✵ *✫ pao ⊹ ✺ .✧

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[paopaupaus]

My Posts and masterlist

i think i’m going to make a masterlist type of post and it is to find the things i post but also for myself to find posts i REALLY really love

Buddie development rant

Casual Chappell Roan - Buddie

Heart Shaped Bruises - fanfic gilmore girls Jess Mariano

genius mind/the bermuda triangle of ships

secret admirer cause i’m waiting for it to be finished

[findthekeystopthekraang]

joy kwon the mean lesbian you are

[snoozingsnoopy]

meme + emoji reactions

THE PITT 2.02 - 8:00 A.M.

[neverinadream]

ok ok hear me out: thigh riding w fwb!cools? like he’s busy trying to do something but reader’s all pent up and needy and he’s just like “use my thigh”?

warnings: nsfw themes, minors dni, fwb!reader x logan, thigh riding

a/n: i'll never get tired of writing these two! i hope you like it, enjoy!! <33

you whimper, hips rolling, cunt dragging over his thigh, the fabric of his pants soaked from your slick, the weight of his gaze, blues eyes fixed to your face, all soft and smitten, making your cheeks feel like they're on fire. he should be looking at his phone, replying to emails his agent has told him he needs to answer urgently, but you're more entertaining to watch, frantically thrashing your hips, head tossed back, trying to chasing a high you've been desperate for all day.

"please," you whine, scratching your nails softly against the back of his neck, clit throbbing against the roughness of his pants, each roll of your hips a sweet, thrilling scrape against the swollen ache, "i need more," you ghost your lips along his jaw, being refused to his mouth, "logan, please-!"

"busy, baby," his phone isn't even in his hand anymore, tossed onto the sofa cushion next to him, "just keep grinding like that."

you shake your head, whimpering, "don't want to anymore," your hand trails down his broad chest, palming him through his pants, his cock hot and thick, straining against the fabric, "need you to fuck me."

still he denys you, nudging your hand away, stopping you as you try to unfasten his pants, "no," your pout does nothing to change his mind, "later," his lips brush against your ear, his hot breath on your skin making you groan, your greedy cunt pulsing, "i'll give you whatever you want when i'm finished."

"not even on your phone anymore," you bite back, raking your fingers up through his hair, tugging, a soft punishment for his cruelty, "just don't want to pay me any attention, don't like me anymore."

"i don't like you anymore?" he laughs, his mouth curving against your neck, biting softly, sucking until you're gasping for him to stop. "is that so?" he arches his eyebrown, blues fixating on your bottom lip, the way it forms the perfect pout. he kisses it, softly, making it go away. "if i didn't like you then why am i letting you use my thigh like it's some fuckin' toy you keep in your bedside table? could've made you wait, let that ache between these pretty thighs become intolerable, but i'm too nice to my pretty girl, too good to you." his hand rests against your neck, fingers wrapping softly around your throat, comfortable there, like they're always meant to be there, his thumb stroking your jaw. "so, tell me again i don't like you anymore."

"so fuck me then."

"later," he reaches for his phone, "i've got emails to answer."

you tip your head back, whining, the sound so raw and so needy, full of frustration, "i hate you."

he tuts, "you love me."

"dickhead," you grumble, fisting his hair, the hiss he releases satisfying to hear.

"princess," he chuckles, kissing you, once, to fast for you to kiss him back, diverting his attention back to his phone as he sits comfortably back, "now, be a good girl, grind that greedy cunt on my thigh, i want it drenched in you by the time i've finished."

[rainedravens]

"oh my god guys the enemies just became lovers"

[manichewitz]

ever since i was a little girl i wanted to be a man with a homoerotic years long incredibly intense friendship with another man

[skyrigel]

gurl what kind of rivalry is this?

[flodaya]

[my-2nd-account]

[shnehollander]

Shane and Ilya Heated Rivalry S01E05

[hrgifs]

HEATED RIVALRY — 1.06 “The Cottage”

[texasteaparty]

Shane is scrolling through recipes for two (he won't make that mistake again, no sir)

while Ilya is scrolling the Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov (hockey rpf) ao3 tag

[timelinesareconfusing]

shane putting his head down on the table and still being able to respond is exactly the “autistic meltdown” everyone always blows way out of proportion. it always gets portrayed as full-blown panic attacks, sobbing, sitting in a corner on the floor. and not that it can’t be that, but it’s almost never that. it’s literally just shutting down and dissociating for the most part whilst stressing out in your head. heated rivalry is an amazing show for many reasons but accurate representation of autism might be one of my favourites.

[actuallysara]

[paopaupaus]

chat is this exchange real

[my-2nd-account]

Shane is like: ok so I haven't slept with anyone since the last time we were together and you haven't slept with anyone since the last time we were together and we're going to spend 2 weeks in my house and I'm making you lunch and we're sleeping in the same bed and you're telling me about your mom and I'm telling you about my parents and you like me and I like you and I don't want you to marry someone else and you wish all the women you slept with were me and you will switch teams and move to my country so we can be closer to eachother and we're starting a charity to make it easier to be together and I already have our future planned because I care about this I care about us and you love me and I love you and you're kissing my ankle and you comfort me and hold me when I panic and you're meeting my parents and supporting me through it and you're drinking my dad's vodka and eating pasta at my family's house and you tell my parents that you would leave Boston for me and that I'm the only person you've ever loved. Ok great 👍

Ilya: ... your boyfr-

Shane: hold your mf horses my whAT!!!!??

[saltwaterscully]

one of my serious favorite things abt heated rivalry is that they're still acting during sex. this seems obvious maybe but i think during a lot of movie sex scenes, actors revert to typical, expected mannerisms, where as connor storrie and hudson williams have specific mannerisms specifically for their characters that reflect their internal struggles/truths/experiences. this is difficult to talk about because people think i'm joking/don't take it seriously bc it's sex, but i'm serious. it's easily noticeable from connor storrie - ilya likes watching himself go in & out of shane & looks down to see it quite often; ilya likes groping shane's chest; ilya makes that one face all the time; ilya likes putting his fingers in shane's mouth. but it's also apparent from hudson williams - shane is very repressed and stunted about his pleasure at the beginning of each scene, but loses himself/relaxes continuously (particular favorite of mine is the first time they go all the way - shane is at first annoyed/embarrassed by ilya repeatedly asking him if he's okay [shane's complicated relationship with masculinity] but by the end is just moaning and has allowed himself to go lax, facedown); shane is clearly learning tricks from ilya (ex. the chest groping & fingers in mouth); shane gets overwhelmed when he looks at ilya for too long during sex and has to look away or close his eyes.

i just have an insane amount of respect for these guys. and i could make a whole other post about how they use sex to show the shifting dynamics in shane & ilya's relationship and especially the significance of sex in episode six

[firstprinced]

they make me want to say "oh they're married" (probably a part 1)