Onimaruru

Maruru [they/them or she/her]

[onimaruru]

Hey there!

I'm a little fox on the internet that loves video games. I'll just blog about whatever comes to my mind, mostly selfshipping.

If you want to know more, check out my about me. There is a "Before you follow" section on there so please check that out.

[rivers-and-reeds]

Content warning: discussion of injury.

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You're hurt, and they're coming to save you.

Movement blurs and flickers across your vision, but you can't make sense of it. You stopped being able to make sense of anything long ago, between the pain and cold rapidly filling your body: something is horribly, horribly wrong, but you can't remember why.

There are shouts, too: words you can't quite make out. Are they close? Far away? One voice sounds familiar, but it's hard to tell if it's real...

You feel dizzy, the ground beneath you pressing sharply into your back. Despite the pain it somehow feels inviting, limbs growing heavy as your mind drifts, fading away from the bright, harsh lights and sounds. You find yourself dissolving into deep, dark-

Heat. You flinch before realising it's them, familiar hands checking your injuries, pressing down an overflowing wound, murmuring soft reassurances all the while.

Their touch is so gentle and careful that the growing numbness breaks into tears, a sob rattling your chest. Using what energy you have left, you reach for them. They bridge the gap immediately, grasping your hand.

You're safe. They always keep you safe.

You think they might be saying something else, but the sound turns to static as you drift off to sleep.

The next time you wake, they're still holding your hand. Their grip is tight, clinging to you like a lifeline. If you weren't so tired, you'd laugh: anyone else would think you had saved their life, not the other way around.

[onimaruru]

Sometimes I have these days where I just can't get out of bed or do anything for hours and then I have to imagine my f/os doing chores or taking a shower or something with me. Feels a bit stupid but if it works it works.

[onimaruru]

Am still alive. Was hiding in fox cave.

[onimaruru]

I'm gonna be brave and say it.

I'm dating Castlevania Alucard. Yeah. My taste is mainstream af. It's a poly relationship with Dante.

Bwwwwwh that took courage, I don't know why but I am kinda embarassed to talk about my f/os.

[onimaruru]

My f/o is getting a new show yay :3

[closet-keys]

them: you don’t watch game of thrones?? really? how come?

me: 

[closet-keys]

@scarcity-of-cats @annajanes

It’s called Unconsenting Media 

[shelikestowakeupandjustfakeit]

Oh my god, this is going on my list along with doesthedogdie.com

[tzikeh]

Holy shit that’s useful

[elfgirleargasm-deactivated20241]

I probably won’t find myself using this but for my followers: if you can’t handle this shit, USE THIS. If you think a movie or tv show may be hard to watch, do your homework.

[priboltao]

1 - the very reason why I don’t watch GoT

2 - This and rotten apples are some of the best sites ever

3 - Does the dog die have a TON of subcategories, such as jumpscares, strobe effects, does a kid die, does an LGBT person dies and many, many others (they actually link to unconsenting media under “someone is sexually assaulted”). Please save it to tour favorites is really freaking usefull

[whimsisadie]

Useful info. But… (and I sort of doubt it) is there a database like this for car and/or motorcycle accidents? I end up having to give up on lots of movies and shows because there’s often too much for me to handle still. Don’t really like playing the guessing game of “how traumatized is this gonna make me”

[this-is-lena-winter]

Does the Dog Die has car crashes, and if someone gets hit by a car

Seriously, they have a ton of things, and if they don’t, you can reach out to them and they’ll add a category

[mediatriggerwarnings]

Hey y’all I know I haven’t posted in literal ages but here’s a bunch of sites who do this way better than I do!

[anotherdayforchaosfay]

I have epilepsy (among other things) and use these sites. When friends haven’t seen a show/movie and can’t inform me if it’s safe, I browse these sites. Saved me from having seizures.

[onimaruru]

Showing my f/o a band that sings in my native language that he doesn't speak... and explainig what the songs are about...

I think he would like them a lot actually. More then some of the english stuff I like, hehe.

[adolescenceknight]

what's your favorite part of your f/o's body? do they have gorgeous hands, or a wonderful tummy, or the cutest cheeks you love to squish? or even something more risqué than that?

[raptorific]

I'm probably gonna get yelled at for saying this but sometimes something isn't a real problem in fandom, you just learned a Japanese word describing a general fandom practice and got scared and decided it meant "The Bad Ones" of that practice

[raptorific]

Whenever you see someone being like "we don't mind when women enjoy or even create m/m content, we just hate fujoshis" you are being racist. If you mean "I hate the way some female fans treat gay men like fetish objects" then say that, and we can have a conversation based on that, but "fujoshi" is, I cannot stress this enough, just a word for any woman who likes M/M content, for better or worse. It may have started out as a reclaimed insult (by the way, the insult was based on "liking gay shit makes you perverted and sinful," not "please respect the humanity of gay men") but it does not make a distinction between The Good Ones and The Bad Ones. You just decided to No True Scotsman it and that the English word for that should describe The Good Ones and the Japanese word for it should describe The Bad Ones

Same goes for the people I saw just the other day whose discord server explicitly disallowed "Yaoi" but said that M/M content was allowed. What they meant was "M/M content is allowed as long as it isn't pornographic and fetishistic." What they actually said was "M/M content is allowed, but M/M content is strictly forbidden," and expected you to understand that the Japan-Adjacent term has porn/fetish connotations while the English-language term for THE SAME THING refers to the "normal, non-perverted" version.

It'd be like if you used the word "cartoons" to refer to all Family-Friendly animation, regardless of style or country of origin, whether it's Japanese or American or French or whatever, and used the term "anime" to refer to all animated pornography regardless of style or country of origin. There's plenty of animated pornography that isn't Japanese! There's plenty of anime that's not pornographic! But this is the sort of thing you do when you say shit like "obviously women can read stories about gay men, but NO FUJOSHIS"

[onimaruru]

The best thing ever is making you and your f/o in tomodachi life and they get married and have children.

The second best thing is random crackships between your other favorite caracters.

I mean you can do the same with Sims, but there you have full control. In tomodachi life you have very limited control and it's mostly random. Makes it more intresting.

Downside is it only has heterosexual relationships which is very sad.

[angmaren]

"your f/o will call the cops on you for being a pr.oshitter!" my f/os have committed several heinous crimes, do you think they'll give a fuck? <3

[onimaruru]

Went on vacation with my parents. Imagined my f/o coming along.

Work and life have been really stressfull lately. I needed that break.

I'm a happy little fox right now.

[onimaruru]

I should check if someone is an anti before reblogging. Had to delete a post again.

[onimaruru]

People with multiple (romantic) f/os, I have a question:

Would your f/os get along? Are there some that would just hate each other? Or is there maybe even some polyamorusly going on? Is there jealousy?

Tell me, I would be intrested!

For me, personally, I imagine me and my f/os living together in a poly relationship. Some are just friends, but we are really open among each other. Two of them are constantly having fights, but the kind with a lot of sexual tension, hehe~

[nihiltism]

shoutout to characters that you love dearly but if you dont see them get punched in the face canonically on screen by the time this media is over there will be a problem

[nihiltism]

shoutout to characters that you love so much but they are so fucked. you need them to get hugged right now this instant and if we do not get a canon hug youll kill someone in this room right now

[nihiltism]

shoutout to characters that you NEED to see cry. you need to see them just break down sobbing because god they need it. if this guy doesnt just bawl for at least 5 minutes on screen im suing.

[shortace]

Shoutout to characters who fulfill all of the above criteria simultaneously

[hogwartzlou]

you can tell a lot about someone based on their phone background. it shows what’s most important to them

[uss-clairvoyant]

Reblog this and put what your phone background in the tags