Giselle

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Hello?

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Online check!

OMG! Kumusta kayoooooooo???

Grabe, almost 2 years nag open ulit ako ng account. Buti na-save ko somewhere yung password nitong account ko. Tapos na discover ko lang na yung email ko gamit ito has been marked as inactive kaya lahat ng emails and all deleted na kay yahoo. hahaha.

But anyways, I hope everyone's doing fine! All healthy and going on with their life as you should and of course, enjoying every minute of it. :)

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Am I ready for this?

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adulting101

Have you ever felt that at your current age, you should've accomplished a lot of things already?

That you should've saved a big amount after working your ass off for so many years and that you should've already secured a higher position from where you started at?

That you should've possess a lot of things for you and your family?

That at your age of 20+, you should've accomplished a lot of things that any other adult people are having and enjoying right now?

Well, the tyranny of the should of being an adult will always be there. You may feel so down at times, but also happy and contented at the same time.

We have our own season to progress and we can't always grow along together with our fellow adults. Maybe we should take our time as well to reflect that what we are doing are making us happy and making us a more genuine person.

I, myself feel so inferior at times. Seeing these successful friends, family, batchmates achieving their life goals made me think, "What have I done wrong?"

But maybe, time will come for me. For us. Just don't give up on life and keep dreaming and doing what you can do to achieve what you want (:

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Annyeong! BTS Nominated at GRAMMYs!!

Oh my gosh.

Hello guys!!! Grabe, April 2019 yung last post ko and sabi ko magstart na ulit sana ako mag blog. But guess what, I haven’t posted anything after that! LOL.

This site used to be my comfort, my diary and part of my daily life. But here I am, recovering my account again just because I opened my first email address which I used to reg my Tumblr and other SNS accounts.

Anyone here a BTS ARMY? Coz if you are, let’s be mutuals!!!! I’ve been an ARMY since January 2019.

If you happened to be one, let us follow each other on Twitter? hihi. I have a stan account for BTS and for Enhypen as well.

BTS Twitter stan account: @owmygbtsarmy 

Enhypen Twitter stan account: @sunghoonieyah

Are you proud of our boys? Because, for me, proud is an understatement!!

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Wow

So I am back in here! May mga active pa ba? hahaha. Last post before my recent one was last April 28, 2018. It kinda feels odd being back. LOL.

Anyways, I wanted to start blogging again. Sana hindi ako tamarin or what. I started a food blog in my IG, but after some few posts, naging inactive din ako. Though I have some pending reviews naman for posting, but I just don’t feel like posting. Ewan ko.

I hope my friends here are still active.

Hi guys! :)

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They said that…….

Even the happiest person has his own personal sadness. Even the strongest person has his own weaknessess. Even the greatest man on earth has his failures. Even the richest man in the world can’t afford everything. Even the nicest and kindest person you’ve known has his own wickedness. Even the most perfect face or body has his own ugliness. Even the smartest person cannot answer eveything.

You see the logic? Even the highest of them all has his own imperfections cause nobody’s made to be perfect.

All I wanted to say is that it is okay to have imperfections. It might affect you but not all the things about you. You just have to embrace everything that you have. Make something bad a good one and you can make it even better. We just have to accept for who and what we are. Accept the whole you in order to be accepted by the others and for you to accept YOU.

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Some things will never be the same again.

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Life is giving us so much situation that we think we can't handle it. But hey, it will not be given to us if we can't. We just have to figure out how. And if that happens, sure we'll laugh till our tummy aches and look back tapping ourselves and telling that "wow, I made it." (at Calamba, Laguna)

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I can’t be a sad girl all the time.

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:)

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You have to think twice before making a decision. Thinking twice doesn't only mean you are torn between choices but sometimes it means you are not taking chances in making decisions that will trigger an unwanted situation. #vsco #vscoph #vscocam #vscocamph #starbuckslipaayala #starbuckslipa (at Starbucks Philippines)

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Most of the time, I care for people too much and ended up being hurt.

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Life

It ain't easy. But definitely worth living. Stop worrying and start doing something.

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They say "if you love 'em, you gotta have to set 'em free". But what if it hurts? But if you don't want to? . . . . . . #vsco #vscocam #vscoph #vscophilippines #vscocamph #vscocamphilippines #instapic #instadaily #igdaily #igph #instaph #igphilippines #instaphilippines #igdailyph #igdailyphilippines #igers #igersph #igersphilippines #igersbatangas #potd #photooftheday

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Hindi ko alam kung paano ko susumilan muli

Ang tagal. Ang tagal tagal ko nang hindi naglalabas ng mga saloobin ko dito sa blog ko. Nagsimula yung ganitong pangyayari simula noong nagkaroon ako ng trabaho. 1 year and 6 months na ako sa trabaho ko. Sa loob ng isa’t kalahating taon, napakadaming nangyari. Some are life changing some are not. I have met different kind of people. Some people who stays and some people who goes. Napaka bilis ng mga pangyayari na tumagal na pala ako ng ganito sa paulit ulit na routine ng buhay ko.

Gigising ako ng madaling araw, 4:00AM to be exact. Magtitimpla ng kape. Madalas yun lang para sa umaga. Kung kakain man, in a very small amount na halos hindi ko pa nga maubos ang isang pandesal. Maliligo, magbibihis at ihahatid ako sa sakayan ng jeep papuntang terminal. Maghihintay hanggang sa mapuno ang bus. Iba’t ibang klase ng tao ang nakakasalimuha at nakakatabi ko. Kilala na nga ako ng mga driver at konduktor ng sinasakyan kong bus eh. Pagkadating sa kanto, magaabang ako ng shuttle o kaya naman pasasakayin ako ng mga trabahador na mayroong sasakyan. Magbubukas ng opisina, aircon at isasaksak ang water dispenser. Magbubukas ng computer at gagawin ang mga pending na trabaho. Magkakape, lunch, kape at maya maya labasan na. Sasakay ng shuttle at pagkatapos bababa sa Sto. Tomas exit para magabang ng bus or van byaheng Batangas City. Sasakay ng jeep dalawang beses at lalakad pauwi sa bahay. 

Sa loob ng isa’t kalahating taon, paulit ulit ko na yang ginagawa. Sasamahan mo pa ng stress at iba’t ibang klase ng problema at mood swings. Minsan nga naiisip ko pa, masaya na ba ako sa ganito? Oo, masaya ako sa trabaho ko pero bakit ganon, bakit parang may kulang? Lumalabas naman ako at nageenjoy kasama ang mga kaibigan ko.

Bakit nga ba? Bakit nga ba pakiramdam ko may kulang. Sometimes i feel so sad and empty to the point na buong araw na akong wala sa mood o kaya I cry myself to sleep. Alam ko hindi lang ako, hindi lang ako ang nakakaranas ng ganito.

Sana kung ano man ang hinahanap ng isip at puso ko, matagpuan ko na. Hindi ko mamadaliin, pero umaasa ako na darating yung time na yung happiness at kulang na hinahanap ko dadating at the right place, at the right time.

Pagod, pero hindi susuko.