[p-sti]

ind. semi-selective maddie nolen from arcane - with many verses, canon-compliant and canon-divergent. extremely headcanon-based.

mused by vincent (he/him & 21+)

an exploration of growing up inside of noxus, of sexualization from a young age, of making sexuality your weapon. of doing what you need to do to survive.

this is an intense muse. frequent nsfw and themes you may find uncomfortable will be commonplace. follow at your own discretion.

read my rules & about. this is a side blog. I follow back from @apokry-muses

[brandneweyescd]

they were right btw. you have to dig yourself out of your grave over and over again

[p-sti]

tag drop 3.

xiv / v5. I will always choose the wolves / I would rather choose to die xv / v6. leave me for a day or two / to make sure that I turn blue xvi / v7. rapture in the melody / turning faster back to then

[p-sti]

Inbox call <3 please specify ur muse if u're multi, if I can't think of anything I'll pop into dms

[lilithmemes]

𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓   :   𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒.

i’ve  gathered  all  of  these  from   pinterest   ,   therefore  i  don’t  take  credit  for  any  of  these   &   they  will   only   be  used  in  the  purpose  of  role - playing.   feel  free  to  change  pronouns  if  you  feel  it  to  be  necessary   &   remember  to  reblog  from  the  source  if  you  aren’t  going  to  send  something  in  to  the  person  who  reblogged  this.

❛   i’ll  cum  inside  your  pretty  little  mouth   &   you’re  gonna  swallow  every  drop.   ❜

❛   i  want  to  take  hold  of  your  hair   &   push  your  face  down  on  the  floor  while  i  fuck  you  from  behind.   ❜

❛   literally   ,   come  here  so  i  can  cover  you  in  bite  marks   &   hear  you  moan  uncontrollably.   ❜

❛   you’re  especially  gorgeous  when  i  look  up  from  between  your  legs.   ❜

❛   i’ll  fuck  you  like  a  dirty  little  slut   &   take  care  of  you  like  the  lovely  princess  you  are.   ❜

❛   the  only  sport  i  play  is  sucking  dick.   ❜

❛   wake  up   ,   i  wanna  suck  your  dick.   ❜

❛   i’m  gonna  touch  you  under  the  dinner  table.   ❜

❛   you  look  so  good  but  imagine  how  good  you’d  look  with  my  fingers  inside  of  you.   ❜

❛   i  want  to  hear  you  beg  for  me   ,   baby.   ❜

❛   you’re  so  fucking  physically   &   mentally  attractive  at  the  same  time   ,   that’s  why  i’m  so  crazy  about  you.   ❜

❛   i’ll  make  you  blush  while  riding  my  face.   ❜

❛   i  wanna  choke  you  while  i  slip  my  fingers  inside  of  you.   ❜

❛   i  wanna  bend  you  over  a  table.   ❜

❛   i’m  always  in  the  mood  for  you.   ❜

❛   tell  me  how  you  want  me  to  fuck  you.   ❜

❛   i  want  you  to  fuck  me  so  hard  i  have  to  bite  the  bed  sheets  to  stop  me  from  screaming  your  name.  ❜

❛   let  my  tongue  explain  how  bad  i  crave  you.   ❜

❛   touch  yourself   &   think  about  me.   ❜

❛   i’d  have  you  up  against  the  wall  with  one  hand  around  your  throat   &   the  other  down  your  pants  in  no  time.   ❜

❛   i  wanna  get  underneath  the  table   &   make  it  hard  for  you  to  talk.   ❜

❛   when  i  saw  you   ,    i  knew  i  wanted  to  fuck  you  till  you  screamed  but  at  the  same  time  i  knew  you  were  the  one  i  wanted  to  hold  gently  in  my  arms   &   protect  you  from  anything   &   give  you  everything   ,   because  you  deserve  the  world.   ❜

❛   let  me  fuck  the  stress  out  of  you.   ❜

❛   you  look  so  innocent   &   i  know  you’re  not   &   that  gets  me  weak  as  fuck.   ❜

❛   your  thighs  make  me  want  to  sin.   ❜

❛   kind  wanna  take  you  out  for  dinner.   kind  of  want  you  to  be  my  dinner.   ❜

❛   you’re  wonderful   ,   let  me  fuck  you  in  front  of  a  mirror.   ❜

❛   i’m  gonna  fuck  you  so  hard  that  after   ,   your  legs  won’t  be  shaking  for  just  ten  minutes …   they’ll  be  fucking  numb.   ❜

❛   you’re  so  cute  i  could  just  eat  you  out.   ❜

[onebigerror]

@p-sti liked this for a sin starter // still accepting

sevika grumbled as she stepped out into the pristine streets of piltover after yet another pointless council meeting. three times her opinion was asked. each time she was talked over before she could even give it. she didn't even know why she bothered. pride. if it weren't for pride she'd just walk out. that and the hope that one day she'd be taken seriously enough to be worthy of filling silco's shoes. she wanted to make him proud.

all she wanted was a stiff drink and something pretty to take to bed for a few hours. that would cure at least some of the numbness she felt about having to go home alone to an empty apartment. she was fairly sure that would mean venturing into the under city to find what she was looking for. if she went there she was going to just stay there all night. gamble, drink, bed a pretty lady and pass out in her old place above the last drop.

she had resigned herself to doing just that when something caught her eye. or rather someone. an enforcer. she hated those fucks but sevika would be lying if she tried to say this one wasn't damned cute. young and sweet just like she preferred them. she wasn't going to waste her time beating around the bush. if piltover didn't like the zaunite councilor propositioning one of their own she was sure she'd hear about. to hell with it. consequences be damned. she was horny.

she walked right up to the young woman enforcer that stood alone most likely guarding her post. sevika was about to see just how loyal she was to that post. "hey, i've had a hell of a day." she started in a husky voice that had aided her in bedding many women. "i'm about to go back to my apartment and have some drinks." she towered over her - sevika towered over just about anyone. "you want to join me and have a little fun?" the proposition was made. "i promise i'll make it worth your while." never had she left a woman unsatisfied.

[p-sti]

// nothing bores her more than a shift watching over whatever area she'd been assigned to. it's boring. nothing is happening. piltover is so peaceful, it crawls on her skin. these days, she wishes to be back in noxus, where she'd be guaranteed to be tossed around by some big strong noxian warlord by now.

she stares off into nothing, with an absent-minded smile on her lips, until she spots the zaunite councilor. there is little she actually knows about politics inside of piltover. they never interested her. they didn't even interest her back in noxus, whatever maddie did only ever being to further her survival. any information she got for any kind of missions, discarded as soon as it didn't particularly matter to her anymore.

so, when she speaks to her, she's caught slightly off-guard, accompanied by a startled gasp.

it takes her brain a good minute to catch up, for the gears in her brain to start turning and realize what exactly she wanted of her.

then, she chuckles awkwardly. puts on her best little smile again, finds eye contact with the zaunite. there's a small moment of hesitation and reluctance between when she opens her mouth and when her voice actually comes out, as her head is tilted to the side.

" wow- " , is not what she intended to say, but it's what tumbles past her barely parted lips. really, this isn't how she expected her evening to go. an embarrassed blush comes to her cheeks, but it feels like she's just doing what she feels is expected of her, rather than her feeling any real shyness.

maddie blinks. her voice is laced with a heavy accent - likely noxian. " I mean-- of course. are you sure? "

[fishymedic]

He didn't so just settled for close enough; a small little dressing to at least cover over the bite mark. Keep it from getting messed up by his uniform. Eyes glancing fully at her upon the comment, just processing that he'd heard it right. An rare faint upturn of the side of his mouth. "Plenty." Zipping the bag up, really couldn't think of it not being the case. Eyes noticing a loose strand of hair on his shoe; picking it off and pocketing it as motioned for her to go ahead. Usually preferred to hang behind just to not outpace people. Old habits too from back home that never died. "Also just so you know I'm clocking out on time, possibly early tonight."

[p-sti]

// the smile was unexpected. but she takes it positively, grins back at the comment. a part of her wants to be nosy, push and prode at him just to figure out how exactly the stoic steb she knows ended up in that situation.

but she's learned a few manners since coming to piltover. only enough to know it's not exactly the most common topic.

there's a giggle. " alright, alright. someone's getting busy, alright. " , she nods. " it's okay. it's not like a lot happens around here, I've got it handled. "

[kindreds-moved]

whistles. new muse poll !

which should be my next muse ! 1st place will definitely be added, 2nd might

viego

katarina

xayah + rakan

seraphine

elise

sejuani

ashe

option for me to peek

Voting ended onJan 8, 2025

[kindreds-moved]

anyways. welcome to the blog elise. here's another poll for these guys to duke it out.

2nd place goes to...

viego

katarina

peeking option for ONLY ME and ONLY ME

Voting ended onJan 9, 2025

[attcntiondefislut]

CNC and Dub-con Starters

(please be absolutely sure you’re comfortable with this kind of material when reblogging this meme.)

“Pretend you don’t want it.”

“We need a safeword if I’m going to ignore words like no and stop.”

“Wait – do you actually mean stop or is that part of the game?”

“Please stop! I don’t want this!”

“That hurts! Get off of me!”

“If you’re going to act like a bitch, I’m going to fuck you like one.”

“If you didn’t want this to happen, you shouldn’t have dressed like a whore.”

“You don’t need my name, sweetheart. You can scream whatever you want.”

“I’m so hard. I’ve been waiting for my chance to get you alone.”

“Shut up and take my cock.”

“Bite me again and I’ll fuck you twice as hard.”

“You don’t want me to fuck (name)? Then you’ll let me fuck you in (pronoun) place, right?”

“I wouldn’t want your secret to get out… but I could be persuaded to keep my mouth shut.”

“On your knees, slut. This is all you’re good for.”

“If you don’t shut your mouth, I’ll bring a friend to join in next time.”

“See? Your body is enjoying it… Just admit that you’re having fun.”

“You want it harder? Sorry, can’t hear you over the gag, but I can do that for you.”

“Oh fuck, I didn’t expect crying to be that sexy.”

“Does that hurt? Good, it’s supposed to.”

“You don’t want it? I bet I can change your mind.”

“What do you mean you don’t like this? I think it feels great!”

“Can we stop? (Safeword.) I need a second.”

“Thank you for respecting my safeword.”

“I’m okay. I was having fun, but things got just a little too intense.”

“I’d hate for your parents / friends / kids to see these photos. Guess you better give me a reason to delete them.”

“You should have thought about prep before you started pushing me away. Now you don’t deserve it.”

“Fuck you! Don’t touch me!”

“Your ass is mine. Do you hear me?”

“Tell anyone and I’ll kill you.”

[p-sti]

I hope Maddie is in the noxus cinematic but there's only like a 1% chance she is

[leneemusing]

SEXUALITY AND GENDER IDENTITY THEMED PROMPTS FOR PRIDE

❝  i guess i always kinda knew?  it just wasn’t that important until i got older.  ❞

❝  it never mattered to me like,  what form people came in.  i love souls,  the body is just kinda like pretty packaging.  it’s nice but it’s not what’s important to me.  ❞

❝  oh yeah i did the whole ‘massive crush on my best friend’ thing.  wouldn’t recommend it.  ❞

❝  today my gender is kinda of ‘meeehh?’  ❞

❝  yeah of course i’m only into women,  have you seen them?  ❞

❝  i think i had a harder time accepting myself than my family ever did.  ❞

❝  i’m pretty sure everyone else knew i was gay before i ever realized it.   ❞

❝  i have a hard time talking about it,  even now—i’m not ashamed or anything like that.  i just,  don’t really know…how or what to say i guess.  ❞

❝  i think i’m ready to actually come out to them.  ❞

❝  i really want to tell them but i don’t wanna do it alone…could you help me with it?  ❞

❝  the ‘am i gay’ quizzes are a gateway drug.  ❞

❝  would you mind using [insert pronouns] for me now?  i’m trying to see how it feels.  ❞

❝  they’re right actually,  i’m gay and i do have an agenda to make everything gayer.  ❞

❝  ever since i told them i’m gay they keep pointing to every slightly attractive man and asking if he’s my type.  ❞

❝  me? no i don’t think i’m—i mean.  yeah sometimes i think about what it’d be like to kiss girls/guys but i’d never…come on,  everyone thinks about it a little bit right?  ❞

❝  at this point the closet is literally made of glass.  ❞

❝  actually,  i’m [insert identity].  ❞

❝  it’s all ‘i wish i was into women it’d be so much easier’ until you find out about the lesbian drama.  ❞

❝  i’m bisexual and confused.  not about being bi,  though.  just like…in general.  about life.  ❞

❝  i just need a nice bear to throw me around for a few hours,  i think it’d do more for me than therapy.  ❞

❝  i would trust any stone butch with my life.  ❞

❝  sappho would be so proud.  ❞

❝  i’m still figuring myself out.  i know i’m not straight,  that’s a start.  ❞

❝  i finally figured out my sexuality and then boom here comes a gender identity crisis.  ❞

❝  i’ve just…never really been interested in the whole sex thing.  ❞

❝  anyway,  if neither of us find our true loves in the next five to ten years,  wanna have a lavender marriage?  for the taxes.  ❞

❝   you wanna come to pride with me?  ❞

❝   this is my first pride actually,  i’m kinda nervous.  ❞

❝   well,  this seems as good a time as any to come out.  ❞

❝  no one can know about this—it’s just between us okay?  ❞

❝  i’d never tell anyone.  ❞

❝  you don’t owe anyone ‘coming out.’  it’s personal,  do things at your own pace.  only tell the people you want to.  ❞

❝  you’ve always made me feel safe so,  i just knew i could tell you about it.  ❞

❝  everyone’s hot and i’m a disaster who doesn’t know how to ask anyone out.  ❞

❝  i’m not sure i wanna fuck them or be them.  ❞

❝  i’m just experimenting i guess,  trying to figure out what i like.  ❞

❝  she said she didn’t see us working out but then she brought me a potted plant so i guess it’s still up in the air.  ❞

❝  i want to be one of those bold,  unapologetic people but i’m still just terrified.  ❞

❝  she’s so pretty i think i’m gonna die.  ❞

❝  oh,  no he’s got a great smile too.  i’m in deep this time.  ❞

❝  how did you know?   like for sure that you were into [gender]?  ❞

❝  do you mind if i ask you a question about being [identity]?  ❞

❝  thank you for trusting me with this.  ❞

❝  it’s okay,  take your time to put it into the right words.  i’m not going anywhere.  ❞

❝  wait,  you think i’m [identity]?  what makes you say that?  ❞

❝  i’m here,  i’m queer,  i wanna leave.  ❞

[fishymedic]

Was more than fine by him, less questions meant less talking and or trying to think what was sharable. A welcome breath of fresh air honestly if he dared to let himself think so at least. Easily split attention on duty, the conversation but he also really didn't care to be preforming exceptionally in either regard.

"Why did you join up, if it's not too personal." Not that he usually cared but it was certainly an important benchmark of some people's personality.

[p-sti]

// it's a very simple conversation. asking other's origins is common, she's observed. when steb throws his question into the round, she looks back at him, raising an eyebrow. it's not a question she was planning to answer truthfully, but there were few she would have.

" the same, lame reason most people would say. " , she laughs, bouncing on her feet. " I wanted to help protect people. I've never been able to make much of myself. so, when I got the chance, I took it. "

maddie plays up the role of a little piltovan girl who just really wanted to help. she says the words like they're genuine, but they sound a little practiced. " so it's not super personal. but it's nothing special, either. "

[shimmerfires]

"Well clearly you're not my original evening plans, but wrong guy is a stretch." Shrug exaggerated so the movement wasn't lost in their clothing. Ever so slight bounce in their heavy boots to be just a little bit closer. For a very split second and easily playing off the reason for it as just movement. "If nothing comes to mind other than possibly that though." It would be an sign of the end times far they were concerned. "What's your take on splitting the coin payment for something then?" Not quite a genuine offer more an prodding inquiry so far. "And how do you feel about shimmer."

[p-sti]

// she shrugs. " I haven't tried it a lot. " , it's not a lie. maddie has only been to zaun a few times - and the concept of shimmer doesn't particularly intrigue her, even if she thinks it would probably be very appealing to most noxians.

not to her. her strength lays in her petite body, in her fragile vulnerability that makes her the perfect, most desirable target.

" I, um, I haven't been to zaun very often. "

[fishymedic]

"Change of scenery, I need it and you need to stretch your legs." Even if he hadn't made a case to look out for her. Or argued for the ability to get her out and about. Hardly felt right leaving her behind; plus medically speaking she really did need to walk around. He hadn't lied or exaggerated that fact.

Drinking some more of the coffee to as his ears subconsciously flattened a little as he thought for a moment. Pushing it aside by thinking about how shortly he'd be roaming the streets of where he grew up instead. "Can get some clothes, things you need or want too." That tended to be helpful- from personal and witnessed experience.

[p-sti]

// maybe. but maddie finds it of little interest to go to zaun. if they were not going to kill her, they might as well send her back to noxus. at least, there, someone may actually have the balls to do it. find her in her disheveled state, take advantage of it, and then make sure to finish her off.

ensuring her own survival is something she doesn't feel capable of right now. and in turn, every bone in her body screams for release. " I don't want anything. " , she mutters through dry lips, then pulls off her dirty shirt, to put on the clean clothes steb had given her.

she doesn't look back at him. but she doesn't care if he's peeking or whatever. there is nothing she found to be appealing about herself anymore, every inch of her body making her want to scratch it all off. she doesn't belong here.

" if you're not going to kill me, you should send me home. "

[plusfortesensemble]

Maddie's sweet. Their heart aches when she utters those words. It's meant to be a comfort, they think, but they're sure it's at least somewhat genuine too and that hurts. They know they're simply manipulating the outcome, convincing Maddie they love her, so they have someone who pulls all of the overwhelming, circular thoughts from their head; even just for a little while. "I... I need to feel in control of something tonight," they murmur, voice a bit lower as they distance themself from their body and instead focus on the ginger behind them. Turning, they rest their forehead against his with their eyes closed before leaning in and capturing his lips in theirs.

Their hand presses to the center of Maddie's chest, grounding themself into her as well as showcasing their control and guiding him into laying down. Shifting off of the bed, they stand, hands going to their belt as their intense gaze falls to the person beneath them. Undoing their belt, they pull it from the loops with ease and let it fall to the floor. Sliding their near skintight pants off, they fold them and set them aside before setting their belt on top and heading to their drawer full of toys.

[p-sti]

// maddie is unsure if he means the words he says. he knows that he said them with the intention of manipulation, but of course, with how sweet cait tends to be, it tends to be hard to discern what exactly she feels for them.

not that it matters. what matters is that she draws them in, appeals to them in every way he can, give them everything they could ever want. his eyes flutter, watching them head to the drawer.

having them in control is seriously maddie's favourite scenario. there's appeal to having any kind of control over the situation: but, most of the time, there is nothing hotter than laying there, writhing and squirming and almost pretending that you don't want it.

maddie wastes just as little time getting her pants off, eagerly staring after them.

" well? what are you waiting for? use me. "

[birdcagxd]

ind. semi-selective canon divergent multifandom multimuse ft. c!wilbur from dsmp & ai hoshino from oshi no ko - extremely crossover-friendly & unaffiliated with any rpc

mused by vincent (he/him & 21+) | dddne and nsfw

an exploration of lies, manipulation, gaslighting, brothers, many different depictions of sociopathy, rising and falling of nations, imprisonment, broken trust, love, unrequited love, death and revival, healing and recovery.

read my rules & muse list. this is a side blog. I follow back from @apokry-muses

[birdcagxd]

ind. semi-selective canon divergent multifandom multimuse ft. c!wilbur from dsmp & ai hoshino from oshi no ko - extremely crossover-friendly & unaffiliated with any rpc

mused by vincent (he/him & 21+) | dddne and nsfw

an exploration of lies, manipulation, gaslighting, brothers, many different depictions of sociopathy, rising and falling of nations, imprisonment, broken trust, love, unrequited love, death and revival, healing and recovery.

read my rules & muse list. this is a side blog. I follow back from @apokry-muses