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Favorite scenes Thjazi was forced to experience trapped as Julien's shadow:
Julien seducing Ingrid
"Did you fuck my son, Sir Julien?"
Julien returning to his Fuck Castle
the absolute chaos of every convergence meeting
Julien being rude to every person Thjazi loved (except Aranessa)
Basically:
So, I've started reading Higurashi...
HIGURASHI UPDATE: OH NO
(Spoilers below & in my tags!)
“don’t romanticise your disorder” actually I’m just trying to enjoy being alive
I’m just making the most of an existence I never planned on. this is my life. least I can do is live it!
I say this gently because I was the same a good few years ago: if you tell a disordered person trying to look on the bright side that they should be miserable 24/7 in order to gain basic consideration and respect, or in order to just be seen as real, you have a little bit of work to do when it comes to being an ally to people living with disorders.
You can accomplish every goal you have no matter what that goal is - without romanticizing disorders.
No one saying "don't romanticize" is saying "be miserable". Mk? Mk.
sorry, it seems as though I need to clarify a few things, based on your response! what you've said tells me you may have misunderstood what I'm trying to say.
this post is based on years and years of personal experience with people leaping to tell me I'm living my life wrong because I'm mostly happy with my life, while also living with a lifelong disorder that caused my consciousness to permanently fracture at a very young age due to trauma.
I'm not saying to romanticise disorders! I'm saying disordered people are allowed to be happy in our lives without strangers telling us that any happiness means we're giving our OWN DISORDERS a "bad name"!
even a casual, neutral mention of my disorder gets people riled up and acting like I'm "making light of it" when it's just... my life. has been for longer than I can remember.
this post is aimed at people who are mistakenly identifying a disordered person's peace of mind as a harmful behaviour. it's NOT saying "pretend your symptoms are enjoyable!!!" it's saying "finding positives in a shitty situation is in no way immoral".
I'm going to be deleting my blog in the next couple of days because I am sick of trying to fight the same fight as OP is here, among other reasons, but just throwing out there that many of the things people on this and other platforms consider "romanticizing" are, for anyone who actually knows what they are talking about, signs of genuine recovery.
Improved system relations and no longer being in a disordered state because everyone is able to work together? That's not a sign someone is faking, that's literally textbook signs of improvement.
Developed skill with deliberate switches and being able to do internal space work? Not a sign of someone being deluded or manic, once again, literally textbook signs of improvement.
Being happy? Working with our crews to meet all their needs? You guessed it.
Even in older resources that chase integration above all else (increasingly recognized as just a way to live, rather than the end goal all systems should go after) focus on the importance of helping every member of a system shift out of a disordered state and into one where they feel safe and are able to express their needs.
All of the syscourse and fake hunting is the kind of shit that just makes our lives worse and harder. Being happy with our lives is the fucking goal of treatment. Being plural is only a Problem if it's DISORDERED, aka, if we're unable to live the lives we all want because our suffering and struggles are preventing us from doing what we want to do.
There are many beautiful things about being a system. It's an incredible adaptation. There are many ADVANTAGES that can come with being a system as well.
Too often what people mean when they are talking about 'romanticization' is "a person is being happy in a way I disapprove of, because I regard the thing they are happy about as incompatible with a Normal Life", and it is often rooted in deeply internalized ableism. I've seen people cry romanticization about folks with ADHD....not hating themselves. Not even celebrating their condition, just not self-flagellating.
I've seen people cry romanticization about folks with my connective tissue disorder dressing up nicely and taking care of ourselves, because if we do not look like we are in extreme pain 24/7 how is anyone looking at us supposed to know we're Not Normal?
Not saying that last person thinks that way, but making one more plea to anyone who feels disdain or derision at seeing people with various mental, physical and emotional differences in states of even just neutrality, let alone joy, to seriously sit with that and do some introspection. Why should our expected state be one of endless suffering? We're still people.
REALLY well worded!!! thank you! a lot of people are, deep down, uncomfortable with the idea that someone can choose to keep living in a way they can't imagine dealing with. it's Wrong for us to choose healthy recovery that doesn't involve being "cured" because it's Wrong to exist this way at all. but that's not the case! we're allowed to choose our own lives and we're allowed to pursue recovery and happiness without needing to be "cured". let's live on our own terms.
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i watched dandadan for the first time a couple weeks back and MAN i love these silly goobers :)
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Scheibenkleister
I tried to lift his head and he wouldn’t let me
he's always trying to suffocate himself!!!!
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I made this for Blonde Wife a long time ago but it remains true.
When Drugs Became Available
Have you ever been writing some historical fiction and wondered "hey, I wonder if my characters would have been able to pop an ibuprofen in 1977?" Well, you're in luck, because this post is all about when common medications became available:
Acetaminophen: 1950
Albuterol: 1969 (UK) 1982 (US)
Allopurinol: 1966
Alprazolam: 1981
Amitriptyline: 1961
Amlodipine: 1990
Amoxicilin: 1972
Amphetamine/Dextroamphetamine (together as Adderall): 1996
Apixiban: 2012
Aripiprazole: 2002
Aspirin (first NSAID): 1899
Azidothymidine (first antiviral): 1987
Barbital (first barbiturate): 1903
Bupropion: 1985
Buspirone: 1986
Calcium Carbonate (TUMS): 1930
Captopril (first ACE inhibitor): 1981
Chlordiazepoxide (first benzodiazepine): 1960
Chlorothiazide (first thiazide diuretic): 1957
Chlorpromazine (first antipsychotic): 1952
Cyclobenzeprine: 1977
Diphenhydramine: 1946
Furosemide: 1959
Fluoxetine (first SSRI): 1988
Gabapentin: 1993
Glipizide: 1984
Hydrochlorothiazide: 1959
Ibuprofen: 1969 (UK) 1974 (US)
Insulin: 1923 (though many types of insulins would become available over the next century)
Imipramine (first tricyclic antidepressant): 1959
Iproniazid (first antidepressant (MAOI)): 1952
Levothyroxine: 1927 (though desiccated pork thyroid was used for the same reasons as early as 1890)
Lisinopril: 1987
Lithium: 1949
Losartan (first ARB): 1995
Lovastatin (first statin): 1987
Naproxen: 1976 (Rx) 1990 (OTC)
Nitrogen Mustard (first chemotherapy agent): early 1940's
Methotrexate: 1947
Methylphenidate: 1954
Metformin: 1957 (France) 1995 (US)
Metoprolol: 1978
Montelukast: 1998
Morphine: early 1800's
Omeprazole: 1989
Penicillin: 1945
Phenbezamine (first antihistamine): 1942
Prednisone: 1955
Propranolol (first beta blocker): 1965 (UK) 1967 (US)
Sertraline: 1990
Spironolactone: 1959
Sulfanilamide (first modern antibiotic): 1935
Tolbutamide (first oral anti-diabetic drug): 1956
Tramadol: 1977 (Germany) 1995 (US)
Trazodone: 1981
Valacyclovir: 1995
Verapamil (first calcium channel blocker): 1964
Warfarin: 1954
Zopiclone (first "Z-drug"): 1986
Someone asked for this list in date order, so here it is!
Morphine: early 1800's
Aspirin (first NSAID): 1899
Barbital (first barbiturate): 1903
Insulin: 1923 (though many types of insulins would become available over the next century)
Levothyroxine: 1927 (though desiccated pork thyroid was used for the same reasons as early as 1890)
Calcium Carbonate (TUMS): 1930
Sulfanilamide (first modern antibiotic): 1935
Nitrogen Mustard (first chemotherapy agent): early 1940's
Phenbezamine (first antihistamine): 1942
Penicillin: 1945
Diphenhydramine: 1946
Methotrexate: 1947
Lithium: 1949
Acetaminophen: 1950
Chlorpromazine (first antipsychotic): 1952
Iproniazid (first antidepressant (MAOI)): 1952
Methylphenidate: 1954
Warfarin: 1954
Prednisone: 1955
Tolbutamide (first oral anti-diabetic drug): 1956
Chlorothiazide (first thiazide diuretic): 1957
Metformin: 1957 (France) 1995 (US)
Furosemide: 1959
Hydrochlorothiazide: 1959
Spironolactone: 1959
Imipramine (first tricyclic antidepressant): 1959
Chlordiazepoxide (first benzodiazepine): 1960
Amitriptyline: 1961
Verapamil (first calcium channel blocker): 1964
Propranolol (first beta blocker): 1965 (UK) 1967 (US)
Allopurinol: 1966
Albuterol: 1969 (UK) 1982 (US)
Ibuprofen: 1969 (UK) 1974 (US)
Amoxicilin: 1972
Naproxen: 1976 (Rx) 1990 (OTC)
Cyclobenzeprine: 1977
Tramadol: 1977 (Germany) 1995 (US)
Metoprolol: 1978
Captopril (first ACE inhibitor): 1981
Trazodone: 1981
Alprazolam: 1981
Glipizide: 1984
Bupropion: 1985
Buspirone: 1986
Zopiclone (first "Z-drug"): 1986
Lovastatin (first statin): 1987
Azidothymidine (first antiviral): 1987
Lisinopril: 1987
Fluoxetine (first SSRI): 1988
Omeprazole: 1989
Amlodipine: 1990
Sertraline: 1990
Gabapentin: 1993
Losartan (first ARB): 1995
Valacyclovir: 1995
Amphetamine/Dextroamphetamine (together as Adderall): 1996
Montelukast: 1998
Aripiprazole: 2002
Apixiban: 2012
Ooh, some of my medications are on here :O