・ﾟ:* SUBNAUTIC

footsteps    on    the     ocean    floor

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✧・ﾟ:*  PACIFIDIVE . »

ᴡᴇ  ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ  ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀᴄʜ  ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ  ɪɴ ᴡᴀᴠᴇs  |  indie / highly  selective  &  private  fandomless  oc. |   low  &  slow  activity   |   multi-verse  &  fandom  friendly  |    lots  of  oceanic / subnautic themes will be present  | ᴛʜɪs ɪs ʜᴏᴡ ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇs.

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          behold, kohl out in the world, with his friends, in public eye. cheerful, a summer breeze. smile like sunshine, and just as warm as it feels.

          and then you have kohl in literally any other situation. solemn as the stories untold at the bottom of the sea. a lost note in a bottle. wondering how long it would take to become one with a reef, like a tree to a cluster of mushrooms.

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( OOC ) : i am going to attempt to write here tomorrow. mayhaps this be a starter call? i have drafts but they will be slow.

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kohl is almost always running away from something, it just happens in different forms. obviously the most common in most verses is diving, or anything that has to do with the water. the sea is the easiest escape, it’d endless, few will follow him in, or that deep. 

then there’s the adrenaline of dance on its own, being lost in music is just as nice as the middle of the ocean. only it’s a way of running that lets him still be around people.

but in verses like sdv/sos, or his grisha verse where what he’s running away from is more of a place than it is a feeling or person (his mother is still awful to deal with, it’s just less so), the sea doesn’t cut it. or is down right not a good idea.

he could sit at the end of the doc by willy’s for hours, rain or shine, and not feel happier with the breeze in his hair. but talking to leah in the forest? or harvey in passing? he actually feels as happy as it seems he is.

ketterdam is a whole other ball park, a lonely grisha just doing what is best for his sister, not even himself. risking freedom and well, technically falling into being a traitor for her safety. guy probably doesn’t have friends out of fear once something becomes comfortable, he’ll slip up and off the docks into his own demise. 0(-<

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          Well that was a  terrible  three hours with no music or conversation.

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His toes barely  skim  the top of the water, even as waves lazily roll in beneath the low docks. It brings comfort. Being so close—(  close enough, really  )—that if he tried he could be touching the sea. Or if he wanted, one slip would be all it’d take to fall into the enticement of its gentle swaying.

The small group of Lapras enjoying the setting sun and calm surface focus on the screen of his camera, but he  hesitates.  Finger, much like his toes, just a thread’s space away from pushing the button.

He’s homesick. For a home he never  really  had. For the culmination of all the photos, in shoe boxes in his closet, and how they stitched together something that resembled a happy one. At least here, on the edge of the dock, with only the sea beneath him, the soft crack in the facade of summer breeze he carried himself in isn't so subject to question.

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Puts another couple of dollars into the vending machine. . . only to panic when the third red bull he was after starts to get  stuck.  Were the two in his hands not enough? No, no absolutely they were not.     ( Not according to the sleep depravation in his eyes. )

[weltenwellen]

Kahlil Gibran, The Treasured Writings of Kahlil Gibran

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✧・ﾟ:*  ? ? ? /  lykaiia . »

@pacifidive·· — one-liner!

     “Alright, I have to know—what’s with that look on your face?”

Oh no━━  He was doing it again. Staring directly at someone, entirely on accident, while in the Mariana Trench of  bad  thoughts. Said look is promptly replaced with startle, and soon after remorse.

         ❛ I━ It’s nothing, genuinely. . . I didn’t register you were even there, I am so sorry. ❜

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💙🌊✨

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( OOC ) : yo, when i come back im going to redo kohl’s carrd and get back into the flow. store hours went back to normal and i am only scheduled 20hrs at most a week so i will be a lot less tired. :) 

hope the new year brings you good vibes. here’s to the future.

[meshtape]

( OOC ) :  retail + holidays = torture. i am only part time but man. some days it feels like im the only emplOYEE. i’ll write soon, i promise, but might sit on a semi-hiatus until after new years bc im so tired all the time.

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He wonders what it’s like to be caught beneath a mistletoe. And then, well, he sees the crowd of people  hooting and hollering  when another couple kisses under it.          ( Never mind, that’s too embarrassing. )

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✧・ﾟ:*  ROMAN /  paintsoul . »

“Is there?” Roman feels the contact and can’t help but smile. He doesn’t mind it in the least, he finds. In fact the graze of fingers only has him wanting more. Just as easily as the other continues the conversation, Roman laces their fingers together with no hesitation. His eyes smile as he looks over at Kohl.

“I’d love to.”

          ❛ There is, ❜  he hums. A smile is quick to form on his face.

Whether it's a result of Roman lacing their fingers together so readily, or the swift agreement to adventure with Kohl is up in the air.  ❛ A garden, the over grown kind. Full of butterflies. ❜

Kohl’s fingers shift. Securing their hand holding just a  smidge  more firmly before the lightest swing of their hands between them picks up. He’s thankful, really. Thankful Roman lacked hesitation where he himself had too much of it. 

The mage dips his head, steps slowing down the length of shore, sheepish to admit his first thought when passing the painting earlier. But it's Roman, and once the first word makes it out the rest follow more easily.   ❛ It was full of so many purples I thought for a second I was looking at grapes. ❜

[pacifidive]

ᴡᴇ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴡᴀᴠᴇs |   indie / highly  selective  &  private  fandomless  oc. |   low  &  slow  activity   |   multi-verse  &  fandom  friendly   |   lots  of  oceanic / subnautic themes will be present  | ᴛʜɪs ɪs ʜᴏᴡ ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇs.

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[paintsoul]

                          I’m helpless in the face of romance.

               Pri. Sel. Fandomless OC. Open to Crossovers and AUs. 

                                                Promo Credit to Seth!

[goodnightmemes]

JENNA MARBLES SENTENCE STARTERS / PART TWO

Quotes taken from various jenna marbles videos. Feel free to edit to better fit as needed. Here is part one.

❛ [name], I can hear you crying. ❜

❛ Say it with me: ‘It’s not my birthday.’ ❜

❛ It definitely screams relaxing but also fancy. Which is you in a nutshell. ❜

❛ Instead of making dollars I’d like to reward you with my personal laughter. I hope that suffices. ❜

❛ I don’t know about you but I’m fucking exhausted today! So let’s do it! ❜

❛ That was scary and lovely and amazing, and I liked it but I also hated it. ❜

❛ I think I get the gist of it, and I also deeply appreciate whatever the fuck is going on here. ❜

❛ Fuck y’all, but also this is funny. ❜

❛ Tomorrow is your birthday. You know what that means? I’m doing something for myself. ❜

❛ Your girl fell down another youtube hole. ❜

❛ I didn’t entirely watch the videos. I was sort of just like spacing out. ❜

❛ Mommy’s trying to do art on crocs. ❜

❛ I did a cool thing and then I ruined it with my too much gene. ❜

❛ *singing* Just did a bad thing. I regret the thing I did. ❜

❛ You need to be told to stop because otherwise you’re going to ruin it. ❜

❛ I need you to say over and over again how jealous you are. ❜

❛ Corn on the cob but instead of the corn bone it’s a hot dog. ❜

❛ What America has in controversial and questionable past, we make up for in culture and cuisine - like hotdogs. ❜

❛ Oh god. What is that abomination? ❜

❛ I want to eat the abomination. ❜

❛ *laughing and crying* So fucking stupid. ❜

❛ I’m going to get my moneys worth out of this green screen suit. ❜

❛ Are you calling me old and out of shape? You wouldn’t be wrong, but what the hell?! ❜

❛ I don’t want to look like a dusty, nasty, old disco ball that somebody left in their fucking basement after the 70s. I want to look like a hot, fresh 2019 disco ball. ❜

❛ Cries in lash glue. ❜

❛ Reserve your judgement until I’m finished.  ❜

❛ Don’t fucking say ‘yaa’ at me like that. ❜

❛ I understand now, maybe a little bit, why our parents generation don’t really understand our generation. ❜

❛ Where’s the lie?! I see no lie! *starts singing disco music* ❜

❛ This was one time! They invited me to go there and just like hang out. It was two times! ❜

❛ Alright now on the count of three I want everybody to fucking cry. ❜

❛ Daddys money! Daddys money! ❜

❛ Can you imagine if the disco ball was a speaker and it just shouted down the songs at people? ❜

❛ This isn’t cost effective or time effective. Nothing about this is effective. ❜

❛ Oh no. She has awoken. ❜

❛ You’re so cute and I love you, but that’s really not that helpful. ❜

❛ I’m just like attracting animals. ❜

❛ That’s my signature scent. Whenever I walk in a room people are like ‘Is that ramen or is that [name]?’  ❜

❛ I’m so mad that this worked. ❜

❛ Over analyzing every decision I’ve ever made in my life, it’s one of my *chefs kiss* favorite things to do. ❜

❛ You know sometimes when I buy things online I don’t read, you know, I just look and I’m like ‘that seems about right’. ❜

❛ Thank you past self, this is an amazing find. ❜

❛ He’s feral. ❜

❛ One time my dad didn’t brush my hair for eleven days. My mom was very mad ❜

❛ I’m a terrible vegan. I failed. I accidentally ate some honey. ❜

❛ Should I just go and eat a whole bee in the tent? ❜

❛ And he lived happily ever after in his own mind. Everything else that was going on wasn’t happily ever after. ❜

❛ It was good, but it wasn’t great. It was life. Life is okay. ❜

❛ I’m ruining it. I’m ruining it. I ruined it. I ruined it. Look at this. Look what I’ve done. ❜

❛ Too much gene coming in hot. ❜

❛ I wouldn’t leave me with that much responsibility. ❜

❛ What are you guys doing? Oh, fuck that shit. ❜

❛ I have a vine fanny pack. It’s vintage, from when vine was alive. I don’t wanna talk about it. ❜

❛ How does that thick butt fit in this tent? ❜

❛ Where’s the line? As someone with a too much gene, where is the line? ❜

❛ It was like ‘oh my god! Fun. Cute. Amazing… Screw you, you bitch.’ ❜

❛ Screw you, you bitch. ❜

❛ Do I look like Jojo Siwa, or do I look like a trendy instagram girl? ❜

❛ Yeah I’m afraid of you when you wear those glasses. You’re fucking terrifying. ❜

❛ I just look like I’m bullying you without saying anything? ❜

❛ You just fucking bullied me by looking at me. ❜

❛ It was my mom, she says I can’t hang out with you anymore. ❜

❛ Don’t cry, I’m on the phone. ❜

❛ I mean, that’s what I said to your face but behind your back… ’ ❜

❛ I’m going to write about him in my burn book. ❜