's mind this is a brilliant plan because Loid is there on a mission to make sure orphans are being taken care of, so... besides being a supercool spy, he must also be a good guy, and she won't be abandoned yet again because this time she has leverage, right? So she "blackmails" Loid and tells him than in exchange for keeping his secret she wants him to be her dad.
And I keep putting "blackmails" between quotation marks because what happened from Loid's PoV is that a little girl had such deep abandoment issues she resorted to attempting to blackmail a potentially dangerous stranger hoping said blackmail would get her a parent that wouldn't abandon her. So Loid's very understandable reaction is: "aaaand I have a daughter now. Yep. Mine. Taking this one home. Gotta talk to The Handler and make sure she only gives me missions that don't disrupt my work-life balance or keep me away for long because I am a single parent now".
Anya avoids reading Loid's mind unless it's necessary because she is worried she'll overhear him resenting her for the blackmail, and she is determined to be the best daughter so Loid keeps her, so she decides to get into Eden so Loid will be really proud of her. Yor either joins the family more or less the canon way or also gets found out by Anya and only Anya and also blackmailed into being her mom (and in her mind Yor reacts just like Loid did). Once Anya starts school at Eden she meets Damian and learns he is the son of Donovan Desmond and so in this AU, Operation Strix is both devised and solely executed by her. Anya comes up with both the Stella plan and later on the friendship scheme so she can meet Damian's dad and ask him not to do a war, please, which will surely impress her new dad. Anya is determined to get a good grade in being a daughter, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve, because then, maybe, surely, this time she will manage to keep this family.
They’re either dead, in a coma, or digital copies. Either way I don’t think they’re getting out of the circus. When they told Kinger they found a way to leave, his reply was something like, “that doesn’t make sense”. In a show that’s this short, there are no throwaway lines. There’s no way to leave because there’s nothing to go back to. The show’s overarching theme seems to be about acceptance; of self, of the people in your life, of your world. It’s not about big science-y reveals.
I’m actually leaning toward the coma thing because of Caine. He’s there to keep them happy and stimulated. Because without stimulation the characters do what Jax did in episode 7…get too much into their feels, and give into the pull of the void.
If there IS a way out, it’s abstraction. But what’s on the other side may not be life as they knew it.
I think it would be really lovely if the final episode saw them figuring out that they’re permanently stuck in the circus for one of the reasons above, and making peace with it. The circus becomes home, they learn to be a big happy family, and best of all, they get administrator privileges so shape the circus into what they want it to be, and what they want themselves to be. (Character edits anyone?)
I’m already sad for them but hoping this is how it ends.
Y'know imagine Damian starting to realise that anya knows a lot and realises she might have told the truth about reading minds and so he decides to test it out but the day he does its the full moon so anyas mind reading doesn't work.
