chronically exhausted

Fish/Q || 30+ || anti harrassment || current hyperfixations: Genshin Impact, Neon Genesis Evangeleon

[orangefishdreams]

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Call me Fish or Q either works. 30+. it/its. Sort of multi fandom, but right now sort of stuck in genshin impact special interest hell. Multi ship too, very much anti harassment, and no, I don't care about t/b dynamics.

I write sometimes when the mood strikes me. When I do, I post them on ao3.

I also sometimes draw. I rarely post these anymore, but if I do it may show up here.

Usually I show up, reblog 50 things, and then vanish for six months. You're welcome.

[hatakeflor]

🌧️⛓️ The safest place is in a dragon's embrace

[fuwungi]

☆⋆｡ 🌐🐠🫧 𖦹°‧⭐️

[taohun]

stuff happening on r/discoelysium

[shitty-fear-avatars]

Avatar of the Spiral but it’s the customer at the restaurant insisting you got their order wrong and sending you to remake it

[slightlyspooky]

Fiction is Bad and Wrong because the people in it are Real, and forcing them to exist is a violation of their consent (you can't ask them for consent before they exist)

[moonllows]

Webttore✨🧪

*AHEM* drawinghimuntilhebecomesplayable *AHEM* *AHEM*👁️👁️

[aloyhh]

"omg you remembered!" of course i did. I have a file on you

[papayajuan2019]

does anyone wanna come over and be devastated

[hungry-skeleton]

Feels good as fuck to sigh like an old fat dog

[e-102]

me leaving the theatre with two roasted turkeys in my shoulders

[e-102]

i don’t understand what this post is saying, why would i be leaving the theatre with uneaten turkeys. where did i get them from. what the fuck was i talking about.

[phishs-world]

You don't understand your own post?

[e-102]

i don’t understand anything

[askboxmemes]

I wanna know what people assume about me because of my tumblr.

Put an assumption in my ask. I’ll confirm or dispute it. I’m not gonna be mean or anything, I’m just very interested.

[orangefishdreams]

do you ever just forget that you can just do art whenever you want and you dont really have to put thought or effort into it you can just do it for fun?

and then i ended up spending the last 2 hours going through all the old art files on my ipad instead of actually doing anything so its just like cleaning my room and finding weird stuff and spending 7 hours looking at it.

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

I see that "learned helplessness" is the hot new psychological term getting wildly misused. the phrase you're looking for is "weaponized incompetence," babes

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

weaponized incompetence is when your partner does chores shitty on purpose so that you stop asking them to do chores. learned helplessness is when you've experienced so much trauma that you've developed the mindset that you can't meaningfully change your situation and have become accordingly passive.

if your partner is exhibiting learned helplessness they aren't manipulating you, they're displaying a trauma response.

[theanxiousbookdevourer]

A Collection of My Favorite Parenthetical Asides in Disco Elysium:

[nomohmoss]

[storybookprincess]

one of the best ways i’ve found to combat that inherent depressive pessimism without veering into toxic positivity territory is simply the phrase “i’m open to the possibility”

this particularly works with anything negative i’ve forecasted. “i woke up feeling like shit today, so my day is gonna suck” isn’t a particularly helpful thought, but “it’s a great day to be alive!!!!!” feels hollow and insincere when i have a pounding headache & am running on three hours of sleep

instead i’ll tell myself, “i really don’t feel good right now, but i’m open to the possibility that coffee and breakfast might perk me up a bit.” or “i’m in a lot of pain today, but i’m open to the possibility that my workday might still have fun parts despite that”

sometimes, when your impulse is to slam the door on anything good, but you’re not exactly up to going out & hunting it down yourself, leaving the door open just a crack makes all the difference