#vague vent

[princeclaude]

♱⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺♱

♱⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺♱

𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬~?

𝐃𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞~?

𝐆𝐨𝐝, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝~?

𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞~

𝐎𝐡 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞~

𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐝

𝐀𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲, 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞~?

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐈 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐞~?

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞~

𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞~

𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐨𝐟𝐟

𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 - 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐞

𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐈'𝐦 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡

𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐛𝐨𝐲

♱⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺♱

♱⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺♱

[signsoffamine]

WHY can't I just love people like normal and have romance like normal

[signsoffamine]

I think I need to listen to some 14 minute long alternative ambient rock songs and think about my life

[cigarettesndkisses]

she somehow always picks the exact moment I'm having a bad day to text me

[krumb-crumb]

Uauuggghh...I feel like I'm being hollowed from the inside out. I hate this. Why do I even wake up?! SHUT THE FUCK UPPP!!

[jollyterror]

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[shytreeking]

Brain mri tomorrow. If this results in nothing I give the fuck up. I'll be fucking dead & the coroners will be too stupid to find what's wrong with me either.

Not nervous, just pissed. It's been so many years of suffering & literally no test or exam can find anything off. I want it to stop.

[puppersinbusiness26]

Maybe I had your notifications on because I was actually interested in you instead of ignoring your existence and hobbies like you did to me