palethinbitchyold

[vschoe1]

why don’t u go to a public gym you’ll ask me? cus i exercice in my underwear while crying and smkin sooo

[palethinbitchyold]

You can pretty much do that at Anytime Fitness honestly

[do1lhearted]

Watching super size Vs super skinny and he lists of all the 100's of health issues from being fat then go and coz Ur underweight u COULD get osteoporosis later in life 😭💀icrn. And ppl still say skinnys bad 🙄

[palethinbitchyold]

I can't imagine being obese and not feeling worn out every day. It's a lot of extra stress on your joints and so on.

Take your Vit D and Calcium, ladies!!!

[palethinbitchyold]

One day you're going to say, "I actually can't stand the feeling of being super full." and you'll mean it. Eating until the point you just don't feel hungry is going to feel totally satisfying. It just takes some time.

[silkangelkisses]

[littya06]

i’m seriously spiraling

[palethinbitchyold]

Feel your feet on the ground. Run your fingers through your hair. Breath in and out deeply counting each exhale and each inhale. Feel your feet on the ground again.

You are right here on stable ground. You're not going to get sucked into the spiral. You're going to be okay.

[palethinbitchyold]

I feel like I'd look even skinnier if my head was bigger damnit

I've always wanted a bigger head 😂

[honeymoonphasesstuff]

Movies about: 4n0r3xia

[palethinbitchyold]

Omg I watched When Friendhsip Kills (click there to watch free) a million times as a kid on Lifetime. It's about a girl named Lexi and her BFF who both have eating disorders that feed off one another (no pun intended).

It's Hella corny in parts, but I was a huge sucker for those made for TV Lifetime movies at the time. 😂

There's a disturbing scene where Lexi's dad decides to have doctors hold her down and force a feeding tube into her stomach through her nose because she won't eat. Lexi's mom walks in and says, "What the Hell are you doing?" but ultimately does nothing to stop them. Next scene is Lexi laying in bed with the feeding tube in looking pissed off while her dad talks at her.

I remember being SO furious for Lexi! How dare they invade her body like that? My mom would never have allowed it!! She would be fighting the doctors off of me and threatening legal action. I would never speak to my dad again and would tell him to take his lecture and shove it right up his ass if he tried to come in and talk to me after demanding the doctors do that to me.

[palethinbitchyold]

Thank you for the congratulations. ✌️

I definitely wasn't complaining about being thin.

[palethinbitchyold]

I feel like these don't really show how skinny I am that well. 🤔 I was 113.5 pounds this morning before breakfast and I'm 5'9. I was this same size when I came in but I had guessed I was at maybe 119 lbs (my scale needs batteries).

(I'm in the hospital for something totally unrelated to my weight just to be clear! I haven't been told my low weight is an issue.)

Take note of the size of my shoulders- they're kinda big, whatever. That's not fat, it's bone. No matter how much weight I lose I'm never going to have a tiny back. Someone could be my same height and weight and look a lot smaller due to bone structure differences or body fat distribution differences and there's nothing anyone can to do about those things, so I don't let it bother me!

This is what I mean when I'm telling you guys "Don't compare yourself to other people, not even girls the same height and weight. Comparison is the thief of joy." Just because someone is the same height and weight as you doesn't mean you're supposed to look exactly like that.

Remember to love yourself.

[palethinbitchyold]

I just got weighed and it was actually 5 pounds less than I expected it would be.

I feel like We Are The Champions is blaring through my head and my approaching a podium to give an acceptance speech. 🌺 🌹💐

🏆 I would like to thank my mother for telling me I'm beautiful no matter what, I would like to thank Diet Cola, I would especially like to thank fruit for stepping in and helping where candy tried to sabotage me...

[bulletwithfairywings]

I know I already posted about Hayley, but she is genuinely so perfect. I wish I could look like her. When I went to her show a few months ago, that’s really all I could think about, to be skinny and flawless like her. And I’m the same height as her too, which just makes me think, Wtf am I doing?

[palethinbitchyold]

Even if you're both the same height, remember, everyone has a unique body fat distribution and bone size and shape that contributes to how we actually look and diet and exercise do not change these things.

I believe in you and know you will meet your body goals and find comfort in your skin, but please remember *comparison to others is the thief of joy*.

Compare yourself only to your own self and own progress and remember to tell yourself in the mirror every single day "You are beautiful." whether you believe it or not in that particular moment.

Enough bitches will want to and try to tear you down in this world - NEVER give them a head start on their little project by tearing yourself down before you've even left the house.

Be your own best friend and biggest cheerleader in the words and thoughts you direct at yourself.

❤️❤️❤️

You can do anything you set your mind to.

[wingsoflovegk]

plain rice cakes x3 ~ 90

cherries x19 ~ 81

hazelnut ice coffee ~ 58

[palethinbitchyold]

I'd personally add a banana or apple or a few clementines to feel more satisfied but, damn this looks delicious.

[raspberrysorbet125]

Lwk the thinnest ive ever been

[palethinbitchyold]

You're Hella thin girl. You look amazing, remember to take that calcium and vitamin D for your bones though

[palethinbitchyold]

I just realized I'm finally at my lowest goal weight from my 20s at 36 years old and I love it. All those years crying over how I felt pudgy and pinching little belly rolls and looking at pictures of skinny girls and FINALLY people are telling me I'm too thin.

My husband told me for the fifth time I needed to start eating more and I just told him, "I fucking love being this thin and it's everything I've ever wanted to be." He just shook his head at me in a bad way but I don't care. This is everything I've waited for.