Whats best for me
Fairly certain that the one friend that stood by me last year now thinks I’m having a breakdown.
I was raped last october.
It started a bunch of bullshit.
I lost all (except one) of my friends.
The friend that stuck with me now thinks I’m having a mental breakdown.
I deleted my Snapchat.
I deleted my Twitter.
I deleted my personal insta. (Sushi still has his)
I disbanded my D&D group
I’m slowly pushing people out.
Not because I’m having a breakdown
But because I am putting myself first.
Because I’m working on my mental health
Because I’m making a conscious decision to only put the effort in for people who would put the same effort in for me
This friend has not been a great friend
This friend stuck by me during my hardest months of 2018, but is pushing me out
He acts like he cares, but not enough to respect when I ask him not to talk about my rapist
He acts like he wants me around, but not enough to actually invite me to join
So no, I’m not having a breakdown
I’m doing whats best for me










