mati

she/they | introvert | writer | 🇵🇭🏳️‍🌈

[paghilompaghinga]

I didn't know, anyone could be as wonderful as u

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I am who i am

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You are more than enough, my love.

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I believe in your capabilities, that's one of the reasons why i fell inlove with you, you never fail to amaze me

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Deep down i know there's something wrong, there's emptiness inside of me

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Dahan dahang mag hihilom

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Idk but lately I've been thinking about the things in the future and the past. They're important yet painful for me.

[paghilompaghinga]

Too many unwanted thoughts. Pero what if no one remembers you na? (Why do i sound conyo HAHAH). I mean yes if they have amnesia and stuffs pero what if you just vanished in this world? Suddenly no one remembers you, nor your existence at all? They can't even see you. That would hurt damn

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Maybe not everything, i somehow tried to keep quiet eh ays ewan

[ancientsstudies]

Nature and You

twitter: @/StudiesAncient

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Damn is this too much to ask?

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It's hard being me. I have problems, i have struggles, and i tend to keep it all for myself, i always think that I don't have any right to put other people in my shoes because i know that it's already hard for me to handle so why drag other people? I don't want to be a burden to them.

I know, in church we are told to surrender our problems to the Lord, but I always think that the Lord is to busy on other people who needs Him more than me. I know, it sounds selfish, it sounds like im so weak and I can't admit to myself that im weak, that i need help, that im in pain.

It's hard to have a mindset that you always think about other people before yourself, they need me so I'll risk my sleep to talk to them, they need it so I'll let it go instead, they need them go and comfort them first...

Im the listener, they trust me, but why can't i trust them too?

[paghilompaghinga]

Damn, if im like other girls who easily falls inlove with someone, im madly inlove with you already

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Hindi ba kayo naiirita? I should be at home, helping my mom with the laundry, pero nandito ako nag hihintay sa inyo tanginang

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Gusto ko na umalis, tangina. Pinapahiya ko lang sarili ko, bat nga ba ako umasang maaga silang pupunta?

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Akala ko ba 7 am 🙂

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Kanina ko pa gustong maiyak, pano ba kasi humindi!? Taena i really need to teach myself not to say yes all the time. I hate it here

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I really hate it when people make an appointment pero d naman sinusunod like wth, nagmamadali ako pumunta kasi i don't want to waste any of your time tas pagdating ko sa pupuntahan natin, wala pa pala kayo? Fvk filipino time, stop wasting other people's time! Kesa na nagpapahinga nalang ako kasi may gagawin pako mamayang hapon, eto nag hihintay ako sa inyo, knowing na kayo naman yung nag sched nito at kayo yung may pakana nito tangina