Oopsie Poopsie, Here We Go Again @oopsiepoopsie-herewegoagain - Tumblr Blog

Okie okie okie first post, kinda Intro kinda disclaimer Idk?

So I’m 22 years old. I suffered from a restrictive eating disorder back in middle school (undiagnosed and mostly unshared). I only stopped because some friends found out (I was awful at hiding it all from my friends) and threatened to tell my parents.

Over the years I’ve struggled with my weight, had minor relapses but they never really lasted…

But the last few weeks I’ve been completely sucked back in. I won’t talk about my gw, how much I’ve lost. But I’ve lost quite a bit in the last week or so and I… don’t really want to stop. I know it’s dumb and I’m hurting myself but I find it hard to really care. However, there’s been so much I’ve wanted to share some vents, jokes, and progress. So… here’s the blog!

I am not pro ana. I will not be posting thinspo, tips and tricks, meanspo, sweetspo, etc (although I won’t lie, I will be looking at them myself). So if you want that, I’m sorry, but you won’t find that here. I don’t want anyone else to feel like this. I don’t want to encourage anyone else to put themselves through this.

As mentioned in my bio, I’ll be posting vents mostly, maybe some progress, jokes, etc. And support lines and such for sure! Maybe some low cal recipes, because I know those help me eat at least a bit, so maybe they can help you too 💖

So there’s my little intro. Nearly 10 years and I’m back again on the same old tags as before.

#edtumbrl #anorekcia #eating disoder mention #ed restriction #eating disoder things #ana #anamia #ana trigger

I’ve been such a fucking mess, I’ve been eating so much, please help me get back on track, please give me any tips you have!!! 😭

Idk what happened it’s like… I went on vacation and suddenly my ED isn’t EDing anymore

Except I still hate myself

#ana trigger #anamia #@n0r3xia #anorex14 #st4rv1ng #anorexik #ed bllog #ana shit #tw edd #@na memes

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hiatusdeleted122456

This is no fanart, this is personal. Talking about eating disorder is very dear to me. It’s important to end the the stigma, to talk about an illness that so many have and that is yet surrounded by so many clichés. If you can, share this, to raise awareness for those who don’t understand the struggle of having an eating disorder or those who might be sick and don’t know it.

slimlegs-hungerpains-deactivate

PLEASE eating disorders isn’t just “a scarily thin white teenage girl”, the obese guy that you make fun of could be struggling with an ed too, yk, the one everyone calls lazy and makes fun of. it could be someone of a healthy weight that you don’t even expect. please stop acting like people who are deep in anorexia are the only ones struggling. it’s painful when you are shown nobody cares about your ed just because you aren’t underweight.

checkerdancee

Dear minors in ED communities,

♥️DO NOT post/send near-nude or nude body checks. This counts as distribution of CP. The FBI (or your country's equivalent) will find you and put you on a list if someone reports it.

♣️DO NOT look for a coach. Coaches, especially the adults, are not looking to help you. Theyre only looking to pressure, manipulate, and/or sexualize you. Its a lot like an abusive significant other. See point above.

♦️DO NOT ask for ana/mia tips from adults(or at all, preferably). It makes the majority of us uncomfortable. This only applies to things like 'how to fast longer', 'how to purge,' etc. Asking about harm reduction or internet safety(like this list) is always ok.

♠️ DO NOT forget that your body is still growing, especially if youre 13-16. You might occasionally gain weight, despite how much food you eat. Its normal. Youre not "doing it wrong," and your struggle with your ED still matters. Don't let something like that make you think youre faking.

Stay safe, because someone really cares about you.

Love, Puppy

soon2bthinn2

There shouldn't be any minors following me, but if there are please keep these in mind.

incrediblythin

Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were fourteen.

dainty-strwberry

My dash is dead, give me some queer mutuals!

Reblog if you’re queer and an active 3d blog in august

(Minors DNI)

healingsunflower-deactivated202

*screams into the mic* YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER EVEN IF YOU AREN’T UNDERWEIGHT

lovelikeanemptyroom-deactivated

YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER EVEN IF YOU ARE OVERWEIGHT

iwannadieandstarve

YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER NO MATTER WHAT

000l

May the last four months of 2023 be the change you’ve been waiting for

divine-mystic-princess

✨ Affirming tf out of this ✨

silenceinthedark

i will lose so much weight by the end of the year🕯️

starvingxinxparades

problems of anas starting at an actual obese weight

-your lowest weight is other peoples highest.

-people never noticing that you don’t eat due to your weight.

-ACTUALLY being medically fat, not just feeling fat.

-having legitimate problems working out (knees can’t handle all the weight, asthma, etc)

-”you probably shouldn’t eat that, should you?” when taking your first bite of a remotely unhealthy food in MONTHS.

-losing over 70lbs and still not be close to ‘thin’.

-thinner anas looking down on you because you’re not skinny enough. (actually happened)

-thinner anas telling you to ‘stop starving yourself’ or ‘turn back before you get sick’ when you’ve actually been doing this longer than them.

-MORE SIDE EFFECTS!

-being petty and offended when people half your size call themselves fat in front of you, well knowing you weigh twice as much as them. (this is a personal problem but still)

-actually being happy to be at a NORMAL weight for once.

-”MY BMI IS FINALLY UNDER 25!”

-lower chances of actually hitting your ugw because your body literally can’t lose more.

-LOOSE SKIN. L O T S OF IT.

-knowing you’ve lost more than most of the fellow anas, but not being able to talk about it because your cw isn’t low enough just yet.

so shoutout to all the bigger people with anorexic tendencies, because they deserve way more. because they’ve gone through this pain for so long without enough recognition. because within the ana community, they’re often not even acknowledged. because THEY ARE VALID TOO.

i started at over 250lbs and hit my first plateau at 149, so i do have a right to complain, thank you very much. (i’m just over 5′4. just imagine.)

cribblingdebression

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.