✦ orphic chic ✦

welcome, it’s just a hot mess expressing it’s heart here ♡ ♡ ♡ blessed with beauty and rage

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„A kiss can destroy a philosophy.“

- Anaïs Nin

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Too Sweet

I like to think it’s because

I am too proud, too proud

but not too loud.

Please don’t mistake me

for somebody that does not care.

All I do is to care, to care,

to try to share my heart

when my own head

gives me this freedom.

I long for the sweetest love.

I like to think it’s because

I am too sweet, too sweet,

too sweet to resist.

Sweet and chaotic,

sweet and sensible.

I can’t pretend

to be a simple woman.

Believe me, I am no bad omen.

Maybe one day I can soften.

There just was never a shoulder to lean on,

no one that could answer their phone,

no one stayed for all too long.

Always was praying for help

inside mental, self-built metal war walls,

behind the iron doors.

Where I am after all these years,

soundproof tears.

There I can be all yours,

all sweet and me.

11.02.2026

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Waves of Nonsense

Endless nights full of sleep,

With dreams I no longer wish to keep.

Waking up still tired,

Just because of how my brain is wired.

Forgot how much I bring to the table

Until the core of who I am grew unstable.

Trying to survive the waves of numbness,

So life doesn’t dissolve into nonsense.

orphic chic 08/02/2026

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“You can’t fix me. Let me have my bad days.”

— Dayna Walls-Cochran

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I feel philosophical today.

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Lost in Textures

Lost in textures, undertones, and colors

trying to make my life look fuller.

Maybe I even feel a little bit cooler,

but does it really help?

I can’t tell why I let myself outcross my own limits.

It feels like my very own hell,

but I am also the creator,

so I can destroy what I once created.

Probably the smartest thing I can do

is just live—not to chase perfection,

but to follow with love my desires for beauty.

Beauty isn’t just about a face.

It’s position, intention, and charm—

things that can take the harm of the world,

bringing balance to the ugliness of life.

It makes it worth it, to fully live,

in beauty.

27/01/2026

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Unnamed.

I dance in the dark

In the unseen realm

Where no light enters,

To remain unseen, untouched,

Uncategorized and unjudged.

I never felt like a performer of life.

But what are the people called

That aren’t?

What is their role in this play?

How are they paid?

I can’t grow

If I stay hidden,

But I can’t participate

In this social show.

How can I follow my mission?

Liberate my soul from this system?

How can I listen in the stillness

Of this roaring, aiming world

To the quiet voice of my intuition?

In between logicians and institutions,

Validation and starvation of the soul,

How do we move from this hole?

After being pushed into it,

After being stolen—what keeps man whole?

It’s the untamed, unnamed souls

That keep the man alive,

The senses and visions

That collide with division.

By Maré

xoxo

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If you don't have all the information, stop filling in the blanks with your imagination, fears, or projections. It's better to learn to sit with an unclear picture than to carry around an inaccurate one.

~Sara Kuburic

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2026:

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Born in Darkness

Don’t fear the darkness.

We were all born in it —

in the womb, from our mothers.

Our ideas, creativity, and obsessions

are born there too.

Don’t fear it.

Respect it. Embrace it.

You couldn’t see the light

without the darkness.

By Maré 18/04/2025

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Don’t twist the knife

Don’t twist the knife,

Pretending to know better about life.

I know, I know you can—

Throw the knife perfectly,

Pointing where it hurts most,

At what is most vulnerable

To a denying human mind.

Where it bleeds the most,

Unseen by its own host.

I know, I know it’s not hard for you,

After all you’ve been through.

The boiling rage in your soft heart,

That burning sage,

Won’t destroy your cage.

That’s not power,

Neither wisdom—

Weakness masked as strength.

The satisfaction of cutting someone

Lasts seconds;

The damage lasts years.

You have your own wounded scars.

Just because you can see the stars

Through the pain,

Not going insane,

Doesn’t mean your loved ones

See the cure in it.

I know, I know it’s hard.

Don’t burn all bridges, or turn cold.

Put down your weapon,

Tear down the wall.

Walk away.

By Maré 22/12/2025

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Born under an Cancer Full Moon

My eyes softly kissed

by violet rings.

Pain that whispers and stings

Paper soaked in ink.

Words that float.

And thus was born Maré.

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Echoes

Where once there was

laughter in the halls

Now only shallow

echoes of the past.

No missed calls,

Only pain to swallow.

Not much did last.

Change came far too fast.

Nostalgia in my heart,

The future in my mind.

Walls defined, love declined.

As if in the blink of an eye,

the magic, the joy, is gone.

As if it were only a fleeting moment

Living on forgotten pictures and tapes.

Feeling alone in a mass

I once felt connected.

As if it was meant-

Meant to be a best-before date.

Now there is just a mess.

And even when I want to bring it back

It all already turned black.

By Maré 26/12/2025

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Into us

I let myself melt in your hands,

So I can feel your warmth.

Even though being fluid frightens me,

I can't help it when I'm with you.

For decades, I was forced to be cold,

To deny any warmth-

Inside out,

Outside in.

It was too dangerous to rest

In the arms of others.

Cold hands touched me,

Stole the only warmth I had.

So be careful with me-

As I melt

in your loving hands.

And slowly, I melt-

Into you.

Into us.

By Maré 09/02/2025