Paintixir Illustrations

Illustrator/ Tekken, Street Fighter, Final Fantasy, Resident Evil, Baldur's Gate 3, and Mortal Kombat fan/ ***Paintixir Commissions Currently Open!****

[paintixir]

Looks like I'm going to come back to my art tumblr full time after the whole twitter situation. To all my old and new followers on tumblr: Hello!

Here’s my portfolio website along with the commission page!

Paintixir Portfolio

Art

[paintixir]

I just put in an application for data entry just now and they rejected me a hour later. It's been like that for any regular jobs I have been applying. I'm so fucking tired of the ghosting and job rejections. Am I not allowed to succeed and be miserable for the rest of my life?

It's like this whole year nothing goes my way. No milestones. Just working, being checked out, and being in constant pain. So I just fake humble by putting on an artifical smile and pushed through. Be grateful for any tiny scraps I get.

[sunnydaydrawings]

johnny cage nicknames kinda...

[paintixir]

Life taught me that I should accept whatever bottom of the barrel scraps I get and be "humble". That I should learn to accept being emotionally manipulated and coerced by an online creep for years who don't take no for an answer. Or being harassed by creepy men in public and being victim blamed for reacting.

Life also taught me that it's okay for people to be microaggressive towards me and never be held accountable. That's it's okay for them to shushed me in meetings and give me tasks that meant for three people, leading to burnout. Didn't get a thank you in the end when I got laid off. That's the reality of being a black woman in a workplace.

[paintixir]

Sorry about eariler. I'm just feeling very bitter and depressed again when memories come flooding back in my head. My whole fucking mood just dropped.

[paintixir]

Life taught me that I should accept whatever bottom of the barrel scraps I get and be "humble". That I should learn to accept being emotionally manipulated and coerced by an online creep for years who don't take no for an answer. Or being harassed by creepy men in public and being victim blamed for reacting.

Life also taught me that it's okay for people to be microaggressive towards me and never be held accountable. That's it's okay for them to shushed me in meetings and give me tasks that meant for three people, leading to burnout. Didn't get a thank you in the end when I got laid off. That's the reality of being a black woman in a workplace.

[paintixir]

Just me hating on my life as usual. All I do is work and that's it. Lower back hurts so bad and feet swelled up due to foot pain. Outside of work, I have a hard time not being present, being disconnected with people, and being unable to enjoy anything. I'm tired of it. 🫩

Throughout the day, I feel like I always watched myself in a loophole from a distance. Doing the same thing every day over and over again. I didn't realize that I was at work until now.

What's even worse is that I don't have anyone to talk to or hang out with outside of work. I just simply talk to myself 24/7. And the solo outings and day trips are not any better either. I get bored quickly and my mood drops instantly.

I just want something new to look forward to. Something that genuinely makes me feel HAPPY.

[paintixir]

✨ Finally adding colors to one of my Vanna sketches from 2025. ✨

[paintixir]

✨ Finally adding colors to one of my Vanna sketches from 2025. ✨

[paintixir]

I'm feeling more winded and fatigued than usual. Autoimmune disease (RA) problems.

[tazahan]

I think this crossover would be cool

[thiriann]

"Loved."

While the leather is cheap and the silver is simply paint, this outfit is clearly loved and well looked after.

[pooziqoroyal]

Shortstack drow

I tried to make her chibi

[aurora-brn]

year of the horse

[sleepimali]

Riverside~ 🐇🌿

[mahitariadi]

I did a full campaign of Baldur's Gate 3 with Astarion as a monk so here are some doodles of him doing kung fu moves just because.

[paintixir]

✨ Shadow boobs ✨

[paintixir]

Something personal.

[paintixir]

I think this is the most raw, personal thing that I ever drew this year. I was worried I would be misunderstood, judged, or victim blamed again, but I was wrong. Thank you for understanding my experience from my point of view.