shut the fuck up lmao

vent blog - minor

[painful-solitude]

these are mostly my thoughts when anger is clouding my mind, so i don’t actually mean most of this shit.

don't bring things here up to me unless you're actually seriously concerned I'm gonna like die or something. absolutely DO NOT try and talk to me about sexual-centric vents i post here, i'm not going to listen to you and you're risking me blocking you.

mutuals on my main are allowed to follow and i don't really give a fuck if you interact with my posts. i block if i don't want you here, and that's that.

[painful-solitude]

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[cluster-b-culture-is]

npd culture is never trying and never putting effort in anything because the thought of giving your all and still failing/coming up second feels worse than the end of the world

[painful-solitude]

no i think it'll fr be my last one this time

[your-fave-has-a-pd]

npd bingo but its just things that i do

(feel free to reblog with your results !! also disclaimer that this is not in any way a diagnostic tool and is just for fun for people who already know they have npd.)

[frootbatzz]

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

[enigma-in-reality]

I’m so mentally unstable /brag 🥰

[painful-solitude]

[loverofmirage-deactivated202409]

Something I hate about narc crashes is not being able to ask for help with it.

Being praised and complimented will pull me out of it, yes. If I ask you directly for it however it'll feel like you are doing it out of pity, which will backfire and make the crash even worse since now I'll feel weak and pathetic in addition to what I felt before.

[painful-solitude]

well now im paranoid so maybe i should start using this blog more

[painful-solitude]

i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse i will not relapse

[altargrl]

I’ve got a sixth sense it’s called paranoia

[painful-solitude]

if i relapse he'll actually ask me about it this time i know he will

[painful-solitude]

i wish i didnt have to live through this i wish i was in a coma

[painful-solitude]

no actually stop calling me a fucking kid. stop it. it's weird. you're beneath me anyways.

[painful-solitude]

everything he says to me makes me want to throw up. i don't like this. i don't know why I'm trying to pretend i do. can we just make out. can you just shut up.

[painful-solitude]

i hate doing this i hate it all. i hate highschool. i wish it was over

[painful-solitude]

next person to call me a baby is getting blocked <3333

[painful-solitude]

next person to call me a baby is getting blocked <3333

[painful-solitude]

next person to call me a baby is getting blocked <3333