It's been how many years now?
Does it matter? I don't know.
I don't know who would still read these, as I have been out of this platform for so long now.
I guess I'll just give some of the big life updates so far.
Tumblr, I got married in April. We've been living together for the past four years, and it has been as amazing and challenging as I could only hope.
It is incredibly weird to think that I, a child, have an actual honest-to-god wife.
It's crazy to me how much life has changed since I was here chronically.
My life was much more fandom and being broken than being a human being, and that showed. I was an angry little fella, and I deserved a lot of what I suffered and caused by my small mindedness and selfcentered-ness (are you even a word?).
Making sense of life is hard after all, and few things are as difficult as finding your place and who you truly are.
I'm glad that queer kids have a shot at dealing with this earlier. They seem bolder and way more unapologetic than my generation ever was.
I started a new job not very long ago and one of my training coworkers is a transboy that is young enough to be my child. At his age, I couldn't even comprehend the transness in me as well, but this little fella has been open to it since high school, and will definitely be a force to be reckoned with.
Anyway, I only got on tumblr again because I needed to grab some old art, so I won't be around for very long either.
I guess all I wanted to say is thanks. For all that were a part of my life back then, and those who, somehow, still sort of do, even if in memory.
I hope you're all doing better than ok.

























