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Hey, im Lost, also known as Optilox, Lostum, and “hey you get back here!”
Decrepit idiot waitress gremlin who draws. Can be described as awkweird which is cringe as hell so it's perfect.
Open to art trades.
Open to asks for my characters or myself.
Requests are closed atm.
Commissions are Open.
I like games and animation and books and ttrpgs and history and a whole lot of other stuff. I have the absolute best friends online whom I love to death and are so kind and talented it makes me disgustingly jealous. ( you know who you are) I have trouble expressing my gratitude when presented with compliments. I survived watching Dragonball Evolution. I'm temperamental about how social I am, going from yapping away to radio silence and vice versa frequently.
Im old enough to have seen all versions of TMNT so, you know, if you're a minor I'll be cordial but I very much would like to not be creepy weirdo older person who hangs out with kids with no boundaries and I would appreciate your understanding on how I try to protect myself from that.
I love making things. I love trying to inspire others to make things and when I see someone talk about their characters and worlds and just get pulled into a vortex of creativity it is one of my favorite things.
My other favorite thing to do is say fucked up shit that will amaze and baffle you and probably make you wonder why you tolerate me.
I like a lot of things but rarely interact with fandom communities unless it looks fun. Mostly because I've witnessed a lot of drama from afar and go “hey let's not get involved with that”.
People's bodies belong to themselves and that should be respected enough to let people explore how they want to be presented in relation to who they are. You deserve to find your orientation and love yourself for who that is. While we're at it, where you were born and the color you were when you popped out of the oven deserves to be celebrated and loved too.
Predatory practices on kids from older people is disgusting and not tolerated. There is no world where an adult grooming a child and exposing them to dreadful situations is acceptable. This is not a “its OK, it's legal” conversation, this is about someone with more world experience taking advantage of someone with much less with less power for very horrible reasons. Large gaps in age are really only acceptable between two adults who have more experience and can treat each other equally. A 30 year old dating a 40 year old isn't exactly scandalous.
Technology is supposed to be used to make the average person's life easier. I want Jetsons style robots to do my dishes, not AI that steals my art and renders one of the joys in my life wasteful and stupid in the eyes of others. Can you tell I'm bitter?
I don't kink shame but I also don't usually talk about NSFW stuff unless I'm really comfortable with whom I'm having a conversation with. Or I'm half a bottle of tequila in. Sometimes both!
Here's a picture of how my cat sits for reading through all this.
