I AM HAVING A MOMENT
Do you ever just have a moment?
A moment when you are driving in your car, crying your eyes out, smacking the steering wheel and feeling like the world is going to end? That was a moment for me last night. I cried myself into the most regrettable migraine I have ever had, and I slept like a baby because of it.
So why does this moment even matter? It doesn’t when it comes to the greater scheme of things, but currently it matters to HECK because I was so frustrated I almost crashed the car. I was frustrated with people, agendas, personalities and arrogance. I was frustrated with people demanding things that just aren’t meant for them, and I was also particularly annoyed with people who don’t have enough time to reply to your requests (no matter how many smileys you include in the message.)
I feel like my head is going to explode with ideas and exciting new concepts, but when the people around you don’t open an ear to listen it feels like my head is going to explode from frustration. It isn’t fair - but that is the creative world. Even more so, people want to do things themselves. I am happy for you to do it, but I want you to do it well. I am not trying to steal your job, and if you took a second to step back you would understand that my job is to elevate you and make you flourish.
However, people still tend to frustrate me with their nonchalant disregard for my efforts.
At least I got my diva moment out of the way.
