Pandafish

I'm pandafish on AO3! I write fanfics mainly about Marvel, Stucky and Spideypool. My main account is Myexplosion, but this account is for info on my work, teasers, polls and also if you wanna talk or ask about a prompt :) Here's a link to my AO3

[pandafishao3]

I KNOW IT'S LATE AND IT'S ONLY ONE CHAPTER AND IT'S NOT VERY LONG BUT IT'S HERE AT LEAST OK OK I LOVE YOU ALL

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[pandafishao3]

Hi, I just wanted to ask how you're doing? I've been thinking a lot about you and hoping that things are getting better.

Hi! Thank you for asking ❤️ I'm doing better. I'm still very stressed with not that much free time on my hands due to work and new apartment, but I'm safe and I have good people around me. I am trying to carve out time to write. It is currently 12 am on a Saturday and I am at work so you can imagine it's hard 😅 but I will keep trying. I've just honestly been exhausted. I'm happy but exhausted. I'm learning how to be at work with my cane and I'm also trying to learn how to write good fanfics while also in a good relationship. I think I hid a lot in the world of fanfics due to my last relationship and I don't have to do that anymore. It's weird.

Anyway. I'm not making any promises I can't keep but I'm still here. Still intent on finishing my fics. Pinky promise

[asapedits]

can we appreciate how cute chris and sebastian sound filming their fight scenes together

[petite-madame]

My daughter and I - (2025)

Single dad, 108, NYC, still in good shape.

[hychlorions]

generally you shouldn't write run-on sentences because they get confusing and it doesn't give the reader a break. that doesn't apply to me though my run-on sentences are fun and understandable and they have a rhythm to it that makes you want to keep reading

[pandafishao3]

Hi again, it's me, I'm not dead yet lol. I know I've like fallen off the face of the earth for the past few months and I'm sorry. I just had one of those months of May where I managed to lose my job, my partner and my apartment at the same time, and then my nerve condition decided to spread from my lower spine and thigh down to my lower leg, and that's why I've spent my time basically rebuilding my life. Which is good, all things considered! Things are going to get better than before, I promise. It's just a loooot of chaos to wade through and that has unfortunately left me little time or inspiration to actually write.

I miss you guys though. But I'm safe and I'll rise again, like a scraggly raccoon rolling out of a dumpster.

Love you :)

[pandafishao3]

Update!

I have now gotten a new job, a new apartment to rent (that I can't get kicked our of), a proper cane and I have love in my life. I have unfortunately lost my cat but she is loved and safe in another home, and I am currently comfort writing minotaur smut.

I shall rise again 🦝🦝🦝

[incognitopolls]

Smut writers: you probably know people might masturbate to your writing, but would you find it weird if someone TOLD you they did? Do you mainly write fanfiction or original works?

Yes, this would be weird (primarily fanfic writer)

Yes, this would be weird (primarily original writer)

No, this would not be weird (primarily fanfic writer)

No, this would not be weird (primarily original writer)

Other/it depends

I don't write smut/don't write in general/show results

Voting ended onJul 27, 2025

We ask your questions anonymously so you don’t have to! Submissions are open on the 1st and 15th of the month.

[stereowire]

so if you ever thought to yourself, “what this fandom needs is more anal hooks, but i don’t wanna be the first,” i helped you out there. you’re welcome.

and if you’re seeing this on a sunday morning bc timezones, consider going to church

[pandafishao3]

Hi again, it's me, I'm not dead yet lol. I know I've like fallen off the face of the earth for the past few months and I'm sorry. I just had one of those months of May where I managed to lose my job, my partner and my apartment at the same time, and then my nerve condition decided to spread from my lower spine and thigh down to my lower leg, and that's why I've spent my time basically rebuilding my life. Which is good, all things considered! Things are going to get better than before, I promise. It's just a loooot of chaos to wade through and that has unfortunately left me little time or inspiration to actually write.

I miss you guys though. But I'm safe and I'll rise again, like a scraggly raccoon rolling out of a dumpster.

Love you :)

[pandafishao3]

how/ what age did you start writing fanfic? I write a lot of stories but idk about releasing them. how did you/ did you have to get over that hurdle?

Hi! Sorry for the long time to reply, I completely missed this ask! I was actually 13 when I started writing fanfics, and even though I wrote Marvel stuff already then, I initially wrote One Direction fanfics (not a lot of people know that lol). Basically I did that for a year maybe with a friend, and we posted them on Twitter within the community there, which was way back when Twitter was a pretty small thing compared to how it turned out, especially in my country.

When it came to posting on Ao3, I waited a few years for that. I basically had two hurdles to get over: 1, I was afraid my English wasn't good enough and people would mock me, and 2, I was scared to sort of "broadcast" my kinks. But I used fanfiction to better my English, and then I realized that fanfiction has meant so much to me when it comes to accepting myself and what I want and need. I mean, where else can you find queer, disabled, non-sexist, kink-friendly porn? And I felt like, if I can give someone a hand in feeling represented or just finding nice smut that isn't horrible industry porn to get frisky to, then isn't that awesome? I thought about all the fanfics I'd read, good and bad, masterpieces or just awkward attempts, and all of them has made me feel happier and less insecure. So I figured, what the hell.

It was one of the best desicions I ever made. And I'm not saying my fanfics has helped tons of people - I'm not even saying my fanfics are that great - but I made friends for life who lift me up and I get to lift them up. So you should absolutely consider posting your stories if you want to 😊

[tanzanitedepths]

[old-songs]

i dont have a pretty caption for this one; just a reminder that a) doms dont have to be bigger than the subs and b)you are a Valid Trans TM w.o hormones or looking ‘differently’ from what you came as.

enjoy chef’s special: trans bucky and steve passing time in the 40s

(n dont fucking dare tag this as femdom)

[hobbsyssel]

tbh all i want is bucky struggling to win the heart of a fat grey cat….@cap3 ….

[darlingbenny]

for @incorrectstevebucky <3

based on this

[old-songs]

im not even gonna pretend i have an excuse

[this-is-a-job-for-vesemir]

[mercurial-chuckles]

I’ll give him all the hugs 🫂 C'mere, Bucky ❤️

[pandafishao3]

absolutely crazy but today I got a tiny tiny burst of energy and wrote 2 whole pages of the next chapter for A white picket fence to keep you locked in

prepare thyselves darlings