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Izzy, don’t say anything. I need it for my cosplay.

#...shut up i want it #ooc

Ohhh. Sparkly things. Well that was definitely a good gift. The clothes too for the most part. While Viso wasn’t really all that feminine, he did enjoy sparkly things. He always had. It was probably a mink thing, since he had been drawn to shiny objects way back then too. Kuu did know him well, though after 10 years that wasn’t surprising. He’d grown used to Kuu adding his own taste to his attire, and though it wasn’t always his taste, it was most of the time, and even when it wasn’t, he’d wear it to make the bird happy. ”It certainly looks like it. You really brought a lot this time. You really don’t have to spoil me so much, love. Though I do appreciate it.” He seemed pleased with the gifts, but it was clear his interest wasn’t entirely there when it came to those things, at least not at the moment. Violet eyes turned back to the other box weapon’s face. “Did the trip go well though?” Stays calm for the time being, and proceeds ahead with polite conversation.

"Oh don't get me wrong, the things I got are enough to spoil me too," Kuu replied, a somewhat devilish tone in his voice when he said that, adding a quick wink in. "I'm glad you like what I got you though. It's always more fun shopping for someone else than myself." He then moved to the bed, crawling on it but not getting too close to the other weapon, "Of course it did. Master and I had no trouble at all. We would have come back sooner but we did take those extra days shopping. Master promised he would take the blame if we got in trouble for it."

“Vi-chan~” There came a rapping at the door of the mink’s bedroom. The Varia’s resident peafowl was back from another mission and he desperately wanted to see him. ”I brought you souvenirs~!”

"Hmmm?" The mink glanced up from his bed, getting up an walking over to the door and unlocking it. He pulled it open, not hesitating at all. He was glad to see the other finally back. He’d missed him. "Well don’t just stand here in the doorway." He smirked a bit, a somewhat cocky sort of grin that he’d adopted over the years.

"I just wanted to make sure you weren’t sleeping, love~" the avi told him, giving a quick peck to his lips before heading in to the room. Several bags were held on his arm, all from some of the finest stores in the country he and his master were in for their mission. "Master and I went shopping and I couldn’t help myself when I saw some of these things, I had to get them for you." Most of it either seemed to be clothing or jewelry which should have been expected of the peacock. "Of course I got some things for me as well but those are reserved for later~"

"Since when am I ever asleep at this hour?" He was known for staying up really late. Viso pouted slightly at the simple peck, but then he’d get the peafowl back later with a much better hello. "Oh? Well of course, you must come and show me then." Though currently he wasn’t really all that interested in the gifts. The other had been gone a while again, and really, Viso just wanted to spend time with him. He shut the door once the other was inside, moving back to his bed to flop down on it, sprawling out and then rolling over to lay on his side, waiting for the other to start showing him what he’d brought.

"I know, I know, I just wanted to make certain. If you were asleep I wouldn't want to wake you up just for these. You're too precious when you're sleeping." In truth if Viso had been sleeping, Kuu would have come in, changed and slipped right in to bed with him. When told to start showing what he had bought, the peafowl began to pull things out of the bags. A few new diamond cuff links, a new watch, some suits and the like came out along with some pieces with his own flare added to them since he never could resist. "Master said I spoiled you more than myself this time with what I got but they had such wonderful things."

“Vi-chan~” There came a rapping at the door of the mink’s bedroom. The Varia’s resident peafowl was back from another mission and he desperately wanted to see him. ”I brought you souvenirs~!”

"Hmmm?" The mink glanced up from his bed, getting up an walking over to the door and unlocking it. He pulled it open, not hesitating at all. He was glad to see the other finally back. He’d missed him. "Well don’t just stand here in the doorway." He smirked a bit, a somewhat cocky sort of grin that he’d adopted over the years.

"I just wanted to make sure you weren't sleeping, love~" the avi told him, giving a quick peck to his lips before heading in to the room. Several bags were held on his arm, all from some of the finest stores in the country he and his master were in for their mission. "Master and I went shopping and I couldn't help myself when I saw some of these things, I had to get them for you." Most of it either seemed to be clothing or jewelry which should have been expected of the peacock. "Of course I got some things for me as well but those are reserved for later~"

"Vi-chan~" There came a rapping at the door of the mink's bedroom. The Varia's resident peafowl was back from another mission and he desperately wanted to see him. "I brought you souvenirs~!"

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. ”Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?”

The mink was getting upset now. He was far more emotional and less skilled at controlling it than the other box weapon was, and his emotions were getting the better of him now. Yes, he was upset, and now feeling slightly hurt too on top of till being confused, not to mention irritated because he still hadn’t gotten a clear answer to the questions he’d asked from the other. “What even are those feelings? You keep talking about them but I still haven’t heard exactly what those feelings are. It’s like you’re so afraid of them that even when I obviously truly want to know you can’t tell me clearly. What was it that you wanted to happen? Be there for me and support me until I fell for you? You managed that already. You got me pining for you to come back while you were gone. So what now? What do you want from me, Kuu? I can’t do the back and forth over and over again much longer. And I can’t do the cryptic thing either. So either you want me and care for me or you don’t. Which is it?”

"My intentions were never for you to fall for me. I only ever wanted you to be happy and I don’t think I’m capable of giving you that when if I had it my way, you wouldn’t only ever come to me when you were upset like I was some tool only useful for that!" The moment those words left his mouth, he wanted to rip out his own tongue. That was exactly what he wanted to avoid. That was why he bit back his emotions, his feelings. Kuu covered his face with his hands, moving to sit on the bed because frankly at this point he didn’t care if it got dirty now.

"So you’re going to keep rejecting me, even after I’ve stated my own feelings because you think that’s all you are to me? Just a comfort tool? Are you so afraid of it that even when it’s clearly stated that it’s more than that, you’d rather run from it? Because that won’t make either of us happy in the long run. I’ve said my feelings at this point. I’ve clearly admitted that I’ve fallen for you, and I’ve tried before to suggest that I want something more than this, I’ve even tried to kiss you before, even if it was at a confusing time, the reason I did had very little to do with comfort, and I guess just by saying so I’m declaring it again now, what I want. I’ll give you time to think about what you want, but I can’t do the back and forth. That’s going to make me miserable, which is the opposite of what you want. So decide. Either you let me in, and both of us maybe can give a shot at being happy, or officially and clearly reject me and just tell me that you don’t feel that way for me so I can put a stop to this before I fall even harder for you and get my heart broken if all you are going to do is toy with me. Which, I really don’t think is your intention either, but it’s how it’s turning out regardless." That came out a bit harsher than he meant it to, but he was still upset, and all these emotions had been spinning around inside of him for most of the time that the other had been gone. Now that he was back, he was finally getting to say everything, though it probably would have been better if he’d said it when he wasn’t upset. His expression at least wasn’t as angry as it had been when he’d first started speaking, and he stepped away from the door, turning again towards it, and opening it this time, though once again he paused before stepping through it.

Kuu remained silent the entire time Viso spoke. He stared at the floor, feeling pretty disappointed and disgusted with himself. He messed up and for the first time in awhile, he didn't know how to fix it. He couldn't even say anything when the mink left.

It was hours before he came looking for the other weapon. Once he found him though, he still had no words. It was clear he had cleaned up his hair still damp from the shower but from how flushed his skin was, it was also pretty clear he had spent awhile in the water as well, obviously thinking. With no words, he rushed to Viso, grabbing him and wrapping his arms around him tightly, nuzzling in to him but not like he had done so many times before. His embrace was desperate, needy, and in some ways fragile.

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. ”Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?”

The mink was getting upset now. He was far more emotional and less skilled at controlling it than the other box weapon was, and his emotions were getting the better of him now. Yes, he was upset, and now feeling slightly hurt too on top of till being confused, not to mention irritated because he still hadn’t gotten a clear answer to the questions he’d asked from the other. “What even are those feelings? You keep talking about them but I still haven’t heard exactly what those feelings are. It’s like you’re so afraid of them that even when I obviously truly want to know you can’t tell me clearly. What was it that you wanted to happen? Be there for me and support me until I fell for you? You managed that already. You got me pining for you to come back while you were gone. So what now? What do you want from me, Kuu? I can’t do the back and forth over and over again much longer. And I can’t do the cryptic thing either. So either you want me and care for me or you don’t. Which is it?”

"My intentions were never for you to fall for me. I only ever wanted you to be happy and I don't think I'm capable of giving you that when if I had it my way, you wouldn't only ever come to me when you were upset like I was some tool only useful for that!" The moment those words left his mouth, he wanted to rip out his own tongue. That was exactly what he wanted to avoid. That was why he bit back his emotions, his feelings. Kuu covered his face with his hands, moving to sit on the bed because frankly at this point he didn't care if it got dirty now.

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. ”Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?”

Now the mink was even more confused. It felt like things kept going back and forth between them. Viso wasn’t like his master in all respects, but he did work best when things were stated clearly to him, rather than cryptic or subtle messages. Straightforward and somewhat blunt was always the best approach when dealing with the mink. “The last time I expressed it, once I figured that out for myself, you pushed me away and in almost all senses, rejected it.” He paused a moment again, letting the other have a chance to think back on that for a moment before he spoke again. “So like I said. You confuse me. Every time I think I know what you want from me or what you feel, you suddenly seem to change directions or suddenly slam full stop and I have no idea what it is you actually mean anymore, and I have to start trying to figure it out all over again.”

"What is it that you’d have me do then?" Kuu questioned, "Have you any idea why I rejected you before?" It was difficult to keep himself calm when that was brought up. Yes, he cared deeply for the mink, so much he was willing to sacrifice his own feelings in favour of the other being able to be happy but it was painful when that sacrifice was being taken as an insult instead. He wanted to explain it so badly but knew if he did he could severely hurt Viso and that was the complete opposite of what he wanted. "I am here whenever you are upset and lonely, that is all I am able to do."

"And what if that isn’t all I wanted? I was upset, true, but I could have gone to anyone for simple comfort. But I came to you, because I realized even in my pain there was something there. That I felt something whenever I was around you. For you. I came to you because of THAT feeling, not simply because I was upset. But I didn’t have the chance to even show you that." He sighed, finally turning away from the door, only to lean back against it and close his eyes. He was so confused. He needed to know what this was, because if for the other it was nothing, then he wanted to shut down his own feelings before he ended up hurt again. "If I’m confusing feelings then just tell me so that I can stop it before I end up hurting myself again.. Because I don’t want to go through that again.. I don’t want to be lied to again.. I’m already sick of being given hope only to have it ripped away again so just be clear with me for once.."

"Vi-chan, I..." The peafowl was finding it more and more difficult to remain mature about this. To continue to treat the mink delicately. "If I were to give in to my own feelings, I wouldn't be the comfort you need. I'm ignoring those feelings for you.... I don't want to hurt you." Though at the same time, he wasn't being completely honest. He didn't want to be hurt himself either; in some small sense. Kuu had come to terms with the idea that he was just a support structure in the other's life. Even with all this talk of having special feelings for him, the avi couldn't recognize that they were true or that if they were, he didn't want to risk causing the same pain that the mink has experienced already. "I'm letting myself be a tool to lean on because my feelings are almost the opposite of how it is."

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. ”Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?”

Now the mink was even more confused. It felt like things kept going back and forth between them. Viso wasn’t like his master in all respects, but he did work best when things were stated clearly to him, rather than cryptic or subtle messages. Straightforward and somewhat blunt was always the best approach when dealing with the mink. “The last time I expressed it, once I figured that out for myself, you pushed me away and in almost all senses, rejected it.” He paused a moment again, letting the other have a chance to think back on that for a moment before he spoke again. “So like I said. You confuse me. Every time I think I know what you want from me or what you feel, you suddenly seem to change directions or suddenly slam full stop and I have no idea what it is you actually mean anymore, and I have to start trying to figure it out all over again.”

"What is it that you'd have me do then?" Kuu questioned, "Have you any idea why I rejected you before?" It was difficult to keep himself calm when that was brought up. Yes, he cared deeply for the mink, so much he was willing to sacrifice his own feelings in favour of the other being able to be happy but it was painful when that sacrifice was being taken as an insult instead. He wanted to explain it so badly but knew if he did he could severely hurt Viso and that was the complete opposite of what he wanted. "I am here whenever you are upset and lonely, that is all I am able to do."

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. ”Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?”

He’d been waiting for the other to return to his room, having had a few things on his mind lately, especially with the other’s absence so much recently. “Kuu…” He glanced up for a moment at the other as he was spoken to, before staring back down at his hands again. “What is it that you feel towards me and want from me these days?” His face, though it was looking down, seemed to be almost thoughtful, but somehow pensive too, in the sense that the two things were in fact different.

Kuu sighed through his nose and walked in to the room further, closing his door behind him. He would sit down but he was filthy and didn’t want to dirty a chair or his bed so he moved to just kneel before the other weapon. ”We’ve discussed this, Vi-chan. You exactly how I feel but I told you I would wait patiently, even if that means I’m waiting forever.”

"I’m asking again. I want to hear it. And you’ve somewhat said how you feel before, but not what you want from me." He wasn’t going to let it go this time. Partly too because the last time he’d given any response to it, he’d been shoved away. True it wasn’t the best situation, but despite that, he wasn’t one to act rashly really without actually having some proper feelings behind it, and so that response had confused him. And he needed to hear it again. "You confuse me…" He grumbled a little as an afterthought, almost under his breath.

"Vi-chan…" The peacock’s eyes fell to the floor, his typical cheery nature failing. Doing his best to maintain his composure, he brought his eyes back up to the mink’s, "I want to see you happy. Smiling. I want to know you and your heart are in good hands, even if that means I’m not the one doing so. That is how I feel and what I want from you. I couldn’t ask for anything more."

"Is that all?" Viso didn’t raise his eyes from where they were focused, staring at his own hands in his lap as he spoke. He seemed almost, in a sense, slightly disappointed with that response, but then again, that would explain, at least to him, why he was shoved away before. "Well it’s nice to know that much." He spoke again after being quiet for a minute, and finally stood, stepping around the other as he made his way towards the door, though he paused just before he reached it, and glanced back. "I waited for you, you know.. To come back while you were gone.. I wanted you back here.. I had missed you..” His voice seemed perhaps, somewhat sad now, though it was only a little, as he reached for the knob, intending to head back to his own room. “Goodnight, Kuu.”

Kuu could sense that his words hadn't been received the way they were meant. It struck him harshly to know that Viso hadn't understood what he said. "It was mutual...." Before the other could leave, he stood up, taking a step towards him and the door as he asked, "What are your feelings, Vi-chan? What is it that you're wanting from me because I'm sensing that I'm not understanding what that is."

#these two are dolts #ic

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. ”Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?”

He’d been waiting for the other to return to his room, having had a few things on his mind lately, especially with the other’s absence so much recently. “Kuu…” He glanced up for a moment at the other as he was spoken to, before staring back down at his hands again. “What is it that you feel towards me and want from me these days?” His face, though it was looking down, seemed to be almost thoughtful, but somehow pensive too, in the sense that the two things were in fact different.

Kuu sighed through his nose and walked in to the room further, closing his door behind him. He would sit down but he was filthy and didn’t want to dirty a chair or his bed so he moved to just kneel before the other weapon. ”We’ve discussed this, Vi-chan. You exactly how I feel but I told you I would wait patiently, even if that means I’m waiting forever.”

"I’m asking again. I want to hear it. And you’ve somewhat said how you feel before, but not what you want from me." He wasn’t going to let it go this time. Partly too because the last time he’d given any response to it, he’d been shoved away. True it wasn’t the best situation, but despite that, he wasn’t one to act rashly really without actually having some proper feelings behind it, and so that response had confused him. And he needed to hear it again. "You confuse me…" He grumbled a little as an afterthought, almost under his breath.

"Vi-chan..." The peacock's eyes fell to the floor, his typical cheery nature failing. Doing his best to maintain his composure, he brought his eyes back up to the mink's, "I want to see you happy. Smiling. I want to know you and your heart are in good hands, even if that means I'm not the one doing so. That is how I feel and what I want from you. I couldn't ask for anything more."

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. ”Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?”

He’d been waiting for the other to return to his room, having had a few things on his mind lately, especially with the other’s absence so much recently. “Kuu…” He glanced up for a moment at the other as he was spoken to, before staring back down at his hands again. “What is it that you feel towards me and want from me these days?” His face, though it was looking down, seemed to be almost thoughtful, but somehow pensive too, in the sense that the two things were in fact different.

Kuu sighed through his nose and walked in to the room further, closing his door behind him. He would sit down but he was filthy and didn't want to dirty a chair or his bed so he moved to just kneel before the other weapon. "We've discussed this, Vi-chan. You exactly how I feel but I told you I would wait patiently, even if that means I'm waiting forever."

Sits in Kuu's room on his bed.

The peafowl had just finished making a batch of cookies, including decorating them with icing and sprinkles. He thought he would take a shower to clean up as he had mix dust and the like on himself but upon entering his room he immediately spotted the mink. "Vi-chan? What are you doing in here, sweetie?"

Attention bitches

Virus is pretty much done

Jin is done

Kadaj has been done for years

I am so ready for the con now

#i can taste it #ooc

-clears throat-

Weiners.

That is all.

"My wonderful Kuu~"

"Master~! How are you doing today?"

This is totes Kuu's TYL self

#i don't even care if it doesn't look similar #ooc #picture

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