blake kathryn
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Jules of Nature
Peter Solarz
if i look back, i am lost
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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titsay
One Nice Bug Per Day
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Acquired Stardust
Kaledo Art
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
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Keni
occasionally subtle
I'd rather be in outer space šø
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@outsiderempire
I like how I went on the first date Iāve ever had in my life and despite it not being bad, realized that okay I think this dude and I are better off being friends before anything else, and now that he hasnāt texted me in days Iām like welpā¦maybe that aināt the life for me. Iām literally giving up before even getting started š
Update on labor crew guy: dude literally chased me through the tunnels today into the library, proceeded to walk up to me, then handed me his phone and asked for my number š and I fucking asked him to lunch and he said YES.
Yall. What is my life right now. Iām 31 years old and never been on a date before and suddenly this dude Iāve been wanting to talk to for almost a year just swoops in on me like that, like I didnāt have to do SHIT. HE DID ALL THE WORK. OH MY GOD.
Today at the gym I grabbed the lat pulldown machine right after this random dude was on it and he moved to the machine sitting beside it. I confidently walked up and increased the weight heād left it on and let me tell you, I did NOT miss the way he looked at the weight I put it on then deliberately turned his head and stared right at me as if there was no way that I could lift heavier than him and then I proceeded to prove him wrong by doing three sets like it was nothing š
Not sure if he was offended or impressed. Either way, take that scrawny boy š¤£š¤£
Tell me how Iāve ended up crushing on a dude whoās into arm wrestling competitions š heās such a good sport though and is genuinely just having fun with it so Iām not gonna make fun of him for it.
Dude my job is so dumb sometimes. Most days itās the same old same old, but then you have days like today where I, out of the kindness of my heart (and because I was bored as hell) volunteered to help move carts full of books and other materials into our new location from the library. I, of course, got saddled with the cart containing all of the kids books and materials, and as I was pushing said cart, a plastic container of little multicolored dinosaur counters fell off, the top busted open, and all the dinosaurs spilled ALL OVER THE FLOOR AND UNDERNEATH THE VENDING MACHINE. I was literally crawling under the vending machine to gather these stupid little dinosaurs looking like a straight up fool right where anyone could walk by and see me šš¤£š¤£ Then I had a huge fight with the elevator trying to get two of the carts into it (there are three elevators so by the time Iād get a cart to one of the elevators it would close and a different one would open) which resulted in me shouting very loudly āYOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING MEā right as some random dude walked by ššš Then one of our mail men snuck up behind me while I was pushing one of the carts and I proclaimed also very loudly, āyou scared the SHIT outta me,ā to which he just laughed and walked away š
Bruh, let me tell you, itās been a long weekā¦..
This is just my luck man. I have waited TEN MONTHS for this dude on our labor crew who Iāve been interested in to finally talk to me and he does and we immediately hit it off and Iām like, āsweet, this is going to be so easy to talk to him from here on out,ā only for this week to end up being a super busy week for him, so despite me being down in the tunnels where he works all day moving shit heās nowhere to be found because heās doing other stuff around campus, and on top of that, when we do see each other at the gym, theyāre currently resurfacing the basketball court, which means itās so freaking loud that you canāt even hear yourself think let alone speak to another person. All we can do is smile and wave at each other while weāre there š itās alright, though, because I just know an opportunity is gonna present itself eventually, and when it does, my impatient ass is probably just going to straight up ask him to go have lunch with me on a Friday after work since we work half days on Fridays in the summer. Tbh I think Iāve waited long enough.
(As a side note I do have to say that in spite of the fact that we can only communicate nonverbally at the gym, he at least is making it very apparent just how excited and happy he is to see me, so that makes me feel better I guess)
Dude, I have been waiting for like TEN MONTHS for this dude to talk to me that I work with. He works on our labor crew and I really wanted to talk to him in the fall semester when I started seeing him around a lot because he's my age and he seems pretty cool. I know we have some of the same interests (just from what I've noticed on his social media). Dude never gave me the time of day though, but recently in the past few months he's been looking at me A LOT, especially at the gym when I happen to go while he's there. I've briefly spoken to him in the past when he's helped move stuff for me, but today we ran into each other in the underground tunnels as I was moving stuff to my new office and he actually initiated conversation, introduced himself to me and stuff, and was super friendly and nice, and I'm over here just cheesin like an idiot because ITS ABOUT FUCKING TIME BRO.
Honestly, I'm kinda shocked tbh, I thought maybe he wouldn't actually ever talk to me. And now that he has, I think I can safely assume that there's probably an interest there of some sort, which I don't mind at all. I find him interesting enough to talk to and possibly become acquaintances/friends, so hopefully since we've finally broken the ice we'll actually talk more often!
Iāve patiently waited 10 weeks to receive this. Itās the necklace I had commissioned using some of my baby Patchesā whiskers and ashes (those are the little pieces you can see inside of the pendant) and it looks absolutely amazing. Itās sterling silver and it cost me a good $250, but itās honestly worth every single penny. Now I can carry a little piece of him with me wherever I go š
Yall I promise I am still working on this fanfic. I may have literally fallen asleep while writing this chapter but I am still writing š¤£
Who calls in sick to work because they didnāt get enough sleep only to still go to work later to take a walk and get their new office keys?
Me, apparently, haha.
Never in my 31 years of being alive has a man approached me, told me I was attractive, then asked me for my number. Yetā¦that actually fucking happened today.
And no it wasnāt who I would have wanted to do that. It was some random guy involved in the construction happening to our science building on campus.
I was flattered but not really interested and he was nice and respectful about it, but I felt SO fucking awkward, dude. I have now realized that I have absolutely NO fucking clue how to respond in that situation. And lowkey, it kinda freaked me out.
I think because Iām neurodivergent, asexual, and non-binary, the notion of a random person approaching me in that way almost feels like a threat. Because I know the chances of anyone doing that and either a) being okay with me being non-binary or b) also being on the asexual spectrum, is pretty goddamn rare. And someone who ISNāT asexual showing interest in me like that does, in fact, feel threatening to me because I am very much sex repulsed and extremely inexperienced in general.
I never thought I would feel that way if this situation happened to me and itās kind of frustrating, to be honest. I know that there isnāt necessarily anything wrong with me, but this feeling makes me feel like there is. Like why does the act of a guy respectfully showing interest in me make me feel like Iām being hunted for sport?
I donāt like that.
I think I need to really think about how I may or may not want to approach the idea of meeting someone new in that way, and I now have the time since mystery gym guy is gone for the summer. I think Iām definitely not cut out for perusing someone who I donāt know at all, I think people Iāve spoken to a few times before or those who I know from being around them and are more than likely safe people who are also open minded and understanding would be better options.
But as of right now I only know one person like thatāa guy who works on our labor crew who Iāve wanted to talk to for a while. Heās been looking at me a lot recently when we see each other around campus at the gym or around the library since he works right next door. And I get the feeling that he might also be just as inexperienced as I am, which is more comforting than not, tbh. Heās also my age, so we might have quite a bit in common. He just wonāt fucking talk to me for some reason even though he canāt seem to stop always looking at me when Iām around, haha.
But yeah. I think Iād feel less threatened in an instance where someone like him tried to talk to me versus a stranger Iāve never met. That shit threw me so fucking off guard. Like I said, I was flattered by him complimenting me, but more than anything that really put into perceptive for me just how naive, inexperienced, and unfamiliar I am with all of this shit.
I imagine Road even back then asking for sweets, but from someone else...
damn i wish u guys could read this fic i haven't written and this fic i haven't finished writing and this fic i'm putting off outlining and this fic i outlined but haven't started and this fic i'll never write and this other fic i haven't written and this fic that exists only in vague impressions in my head that fall apart every time i try to commit them to the page and th
Jeez. It's been weeks since I've written anything and when I did I decided to do so on my ipad with my apple pencil and now I'm trying to parse my apple pencil cursive to type it up and I can't read half of what I wrote š
New gauges came in today! They were SUPPOSED to be a 2g and thatās what it said on the packaging but idk if I believe it because my ears were already sized to a 2g and these motherfuckers were a BITCH to get in. It hurt SO bad and my ears burn like crazy now, but they look badass as hell so the pain is totally worth. I wanted to use these to help me size up anyway so I guess I just did so faster, haha.
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back in my day, i would gaslight myself into thinking i didnāt ship them so that i could be normal like everyone else
also mei and suki yuri now
screw you
