id rather eat hot coal than talk about my problems @outrockoakley - Tumblr Blog

INS:

BEING WEIRDER!

LEARNING

BEING CRITICAL OF MEDIA

SURGERY

READING

BALANCING BEING A HATER (RESPECTFUL) WITH BEING KIND

FIXING MY RELATIONSHIP TO MUSIC

SAY YES TO MORE LAST MINUTE PLANS!

TRAVELLING

DRUGS

OPENING MYSELF UP TO STRANGERS- START CONVERSATIONS

WE'RE ON A ROAD TO NOWHERE... MAYBE YOU WONDER WHERE YOU ARE. I DON'T CARE!

OUTS:

OVERWORKING MYSELF

SPENDING WHAT FEELS LIKE AN ETERNITY ON MY PHONE

MONEY PROBLEMS

AI (NEVER USED IT- HOPING IT WILL FALL APART BY THE END OF 2025)

NOT KNOWING HOW TO COOK

OVERDUE LIBRARY BOOKS/MEDIA

NOT RESPONDING TO FAMILY

#idk how the line spacing got so fucked up in between ins and outs but as much as it bothers me idc enough to fix it. sorry everyone #2025 #sorry i'm posting these late i truly haven't felt like a human being for the entirity of january #also i want to try and develop close relationships with more trans ppl in my city. i think being in more spaces for trans people would #improve my mental health a lot

dragongirlbunny

weed gummies are such a fake sounding concept like yeah if you eat this piece of candy and wait an hour you'll suddenly become very easily entertained and airheaded and cuddly

somethingsomethingwizard

willy wonka creation

#and sometimes if you're unlucky you'll be stuck like this for 3 days #i'm almost to the point where i can have an edible again. maybe. still terrified of being high for 3 days happening to me again #i've been trying not to have them a lot but thc drinks have been my preferred way of getting high in the last few months

dogpuppy

twistcmyk

i'm scared to show you

sonofmeatthawsmoth-deactivated2

Thanks to the ubiquity of recordings, we live in a less musical world than our ancestors did. Within living memory, it was the norm for nearly everyone to sing while they worked, while they worshipped, as entertainment for themselves or a few friends, or for no reason at all. Now, anyone can have music made for them at the push of a button, and anyone with a less than perfect voice is reluctant to sing at all. I enjoy singing for students in local schools and the only real takeaway I want to give them from my programs is You can do this, too! Music is not something you have to be exceptionally clever or particularly talented to make. When is the last time you heard someone singing in public for no discernable reason? I would like to hear it more often.

absoluteconceptofbeauty

i get so scared off that anything

feastofsnakes

hey sorry I snapped at you, I've just had a really hard day and [remembers focusing on myself is selfish] maybe it's your fault for provoking me?

decompose1

sorry i don't write men. yeah idk i just can't get into their headspace.... i don't know how to act like a man lol. idk how men feel. do they even have the same feelings as us? that's crazyyyy lol. still tho idk how id do it im not educated enough to write them sorry. you wouldn't want me to write a man badly would you.... im afraid of messing up and those angry men online to shout at me they're so aggressive

b0nkcreat

eyes emoji was the perfect invention for nosy people. like 👀 whats going on over here 👀👀 i just wanna know #LetMeKnow 👀👀👀

segamascott

okay so here's the thing about 50,000 people vs 1 ceo of a utility company

segamascott

technofascist surveillance state actually the have fun with ai was just them selling it to the public ☺️

sniperct

Roughly 49,000 Lake Tahoe residents could lose 75% of their power after their energy provider said it's directing energy to neighboring data

NV Energy continues to be trash, I see.

poohishere

Black children deserve to grow old 💔

amnesiaguy

all my haters become tomaters in my lovely summer garden

eebie

wastefulreverie

writing fanfiction is wild because sometimes you wonder if you character can tread water with their hands and feet tied for a one-off joke and learn that some guy for like 50 years made a technique called drownproofing a graduation requirement for georgia tech from 1936 to 1988 where you indefinitely keep your lung capacity as full as possible to float without much physical exertion

Once they had mastered the Drownproofing technique, students learned to stay afloat with their wrists and ankles bound, swim 50 yards (46 m) underwater, and retrieve diving rings from the bottom of the pool using their teeth.

what the fuck