Hello friends, "New phone. New life." I bought a new phone! Well, not because its christmas but my iphone is no longer working. So im forced to buy a new one. I decided to go for an android phone this time. It's not that pricey and I like the specs so far except for the camera which i think is the worst. If you want a better camera dont get a samsung phone. Well, phones are not really meant to take pictures but mostly used for communication. So i think i could settle for this one. "New team. New project" I'm still working on the same company. But i think i already mentioned before that my previous project has ended. After a few months, i joined a new project wherein the client is a competitor of my previous client. Haha! But, i'll be working on a different platform this time. And i am learning so much as this client is so generous to provide trainings. My doubts were rights. I didnt get a promotion. There were many nights, even days i spent on crying. Well, maybe things gets really unfair sometimes. But we just have no choice but to move on and hope for the best next time. "New friends. New strangers" I dont really get along to strangers easily. I find it really tough to befriend with my new workmates. In the first days, i was trying to be independent by taking lunch alone and spending more me time than usual. But i just realized that you really need a friend wherever you go. So I tried to exert more efforts on learning new things about the people around me. And so far, i think i am learning so much from their stories. I find it very cool to have a glimpse of a different universe through other peoples perspective. "New year is coming" Brace yourselves with your new promises because new year is coming! I was thinking if i should write down new years resolution. Like, the things i'd like to change to my self. But I no longer have hopes in the power of new years eve. "Where to go?" My boyfriend just told me "dapat magpakasal na tayo". The moment he says that, it never leaves my mind. he hadnt made any proposals at all. And the fact that we are still young, he knew he shouldnt do it. But not that I dont want to marry him. I really like the idea of marriage specially if it will be with him. But I dont think we are ready for that. He is very matured at his age and responsible compared to me. I still hadnt organized my shits together. I mean, im still a mess. Im not ready to build a new family as there are still a lot to fix with my "family"(mother,father,siblings). Yeah, im still a mess. Years have already passed. And i feel like i just wasted most of it. Im not ready for anything!
