I don't buy that Will is meant to have a crush on Nikki because it very much just reads like friendship and Will looking up to her and admiring her BUT one of the things I think all of the people freaking out about them forcing Will to have a crush on a girl and how T85 "erased his sexuality" miss is that Will having a crush on Nikki specifically in the time period right after s2 could be genuinely interesting!!
I think there's something to explore in the idea of Will developing a crush specifically on a gender non-conforming, masculine-presenting, alternative girl!!! why would he gravitate towards her over other girls in his class? why might developing a crush on Nikki feel safer for him? how might he confuse the feeling of admiring Nikki and envying her confidence and ability to stand up for herself with having a crush on her?
like I think it would be so interesting if Will reads his own admiration towards Nikki as a crush and thinks like he's feeling the same thing other boys his age feel for girls, only to have to work through it later that that's not at all what he was feeling, and if anything, he wanted to BE like her more than he wanted to be with her.
like not only is it silly to freak out over Will just having a friendship with a girl (as if friendships between boys and girls can ONLY be romantic, come on, let's not be so reductive), but you're also acting like the only journey in realizing you're queer is knowing it your whole life and never questioning it and there's nothing more complicated that can be explored there
















