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Hunted

The night will growl and the hounds will whisper

things I did before I did them

A prophecy carved into my back

Impurity gripping tight at my veins

I can’t let them see me

I can’t let them hear me

For now I tread light and slow

Let my dirty socks bear my weight

Tired floor boards creak as I take my final bow

The dogfight begins and my resignation is final

Who shall take my place now

Playlist · 29 Songs

October

That autumn twisted and discarded me like wringing out a dirty cloth

You berated me as the dead leaves that fell around our house like a demonic foretelling

The house that was never a home for as-long as I was in it

Are you scared? Yes I am, I’m terrified

A fear I will never shake no matter how fast I spin, the anger I swallowed as you cursed me again

The curse that wreaks over everything I do

I cannot blow my nose enough to get the smell out of my sinuses

I cannot vomit enough bile to make my stomach feel clean

I will scrub at my skin with steel wool to remove the skin you birthed me with

Pull my teeth for I do not want to be a part of you

Spit them in a new sink in a new house

My house

My house will be a home

I just have to become nothing first.

Is she here?

She’s a dim lit bathroom with rust between the tiles

She’s the breath you hold when your lost in the woods

She’s the dirt under your nails when you fall running for your life

She’s a shard of glass u pull out from your foot

She’s the cold and the goosebumps when you feel guilty

She’s an ache inside your chest when you loose something you love

She’s the spite.

She’s the anger.

She’s the coward.

She’s my mother.

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