àthena

my thoughts are wild; i hope you stay to listen

[hurricane-ellen]

my brain 24/7

[totallyfubar]

I love saying “of course” instead of “you’re welcome,” like of course I’m helping you that’s what I do, you were foolish to even consider an alternate dimension in which I’m not helping you. you idiot. you absolute buffoon.

[orphicathena]

Sometimes it takes the worst pain to bring the best change

[philosophybits]

Let the welfare of the people be the ultimate law.

Cicero, De Legibus (via philosophybits)

[orphicathena]

my mom: *sleeping soundly*

me: oh man, how do i tell her i missed the bus,

me: I'm fucking dead.

me: she's not gonna drive me.

me: just fucking do it, you bitch.

[orphicathena]

the moment of truth

i just need a friend on here who laughs at me behind their computer in their mom’s house. 

[orphicathena]

i don’t understand how i can keep on procrastinating and not worry about upcoming finals.

[orphicathena]

[orphicathena]

ha. true

[orphicathena]

god, i don’t know how to act around you

[orphicathena]

[orphicathena]

her mind's like a diamond

Carmen, Lana del Ray

[orphicathena]

frustration;

something every hopeless 

experiences 

[orphicathena]

there was so much pain in her eyes.

i would be lying if I said I didn’t relate.

[orphicathena]

my smile was see through

my laugh was hollow

my eyes were empty

i am dead 

[orphicathena]

I want to scream 

that I’m not a liar 

that i’m not a disappointment

that I’m not a failure 

that I’m not a cheat

that I’m not a whore 

but I always end up believing that I am

-unknown 

[orphicathena]

someone talk to me 

i don’t want to be alone with my thoughts, it’s so scary