Once you have given birth Zoya can’t help but get emotional at the sight of her baby, your baby. It’s hard to imagine how someone like her could bring a such a pure, innocent thing to the world.
She will be hesitant to hold the baby, too afraid to hurt such a delicate thing but will built enough courage if you comfort her.
Ever since then Zoya has been holding your baby more than you! The only time she gives your baby back is when you have to nurse them; but she is the one who helps them sleep, change their diaper, change their clothes, which is a bunch of help— it lets you relax and focus more on your recovery.
Thanks to Zoya your child developed some fashion sense. It’s like a mini Zoya, your child even developed some of her traits! Which is .. cute but also a curse.
Like there was a time the baby was having a whole ass boxing match with one of their plushies in the crib.. No one knows what the plushie did to get your child angry but it happened.
Zoya is always carrying your child everywhere. Either on her hip or carrying them on her shoulders.
Most likely the cause of why your baby’s first word was “shit”
Once your child grows older and starts going to school she will definitely be the one packing their lunch.
Like it’s so adorable, she wakes up extra early just to prepare her baby’s lunch box and help them get ready and drop them off to school. It’s not only because she wants you to rest more but because it’s something that she genuinely enjoys doing— surprisingly.
Gets annoyed when parents, teachers, and kids (who want to cry-) stare at her when she’s waiting outside for her kid. They all think she is trying to kidnap a kid, but get surprised when her child runs up to her with a huge grin “MAMA!”
Deadass taught them how to fight to defend themselves… The other kids at school don’t even DARE say an insult..
Teases you about being the favorite parent.
Often talks to you about wanting more kids, she honestly never saw herself actually becoming a parent but ever since your first; she wants to raise more children with you.
By the way she loves your stretch marks, if you ever feel insecure because of them she is quick to changing your mind by kissing your whole entire body; telling you how gorgeous you are in her eyes and that your stretch marks are beautiful.
She loves you and your small (for now LMFAO) family so much. Zoya is willing to give you and your child(ren) all the things she didn’t get to have as a child; protection, love, care, everything.
Plays rock or metal music, she says it’s “The good stuff.”
Has alone days with the kid and they ho out somewhere, later coming back home with a smiling child holding a new toy.
Always the one checking for monsters under the bed, or reads them bedtime stories when you’re too tired.
Hugs you from behind randomly and rubs your stomach “We should have another one, you know?”
A new one shot with snowcrow has appeared on Ao3, the link is below↓
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/65302054
*slams credit card on table* Do you know what these memories did to me? These new cards are oshdngcnswjs...I had to write this in snowcrow version, I just had to. Enjoy the pain and comfort, because our dragon still has to suffer ^^
It's very possible that there will be a second part to this and then things will change, but I'll see, let me know if you'd like to see another part at all ^^
now this is super random but hear me out on zoya with a teen daughter that’s basically a mini her, especially style-wise (but maybe a little more grunge?) she’d be the embodiment of “hey what if zoya didn’t have trauma?” literally the cutest most violent-looking innocent ray of sunshine that could definitely crush your skull with her bare hands after all the training zoya had given her- but she’s too busy throwing a funeral for a roadkill
also idk if you’ve ever watched victorious as a kid but there’s a scene where the guy is tryna break up with his gf and it’s like
“are you…breaking up with me? 🤬”
“i mean.. yeah if that’s cool with you! :D”
that’s basically zoya’s grunge daughter i fear 💔
LMAO! This actually made me laugh. I can totally imagine this situation (I love Victorious).
Zoya's little me would indeed be a nightmare. They're everything Zoya should have been growing up (but trauma is trauma, and it affected her greatly). Because Zoya never wants her kids to go through the same things she did, you better believe she's protective and tries her hardest to give them the best life she can.
I don't know why, but I have an image of Zoya chilling on her motorcycle, and her mini me is beside her on their own mini one! Both dressed the same with sunglasses and everything. Add to it Zoya taking her kids to school like that (in a very safe way, of course). Ah, it's so cute!
I'm a selfshipper when it comes to Zoya, and we have our own kids. This makes me want to add more lore to them now, lol. Idk if anyone would ever be interested in hearing that, but yeah.
Sonic speaks Japanese in addition to English, Shadow understands some of it but only the basics, Sonic uses it to tease Shadow, Shads retaliates by flirting with him in Russian, and Sonic loses his shit.
⟡ ݁₊ . 𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 ! — Zoya… *pulls out wine* I haven’t heard of that name in a while…. (Finger crossed I finish my Angell request tonight as well)
She is everything to you. She was like the moon while you were... Well... You, looking up at the sky and admiring her. She’s intelligent, attractive, funny, and caring.
People in Syndicate know her for being ruthless, strong, and dangerous. Yet if only they knew how amazing she is—how much she cares for her people, how responsible she is, how great of a leader she is. Oh, you were in love with her, so deeply in love.
Yet, you can’t find the courage to tell her. Zoya has been your friend for years, ever since you were teenagers. It was you and her helping each other out until she eventually became the leader of The Legion. Even then, she still kept you closest to her, and you hate it.
You hated it because it made it difficult for you to move on from your feelings. The way your heart flutters when she laughs at your jokes, compliments you, teases you. You forget any negative thoughts when you’re with her.
It’s not until you’re alone when it hits you. She won’t ever look at you the same way you look at her. She cares about you, but in a way only a friend would. That’s all you were, her best friend of years.
You feel guilty honestly, guilty for being angry and sad over it. You can’t force her to love you like that, it isn’t right. You don’t even know how she feels about you. Are you just her friend? Is there a possibility you could be more? There are times when you feel like she’s hinting things, but you could just be reading too much into it.
If only it was simple for you to confess. You would get a quick answer but you’re scared. What if it ruins your friendship forever? Not to mention you can’t bear hearing the truth come from her.
Countless times you have written in your journal about it, desperate to let out your feelings and hope it would help you move on some way but it never worked. Distancing yourself wasn’t easy either, she’d always find a way to talk to you and make your walls fall, and you’d be back on square one.
“How have you been?” A voice snapped you out of your thoughts and you looked up. Before you stood Zoya, she sat down next to you on the bench and let out a sigh.
“You’ve been awfully quiet lately.”
“I know… It’s just i’ve been thinking.” You replied and stared at the floor.
“Oh? Of what exactly?” She sat straight and looked at you curiously. You bit the inside of your cheek and shook your head.
“Don’t worry about. It’s nothing serious I promise.” You shoot a small smile at her and relaxed your posture, “What have you been doing?”
She groaned a bit, “The usual. Some stupid gang group thought threatening The Legion was a smart idea and... Well, you can guess what happened.” She shrugged.
You giggled a bit, “You should just ignore them. They shouldn’t waste your time.” You rested your head to the side against her shoulder. A soft weight landed on your head seconds later. Today was a rare moment. Usually, there is chaos and noise around Syndicate, but today it was a bit calmer. Right now it felt like it was only you and Zoya and everyone else disappeared.
“Well.. It’s better to show them a lesson either way.” She said softly as she stared at the sunset. “Are you sure you’re alright? You seem.. Off.”
I love you.
Your throat went dry.
I want you.
You could feel your eyes water slowly.
Please kiss me.
Blinking, you tried your best to prevent your tears from falling. If you cried what explanation could you give her? You can’t tell her, you don’t have the courage to.
“I’m fine, don’t worry.” You said with a small smile.
I love you so much… Flaws and all.
⟢ 𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐳 ᵎᵎ — do not repost, plagiarize, translate, or adapt any of my works without my permission and or confirmation.
Why are people being toxic over fanfiction? If they don't want to read it, they can just move on to something else.
Though, I know unfortunately that the toxic ones are louder than everyone else, so it seems like they're the only ones around. But, everyone else loves your work as well, even if they don't comment on it or don't spam it until you give up like toxic people with no lives.
My personal guess is that the toxic people are all losers. Whether they're controlling (Wanting to erase everything they don't like.), jealous (Hating that people write or draw better than them and needing to stomp out competition.), and/or malicious (Wanting to silence and destroy the artist and their art entirely.) they're all entirely losers.
They squawk loud and act tough, but underneath all of that they're petty weak losers and wouldn't be anything or even heard if it weren't for anonymity and the Internet.
The rest of us regular people actually appreciate and like reading your work. The regular ones who don't like reading it just move on without causing problems and find something else that they like.
I agree with everything you wrote, down to a single word. Usually I wouldn't care about such comments or anything, but for the past few months my psyche hasn't been in a very good place, and this type of news didn't help either, so that's why I decided to take a break, I'll definitely come back, but like I said, it won't happen any sooner than July/August. Thanks again for understanding me and my situation, and for such kind words 💙💙
Okay, so I've been thinking about this for a long time, really long time, but I'm slowly getting tired of all the toxicity and other things in this fandom. It's been really fun and I'm glad I could actively participate in it for so many months and even years, thank you for every kudos, hits or comment under my fics, but there's a period where I want to put my future first, because I'm slowly approaching the end of college and I have to think about what's next. That's why I want to tell you that I'm leaving this fandom, Ao3 and writing fics for an indefinite period of time. Of course don't worry, all fics that are started will be finished, I don't like leaving things unfinished, so I will definitely finish them, but updates will be much slower. Once again, I really thank you for everything and I hope you understand me and my decision. Maybe I'll come back with new ideas and fics someday? Who knows. It definitely won't happen before July/August. I don't know. Thanks again for everything and sorry if I disappointed anyone. 💙💙
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