needle-y

pronouns in pinned | Hello !! You may call me either Mizi, Lavi, or Jay. I'm here because I'm lonely as hell and I want a place to safely dump my stuff in whenever I want.

[otohina]

hi I'm on other platforms too :D

pinterest: otohina_ (I post whispers of my short thoughts there!)

discord: otohina_ (I'll likely respond to you right away, assuming that I'm not pre-occupied)

reddit: otohina_ (I'll post there when I become confident enough, probably)

ao3: oto_hnx (there's nothing there rn but I'm working on smth trust)

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tags n shi

#she mizi on my js till i yapping - just rambles

#actually not brief not sloppy - walls of text (quality varies)

#mizi's art... kinda. maybe. - artworks

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also my needle playlist !!

More about me under the cut.

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The names in my bio are in order of preference (most to least). You may use whichever one you want of course, there'd be no reason to include it if I didn't like it.

I primarily prefer he/him, but that may change sometimes/conditionally. The only neos I'm okay with are xe/xem.

My only consistent DNI is loli/shotacons, darkshippers, and right-wingers. I block freely.

Additional (might be outdated sometimes): en.pronouns.page/@otohinyaa

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Some of my interests:

BFDI (Main, for now - only because of Needle though lol)

Murder Drones

BanG Dream!

Touhou Project

Project Sekai

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Other media I like, but don't engage with much/might larp:

End Roll

Omori

Yume Nikki

Arcaea

Honkai: Star Rail

TenTen Kakumei/MagiRevo

The Summer You Were There

Hibike! Euphonium

Bocchi The Rock!

Alien Stage

Internecion Cube

Inanimate Insanity

KorFC/KFC (Korean Fried Chicken)

HfjONE

[penstarsgalaxy]

This made numbers on pinterest so i’m putting it here too

Ref below

[maythray]

my fanart

[otohina]

I know I'm bigender but please stop calling me a girl please stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop (/lh, kinda)

(this WILL change later but I do wish I looked a little more like a pretty boy. I just look like a girl with short hair... and it doesn't help that I wanna be feminine bleh)

[hprcbifbotet]

needbookcil as that stupid ass wolf image (og below)

[otohina]

do you ever just start yumeshipping with yourself 💜💜💜💜

(vague vent below the cut LMAO)

I'm so fucking tired god someone just save me please

not forcing ofc but it would be nice lowkey

And also I feel stupid

[otohina]

random thought about needle

This isn't some original profound idea, but it is... a thought. Yeah. Anyway, if you've paid attention to Needle in some way, you know that she's always been a team player, though she approaches teams differently in BFDIA and BFB-onwards.

In BFDIA, she helps others out for their sakes as much as she could, whether that'd be by pitching new ideas, executing others' ideas, or often taking initiative, because she felt like she was obligated to do so and sought for their approval. She also tries to stay on good terms with everyone else, her behavior when Bomby confronted her for switching and later on, being unsatisfied with his "half-forgiveness" as examples. People pleasing, basically.

Since BFB however, unlike previously, she separates her relations from the competition. She still wants to win—though she takes on a more passive role—with seemingly little care for the others' opinions on her now, contributing nowhere near as much as she did back then.

She becomes way more active in TPOT, but her treatment of the teams remains the same. She cares so little in fact, that she has no problem with trying to beat the shit out of Donut, who was her teammate not long ago at the time, and Book, who's literally her friend, just for the sake of the challenge.

(She's also generally less friendly than before lol)

I'm not sure what this implies, but it gives me hope for IDFB giving her something good alongside her inevitable separation from FreeSmart. I do like to make her suffer, but I want her to be happy too... pls bro she deserves this

There HAS to be a reason she's friends with Coiny and Pin today despite their treatment of her in BFDIA, right???????????????????

[otohina]

I'd like to add: This means that she has friends that actually care about her after whatever happens with FreeSmart (already brought this up but the intention is different i swear), or she comes into a begrudging acceptance of things never really getting better for her. Either way, again, she doesn't care anymore.

[sillymayo0]

Drew this because Needcil is so PEAK!!

[otohina]

the feminine (in disregard to gender) urge to project onto needle bfdi 👀👀👀👀👀

[cosmosgodunicorn]

[otohina]

the idfb needcil break up is gonna have a sunset in the background and will take place near the yoyle needy in one way or another I GET IT I'M DELUSIONAL SHUT UP im getting impatient I miss them,,,,

[otohina]

Needle has been considered missing for almost 2 years now.

[matchcildivorce]

Pattern Recognition.

[4bsorb]

[youre-in-my-veins-you-fuk]

You never know if someone needs this. Reblog this, even if its not your ‘blog type’. Just do it.

[fuckyeahknbsnkygofree-yaoi-deac]

Yes, please reblog

[dendenmusume]

Do it. Now.

[alienpal]

i sat here and thought about reblogging this or not but then i realized how many people feel suicidal, and i  have too its not dan and phil but i could honestly care less, bc i rather have someone not die then make sure i strictly stay to my ‘blog type’ 

[lauriehalseanderson]

Blog type doesn’t matter. Caring for people does.

[typewrxter]

This isn’t my blog type but *deep inhale* 

SAVING SUICIDAL LIVES IS BETTER THAN KEEPING IT TO MY BLOG THEME SO DEAR YA’LL WHO ARE SUICIDAL I’M HERE SIS/BRO/SIBLING!! STAY STRONG!!

[the-sinkmire-symphony]

Fine I promise.

[sweetstarart]

REBLOG THIS IF YOU SEE IT!! ITS IMPORTANT!!

[itsprobablydee]

Knifecase fans did we eat or all are we all dead

[otohina]

bro I'm crying one of the slices literally says "A friend who understands"... I'm sad now

LET HER BE HAPPY IN IDFB PLEASE I BEG

[otohina]

needle witnesses(?) someone she's close to drift away from how she saw them in the beginning twice omg this is such a cool thought