Orenji..

He/Him I do art ig…

[overanalyzing-this-garden]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter Four: the hypocrite, the liar, the thief 

Rating: Mature

Relationships: Damon Maitsu/Kai Monteago, with future Eva Tsunaka/Diana Venicia, Mark “Mayhem” Berskii/Jett Dawson, Wolfgang Akire/Grace Madison

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He couldn’t afford to fuck up, or be selfish, or lose control. Stay focused. No matter what happened today when they reached the shutter doors of the Alpha Sanctuary, no matter what Tozu did or said about the perk, he would remain in control. The others didn’t know, they couldn’t know.

‘Nothing you do matters…’

“I’m fine.”

He was the only one who could stop this.

'They’ll die, and so will you, Damon. Again, again, again.’

“They’re alive. I’m alive.”

By the time he emerged from the bathroom, Damon had found some clarity amidst his anxiety and enervation, a new swell of determination. He rolled up the sleeves to his elbows, buttoned up his light brown vest, and adjusted his tie, ignoring how without his blazer he felt too exposed. He’s survived worse, he could survive a day without it.

“I’m fine.” Then more firmly, “I’m fine.”

He said it over and over again, steeling his expression, preparing to face everyone and everything. He couldn’t let that vulnerability show.

Damon would wear the face of the Ultimate Debater.

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Additional Tags: Time Loop, Damon Maitsu is stuck in a time loop and has to save everyone with the power of friendship… kind of, it really depends on your definition of friendship, Damon’s really going through it, killing game but everyone survives, character death but like in past loops, I’m gonna be real with you: this is mostly kaimon-centric BUT everyone will get their turn to shine, you’d think damon would be better at feelings by now but nah, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, this fic is self-indulgent and a melting pot of ideas based on info that’s come out about pjeg’s plot with my own twist on them, Slow Burn, Touch-Starved Damon Maitsu, Hurt/Comfort, mentions of past drug use/overdose, self harm in the way that neglecting self care can get to the point of being self harm, Self-Harm, Trauma, Anxiety, Damon Maitsu says he’s fine but c'mon now, it’s not all angst i promise lol

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Hello again! Another stressful chapter (good stressful for me, bad stressful for Damon) Thank you so much for the kind comments on the last chapter! I really hope you enjoy this one, too! It took a lot outta me lol

[blunooz]

hello i kinda forgot about tumblr but errmmm happy pride!

[kianamaiart]

pretty pretty please i don’t want to be a tomodachi

[strange-aeons]

The Skeletons need YOU

— The Skeleton army recruiter

169 DAYS UNTIL HALLOWEEN

[orenjijuice5999]

I started thinking about eva and damon again and started crying. They make me sickkkk

[kalatannya]

"Age in bio or i'll kill you"

You better pay close attention to the first one, and read it very carefully. I will quiz you on it later.

[kalatannya]

So much good tags

[kunsttext]

just moved into new apartment with my gf so I’m probs gonna be too busy to post/draw but heres some fem yoshikaru to celebrate

[holy-roman-empire-official]

You all may think i'm kidding but I would fuck Kermit.

[wright-official]

THE FROG!?!!???

[holy-roman-empire-official]

Yes, the frog.

[the-muppet-joker]

Would you? Would you really? Is this a challenge? Would you slowly take apart is soft, plush body? Mm, watch him shake, flail his muppet arms, stammering out half protesting, half begging for more? Do you even KNOW what makes Kermit the Frog so appealing to Some Of Us? Are you a real puppet fucker, or just another goddamn fraud? Seeing Kermit perform, at the control of another's Hand. The performer moves his finges, and Kermit's mouth opens, and he cannot even stop it. He speaks. Good boy. Have you even considered what that must feel like? Have you ever even agonized over whether you want to be the one controlling him, feeling the thrill of his trust as he lets you take over, or be the one he controls, as all of his pent up need for domination is unleashed on your own hole, as he makes it hi,s mmuppet hol.e. Fuckk. Have you written pages and pages of muppet porn and realized that, yeah, there are real and compelling reasons to be aroused by Kermit the Frog? Or are you just trying to be shocking. Because, I really am warning you. That's a dangerous road to travel, cowboy. Some don't come back... Heh.

Some Don't Even Really Want To.

[shin-kuzuryu]

Shithead and Fuckface are getting along

[orenjijuice5999]

i had a dream last night that Damon came out as a trans girl and eva made fun of her bc Damon chose a stupid ass old woman name like Doorean.

[rainbowsprinklesprincess]

Doorean Maitsu, Ultimate Debater.

Everyone would be supportive of her, but absolutely roast her chosen name. Of course, Dwight-I mean Ulysses-has 0 right to make fun of Doorean.

[orenjijuice5999]

LMAO???????😭😭😭

[orenjijuice5999]

i had a dream last night that Damon came out as a trans girl and eva made fun of her bc Damon chose a stupid ass old woman name like Doorean.

[orenjijuice5999]

also im sorry jettskii nation but i really think jettskii is better when its onesided not even gonna lie💔💔💔 like even in a non killing game scenario I dont really see them working out or jett really liking Mark like romantically

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

My three girlfriends. And yes, they smoke weed.

[pebleeee-deactivated20151227]

do they smoke weed?

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

Yes, actually.

[gucciballs-deactivated20200720]

you mean she isnt just smoking a cigarette? but a weed cigarette?

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

It’s called a bunt…. Not weed cigarette… And yes, it is a weed bunt. They all smoke weed bunts before we kiss. (They are my girlfriends,)

[gccgrimm-deactivated20160818]

They don’t look like they smoke weed.

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. Fuck You. I’m so angry you are so lucky my three weed smorking girlfriends are rubbing my shoulders to calm me down I’m so mad.

[madamekagamine]

Your “weed smoking girlfriend” has a Hello Kitty tattoo on her belly. The one in the middle.

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

I printed out a photo of your avatar and taped it to my punching bag that I punch and I mutter your URL with every strong punch I punch you twerp…. Don’t ever Talk about Blaiz or the wicked Tat(tattoo) I drew on her ever again I Don’t wanna see you standing outside my home at 3 am holding your weird dripping brown bags ever again ok leave us alone this is the FINAL FUCKING WARNING 

[19leahjade96]

Well that escalated quickly……

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

What, was that? Hmm? Come again. *Blaiz grabs my shoulder* Come on Jory, they aren’t worth it, please. * I jerk my shoulder shaking her hand off* NO! NOOOOO!!! *starts to just pummel you with my big fucking fists. With each blow I let out a furious yell. The blows come quicker and harder and the yells get louder. I’m yelling so loud and now I’m crying. BREAKING POINT. The week was hard and I can’t take anymore. I’m opening sobbing at this point while you blood gurgle. All three of my girlfriends struggle to pull me off and they finally succeed and lead me away from the goo pile that is now your body*

[jackaxed]

haha oh my god

who even is this dude? someone needs some anger management classes.

love how he keeps reminding us that “I HAVE THREE GIRLFRIENDS”, “THEY ALL KISS ME”, and “THEY SMOKE WEED HURRP DURR”.

and let’s not forget the “Blaiz” and her “wicked tat”, or that he doesn’t “wanna see you standing outside [his] home at 3 am holding your weird dripping brown bags ever again”, and that this is “the FINAL FUCKING WARNING”.

“the goo pile that is now your body”

i’m dying over here, jesus

please, Jory, come challenge me to a bout of internet witticsisms; i promise, it’ll be fun.

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

*shoots you dead* Heh, idiot… *leaves with my three weed smorking girlfriends to go hold hands and kiss.*

[anemonequeen-moved]

this dude playin omg 

[thejorie-deactivated20160327]

Come again? *The bar falls silent. No one dares to make a sound, as you have just said a very poor choice of words at a very dangerous time. I remain slumped over the bar, not looking back to you. One hand limply holding an almost empty bottle, the other hand cradling my head. I repeat the question, this time louder.* Come again?! *You can hear me slur the words, the sentence sounds like a real struggle for me to get out. I’m clearly intoxicated. A bead of sweat rolls down your face as you realize you might have just fucked up in a very major way. Everyone else in the bar is pretending to not notice what is going on. The bartender idly washes a mug with a cloth. His eyes are closed and he’s muttering something to himself. A handful of people hurriedly leave. One person looks back at you, a look of sorrow on their face. They almost say something, but shake their head and cast their eyes down to the floor, and leave. But not you. You stand, petrified. A quick look at me reveals I’m still  at the bar. You look to the exit, there’s still time. But there’s not, there’s not, there’s not. Your fate was sealed the moment you opened your mouth.* Mother fuck.. what did you say?! *I slowly rise from my stool and being to lumber over to you.  I look a mess. My hair is unkempt, I haven’t shaved in what looks like months, there are dark heavy bags under my eyes, my shirt is stained and has holes in it, and I’m missing a shoe. But the main thing you notice is the gun tucked into my jeans, and my massive muscle arms that look like they were made for punching. You know that song about the boots that were made for walking? Yeah, it’s like that only instead of boots it’s my muscles and instead of walking it’s punching. As I drunkenly sway over to you, you think of your family… Will they mourn you, or will they try and forget this blotch of stupidity, that their child insulted the Jory publicly, ever happened to their family? Your thoughts are cut short as I now stand face to face with you. I grab your face and pull you even closer.* Playin?! There was nothing playing… no playing you fuck. No playing… it was real.. the realest thing I’ve ever know.. felt… Love. I loved them… Blaiz…. Chas-Chas… Funk… I loved all three of em… but they…*My face is wet with tears and I’m blinking constantly in vain to hold them back.* They left me… left… *Almost instantly the sadness leaves my face and is replaced with pure anger.* Playin? Playin?! *My hand leaves your face and starts to head to what you think is the gun. You close your eyes and see God looking at you, shrugging. ‘Pft, you brought this upon yourself dude.’ He says as he waves his hands at you dismissively. But instead of the gun, my hands grab yours. Your eyes jolt open and the anger is gone from my face. There is only sadness.* Left me… * I fall to the floor and sob.* Wow, grow up. *You say before you leave the bar but are hit almost immediately from a car and are killed upon impact.*

[unclefather]

Happy 420

[behindnightmaresanddreams]

Happy 420

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[orenjijuice5999]

i really wish ulymon was a more popular ship in the pjeg community its js so aesthetically good like if you get it you get it.

[jellyowls]

exactlyyyy

[orenjijuice5999]

Divaaaaa why did you hide this in the tags omgggg

[orenjijuice5999]

i really wish ulymon was a more popular ship in the pjeg community its js so aesthetically good like if you get it you get it.

[orenjijuice5999]

now thats canonical that Jean is gay, polyamorous, and wanted to add the entirety of the male cast into his polycule. Where is the fic where Damon gets a train ran on him but every single guy. I desperately searched AO3 for like 2 hours and couldn’t find anything💔💔💔

[orenjijuice5999]

idk why but on tumblr i feel so much more free to like talk about fandom then on tiktok or twt. Maybe its bc twt and tiktok are a lot more intimate i guess. Like everytime i tried to join a fandom on twt it gets like zero likes and no one sees it and its like you have to post a shit ton for it to actually gain traction idk. But like on here I can make a single fandom post a get at least 6 or 7 (lmao) notes idkkkkkkk